HELOVIA || The Way to the Sun - Profile of Ahvelyn

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Ahvelyn

Outcast

Species: Unicorn

Gender: Mare

Age: 13 [Orangemoon]

Height: 16.3 hh

I will forgive you if you forget my face.

I have been told I am beautiful. I've been told that I'd be best locked up to look at. I've been told a lot of things.

Men have said that the charcoal of my coat is that of a dead fire, but the blue of my eyes is cooler than any seen ocean. That same blue I see through is one, they say, that drips across my body in mesmerizing stripes. I've heard them recite my lines as if they could paint me by memory. I've watched them trace my blue dorsal stripe at first until they reach it's end, I've seen them do the same to my underside. I've been invaded by gazes that seek out the end of the blue tines on my forelegs, the same eyes that have looked farther, asked for more. They say I am radiant, I am simply glowing, and they exaggerate for the sake of flattery.

They laugh and gesture towards the three horns on my head, they say darling what will you do with three weapons like that? I've been told that my looks could kill, perhaps, but never hurt a fly. And I've been told that even if I were to kill it would be with kindness, wouldn't it, because no beauty like that ever said a mean thing to a soul, have you, darling?

I've been crooned too, whispered to, told that the sweeping blue curtains of my hair could get lost in, willingly, wistfully. I've been told the teal delicacies of my hooves are blessed to hold up my towering, lithe figure. I've been told I am a perfect blend, a precious mix of Oldenburg and Arabian that will never be forgotten, not by this man, no miss.

But I've heard a lot of things, in my life. I have lived 12 long years, long enough to forget many of the first, and I know this now: the gray of my coat is dull and lacks sheen, and my points are dotted with white hairs. The sweeping lengths of my mane and tail are thinning and cumbersome. The horns on my head have grown brittle, the curves of my hooves have begun to fray. My tall frame has begun to droop and my posture has slumped. I have been told I am beautiful. I have been told I was beautiful. But I am nothing but a mare, aging now into something unseen. And so, I say again: I will forgive you, if you forget my face. Perhaps we are both better off, that way.

I will forget you if you forgive my name

You could say I have a reputation, somewhere out there where my name is recognized. You could say I was someone they watched out for as their own, but not in the kindest of ways. You could say I was like property. You could say I was trapped. You could say a lot of things.

Times have changed. Perhaps I used to be sweet and forthcoming, but such innocence was bred out of me by force. I have come to terms with the fact that my life is best lived out in solitude and secret. I keep to myself. I am loyal, and I am independent, but no longer to any other than my own. Some consider my reticence to be a mark of a bashful sort. I consider it to be self preservation.

I give out many names to those who will not affect me. I consider myself a roamer, and I seek to live unattached. Those who know my true name know it's burdens; they know my three failed attempts at motherhood, and perhaps the moment when I gave up on that dream and so many others. They know how I watched the innocent be harmed. They are those who cannot forgive my name. But those who believe whatever calling I tell them and overlook my sins, those are the ones I will forget. So I say again: I will forget you, if you forgive my name. It would do you no good to crucify a ghost.

Dam: Aerlys (d)
Sire: Apsu (d)

Half-Sister: Tiamat (Apsu x Akkadia)
Children: three, two sons and a daughter, all dead before they could be named. First a son, all black and beautiful, who breathed only once. Then a daughter, black and blue and speckled with her own blood, looking like a bruise with her legs broken and lungs dead. And finally a child of snow, all white and born with his horn through his heart.

I would forgive myself, if ever I could forget.

I was born, once, in a place far from this one to a stallion who was no s tranger to fathering daughters. I was raised, once, in that place by his side. And I became something like his confidante, and I became something of his shadow. I was the one who found him new lovers, and watched as they each grew heavy with child. I did not think of them as family, then. Even when he ordered his men to take me beneath them on his behalf, seeking further progeny, I did not think of any of us as family. We were simply beings, passing by each other in a ruthless night.

