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Cera the Golden Prince Posts: 419
Outcast atk: 5.5 | def: 9.5 | dam: 4.5
Stallion :: Pegasus :: 16.3hh :: 6 Years HP: 65 | Buff: NOVICE
Ilaria :: Red Panda :: Heal Brit
#1



Sunlight seemed to be drawn to Cera like a magnet, imbued itself into his skin and light him up from the inside. He reflected it like his name implied, sheaves of gold turning the harsh rays of light into something glorious as it radiated through his skin on wavelengths nearly everyone could see. He had burned his destroyed self, thrown it into the flames of his anger, his despair, and watched it smoke to nothing. In the wake of Hototo's death, he too had been killed. But where his brother could never return, Cera had blossomed into vitality like he'd never experienced before. His Lord seemed to have anticipated this development, as Cera trusted he surely must have, and with limitless crafting at his beck and call, Cera had exploded into being so fiercely he took even himself by storm. There were so many possibilities, so many things to do, to be completed. The metal beneath the sands seemed to sing to him even as he stepped back from his work, flanks flecked with foam and sweat and eyes wild with emerald flames of passion.

Still, in his furious ascension, Cera had in turn avoided that which lingered from the precipice of his near ruination. Those around him had propped him up, taken his side when he had crumpled pitifully. Cera had vowed that he would return the favor, that he would express his gratitude in as many varied ways as could be imagined. Yet one thing stood out to him, echoed in dual foreign mouths, echoes that rang hollowly in his ears as a grim reminder of his seclusion from the problem.

Rhojosor. Family.

Cera had hidden away from Ryuu and Ranjiri after their explosive fight, unlike any they'd ever had before. Ranjiri had been flame and fury, biting into his soul when Cera had too little left to give. They had burned each other beautifully, in a way only loved ones could, dragging each other down and hitting where they knew it hurt. A shameful betrayal of the trust they had always put in one another, but one they had angrily indulged in, so succumbed to the throes of their rage had they been. But Gaucho and Sikeax had said to him, nigh promised him, that even broken things could be fixed. Though Cera still held deep, resounding reservations concerning Midas in that regard, he could admit to himself that things with Ranjiri were not too far gone. He could perhaps still reconcile with his sister, with the only sibling he had left.

So he awaited her return beneath their tree, the one Midas had left him at, alone and broken, for the word of a God. Cera tried to swallow past the bitter recollection, forced it from his mind as he let time revolve and spin past around him. Midas had no place in the conversation that was to take place. This was a matter that concerned only he and Ranjiri. And so he would wait forever, if it were required of him. He would become a statue, would sink his roots into the sand and clay forever until she returned to him. He'd promised her once that he'd never leave her side. Cera intended to mend that ruptured vow.

I'm keeping you near, inside of my heart; you're here
I am Ceraaaa
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Ranjiri the GoldenShade Posts: 372
World's Edge Mare atk: 4.5 | def: 8.5 | dam: 6
Mare :: Hybrid :: 16.0 :: 5 HP: 62 | Buff: NOVICE
Mara :: Common Rougarou :: Shadow ali
#2
RANJIRI
give me strength when i am standing and faith when i fall



I had been avoiding Cera because I knew that I was wrong for what I had done to him. I knew I overreacted, I treated him terribly, and I felt horribly guilty about the whole thing. When it finally hit me just what I had done I should have gone looking for him right away to apologize and beg him to forgive me, but I thought that he wouldn't want to see me. If our positions were reversed I can't say that I would want to see him. I guess that's why I hadn't even been back to the tree that we used to sleep under out of the fear that he would be there and I would have to face him when I wasn't prepared. Add to that trauma of witnessing Hototo's murder ... I really didn't want to be around anyone except for Ryuu.

I knew what I had to do, though, and as I made the long walk back to the tree I could feel my heart pounding furiously in my chest. What if he didn't forgive me? What if I lost my other brother? What would I do? Who would I go to? The worry and doubt made me feel sick to my stomach and it would have been so easy for me to turn and run away than have to take responsibility and fix what I had broken. Besides Ryuu, Cera was the only constant in my life. He was always there when I needed him and it made me feel immeasurably stupid for being so mean and hateful to him.

That sick feeling in my stomach only got worse when I could finally see the tree looming like some hulking monster, waiting to tear my heart out and devour it. My steps slowed and I hesitated, thinking again that I could more easily turn and run away, but he was there. I could see Cera ... waiting? I thought that he couldn't possibly be waiting for me, but I had to be wrong. Why would he wait for such a horrible sister? He was probably just resting between jobs because he was important. He had a purpose, which was more than I could say for myself.

