the Rift


Alone and at Bliss

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Zora
"Don't depend on anyone in this world, because even your shadow leaves you when you're in darkness."





Such a delicate thing life is, one minute you could be frolicking around without a care in the world, the next your dead bodice lay cold on the earth. It's so easy to take life away, yet at the same time very difficult. I guess that all depends on who you are. Large stallions seem to have no issue taking lives, especially when it comes to stealing a herd. A fate my father met when one stole his family. I can still hear his dying screams in my sleep sometimes. I'm not sure why those screams had stayed with me for so long but they had. Nonetheless I didn't let them get to me, I needed to keep my mind sharp and not go all crazy hearing voices inside my head.

I had been walking for quite some time now not really looking for anything. I had just recently came upon this land after I was sent away from my herd, which was now ruled by a vicious killer. I wish I could have brought my mother along with me. She was too old to take such beatings like he gave for disobedience. Still she wanted to stay with the herd, she said it was her place. I hope she is still alright. I myself had many of these beatings, though my hide was not scarred in the scrabbles. Cut many of times yes, but all healed over and my golden coat always came back. Which I was thankful for, I wanted no one to feel pity for me. A lone mare all scarred up with no one to protect her, bleck, that was not what I wanted.

I don't mind being alone, its soothing really. As long as you can keep from going insane that is. The trick to it is to keep your mind busy, not with thoughts or those weird arguments you have with yourself. No, keep your mind on memories, your favorite ones that always make you smile. Mine is when I was young and herd were all out for a run. It was early spring with the first nice day outside. We all were feeling giddy after a long winter bucking and kicking like foals. It was my first winter for I was only a yearling but I remember it well. Running along side my father gave me a rush I'll never forget. When I ran faster than he did, even though I know he let me win, I got such a great feeling about myself. Memories like that is what keeps one sane.

I could feel the gentle breeze coming through the forest, which I for one enjoyed. The forest was a quiet one, ever greens all in line with some vegetation undergrowth. For a moment it almost felt like home, but then again will anything ever feel like home again? I doubted that. Along side the forest was a massive rock formation, to most mountains. With it's steep peaks and snow dusted tops it was indeed a place that created a sort of blissful atmosphere. As much as I enjoyed the forest I was in need of some sunlight to warm my chilled body.

Once out of the forest I closed my deep emerald green eyes and soaked in the light. My dappled buckskin pelt drank in the vitamin d like a parched foal. Enjoying the moment for a while longer my stomach reminded me that I needed to eat and wasn't some immortal animal that could go more than a day without some sort of food. I scanned the area quickly to get a sense of where I was at. My golden harks tipped with black, just like my mane and tail, swiveled around like a sonar. Content that there was no immediate danger I lower my muzzle and begun grazing away reminiscing on the good days of childhood. As well as wondering if I was ever going to have any sort of family, or if I even wanted one.






Elsa the Icebound Posts: 644
World's Edge Protector atk: 6 | def: 10.5 | dam: 6
Mare :: Pegasus :: 16.2 Hands :: Six (Frostfall) HP: 73 | Buff: BULK
Edgar :: Plain Zephyr :: Arctic & Wakiya Klare
#2
Elsa,
Feel lucky for what you have, when you have it. Happily ever after doesn’t mean happy forever.

There are things that have happened, and things she will never remember. The last few weeks have drug by, and shedding the memories was taking a lot more time than she had anticipated. It didn't matter how much she screamed and cried, because in the end nothing would change. There wasn't a body to back her up, and taking on the world alone was an impossible task. So Elsa had to make peace with herself, and move on and away. The best thing for her to do right now was to avoid all of them. The less she had to see, the better her attitude would slowly become. Although she knew, and anticipated, the fact that those scabs would never completely heal, or even scar over. There would always be one who peeled it back, making the wound cry all over again.

So one by one, she began visiting the lands she knew she could never escape. For the first time since it had all occurred, she floated to the edge of the Falls. Each step closer to it felt like a searing hot pain had been released onto her heart, but it needed to become callous. There was the faint noise of meandering beings, and no one seemed to be living in the past. Her isolated spot in the past was quickly becoming deserted. Families moved on, yet she didn’t have hers. Lovers reunited, and hers disappeared as quickly as she got him back. It was like she had a force field wrapped around her, and every living thing with a heart was sent flying away. The only ones who could gain entry were the ones she despised the most.