Three times I bore the children of his men, three times they died beneath the moon's dull blanket. At a certain point, I left. The last child I saw birthed by him was a babe swathed in blue, beaten from the first moment she breathed. This, I think, or the death of my third one--a bloodied white colt with his horn through his heart--was the moment I knew I must leave.

I traveled far and left behind my name. From a stranger I heard of the destruction of that herd Apsu had sired, and from a stranger I was given a path to redemption: the child in blue, my father's last daughter, the only survivor of disaster. I vowed to find her, if only to show her the kindness of which she was deprived as a child. I have followed her now to this land called Helovia; I can only hope she will not recognize my face.

These are the years to remember

-In Helovia (To come)

A note
Ahvelyn's markings do not glow. She was adopted from someone who designed her without Helovia's rules in mind.

Jen!

Ashamin & Knox

Assets

There's currently no magic, items nor companions associated with this character.

Battle Statistics
STR: 4	SPD: 5	AGL: 5	END: 6
OI: 0	DI: 0	MG: 0	CP: 0
ATK	DEF	DAM	HP
5.5	9	4.5	60
BUFF:	NOVICE	VP:	0

- August 2015 || Rift Gods Plot Participant

*** this class will eventually become admin controlled, so don't spend too much time styling it. We will put your character's achievements here. Ie, getting a new buff, earning a herd rank, leading a herd, SWP participation, etc.

