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#1


"call me wild, drinking up the sunshine"

I never did catch Mauja. I did find the World’s Edge though – or at least if Ilios’s description had been in any way correct, wherever I am now seems like it. The cold, silver trees of the Threshold had eventually smoothed out into evergreens that grew in thick clusters that reminded me of the home I’d left. Somewhere in the distance I thought I could hear the roar of the ocean, but surrounded by the trees I couldn’t be certain it wasn’t just my imagination. All of this fit the description I’d been given of the Edge and yet one very important thing was missing. There was no flash of black-speckled white weaving through the trunks, no peculiar stallion with an uncontrollable tongue. Before he’d promptly disappeared Mauja had said that the herd here was small but I hadn’t quite expected to turn up to a vacant forest. 
 

I certainly wasn’t opposed to retreating back into a life of isolation in the forest but these were not the free forests of my homeland; a herd already inhabited this place despite their ability to stay hidden. I knew the black spotted unicorn was here somewhere – his hoofprints had been relatively easy to follow out of the Threshold and had only begun to fade once I’d reached where I now was. That current location was a rather nondescript clearing surrounded by trees that all looked the same and offered no real landmark or suggestion of where to go next. By now I was half-frozen and wholly exhausted. In a day’s time I’d walked myself right into a new nation, met more individuals in one sitting than I had in my entire life, and journeyed after a stallion I knew next to nothing about into his homeland.
 

It was entirely too much. My mind was reeling while the rest of my body was shutting down. It was by sheer force of will that I was left standing when all my muscles and bones wanted to collapse into a shapeless heap on the ground. My eyelids drooped more than a few times, sliding down to drape me in blissful darkness. I could sleep right here, right now, all worries of finding Mauja momentarily forgotten. And yet I did not sleep. Instinct screamed at me to stay awake, alert. This place was all too unfamiliar and it was eerily empty for a herdland. Somewhere distant, the acknowledgement that I could be in danger arose; for all I knew, I wasn’t even at the World’s Edge and I’d gotten lost or Mauja hadn’t gone home from the Threshold. I had no idea what this Helovia might be like, I was completely out of my element.
 

And suddenly I felt very small and very exposed in this little clearing and that was enough to wake my muscles long enough to retreat behind the treeline. The cover comforted me; the shadows cast in the dim gray light fell over me like a blanket. I was brave enough then to call out, tired uncertainty making my voice waver. “Mauja? Hello?”





sabriel | 512 words | for @Mauja & any Edge residents that want to say hi | this is a continuation of this thread and I cleared it with Neo that Sabriel could wander over sans escort. also this post is kinda lame but i wanted to go ahead and make it ♥



             

Tembovu the Elephant Posts: 805
World's Edge Captain atk: 7 | def: 9.0 | dam: 7.5
Stallion :: Unicorn :: 18hh :: 10 HP: 77 | Buff: SWIFT
Mbwene :: African Elephant :: Ashen smitty
#2



Ears flicker at the sound of a tired, wavering voice entering his nap. Deep blue eyes open, and he looks up. For the elephant was caught in a rare moment of lying down, his massive legs tucked surprisingly neatly beneath his massive body. Sure enough, a striking ebony and ivory mare- similar marked to the King she called after, only with fewer spots- appeared from between the trees. She was solidly built, and relatively tall. And she looked exhausted. It was written in her sunken eyes, sagging frame, and careless hoofsteps.

He contemplated rising in his sleep fogged mind. This mare didn’t appear threatening. And she knew Mauja. She look so tired, he was afraid to surge to his massive height and frighten the poor mare. Though he was certainly at the disadvantage here…

Ah well, he hoped he would be too quick for her tired movements if this turned into a hostile encounter. “Hello there, lady. I am not Mauja, but I might be of some guidance,” his richly deep voice rolls between the trees to her.

“I am Tembovu, and you look outright exhausted,” concern creased his thick brow, “How might I help you?” He starts to motion to get up, for at least he can offer his bed of soft grasses and mosses to the woman. And it’s already warmed from his bulk.
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ooc| @Sabriel @Mauja

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Mauja the Frozen Light Posts: 1,392
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#3
somebody shine a light
I'm frozen by the fear in me
[ So so sorry for being slow ;~; ]

The long, lonesome trip back to the Edge had been a peculiar thing—tears and darkness had welled within him, a feeling of being shunned...

Mauja could understand them. He could, so it wasn't that. It was...

Well. It was the fact that he was (mostly) harmless. That he was kind. That.. that he was fragile, already a little dented and broken, and the things they had said—and not said—had been like needles driven in under his skin, injecting their poison with a slow burn into his veins. Normally, he could just .. ignore it. Freeze it over.