The overbearing scent of strangers tainted the thick brewing scent of plants. It no longer was the same home, and in a way, it even looked different. And so, Elsa turned away. Even if she wanted to go to the Falls, she could not. Too many knew her, even if just by face. Wherever she went, there would always be someone to run her out. The only place that would provide respite would be the Threshold. No one there would know her, and she could just as easily run from any familiar scents. At least there, hope lingered.

It was soon after that the trees began to grow taller and taller. Soon enough, they were towering and shrouding her in the shadows. She inhaled, and this… this was the closest thing to home. The sun filtered through the branches, splaying fractals of glowing amber light across the undergrowth. The luster of her body would usually gleam here, but with the lack of sleep and food, she seemed to be nothing more than a walking body. The only spark that lingered was embedded deep in her little blue eye. This was home.

Though the shuffling of feet broke into her musings. Her ears immediately stood on edge. Edgar, who had been curled up in her forelock, groggily opened his eyes. The poor bird was taking this even worse than Elsa was, and she felt horrible for that. He gently prodded her mind, cooing gently and reminding her that he was always going to be there. Everyone else could leave, but he would never abandon her. Following in the shadows towards the sound, it was obvious there was a newcomer. Elsa watched as she paused for a moment, and then lowered her face to eat. A twinge of pain lurched in her stomach. It had been so long since she had a normal conversation, much less a nice one.

Tentatively she stepped towards the striped female. Elsa cleared her throat, offering an awkward, but genuine smile. The muscle in her face groaned, they had not been put into use for quite a while. "Hello," she said quietly. All the other etiquette she had trained herself to use had flown out the window, and so that was all she said. Maybe, just maybe, she would stick around long enough to keep her company.


"talk"
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Zora
"Don't depend on anyone in this world, because even your shadow leaves you when you're in darkness."





The wind blew an unfamiliar scent towards me, it almost smelt icy. How odd and interesting, glancing up from my gracing I search for the source of the smell, but could not see them yet. I didn't feel threatened I actually felt at peace for the time being. The world seemed to gently flow by, like a gentle breeze in a green valley. Flicking my black tail again I could still smell that faint scent. I could now hear delicate foot steps coming this way. I looked up again and could see silvery white Pegasus coming this way. She was very pretty and regal in the way she moved. I then saw why her scent smelled cold, ice and frost seemed to follow her as she walked. Interesting.

I remember the first time I saw a Pegasus, it scared the daylights out of me. At the point I was sure I had lost it finally. I wasn't used to such creatures where I came from we were all well, horses. There was no unicorns, Pegasi, or other animals that seemed bonded with some horses. It was all rather a shock to me, but I grew used to it. I actually envied them, how cool would it be to just fly all day. Be above the earth and truly be alone and at bliss. Although I wasn't one for heights my hooves where perfectly fine attached to the ground.

I small 'Hello' pierced my golden ears, on instinct my head went up and my ears gave the silver beauty their fill attention. "Well hello." My voice was it normal friendly yet comfortable tone. So many when you meet them talked in an over friendly voice that ironically made some more uncomfortable. "My name is Zora, what do others call you?" This mare looked very interesting and I enjoyed her presence. My body remained in a submissive state I felt no threat from her at all.

From the way her body was so careful it seemed like we both needed to have some company. I took the time to look the mare over, her mane had laces of blue through it as well as her long tail. An odd marking on her shoulder shaped like a snowflake caught my attention. I figured it was another thing pegasi got along with their wings. Lucky ducklings. Then I wondered how pegasi and unicorns came to this island. Did they appear here like I have? Did others look at them like aliens? I then felt a small pity for the first ones who came, difference scares some. Being different is scary sometimes, yes, but you can't always be afraid of it.

Pulling myself out of my thoughts before I got too deep in my mind. Which was a scary place in its own way. I probably looked funny standing by such a regal creature. My golden coat against her bright snowy pelt. I liked being who I was, I had the habit of intimidating others though. I didn't like stallions protecting me I could protect myself perfectly fine. Apparently though they take offence when you tell them to back off. My larger frame also made other stand offish. It was that I was ridiculously tall or anything, I just had more than average muscling than most mares. I have even met stallions that I had more muscle than. I guess it intimidates many knowing I'm a mare but look almost like a stallion would.

