the Rift


[PRIVATE] Introspection

Hector Posts: 262
Outcast atk: 7 | def: 9.5 | dam: 3.5
Stallion :: Hybrid :: 18.3hh :: 7 Years HP: 63 | Buff: ENDURE
Veci :: Plain Boggart :: Suffocate Dream
#1
No Time for Lies and Empty Fights



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He left the glowing plateau quietly and thoughtfully, spreading apart his generous, gold-flecked wingspan and simply stepping from its rocky rim. He could hear the smooth voice of the God speaking on as he swept away through the twisting thermals, and felt strange new warmth tingled below his skin. "What a blessing," he whispered into the buffer of wind, and even Veci agreed that his bonded’s golden God was indeed magnanimous.

As the rugged face of the mountain fell away, the sheer mottled expanse of Helovia spread out far below and Hector’s eyes fell down to roam between the shifting colours. He felt enlightened, almost as though the world upon which he now looked was different- far more beautiful, filled with fine detail that a soldier’s hectic schedule had not the time to notice. It saddened him that for such a long time he’d been so narrow minded; but he smiled all the same, quietly, modestly; because now he was awake.

Only an hour or so later, they were gliding over the clay heart of Helovia. He thought at length about the network of tunnels that they’d called home; how uncomfortable he had felt during that time, and he stewed over the arrogantly inconvenienced perspective he had taken about it all. The stallion swallowed hard as guilt bubbled in his throat. If anything, now he realised how grateful he was that they’d been given both enough warning by their Lord to escape the Darkness, and a warm sanctuary in which to hide. He thought too, that the God of the Sun was forgiving and patient, because despite all of Hector’s ignorant transgressions in recent times (times when guidance had dwindled and purpose had been starved), He was still willing to help.

A soldier’s mind is small... he mused grimly to his companion, and Veci shrugged his invisible form as it sailed along to one side. Perhaps not now? Hector glanced across to the Boggart, though his fire-red eye found only the bright blue face of heaven gazing back, Indeed friend.

They passed the baron border of their homeland and began to sink. Hector’s exceptional wingspan tipped forward, and the feathers lining them rippled loudly against the gushing wind around them. He was skilled, fit and powerful, and landed in appropriate fashion; not slowing as sound black hooves reached for their purchase, but colliding with warrior’s precision- that which was needed on the warfront. Dust plumed in wake of his clattering stride and his joints carried him faithfully forward at a continued gallop; sustained momentum. The task of finding himself; of building a list of the things most precious, did not resolve readily in his war-centred mind, and he needed just a gentle shove in the right direction. He also didn’t want to return to the shrine of his mighty God empty handed.

Where are we going? the ghost questioned curiously, lazily, not bothering to probe the stallion’s mind for the answer like normally he might. To the Fire of the Diviner... Hector told him, and they made haste through the lush oasis to find it.


@[Cera]

• Dragon's Throat Rank Experience: Fortify | Level 3
• Permission given for moderate power play, magical influence and damage at all times

Cera the Golden Prince Posts: 419
Outcast atk: 5.5 | def: 9.5 | dam: 4.5
Stallion :: Pegasus :: 16.3hh :: 6 Years HP: 65 | Buff: NOVICE
Ilaria :: Red Panda :: Heal Brit
#2



Soft humming accompanies the young stallion that attends to the fires of the Shrine. It is a job he finds pride and comfort in, but one that is generally taken upon in solitude. Those that come to find solace or guidance in the fires are met with a warm smile that echoes that of the patron they look to, soft words or silence depending upon what they need in that moment. Maybe others find him too young for the task, for the heavy weight of advising and guiding, informing and sharing. Cera has never minded the quizzical looks or even the doubtful ones. It is his calling, and in his magic he finds further comfort. Two paths he'd claimed, one he'd never anticipated, so long desiring to become a Crafter or follow in his father's steps to be a warrior. Yet somehow, he had become everything. Ilaria the healer, he had woven into his life the duties of a fighter, informer, crafter...who said you had to stick to one expertise? So he hadn't.

