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No Antidote - Caneo - 07-24-2016

It's the simplest of love songs,

        Home, when has it ever been so?

        Caneo is a ghost, more now than ever before. If he haunts the Dragon's Throat it's only because he has nowhere else to go, home in name alone better than all other options. He cannot fathom why he never felt this way before, this pull for something to root against, hold on to. Maybe he's just tired; certainly the past several days have tried even his desert-bred endurance, wrenching the strings of his insides further and further apart as if to test the elasticity of a soul made far too thinly to begin with.

        The moon watches from above as he crosses the bridge without fanfare. Caneo's cloven hooves, usually so light, skim just high enough to propel him forward with every step. At night, this desert looks like any other: bleak and unforgiving. It isn't to the sand he goes, but to the vast blackness farther in, where the moon peers out of dark water, laughing.

        He hates her.

        He remembers loving her, but he remembers too his young self did not understand love. Slowly then he draws up to the shore, his head low, his gaze wary and his ears twitching despite the stillness of the night. Perhaps he needs a healer; perhaps he needs to be gone from here. Unsure, aching in a way he's never ached before, he merely lowers his head to the water's edge and murmurs, “Go down.” The tiny shape woven into his mane stirs sluggishly, diminished either by pain or by fear or by the crippling anxiety in her companion's chest. He wants to rend them both apart; he settles her near the water, instead, and cocks one pale eye at the strings of muscle holding her tail to the rest of her body. Stupid.

        “You should clean it,” says Caneo, who knows nothing at all but feels anxiety crawl up his throat like rot. He hates this, too — this worry eating at his heart. “It won't fall off if you care for it right.” I hope.

but it's all our hearts can take.
robby shulz @ flickr.com


@Sikeax


RE: No Antidote - Sikeax - 08-04-2016


SIKEAX
i never said i'd stay to the end


Sea salt feels good in her lungs. It could be frozen and full of ice like the kind that she breathed in day in and day out in her childhood, confined to the North in the belly of Frostfall, or it could just be like it is now: warm, humid, full of life while seemingly dull, sweet with a hint of bitterness. She loves it with every bit of her heart and soul because it warms her to core.
Waves ruffle her completely. With is left of her that is currently untouched by the ocean is caressed by late night winds, forelock coaxing more breezes onward as the rough ends curl up. Sleep has nearly taken her as her eyelids sink, but sleep is a brave, stupid idea.
There is no safety to salt water, no matter how much one may believe that it is a wondrous thing with thousands of discoveries to be made. Hobgoblin is hunting the sharks no more than 20 meters from where she has decided to tuck herself into, and they in return don’t dare to hunt him. He makes proud meals out of them as he throws their dying and lifeless corpses into the air, small bodies flying for brief seconds as his jaws lose their grip on them in an attempt to tear chunks off of them. There isn’t a lot of blood, but when it is spilt, the meal’s living companions are greedy and lustful, sprinting upon his meal and trying to take it from him.
He repays them in bite marks and torn flesh, bleeding wounds and scars that will make them remember that the Dragon’s Throat is the domain of a Leopard Seal that isn’t really one, far out of place but still residing here.
She doesn’t nothing to stop him. Hunger is common to plague him when they corral themselves inland, locked by miles of ground and no sea within sight. One could believe that there is a plethora of mice, squirrels, even damned scorpions that yes, he’s already long since learned his lesson from with eating, but the small game that makes a well meal for him is never enough. He lives for the living bounty of the sea. It all fits well into his jaws as far as he is concerned, tears apart in the way that instinct tells him is the way to rip pieces from his food(by thrashing it against the surface of the water), and makes him fat in response. Sikeax doesn’t indulge him often as of late, so when the time comes, he is a merciless killer.
Glows taunt her in the night. It’s not the blinding kind, but more of the warm, gentle hum that makes eyelids lightly flutter with distaste and soft, meaningless annoyance, the type that really isn’t bad, just rising from how tired one is. The craning of her crowned skull is slow, pushing it outwards on her neck as she tries to catch a better view.
From afar, she discovers that the bridge has been activated. The body, or unknowingly bodies crossing it give her the faint hope that it’s the small clutch of hearts that she knows completely in this place, something different and happy and warm against Hobgoblin’s cold, merciless lust for murder.
I’m going.
He doesn’t give a response. It’s not like him to give a response to her when he is in this state of mind, but there is wisdom that comes with their attachment that tells her that he knows either way.
The waves push her well until she is onto the wet sand, making graves with her hooves with each step that the sea kisses away with seafoam and salt.
What she finds at her end of the bridge is a ghost, head dipped and words but whispers that are too far for her to make out when she is trying to keep herself with the appearance of a calm, welcoming stranger who asks for nothing more than company in the night. They’re larger than her, and still mumbling out words by the time that she makes it within earshot and studying distance of them.
Past the sighs that the sea pushes out of its salty lungs, she catches only the faintest hints of a conversation with nothing.
Or so it seemed.
“It won't fall off if you care for it right.”
Ears sag and brows sink for a few brief seconds, drawn back upwards by the fact that she guesses she might of have misheard them.
He, well, still unknowingly they, are now close enough for her to make her announcement of presence.
“Is everything okay?”
Her head dips, finally catching sight of the small body withering in the sand. Cringes tempt her to let them creep across her face, to let them know that the sight she’s witnessing is enough to make her uncomfortable. She’s used to this for horses, not snakes.
“Would you like me to take care of it? I mean, I can.” A loud smack follows her words as Hobgoblin works to take his meal and the posse of beggars trailing him away, moving closer so that when he feels he’s satisfied himself with his feeding, he can join the group with little effort.