Foals on the other hand adore me, I've never had a foal that was afraid of me. On my travels here I ran by many herds and the foals were usually the second, behind their lead stallion of course, that would greet me. I even stayed with one large band and played with the only foal that had survived a harsh storm, such a tragedy that must have been. So much saddness in this world...



@[Elsa]




Elsa the Icebound Posts: 644
World's Edge Protector atk: 6 | def: 10.5 | dam: 6
Mare :: Pegasus :: 16.2 Hands :: Six (Frostfall) HP: 73 | Buff: BULK
Edgar :: Plain Zephyr :: Arctic & Wakiya Klare
#4
Elsa,
Feel lucky for what you have, when you have it. Happily ever after doesn’t mean happy forever.

The dusty mare turned, actually acknowledging Elsa’s presence. The white queen stood there shocked for a moment, nothing but silence coming in response. Edgar perked up then, relishing the fact that they had attention that wasn’t negative. With a swift little chiding chirp, he took his beak and slammed it between Elsa’s eyes. She was being stupid, and needed to talk. Her body jerked in reaction, and so he settled down between her ears, content to be quiet for a few moments. “My name is Elsa,” she finally says, her voice still holding a twang of shock. Edgar, again displeased, pecked at her ears, biting one of them gently just to remind her that he was here to. “This is Edgar, a zephyr and my companion,” she explains, looking up to the bird she couldn’t see. He was an unimpressive little thing, small, fluffy, and ghostly white. The only color that popped out of him was the same glassy blue eyes that his bonded had.

And through all that, Zora remained relaxed. A calm, whooshing sound of decompressing air dribbled out of Elsa; all the strains, pains, and horrors of the past few weeks seeming to float away for a bit. Her own body relaxed then, following suit with Zora’s unknowingly. Her shoulders shifted forward and down a bit, and the neck lowered. It felt so foreign to stand like this, and she realized how much she missed it. “It is a pleasure to meet you Zora-“ She paused for a moment, realizing the words she was about to speak were the words of her anger. Elsa wanted to scream at her to run the opposite way, and to never come here. She still has a chance at escape; the vines of Helovia hadn’t consumed her. Yet, Elsa wanted Zora to do well, and to thrive. Maybe she could mend all the broken pieces of Helovia. “You’re in Helovia, probably a very different land from where you came from. Magics and companions await you upon entry.” Edgar perked up, puffing out his chest and strutting forward on Elsa’s face, only then to push off her tender muzzle and land on the ground in front of Zora. He looks up with his beady little eyes, and begins to squawk with happiness. Elsa can only watch in horror and beg him through their bond to stop, but that only entices him to do more. He tries to weave in and out of Zora’s legs, and then comes to a halt in front of her. Edgar then proceeds to jump up and down while flapping his wings like a child. Essentially, he wanted to be picked up by her. All she had to do was lower her mane so he could pull himself up and sit comfortably on Zora’s head for a while.

If Elsa’s coat could’ve, she would be millions of shades of red. Shame colored her voice as she frantically began looking for a way satiate Zora’s probable anger at his little display. “Please don’t hurt him, he only wants to be held. That little booger thinks everyone loves him, his childlike naiveness I suppose.” Elsa shot a pointed glance at her companion who only continued to relish about in this emotion. Shame and embarrassment was much easier to handle than sorrow. “If you actually want him up there, you can just lower your neck a bit, he likes to climb on by mane,” Elsa shrugged then, figuring if he was going to continue, she needed to give Zora some basic Zephyr care instructions. “So where do you come from miss Zora? Wander here on accident, or searching for something?” Elsa’s eyes returned to the striped and dappled mare. Stories were always intriguing, and hers would be much better than Elsa’s. Her ears tipped forward, eagerly awaiting what she had to say. Even if it was a simple response, a response was better than nothing.

"talk"
@[Zora] Sorry for the quick replies! Having an ankle problem gives me way too much writing time. So don't feel like you have to respond quickly. :3
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Zora
"Don't depend on anyone in this world, because even your shadow leaves you when you're in darkness."





