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Don't rush, no pressure... - Noah - 04-24-2017 RE: Don't rush, no pressure... - Nora - 04-25-2017 Though its typically uncustomary for me to turn in early…I return to my sanctuary, my cave/ hole just after twilight. But those thick, granite walls have finally moved past the point of uncomfortably constraining…now, they flat out refuse me. No matter how I try to slither in, rear-first, front-first. It didn't matter. Sheathed wings and my swelling (over indulged) abdomen simply wouldn't squeeze past that narrow opening. The dark reality of my appearance in previous weeks had to have been appalling compared to now. Groggy (and genuinely frustrated,) I resentfully (without seeing any other choice) concede to sleep upon the threshold. Luckily, the night is relatively warm and the breeze is mild. Mini me arches her brow and gestures to the forest beyond my cliffside hovel…but our shrinking courage doesn’t rise to the challenge of seeking out other forms of shelter in the pitch black. Besides, I reasoned to that braver part of myself, Noah would come here to find me… In the morning… A surge of uncommon thrill drags itself over my worn-out expression...memories cycle backwards, revisiting our conversation. It took considerable riddling and heaps of charades…but the effort is rewarded with an assumption that he wants us to leave; at dawn. Abandon the safety of our new habitat to explore the unguarded wilderness. Anxiety is quick to snag a foothold - reawakening drowned fear until it gnawed at my intrigue and youthful sense of adventure. Yet…despite the fear, there was a nagging guilt echoing the terms of my debt which had brought us together to begin with. How could I not agree to travel with a man who’d laid his life on the line? Our fates had become tethered (in whatever complicity) from the moment he’d chosen to stand before my demon and won. Though, my agreement (however shrinking) was worth the risk to witness that spark of laughter and delight waking and etching itself into every stunning corner. My mulling, defiant mind sits awake; overwhelmed internally with anxious, slightly nauseous emotions for the coming day...I forget to dread properly on the nighttime chorus of shadows and cries. As the night drags on, my subconscious grows more irritable; eventually, she tosses out a disapproving look and slides to the ground, ‘worry wort, morning isn’t far off!’ Irises glance upward…but the sky doesn't appear any more lite than it was when I came home… ---- "Nora!" The sudden cry of my name jerks me into awareness! Sealed eyelids fly apart to behold an encasement of pale shadows…dank, dusty smelling corridors on all visible sides. While my half-awake brain stumbles onto the scene and sorts the confusion. I pull my head backwards, craning sideways to find my guardsman…his marbled fur and ivory hair closing in from the edge. Bewilderment sheds itself for something warmer, something…wet. The pale side of my face feels…damp. A quick brush against my outstretched foreleg rubs away some of the dirt and assures me that it wasn’t blood. There isn't time to mull over how I'd ended up with my head in the shallow den...nor why I'm laying on the ground. Twisting urgently, I gracelessly pull myself from that gaping hole; harnessing all the dexterity of a wobbly filly. Once risen and settled (though swaying groggily)...these irises drift, sampling his lighthearted, alert expression... scanning his untiring appearance...his majesty. "Hi," sounding far more tender than intended, but only because the word is spoken on the whisper of an exhale. Whoa... he's here and very much...awake. A light shiver dances from snout to hoof -- feathers loosen, shaking the dust from their mist. Sounding far less shell shocked after a moment of sharp blinking, I utter on the next breath, "Bonjour monsieur," while those effects of dreariness fade, my resolves allows a meek smile to etch itself gently into the crease of either corner. We've been sharing language with each other for many weeks. His tongue (the simple notes) are becoming more familiar and advanced. My subconscious shrugs as only a figurative creature can, we both agreed that the more I heard and studied his tongue...the more of a preference arose. RE: Don't rush, no pressure... - Noah - 05-01-2017 RE: Don't rush, no pressure... - Nora - 05-03-2017
Bright, sharpening eyes scan the eagle. Anticipation builds, warming the soft, feminine details of my weary complexion. Nostrils flare and jaws salivate expectantly as he dips into that tawny, feathery sheath. For whatever reason, Noah always brought along something tasty. That internal pot produces condensation and gives me a little squeeze of impatience. When the stunning bouquet emerges, a soft sigh of appreciation rises on the backend of another rewarding beam. Wild flowers couldn’t often sprout amid mountains – but in these lower hills of the valley (if one knew where to look) they managed to flourish despite the plunge of temperature at night. Rare and beautiful. Like his chivalry. Moist jaws flex apart, prepped to address and consume his continual generosity. ”Je vous remercie,” distracted habit brought that polite response to my tongue; mini me scowls from her dark corner, rebuking and correcting…I frown just a little, but a word he’d recognize emerges half a beat later, “pretty.” Jowls reach greedily, boldly inspired to pass the distance between us. Crisp, vivid bursts of flavor awaken my dull (unsatisfied) hunger; I crunch easily through those stalks, heads. Consuming the dainty, marvelous, delicious little bonnets. His flesh is lightening; crackling as it quivers and dances – irises flick over, arching with silent inquiry to the source of his agitation. As if cued to answer unspoken questions, he speaks and enticing that familiar, hot quickening beneath my breast. Background noise fades, I press a smile into view and push through the nervous jitterbugging that threatens to soften/waver the certainty in my tone, “Yes, follow.” Forefeet inch forward, hesitate but expressing a willing, eager heart. Optics widen, astonished by the size of those powerful, zealous feathers when they rotate fully from their sheath. Mini me sighs and melts into the masculine contours of his massive body, wholly content to stare. It never dulled either of us to admire his boxy, rigid physic. The moment of peace, of admiration is cut short, my heart stutters and bats against fleshy ramparts as he rockets into action. Those thundering feet spread across the ground in a race that mimics my heartbeats. Inclining, I gape as he lifts into the air – ginormous feathers beating with savage purity. A muffled, sharp intake brings out my naïve, impressed wonder. The remains of his charity lay scattered about, forgotten. These arms itch, tensing with the foresight of what is to come. The cool, morning air whisks around me – teasing my feathers as they rise and fall with gently swoops. Forelimbs quiver, nerves rising to the surface as my turn to follow comes into view. The cry of expectations accelerates as he lazily circles, waiting…watching. Heat spreads and a tight, anxious lump appears – lodging itself in the back of my mouth like a rock that I couldn’t swallow. My subconscious sits up, eyes trained urgently upward (still admiring the powerful creature above me,) “go on,” she urges firmly, impatiently even. My ears slip in reverse, accented by the near silent whisk of my tail as it lashes anxiously against these slender, patchy pillars. Mini me softens, sensing my heightened uncertainty and unaddressed fear, “don’t be afraid,” she murmurs and gently tries to shoo those terrors which circle my innards like vultures over a dying animal. Failing…falling…failing…I push those negative voices back into the murk they escaped from. Chocolate splashed hindquarters push, carrying me into a trot – the wind picks up, dragging smooth fingers throughout. Forefeet quicken, arms pump downward with purpose and force. Hooves shred weed and kick up a spray of gravel. Wings pivot upward, dominating the space around me. Within seconds, I feel the air build; like a wildfire feeding from dry kindling, it grows into a fine, thrilling point! The haven vanishes. That dark, dusted rock dissolves into the backdrop. Anxiously, my stomach somersaults; I’m halfway in the sky and still trembling with excitement and meek triumph when at last I remember to tuck my adrenaline infused legs into the crook of my underbelly. -exiting basin- |