Threadlog 25 threads
Subject	Location	Participants	Last Post[ Order By ]
Southward, to the Sea [EARTH MAGIC DROP]	Thistle Meadow	Random Event, Johnny, Syrena, Alysanne, Essetia, Volterra, Kid, Erthë, Tyrath, Milo, Ahvelyn	08-13-2016 by Volterra
Reluctance	Aurora Basin	Ahvelyn, Tiamat	08-13-2016 by Tiamat
Correspondence #8: It's my birthday, I can cry if I want to	Frostbreath Steppe	Ahvelyn, Rhiannon	03-30-2016 by smitty
This time, don't need another perfect line [Birthing]	Secret Grove	Glacia, Ivezho, Kvasir, Ilios, Ahvelyn, Rhoa, Mauja	03-25-2016 by Rhoa
Whole Lotta' Shakin', #7	Blood Falls	Ahvelyn, Timothy, Murtagh	01-24-2016 by Ahvelyn
Correspondence #5	Aurora Basin	Ahvelyn, Johnny	01-24-2016 by Ahvelyn
:: The Giving Tree ::	Thistle Meadow	Random Event, Volterra, Lena, Auriel, Mauja, Zèklè, Nyx, Johnny, Deimos, Agnodice, Erebos, Erthë, Frost Fyre, Badger, Mesec, Tembovu, Amara, Tandavi, Tingal, Isopia, Gaucho, Rexanna, Maren, Tae, Caneo, Alune, Cera, Enna, Colt, Eldala, Ciceron, Amaris, Grimalkin, Brisa, Ashamin, Ivezho, Aeolus, Ahvelyn, Cirrus, Murtagh, Resplendence, Draevo, Hera, Lothíriel, Aaron, Brendan, Kalona, Vitani, Shahrokh, Knox, Milo, Amani, Alysanne, Thranduil, Shida, Elsa, Serenity, Rhoa, Spice, Cloak, Ki'irha, Kid, Archibald, Essetia, Uriel, Iona, Caenan, Hotaru, Kaj, Ampere, Rei, Glacia, Rasta, Nymeria, Difyr, Zandora, Mortuus Nox, Torleik, Naerys, Sialia, Grusha, Misael, Laedere, Ilios, Ranjiri, Katerina, Jahzara, Evangeline, Parelia, Gull, Einarr, Areli, Sikeax, Tiamat, Nasreen, Rohan	12-25-2015 by Random Event
Find him, bind him #6	Riptide Isles	Ahvelyn, Gull	12-24-2015 by Ahvelyn
SWP :: Blunt Little Instruments (Part II)	Riptide Isles	God of the Earth, Mauja, Aaron, Calypso, Mirabella, Vitani, Badger, Volterra, Maren, Ciceron, Morenth, Rhea, Resplendence, Aeolus, Kalona, Lena, Virgil, Deimos, Shida, Gaucho, Isopia, Nephele, Ki'irha, Zèklè, Imonada, Galiel, Tembovu, Snö, Aquila, Rexanna, Tiamat, Dacianna, Dragomir, Ghost, Ashamin, Ophelia, Erthë, Erebos, Rohan, Ahvelyn, Ktulu, Ranjiri, Ampere, Naerys, Zenobia, Nuray, Evaneska, Miykael, Parelia, Enna, Ilios, Mordecai, Vadim, Dovahkiin, Beest, Aithniel, Roskuld, Archibald, Rune, Abraham, Einarr, Cera, Knox, Gull, Milo, Kipling, Thantos, Panzram, Random Event	10-27-2015 by Random Event
SWP :: Blunt Little Instruments (Part I)	Riptide Isles	God of the Earth, Archibald, Nephele, Galiel, Ampere, Aaron, Ciceron, Random Event, Resplendence, Zenobia, Ghost, Dragomir, Ranjiri, Erthë, Isopia, Volterra, Mauja, Thantos, Aithniel, Shida, Virgil, Gaucho, Morenth, Aeolus, Rhea, Kalona, Imonada, Dacianna, Badger, Ashamin, Ahvelyn, Tiamat, Rohan, Aquila, Tembovu, Evaneska, Nuray, Ophelia, Ilios, Parelia, Enna, Knox, Milo, Panzram, Einarr, Abraham, Ktulu, Mordecai, Snö, Vadim, Lena, Rexanna, Deimos, Tandavi, Vitani, Erebos, Zèklè, Calypso, Cera, Beest, Iona, Mesec, Ki'irha, Najya, Maren, Gull, Miykael, Dovahkiin, Naerys, Alysanne, Kipling, Mirabella	10-23-2015 by Random Event