Even if it was a lonely job at times, the crackling of the flames was the sound that always accompanied him. The humming was merely an addition, a way to pass the time. Lithe form flickered above the sands, a passing shadow upon the particles the only sign of his passing as he drifted among the sparks and cinders above. Heat touched pale sides and licked at snowy flanks. But it didn't last for long, hovering above the pit and beating expansive wings to fuel the fires below, heaving softly feathered appendages to encourage the flames to grow and consume the fuel he'd given it. Certainly a job that always built up sweat. Ilaria preferred to keep to the sands during this particular step, already meant for cooler climates than the Throat her bonded dwelled within.

It was she who spotted the approaching warrior first, her prince's gaze consumed with the glow of the light below. Hector is approaching, she interrupted, the soft humming dwindling as Cera's crown lifted to spy the aforementioned Spear. Checking the fires below one last time, the youth let the warm currents above the Shrine take the weight of flight off his shoulders after expending so much energy keeping the glow going. Drifting down to the sands he landed with a patter of snowy hooves, jogging off the momentum as he came to face the approaching stag.

Smiling, he stretched the ache from his shoulders as wings expanded and withdrew repeatedly. Ilaria came to Cera's side, curling round his ankle pleasantly, eyeing Hector with curious eyes. "Good afternoon, Hector," he called out pleasantly. Whether Hector recognized him or not, Cera's memory was especially vivid and exact, and he had seen the warrior around frequently as Midas' son. Though he was a generally easily overlooked figure at his father's flank, he knew Hector's face well and was pleased to see him again after such a long time since their last crossing of paths. "What brings you to the Shrine? If I may ask," he amended. After all there were plenty of his kin who would travel to his carefully tended fires and would not wish to share their troubles with him, Diviner or otherwise. Cera respected such wishes, and always ensured they would never be pressed to share their convoluted thoughts with him if they did not so desire. Whether or not he was meant to advise others, he could not press upon his herdmates advice they did not wish to hear.

And now it's your chance to move on, change the way you've lived for so long,
find the strength you've had inside all along
I am Ceraaaa
Please only tag starting posts, spars, and threads collecting dust!

Hector Posts: 262
Outcast atk: 7 | def: 9.5 | dam: 3.5
Stallion :: Hybrid :: 18.3hh :: 7 Years HP: 63 | Buff: ENDURE
Veci :: Plain Boggart :: Suffocate Dream
#3
No Time for Lies and Empty Fights



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It had been five long years since the damage had been done, but still the scars left by cruel words and callous abandonment felt raw; they ran deep through him. He wore carefully the mask of indifference, a gift taught by none other than the short and sharp Resolute, and presented himself in such stoic fashion that no other would surely see the pain stewing beneath. Born into royalty though cursed from the start, Hector had been shunned by those closest; the family he had only wished so desperately to please. He’d been too large, a thorn they had called him, amongst the finest of roses, and their bitterness stained his confidence; the self-loathing began, and it ran rampant through him until Kri had given him new purpose; instilled both faith and her confidence in him.

He’d seen a side of the fierce, masculine mare that most had not the opportunity to.

In the years that followed Hector grew in strength and confidence, and he pledged his service to the mare who’d given him a chance; to the desert and the Sun. He bettered himself in her shadow, fighting to impress his new family and preserve the alien sensation of warmth and belonging. That was until the Resolute vanished, and his self-belief was shaken as the Throat descended into the throes of confusion. That had been the beginning of his internal shift- when his furious will to fight began to waver. For months he continued on bravely down the same path, sparring those brothers-in-arms he’d come to trust so loyally; it was all the copper beast had ever known, serving both Midas and Gaucho as they brought the herd back from despair.

But always there was new niggling doubt, and waning desire to throw himself into battle.

Hector saw the flames from a distance and felt his stride falter, the aching uncertainty sweep through his core. This quest would see him find the direction that was both lost and missed; he felt helpless, like his purpose in the herd was amiss, and could only pray that Cera might would be able to help. He needed to find what was most important to him, but knew not where to start. The only thing flaring through his mind whenever he paused to consider was this burning world and the souls living within it, and the stallion wasn’t sure what that meant. Perhaps also, he was uncomfortable with the prospect of finding out he’d not finished his time in the army.