But not then, no. It had gone straight into his heart, and it had taken a while for the tears to stop seeping from his eyes. By the time he had reached the Edge—alone, except for his owls—he had entered some numb land of neutrality, feeling equal parts worthless and apathetic. Someone had put a lid on all the light and good within him, leaving his eyes flat and nearly gray, and he knew how wrong the thoughts were, but it was all he could think anyway. Am I that weird? Am I reprehensible? Am I freak?

Am I good for anything at all?


What had he accomplished, exactly, since taking over the Edge?

Nothing. Nada. Zero. Zilch.

He had.. not murdered Torleik. He had recruited Tembovu. He had broken down in front of Elding, having had to admit that he was a soulless monster (but how could soulless monsters cry?), he.. he had gone into some kind of fucking haze in the winter and come out of it to find the herd like a faint echo between the trees.

“Mauja? Hello?”

And now someone came looking for the soulless monster. Without realizing it, fresh tears had spilled down his cheeks, and dried to icy flakes in the winter air. What would you want of me? He wanted to yell it into the wind and hope it carried back to the source. What could anyone possible want of me? He was a useless, worthless piece of frozen shit

Mauja, shut up. The tired voice belonged to Irma, a whisper rolling at the edge of his awareness. He closed his eyes, and leaned his forehead (well, the left half of it) against a tree. Sighed. He didn't particularly want to show himself, because he was, well—he was crying, a soft and silent thing. Controlled, almost.

But he went anyway, because he was Mauja. Because he was Dutiful.

And to his greatest fucking surprise—there stood the mare he had left behind in the Threshold, the mare who had dared to ask what kind of land that had produced him, like he was some kind of contagious freak to avoid.

She stood there, on the outskirts of his home, looking small and forlorn next to the gargantuan shape of Tembovu.

Tembovu was everywhere. It was about the only good fucking thing in this place.

"Sabriel." Her name slipped out before he knew it, surprise lining his tear-thick voice—they had stopped falling now, though, visible only by the frozen salt stains and crystals lining his lashes. "You.. you came here?"

But what he really asked—what he wanted to ask—was you followed the freak to its lair?.

[ @Sabriel @Tembovu ]
somebody make me feel alive
and shatter me
angels, they fell first, but I'm still here

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#4


"call me wild, drinking up the sunshine"


It isn’t the sag of my muscles that draw my bones closer to the ground nor the heavy weights attached to my eyelids that betray to me just how spent I truly am. In the end it is my true and obvious lack of vigilance that shocks me into reality. I’d come into this foreign place under the mistaken idea that I was alone and yet when a voice rises from the plush grass I’d deemed uninhabited I muster a small startle beneath the weight of my exhaustion. A stallion materializes, nested in the knotted underbrush. Even though he’s lying down I can tell he’s easily much larger than me and we exchange a moment of contemplation. I get the feeling he’s sizing me up and although I know I’m no match for him I suppose it only makes sense that he might have a bit of doubt surrounding a stranger that woke him from his slumber. He seems willing to take the benevolent route and although nothing about him seems threatening, I hover a few yards away, filled with growing uncertainty.
 

I can feel a bit of tension slip from my muscles when the stranger speaks. He calls himself Tembovu and he seems to know Mauja. That in itself is a relief to me and even if I don’t find the speckled stallion right away, I’m confident that I found my way to the Edge. I watch him dumbly as he speaks again, nodding a heavy, single nod in agreement with his observation of my overly-tired state. Not for the first time today, I momentarily forget how to use my voice and after a brief fight with the dead weight of my tongue I manage to blurt out “I’m Sabriel.” And then Tembovu begins to move and I imagine a mountain rising out of the earth as he motions to stand. He shocks me twice, once with his bulk and once with his generosity as he offers me the bed he’d just inhabited. I inch forward, drawn purely by my body’s primal desire for sleep, but I’m stopped in my tracks when my name echoes back to me.
 

“Mauja.” The name comes out on a sigh of relief and I turn to look at the stallion whose looks so resemble my own. His surprise is evident on his expression and in his tone and yet I can still detect the same, unfamiliar emotion lacing his words that had confused me so at the Threshold. I can’t fathom what might be making Mauja so…sad, perhaps, is the best word I’ve got for it. And yet I have little time to ponder it because even I am not so dense to miss the real question hiding in his surprise. “It sounded like home.” I’m aware of the sharpness that had snuck into my voice and I shrink back from the words even as they fall from my lips. I’m more tired than defensive but even then I worry that perhaps Mauja had time to rethink the scene at the Threshold. I wonder in silent anxiety if I am as welcome here as I thought.



sabriel | for @Mauja & @Tembovu | what a noodle



             

Tembovu the Elephant Posts: 805
World's Edge Captain atk: 7 | def: 9.0 | dam: 7.5
Stallion :: Unicorn :: 18hh :: 10 HP: 77 | Buff: SWIFT
Mbwene :: African Elephant :: Ashen smitty
#5


The large stag shifts further away from his bed to make room for the spotted mare as she beings to move towards him. “The pleasure is mine, Sabri…” The words die on his lips as the sight of his King- Queen?- appears from between the trees. Deep blue eyes first widen in surprise- for every time he had met the spotted stud, he had appeared impassive, detached. To hear his voice hoarse from the dried tears that hid so well on his white cheeks shocked the elephant immensely. He hadn’t been certain that his leader could feel so much.