OOC: bleh bleh bad ending but WHATEVER
Hobgoblin is in his leopard seal form.
songs about happiness, murmured in dreams,
when both us knew how the end always is


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RE: No Antidote - Caneo - 08-07-2016

It's the simplest of love songs,

        Footsteps.

        Any other night, Caneo would smother the impulse brought on by context (moon, water, desert on every side) but tonight he aches with empathetic hurt, with worry and with rage. Tonight, he snaps to the noise, to the soft voice, with a razor's focus. The movement isn't so much hasty as it is precise; Caneo pivots, his head swinging up. Between his toes, the serpent tastes of the water and recoils, like a child pressing back against every insistence he throws at her. Too cold, she breathes in shivers slow thoughts, a heaviness pressing down against the back of his mind as, separately, Caneo stares into the dark. He makes no acknowledgement toward the snake save silent irritation, as he takes in the pale creature standing apart from them still. She is a unicorn. That isn't enough to settle his nerves.

        “Did we wake you up?” Caneo says, answering her question with a question. In the dark, his voice is sweet, almost as soft as the shadows. “I hope not.” He quiets as he gaze falls to the tiny shape between his front feet. Inside, he's seething. Inside, he's running his horn through the stranger's neck. But in reality, he's just looking at her, his expression no more threatening than it usually is — maybe even pleasant. The tip of his tail twitches once. Her second question rings in his ears.

        Caneo glances down at the snake. His tail hurts. His heart beats like a hammer against his ribs. His gaze shifts back to the mare. “You're a healer?” Did he see her at the herd meeting? He doesn't even remember. “I don't think we've met.” And now is not the time for introductions, he thinks, but his attention is on the snake, all on the snake, on the light at the edges of the water and the shadows crawling around them both. Home is supposed to be safe. One ear twitches to the noise of the creature behind the girl, and it's an unsettling sight, and it sets him further on edge. Hers? He needs more time — to think — to run.

        “I'm Caneo,” he says. Gesturing vaguely at the snake, he adds, “This is a friend of mine. She hurt herself the other day while she was playing around.” And it's true — true enough — if Caneo thinks of them as the same being, the same frantic heart beat pulsing through two bodies. He's repulsed by the thought of allowing anyone else near either body, but he can't deny the necessity of the situation. “Have you healed someone like her before?” Why can't Tandavi be here, instead?

but it's all our hearts can take.
robby shulz @ flickr.com


@Sikeax