The painted Diviner landed, and as Hector came to a halt before him and the flaming shrine (a respectful distance between), a small almost timid smile broke the weight of his dry expression- he dipped his horned skull. The small auburn-tinged panda moved nearer to his companion and rust-red eyes followed him thoughtfully for a moment. Not overly skilled with social encounters he mumbled, "I... need some guidance..." before glancing back to the familiar young face of Midas’ son. He was the epitome of this landscape; Hector thought such a role fitted him perfectly- he wished only that he might find himself so well placed that he might be of some greater benefit. He cleared his throat. "I am trying to find what is most important to me."


• Dragon's Throat Rank Experience: Fortify | Level 3
• Permission given for moderate power play, magical influence and damage at all times

Cera the Golden Prince Posts: 419
Outcast atk: 5.5 | def: 9.5 | dam: 4.5
Stallion :: Pegasus :: 16.3hh :: 6 Years HP: 65 | Buff: NOVICE
Ilaria :: Red Panda :: Heal Brit
#4



Were the youth aware that his Lord regarded him so highly as to have sent two to his side, Cera would have been beyond words. Instead he is a mute presence as he lands before the royal stallion, naive as to the reason behind his approach. In time maybe Hector would have found his way to the Fires for his own desire for solace and understanding, but a divine hand had intervened before that time had come round, guiding him gently onto Cera's path. Regardless of whether Cera knew what had sent the valiant warrior to his Fires, he still sent a prayer that he would guide the fellow upon the path that would ease whatever worries plagued his mind.

In the years he had been at Midas' side, Cera had gotten to know a younger Hector, one with a fierce understanding of his path and what it entailed. While he had not delved into a deep or meaningful relationship with the hybrid in that time, far too young and not nearly ready to befriend a fully grown warrior, Cera had enough experience reading others and detecting the worries upon their mind and burdens slackening their shoulders to know something was seeping away at the vitality in his brother. The fretting taking place in his thoughts was nearly screaming at the youth, and his features softened in a look of patience and understanding. Many had sought out the Fires if only for something even playing the charade of life, desiring someone or something of which to act as ears for the troubles they needed to escape from. Cera was proud to have replaced such a sad excuse for an attentive mind and soft voice, and found no shame in the seemingly peaceful position. He was the son of a General after all, he could stand with a man such as Hector as easily as he could the likes of Africa.

From the expression that echoed the arid expanse of their desert home came a shuddering, a crack that became a tiny ravine of a smile. Cera returned it with the soft light of their Father nearly seeping from it, a silent beckoning for Hector to lay his worries upon shoulders seemingly frail but more than capable of taking upon them such troubles. Ilaria cooed softly at the soldier as she felt her eyes upon her russet frame, tail waving in a companionable manner to the troubled stallion. A soft, nearly strained mumble reached Cera's aurals. It was saddening to hear; had Hector never laid his troubles upon someone else, if only for a moment? Cera had never had many in his life, had tread a solitary track most his childhood, but even he had shared his sorrows and desires with his father when he could not continue to house such thick clouds in his mind. A soft clearing of Hector's throat and his words had more surety.

Cera turned and nudged Ilaria up onto his shoulder before shuddering into motion, turning with a tilt of cranium in silent request for Hector to move closer. Turning to stare into the fires he tended, Cera figured Hector would find more comfort when not being directly stared upon while admitting his troubles. Cera gave a soft hum of thoughtfulness, deciding what words would best help the cinnamon stag share his most intimate desires and demons. It was a tricky game Cera had to conduct, one with ever-changing rules, trying to find the soft niche of every new truth-seeker trailing to his Shrine. It was often amusing, in a bittersweet way, how they all sought the same thing yet were so unwilling to unlock the bolt wound through the bars of their guarded hearts and minds. Certainly it made Cera's job harder.

