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Aurora Basin Lord atk: 7.5 | def: 11.5 | dam: 4.5
Stallion :: Unicorn :: 16.3 :: 4 HP: 70 | Buff: SWIFT
Duir :: Royal Cerndyr :: Earth Spirit Bunnie
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Rikyn

Silence comes between us, and maybe it doesn’t bother me like it does Erebos, because silence is a large part of my life, now. When you wander alone, with only a companion to share your thoughts with, the majority of the hours are spent without any sound but that of your own heart, the wind, and your hooves beneath you. The natural void of soundlessness fits easily over my thoughts, and doesn’t bother me as being representative of an emotional disconnect, or a distance between my blade brother and I; it simply is.

Maybe he doesn’t believe me, that if he wanted to find me, he could. I doubt he’s really searched, at least not after I’d come home, and stayed. Maybe that is my fault, for leaving too many times, so that he couldn’t trust I was out there, and had grown tired of hurting more inside with each multiplied pace in which he found nothing but disappointment. At the same time, though, I was here, and there, a ghost of several haunts, and I doubted I would leave again any time soon.

Where would I go? To mother?

Fuck her, and the hellhole she has defiled with her dictatorship, guised as democracy.

You could come home,’ he says, suggests, eagerly asks without the inquiry adding to the briar laden jab at my heart. I snort, a tilted smile accompanying the tilt of my features, as I look away, into ice christened wood.

"I could?" I both ask of, and condemn the notion, knowing that I simply can’t just come home, not without another fight, another battle I can’t win. Even if its not blows, I can’t do what they’ll want me to, again and again finding that I am the greatest wall to surmount, and that the rest of them can go to hell. I won’t do it, but I can’t tell him that, not when he looks at me with so much hope, so much want, and so my smile becomes a sigh as I look back at him, some sad sort of acceptance a false mask of agreement. "Yeah. Maybe."

It's better to push something away that's slipping
Than to risk being dragged down
@Erebos

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Messages In This Thread
one hundred days - by Rikyn - 12-01-2016, 02:27 PM
RE: one hundred days - by Erebos - 12-11-2016, 10:06 AM
RE: one hundred days - by Rikyn - 12-19-2016, 11:26 AM
RE: one hundred days - by Erebos - 12-22-2016, 04:41 PM
RE: one hundred days - by Rikyn - 12-29-2016, 11:37 AM
RE: one hundred days - by Erebos - 12-31-2016, 05:26 PM
RE: one hundred days - by Rikyn - 01-03-2017, 02:25 PM
RE: one hundred days - by Erebos - 01-07-2017, 03:08 PM
RE: one hundred days - by Rikyn - 01-09-2017, 12:41 PM
RE: one hundred days - by Erebos - 01-15-2017, 01:57 PM
RE: one hundred days - by Rikyn - 01-18-2017, 11:44 AM
RE: one hundred days - by Erebos - 01-24-2017, 09:39 AM
RE: one hundred days - by Rikyn - 01-24-2017, 12:32 PM
RE: one hundred days - by Erebos - 01-24-2017, 01:57 PM
RE: one hundred days - by Rikyn - 01-24-2017, 02:36 PM
RE: one hundred days - by Erebos - 01-29-2017, 10:39 AM
RE: one hundred days - by Rikyn - 01-30-2017, 12:58 PM

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