SWP :: A light shining through	Riptide Isles	God of the Earth, Virgil, Ktulu, Evaneska, Isopia, Zenobia, Imonada, Aquila, Tembovu, Dacianna, Ghost, Dragomir, Ranjiri, Ophelia, Gashad, Volterra, Nyx, Aithniel, Resplendence, Aeolus, Archibald, Erebos, Ciceron, Rhea, Kipling, Kalona, Adria, Erthë, Vadim, Mauja, Ampere, Öde, Badger, Rexanna, Ashamin, Lena, Ahvelyn, Alysanne, Gull, Mesec, Ki'irha, Zailah, Aaron, Knox, Gaucho, Maren, Shida, Naerys, Rude, Thantos, Nephele, Deimos, Abraham, Random Event, Miykael, Einarr, Iona, Najya, Dovahkiin, Parelia, Ilios, Milo, Ulrik, Cera, Snö, Mordecai, Amani, Calypso, Vitani, Nuray, Mirabella, Thranduil, Zèklè, Morenth, Tiamat, Rohan	10-20-2015 by Rohan
SWP :: You thought it was over? So did I. (CONCLUSION)	Halcyon Flats	God of the Sun, Gaucho, Shida, Shadow, Imonada, Isopia, Erthë, Naerys, Ghost, Mauja, Evaneska, Nuray, Ophelia, Maren, Ranjiri, Tembovu, Thranduil, Persephone, Rexanna, Lena, Archibald, Thantos, Einarr, Gull, Random Event, Aithniel, Ampere, Öde, Knox, Milo, Ahvelyn, Ashamin	10-14-2015 by Ashamin
SWP :: You thought it was over? So did I. (Part II)	Halcyon Flats	Ophelia, God of the Sun, Mauja, Knox, Lena, Deimos, Ghost, Ampere, Gaucho, Tiamat, Ranjiri, Shadow, Ciceron, Nyx, Megaera, Aithniel, Badger, Erebos, Thranduil, Rikyn, Rhea, Shida, Einarr, Volterra, Isopia, Mordecai, Erthë, Rexanna, Ashamin, Tembovu, Rohan, Ahvelyn, Kalona, Evaneska, Milo, Nuray, Imonada, Öde, Random Event, Boy, Maren, Soren, Enna, Cera, Naerys, Torleik, Persephone, Najya, Destrier, Archibald, Panzram, Mesec, Thantos, Gull, Miykael, Morrigan, Ki'irha	10-07-2015 by Random Event
SWP :: Through the Fire and Flames	Halcyon Flats	God of the Sun, Destrier, Gaucho, Evaneska, Boy, Erthë, Rikyn, Soren, Tembovu, Mauja, Volterra, Einarr, Deimos, Lena, Megaera, Erebos, Rexanna, Persephone, Random Event, Ki'irha, Ranjiri, Rhea, Ophelia, Iscah, Ahvelyn, Ashamin, Kalona, Eden, Knox, Ampere, Milo, Öde, Ilios, Maren, Thantos, Ghost, Sacre, Archibald, Cera, Kaj, Naja, Najya, Aisling, Tiamat, Euphrates, Aithniel, Isopia, Mesec, Ultima, Torleik, Badger	10-02-2015 by Mauja
SWP :: You thought it was over? So did I. (Part I)	Halcyon Flats	God of the Sun, Gaucho, Archibald, Rhea, Kalona, Isopia, Evaneska, Erthë, Mauja, Ampere, Öde, Gull, Ciceron, Cera, Tembovu, Rexanna, Nuray, Deimos, Ghost, Erebos, Sacre, Shida, Lena, Tiamat, Soren, Ki'irha, Cathun, Shadow, Enna, Najya, Knox, Milo, Ashamin, Ahvelyn, Volterra, Rohan, Rikyn, Aithniel, Thantos, Ophelia, Panzram, Nyx, Maren, Badger, Persephone, Thranduil, Einarr, Mesec, Torleik, Ranjiri, Random Event, Naerys, Miykael, Boy, Destrier, Morrigan, Lace, Megaera, Imonada, Ultima	10-02-2015 by Random Event
kings with no castles	Frostbreath Steppe	Rikyn, Ahvelyn	10-02-2015 by Rikyn
SWP :: What's mine is mine (Conclusion)	Green Labyrinth	God of the Moon, Ampere, Random Event, Volterra, Badger, Maren, Ophelia, Ulrik, Gaucho, Eden, Megaera, Hotaru, Archibald, Aviya, Ashamin, Erthë, Rikyn, Mauja, Ranjiri, Torleik, Ahvelyn, Mesec, Knox, Jaeger, d'Artagnan, Zünden, Enna, Nuray, Tembovu, Resplendence, Soren, Mortuus Nox, Najya, Cera, Ktulu, Aithniel	09-27-2015 by Soren