"What is most important to you?" Staring into the eagerly flickering tendrils of flame, he tried to grasp at words he could not easily find at such a broad revelation. "I am always here to help guide you, Hector," he began softly, vivid emerald irises flicking to place themselves upon Hector's features. "What is it that keeps you from knowing what is most important to you? Are you conflicted over something? We all have different cores, different things that keep us strong and unique. Would you like to know mine?" Cera often found sharing himself helped others open up, even gave them some clarity, as had happened with Aurelia and Sikeax.

"What is most important to me...it is my own happiness, the well-being of my herd that has raised me from abandonment. It is giving back to those who have given so much to me." Gazing back over the fires as he spoke, orange dancing in the reflection of his eyes, he smiled wistfully before turning back to Hector. "We are always changing, Hector. It takes a brave soul to step off the path of habit, of rigidity, to pursue the quiet wanting that does not like to tell us truthfully what it desires. I cannot delve into your mind, I can only draw conclusions from what you give me. Is it that your path is changing, but you do not know what to?" Curiously regarding the other man he feared his own talkative nature would scare off the quiet brute, but he could not help him until he had a stronger understanding of exactly what his confliction was. A desire was only a desire until Cera understood the past, the obstacle, and the convoluted mind that was attempting to overcome it. So far, all he had in Hector's case was the desire, but his conviction to help the warrior was as fierce and hot as the flames they stood observing.

And now it's your chance to move on, change the way you've lived for so long,
find the strength you've had inside all along
I am Ceraaaa
Please only tag starting posts, spars, and threads collecting dust!

Hector Posts: 262
Outcast atk: 7 | def: 9.5 | dam: 3.5
Stallion :: Hybrid :: 18.3hh :: 7 Years HP: 63 | Buff: ENDURE
Veci :: Plain Boggart :: Suffocate Dream
#5
No Time for Lies and Empty Fights



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Warm golden firelight danced across his face, reassuring, soothing. It threatened to sweep away masking shadows, to reveal the troubled look of doubt and concern; anxieties he’d been holding fiercely at bay for the years since his youth. It wasn’t necessarily that he feared his past. Hector had grown considerably more resilient since the days of mental torture and disregard after all, but he was confused by the path he needed to follow. The stalwart warrior had never ventured into the depths of his heart, his mind and his memories before, and he teetered precariously along the edge of reason, wishing not to tumble into the web of emotions and bitterness below. He needed a voice that was steady, nurturing perhaps, and patient; someone that would pull him back if he were to start flailing. Mostly he needed a friend to confide in, because a soldier’s weakness was his disgrace.

He lived a mostly solitary life, always had. Maybe that’s why he stood before Cera now at a loss; his strength was a disadvantage.

Hector could only imagine the bank of stories bound up behind those strong emerald eyes. He had no reason to doubt the youth’s ability, no motivation to defy the understanding of their Lord. He believed heartily that wisdom must flow through the painted stallion’s veins; that perhaps the God of the Sun had bestowed still a greater gift of intelligence- far, far beyond his own simple, mortal rationale. It was because of this trust that Hector followed Cera’s motion without question, stepping closer to the dancing flames; slipping beneath their embrace, finding comfort in their soft cackle. Wings shook loosely by each flank, and the nervous tension aching through each arm seemed to fade a little.

The other spoke, though Hector’s quiet gaze was comfortable where it sat upon the glorious, beautiful shrine. He nodded vaguely, a strange weightlessness drowning out the clutter in his mind. All of a sudden he wondered why he hadn’t come sooner.

Conflicted...?

The word stood out from the gentle lull of Cera’s voice like a bitter desert night after the baking heat of day. He was lost; confused, burdened and down. "Yes, please, he answered slowly, and the Diviner began to explain about his cores; happiness and family... Hector wondered about the abandonment mentioned, curious, because he too had in a sense been rejected by blood-relations, by the first family he had known. A murmur brushed by his lips as he thought privately, of Kri and Midas; of those who had taken him in and built new strength and resilience into his character. Were Cera and he that different really? He remembered the days of old when the young caramel patched colt had marched with army ranks, sparred and learned from the best; from his father.