His astonishment quickly morphs to concern as he mentally berates himself. Often the most outwardly stoic of creatures possess the most deeply rooted emotions. It is out of both habit and necessity that they conceal their feelings, lest they be flippantly abused by the fleeting whims of more superficial souls.

So the elephantine stallion’s brow creases in worry as he bobbed his massive black horn in greeting, though stays quiet at Mauja and Sabriel  exchange words. Head and gaze swings between the two questioningly, for the words are indeed strange. What had happened at the Threshold that had made Mauja surprised by the joining of Sabriel? And what infused such sharp uncertainty into Sabriel’s voice when she spoke of a ‘home’?

Feeling much at a disadvantage in a particularly awkward situation, the mammoth blew out a quiet breath from between his thick lips, resettled himself to attempted comfort as he cocked a hind leg, and tried to set the trio at ease, “Mauja, my friend, whatever would make you doubt someone following your good self to the Edge?” He smiled lopsidedly as his deep easy voice rumbled around them. “It’s clearly a good home to choose,” he winked at the exhausted mare, “So I happily welcome you to the Edge.”

Though his words and voice were at ease, he was not immune to the anxiety permeated the atmosphere in the small clearing between the trees. Unconsciously, he uneasily shifted his bulk from one hind leg to the other, wondering if it wouldn’t be best for the weary mare to just sleep in his bed before attempting to iron out whatever issues had arose between the Threshold and now, "I would offer a tour of the herdlands, but right now you look like you would appreciate my bed more," he glances at the large grassy area he had vacated. He took a quiet, deep breath and glanced between the one larger one less large spotted creatures before him.
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@Mauja @Sabriel womp womp, even Temb feels awkward now XD

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Mauja the Frozen Light Posts: 1,392
Outcast atk: 6.5 | def: 10.5 | dam: 7.5
Stallion :: Unicorn :: 17.2 :: 14 HP: 79.5 | Buff: HUNTER
Irma :: Snowy Owl :: Terrorize & Diego :: Eurasian Eagle-Owl :: Rage Neo
#6
somebody shine a light
I'm frozen by the fear in me
Life was cruel, in many ways. He felt fragile and full of sharp edges, half-made cracks—leaning back slightly from the exchange as if already bracing for a blow. Because, and it was how life worked—it would come. If not today, then tomorrow, and if not tomorrow, then the day after tomorrow, and so forth. It was a bit like love, really. You fell into something—someone—so deeply and it was just a question of time before you'd hit the floor. And when you did.. you'd hit it hard.

His name fell from her lips like.. like relief, and after all, she had come looking for him (for his offer, he corrected himself in the back of his mind), and then she had found him, and, well... He wondered what she would do if he leaned over and licked Tembovu.

“It sounded like home.”

Sounded. Sounded. Did it still? Was there something worth having here, in between the fog and the trees and the two giants? Some kind of safety? Peace? If she wanted to frolic with madmen—

Mauja closed his eyes, teeth pressing together as he fought to keep a hold on himself. Tembovu didn't understand. Tembovu called it, his good self, and Mauja felt like snapping at him, but he didn't even have any words to spit out. Mauja could doubt it, every second, every day of the week, every waking moment, because he still wasn't sure he had stopped being the monster the Qian had thought he was.

In the darkness behind his eyelids Mauja knew the truth, and that had to be enough. There was no logic to it. There wasn't anything to understand.

It was just one of those days, and he stood still, nostrils quivering faintly with the force of his suppressed emotion. He barely even noticed how Tembovu sounded more the King of the Edge than the actual King did.

Or maybe he noticed, but didn't care.

"Then it shall be home to you," he agreed quietly, opening his pale blue eyes. Sabriel looked utterly exhausted, more than she had in the snows of the Threshold. Mauja's head tilted sideways; he had come, he had answered, he had approved—did they still need him? Would she even want him around? Experience kept him from fidgeting, but his gaze slid off the curve of her spine and onto the trees behind her. "We—" And he glanced at Tembovu then, thinking he would not disapprove too much, "—could stand guard if you wish to sleep."

Stars knew it could be terrifying enough to be left alone, asleep, in a foreign place.

Stars knew what happened when the guards fell asleep too.

[ Want a rank change? ^^ ]
somebody make me feel alive
and shatter me
angels, they fell first, but I'm still here


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