I was still several feet away when I stopped and stood staring. I don't know if he noticed me but it took me several minutes to calm myself enough so that I didn't turn and run away. "I... Cera." My voice was tight, nearly strangled as I struggled with myself, trying to figure out what to say and how to explain myself. I took a deep breath and sighed, my eyes falling from my brother's painted body to the ground. "I'm sorry." I whispered, unsure if he heard the words of it he would even care.




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Cera the Golden Prince Posts: 419
Outcast atk: 5.5 | def: 9.5 | dam: 4.5
Stallion :: Pegasus :: 16.3hh :: 6 Years HP: 65 | Buff: NOVICE
Ilaria :: Red Panda :: Heal Brit
#3



She came with the same surety that she always came, despite her hesitancy. The world and fate drew them together inexplicably time after time. How it was that she ended up there when he most needed her, every time, was not something Cera could comprehend. It wasn't something that truly mattered enough to be looked further into, regardless. For she was there, in that moment. There was nothing else that mattered but her.

She came slowly. Across a void that was filled with a hurt still tender to the touch, with eyes that begged forgiveness. Surely she knew it had already been given. Moments after she'd spit her words at him he'd forgiven her, because love did not know how else to function than to forgive. To relent. She was sewn irrevocably into his heart, tearing her out would only serve to kill himself. Love was the most terrifying thing in existence, in that way. It could kill a man with no mortal wound, could bolster the smallest creature into a warrior of repute. Love was the most dangerous, volatile, beautiful thing Cera had ever experienced. And Ranjiri stood there, the embodiment of his love, and he was too weak a man to have even considered denying her any forgiveness.

His name was strangled even in its beauty, for he'd been kept from her voice for so long that anything she could have said would have sounded like a symphony orchestrated on his heartstrings. Apologies stumbled from her lips summarily, but all he could do was smile. It had been so long since he'd been able to, but even if he'd still been but a broken shell he would have summoned it if only for her sake. Striding forward, he had none of the hesitancy that she'd displayed. His love for her was too strong, too resilient, and as the forgiver of the situation he knew how this would end. There was nothing to fear in his eyes.

"You are long forgiven, princess," he said softly. She was far from it, in the eyes of an impartial spectator. But Cera did not call her so mockingly. She'd been his little princess since he'd first laid eyes on her tiny form, and though he hadn't called her such since she was very young, it only seemed appropriate to name her it now. Wings opened in an invitation, hoping she would come to him so he could embrace her, for he would not force her emotions into a mold that he desired.

I'm a soldier at war with himself
I am Ceraaaa
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Ranjiri the GoldenShade Posts: 372
World's Edge Mare atk: 4.5 | def: 8.5 | dam: 6
Mare :: Hybrid :: 16.0 :: 5 HP: 62 | Buff: NOVICE
Mara :: Common Rougarou :: Shadow ali
#4
RANJIRI
give me strength when i am standing and faith when i fall



My eyes had stayed rooted to the ground, my guilt rendering me unable to meet Cera's eyes and see that he wasn't wearing a look of anger, hurt, betrayal, disgust, or hatred that I might have expected. I would have seen nothing but his love for me, though at that moment in time I was completely undeserving of it. I had treated him horribly and even though, at that moment in time, my actions had seemed logical and with reason it was stupid. I had very nearly thrown away everything that I had held dear and it had taken losing Hototo for me to realize just how much my brothers meant to me. I couldn't bear the thought of never apologizing to Cera, begging for his forgiveness, and getting back one of the only people left in my life that truly meant something to me.

"You are long forgiven, princess."

It took me a few seconds to soak in what Cera had said, to understand the forgiveness that Cera so readily offered, to know that he didn't hate me for all of the awful things that I had said to him. I could not honestly say that I would be so easily forgiving, but I was thankful that Cera was. I don't know what I would have done had I lost him and Hototo within a few weeks of one another. It would have been far too much for me to handle and I think I would have shattered into millions of tiny pieces.

When I finally looked up I could see the expression of love he wore and the way his wings were open to me. I stepped into his embrace, my eyes closing as I rested my cheek against his neck. "I'm sorry." I said again. "I'm terrible, horrible, and I don't deserve a brother like you."

@[Cera]



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