Family. Hector cared terribly for the welfare of his friends and family. There was nothing he wouldn’t do for them.

The movement of the Diviner’s glowing face pulled the soldier from thought, and a thoughtful smile found his lips when he turned his own eyes from the fire. He listened carefully with cupped bronze ears turned to hear, and nodded as the words reduced to question the direction of his life. "I would defend our Throat until my bones fractured; until age robbed me of sight and deafness my hearing." The soldier spoke with such conviction that his face flushed hot- his want to serve, to uphold all of the kindness done to him, was as potent as his will to survive. He drew a long breath then, and shoulders slumped heavily as his neck stiffened across them; bemused eyes fell back to the flames.

"Yes..." he answered, his voice choked with resignation. "I guess my path is changing, but the guilt I feel is crippling. This body was built for war." Though not always was it accepted for such. He was a soldier; it was his identity. Hector knew nothing else. He spoke generously, honestly; the hybrid knew that he could not find the answer to His question if he recoiled from the gentle coaxing of Cera now.



@[Cera]

• Dragon's Throat Rank Experience: Fortify | Level 3
• Permission given for moderate power play, magical influence and damage at all times

Cera the Golden Prince Posts: 419
Outcast atk: 5.5 | def: 9.5 | dam: 4.5
Stallion :: Pegasus :: 16.3hh :: 6 Years HP: 65 | Buff: NOVICE
Ilaria :: Red Panda :: Heal Brit
#6



Together they approach the warm glow of the fires Cera had tended to so vigilantly, basking in the shared temperature along the sands, side by side companionably. There was no rush to speak, for there never was. Cera was as apt in the conversations of the body and eyes as those of the tongue and lips, Rasta had been a diligent teacher in her mute cursedness. The only odd sound that followed the cadence of Cera’s voice was the shuffling of feathers against one another as Hector allowed the tension to seep from his battle-born frame. Soft rumble of request, one that Cera abided with all the patience and humble tendencies he could summon in his thin frame.

At times, Cera feared he spoke too freely, too frequently. Yet it was his lack of words that had made Dalibor so sore with him, so his conflict was more than readily apparent. Instead, he comforted himself as much as he could with the realization that he would not be Diviner without the belief of his Lord that he could fulfill the job to its utmost reaches. And so when at last Hector began to speak, a murmur of sound rumbling in closed lips before the particles ever formed into words. As eyes met, their smiles were shared, and Cera found himself fondly regarding the larger stallion. "I do not doubt your loyalty, nor the valor inscribed in our Lord’s image upon your heart Hector," he assured with a firm tone of lyric and all the ancient belief passed down from his father and his Heavenly father as well into his own body.

And at last, the root of the problem; a divergence of paths, of long-walked tradition combating a new desire for change that Hector was too deeply rooted to pursue. Drooping of muscled shoulders only enhance Cera’s desire to help, to heal the fractures skimming like eagle wings upon water on Hector’s soul. With a fluid, singular movement, the patched cherub turned to face Hector fully. This? This was a matter he had felt in his own heart, though at a far younger age. Experience was the best teacher, he believed, and with the hope that he could transport that into some sort of help for the older stallion was immediately apparent. A certain level of playfulness cratered along his emerald irises.

"I never believed, in any of my days, that I would be the ambassador of the Lord of the Sun. As long as I can recall, my love lay in crafting. I would design, scheme, until my mind was tired and the sands of my sleeping place destroyed with runes of prints." Fondly he recalled how he would trace the print of the wall, over and over, memorized as it was. He could still create it with his hoof in mere seconds, if called upon to do so, even with the wall complete. In his heart he found solace in those actions, in the fact that despite it all he had been able to craft, for in the magical rank he found himself occupying there was an entirety of them to be chosen.

"And as I grew older, that desire changed. I witnessed war, I trained among your ranks in fact. I sought to find my father’s hoofsteps, and to follow them exactly. To become the warrior I suddenly sought to be. Even now, were we to be invaded, you would find me at the frontlines bleeding beside you rather than cowering by these flames. For no matter what path I choose, what rank I hold or title other proclaim when I pass them by, I will always bleed and be willing to die for the safety of my people." Certain vehemence coated the proclamation, nearly an oath.