The snowy mare spoke her own name, Elsa, very elegant matches her. Then then pointed out the small weird looking bird on her head. Although he was kind of cute, and fluffy. He seemed displeased with her though, much like a foal who didn't get their way. How interesting companions seemed to be, very strange to me but interesting. After the first introductions the mare seemed to relaxed, poor thing looked like she was tense for quite sometime.

Elsa had asked her about her past, which wasn't very exciting. "I've gotten used to the oddity's of this land, and honestly right now you could turn into a fire breathing dragon and it would shock me." I offered a smile towards her. Thats when her little um, little cute bird thing jumped down from her and parade iin front of me. He darted around my feet, okay I had to admit he was adorable. She pleaded to me not to hurt the little thing. "I Wouldn't dare hurt such a cute little thing. He reminds me of a newborn foal, never listening to their mother and always somewhere were they shouldn't be."

I bent my black nose down to the little thing. My mane coiled on the ground as I smelt the creature. What an odd scent he had. "I'm not really searching for anything, I guess a home would be a practical answer but I'm afraid nothing will feel quite like home again. I miss my homeland, but its not long destoyed by a tyrant." I thought of my spot, on the edge of a cliff at night hearing the sweet sound of the waterfall. "What I miss most is a spot I used to sneak away from the herd at night. It was on the edge of a tall cliff that over looked other lands, and was next to a blissful waterfall. The sound always relaxed me and seemed to make my despair float away. Where do you and your cute little friend come from? "






@[Elsa] Its alright! I have nothing to do, and my son is actually sleeping!!

Elsa the Icebound Posts: 644
World's Edge Protector atk: 6 | def: 10.5 | dam: 6
Mare :: Pegasus :: 16.2 Hands :: Six (Frostfall) HP: 73 | Buff: BULK
Edgar :: Plain Zephyr :: Arctic & Wakiya Klare
#6
Elsa,
Feel lucky for what you have, when you have it. Happily ever after doesn’t mean happy forever.

Zora was used to the oddities? Well that was a start. More often than not everyone wandered in here doe-eyed and scared to wits end when they see one of the following things; horns, wings, magic, and companions. Any one or combination of the aforementioned things usually sent any timid soul into a frenzy of shock. That made it a little easier when Edgar decided to jump down and give his show. Zora's attention gave Edgar the biggest rush he had encountered in a long time. When her mane hit the ground, he looked at her expectantly. Then, he moved forward to climb his way up her mane should she let him. It saddened him to know that he could no longer live within a group. His memories fade back to Bellisma and the surplus of friends he had made along the way. When he was in the Falls, he was able to wander wherever he went. Now, any friendship seemed fleeting.

However, Elsa was much too moved by Zora's stories to care for her bonded's emotions. Although brief, Elsa sympathized with her. No matter how much she loved the lands she had previously lived in, the next group to come it just drove her out. It was sad that the social degradation outweighed the perks of staying in her home. "I understand," she whispered quietly. Her eyes got that glassy, faraway look for a moment. She could hear the sounds of the Falls like it was yesterday. Oftentimes she had roamed around in the water for the heck of it, and now, the lack of it made her feel sickly and dry. "Me and Edgar don't quite have a home," she murmured quietly. Edgar peeped sadly, but they were getting along just fine. "It's been a complicated few weeks." A forced smile crossed her face, but at least she could smile. Swallowing her pride, she prepared to speak again. If Zora loved the Falls, then there was no reason she should wander alone just because Elsa chose to. "If you love waterfalls, there is a herd just North of here I could take you to. It has plenty of them. Or, I could show you to the Dragons Throat or Worlds Edge. The Throat more of a desert, and the Edge like a mountain peninsula type thing." What the world Edge was specifically, Elsa didn't know. It was just its own little plateau, rising above everything else. "I could escort you to any of them, but I cannot stay long. I can get you to someone who can help you though." Shrugging, Elsa finished her little herd offers. Seeing as no one else showed up, and Elsa was a free agent, she decided she should just become the friendly neighborhood realtor. "Or if you want, you can choose to live the life as an outcast, like me." That of course, was the worst of the offers. Recluses seemed to be the only ones who wanted to live along. Well, recluses and those who were kicked out.

"talk"
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