SWP :: First Contact	Blood Falls	God of the Spark, Seren, Artorias, Roskuld, Ophelia, Thantos, Crystarius, Ragnarok, Ming Yue, Cathun, Erebos, Aldoran, Rikyn, Volterra, Erthë, Aithniel, Nyx, Badger, Ophyreia, Naya'il, Adonné, Ranjiri, Kalona, Ashamin, Ahvelyn, Mauja, Torleik, Crescencia, Maren, Knox, Madigan	09-16-2015 by Madigan
SWP :: What's mine is mine (Part II)	Green Labyrinth	God of the Moon, Lace, Kalona, Volterra, Nyx, Nuray, Rikyn, Maren, Cera, Mortuus Nox, Eden, Shadow, Erthë, Badger, Elsa, Ophelia, Ulrik, Dvorak, Hotaru, Mesec, Isopia, Soren, Najya, Tiamat, Ilios, Rohan, Enna, Aviya, Lothíriel, Ashamin, Ahvelyn, Archibald, Knox, Random Event, Resplendence, Ranjiri, Cathun, Ampere, Crystarius, Öde, Tatiana, Tembovu, Mauja, Aithniel, Thranduil, Torleik, Megaera, Gaucho, Rexanna, Thantos, Panzram	09-13-2015 by Random Event
SWP :: What's mine is mine (Part I)	Green Labyrinth	Ktulu, God of the Moon, Random Event, Aaron, Aviya, Lace, Ampere, Soren, Shadow, Elsa, Badger, Rikyn, Panzram, Vitani, Volterra, Erthë, Cathun, Ashamin, Mortuus Nox, Ahvelyn, Thantos, Nuray, Öde, Archibald, Rexanna, Rohan, Ilios, Nyx, Eden, Ophelia, Knox, Hotaru, Lakota, Tembovu, Cera, Enna, Timothy, Kratos, Ranjiri, Mirabella, Ulrik, Mesec, Resplendence, Aithniel, Najya, Dvorak, Tandavi, Esk, Tiamat, Tatiana, Crystarius, Thranduil, Atheris, Mauja, Maren, Lothíriel, Megaera, Silas, Torleik, Isopia, Gaucho, Jaeger	09-07-2015 by Random Event
SWP :: Not without consequences	Green Labyrinth	Ophelia, Ulrik, Ktulu, God of the Moon, Mauja, Random Event, d'Artagnan, Archibald, Aaron, Knox, Mesec, Lace, Ampere, Gaucho, Hotaru, Sacre, Ranjiri, Shadow, Aurelia, Nyx, Megaera, Aithniel, Thranduil, Sialia, Rikyn, Volterra, Maren, Isopia, Najya, Erthë, Rexanna, Ashamin, Eden, Ahvelyn, Timothy, Thantos, Kratos, Tatiana, Crystarius, Dvorak, Nuray	09-01-2015 by God of the Moon
[welcome] skinny love	Aurora Basin	Enna, Ahvelyn, Thranduil	08-30-2015 by Thranduil
SWP :: Gods do die Part II	Blood Falls	Random Event, Roskuld, Ophelia, Öde, Ranjiri, Crystarius, Crescencia, Ashamin, Ahvelyn, Ilios, Rikyn, Volterra, Nyx, Erebos, Myrrine, Tembovu, Sialia, Mauja, Thantos, Erthë, Seren, Ragnarok, Aithniel, Badger, Rohan, Tiamat, Kaj, Tandavi, Torleik, Enna, Aurelia, Kalona, Rhea, Parelia, Knox, Maren, Amara, Isopia, Amani, Thranduil	08-28-2015 by Random Event
SWP :: Gods do die	Blood Falls	Ophelia, Mauja, Random Event, Knox, God of the Spark, Kaj, Hotaru, Amara, Tiamat, Roskuld, Ranjiri, Tandavi, Torleik, Parelia, Aurelia, Öde, Nyx, Amani, Aithniel, Ilios, Badger, Erebos, Thranduil, Rikyn, Mirabella, Rhea, Caenan, Myrrine, Volterra, Maren, Isopia, Caleb, Erthë, Cathun, Ashamin, Tembovu, Rohan, Enna, Ahvelyn, Seren, Kalona, Ragnarok, Adonné, Ming Yue, Thantos, Crystarius, Aldoran, Crescencia, Artorias	08-24-2015 by Random Event
Correspondence, #1	Archives	Rohan, Enna, Ahvelyn	08-12-2015 by Ahvelyn

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OOC Name:	Jen
Thread Tracker:	http://helovia.net/showthread.php?tid=21283
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Date of Birth:	02-17-1995 (29 years old)

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