"And I know, Hector, that you would do the same. But does my body appear fit for war, for battle? No. How we are born physically does not determine our worth, nor our path. Our callings change, as mine have shifted already so much in my young age. In this time of peace, perhaps you should seek what your heart is aching for. Not what older times and worn paths have convinced your mind is right." Perhaps that would be all Hector needed to hear, but Cera was fully prepared to stand there until his hooves melted into the earth and his voice was ruined with the comforting tone he employed.

And now it's your chance to move on, change the way you've lived for so long,
find the strength you've had inside all along
I am Ceraaaa
Please only tag starting posts, spars, and threads collecting dust!

Hector Posts: 262
Outcast atk: 7 | def: 9.5 | dam: 3.5
Stallion :: Hybrid :: 18.3hh :: 7 Years HP: 63 | Buff: ENDURE
Veci :: Plain Boggart :: Suffocate Dream
#7
No Time for Lies and Empty Fights



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Crafting? Downy chestnut ears, ablaze by the flickering light of the sacred flame, reached quickly for the words of the Diviner, another interest perhaps shared between the two; in reality though Hector still dithered between uncertainties. The stallion could not imagine wielding sand like Cera, like Midas, it was the ores bedded deep beneath their tread that drew his fascination- metal, fierce and strong, unyielding; fit enough to face the brutality of battle. He listened broodingly, certain that the path he sought laid not in the direction so occupied by this, his painted brother. There was no interest in lore, of singing and teaching- unless that was how to brandish oneself before their foe. Tail twitched to the tick of his helpless mind, and the copper soldier hummed between each of Cera’s brief pauses.

"Aye..." He murmured at the suggestion that blood would run freely for the sake of their family; of those who slept now soundly while warrior-guardians watched on. There was no question about that.

The Diviner’s clever, frank and genuine advice sank quickly beneath Hector’s thick hide. Perhaps he was right. What reason did he have to set his goals so narrow-mindedly? The stallion’s chin dipped as he descended noticeably into the stew of his scrambled thoughts; bright eyes glazed over as they looked at length upon the blazing shrine before him. "It is clearer..." he mumbled, voice distant and pensive. "I thought always, that fighting, training; that the favour of my peers was most important." Hector blinked and a loose smile etched into the stoic expression he so often wore; emotion was not often accepted in the ranks of the army and it quickly became obvious that Hector had lost himself amid their limitless expectation.

He thought of Gaucho, brave and aloof; the epitome of military prowess, and Midas and Kri, who had (Hector believed) shed not one tear along the way to ultimate respect; success.

"Family is what is most important," he continued softly, feeling a new form of control still more invigorating than any villain brought to task. "As long as I am here, touched by the Sun, I will be happiest." Hector thought finally that it mattered little what role he played in Dragon’s Throat, and turned to Cera, to Ilaria. "I am to return to the Veins, to His shrine. I want to listen without prejudice and accept any road set before me." The copper hybrid felt warmth stem from the decision, the certainty that he could be content with any role now, any work that required his attention- even if that was still in the army.

Suddenly he felt as though a great weight had been removed from his shoulders; like passion had reignited in his soul- and Hector smiled. The mask of fierce indifference (of confusion) crumbled away. "Thank you." He gestured forward with bristling whiskers, testing this new confidence, freedom, on first Cera. Soft, tender breath seeped gratefully from motionless nostrils as they neared.

"There is one more thing," the soldier mentioned in time, when the friendly, brotherly exchange ceased and his horned face was pulled back into place. "...I would like to take with me a gift. Have you any suggestion for one with so few skills as I?" Hector wanted to take with him something personal and powerful, a tribute to prove the completeness of his worship; to show his thankfulness and compliment the God of the Sun’s matchless radiance.


• Dragon's Throat Rank Experience: Fortify | Level 3
• Permission given for moderate power play, magical influence and damage at all times


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