the Rift


[PRIVATE] Middle of Yesterday

Mesec the Nightwind Posts: 476
World's Edge Glazier atk: 5.5 | def: 9 | dam: 5
Stallion :: Tribrid :: 16.3hh :: 7 years old HP: 76 | Buff: NOVICE
Lucius :: Royal Zephyr :: Roc & Lyra :: Common Kitsune :: Dreams Sarah
#1
-

The last time he had journeyed this far north he had been reunited with his father, and it was for that bay unicorn that Mesec was searching now. Truthfully, he had no idea where d’Artagnan would have headed once they parted ways in the Green Labyrinth but it made sense to him to check here, so close to the Basin. Whether he would actually seek entrance into his former home was not yet something that Mesec considered - the memories there were not exactly happy, but they did not hold the same iron grip on him as they once had. He wished he had gotten more time with Aviya, he wondered if they would have been different now, but all he had was speculation. She rested now in the bamboo forest that his mother had brought into Helovia and a memory of her was woven into his mane, resting with the charms that shone there.

Thoughts weighed heavy on Mesec’s mind as he travelled northward, walking now after his long flight, though he was seldom in any other state lately. Lucius was off hunting - the animals here were not so shy about being out in the day. They may still need to worry about freezing at night but there was no danger of overheating for the little mice and rabbits living in the northern mountains. In the late afternoon light, the sun glinted off of the zephyr’s moon marking - a crisp crescent that would reflect the shape that would rise in the sky tonight. There seemed to be little danger of a cloudy night, not a spot marred the chilly blue that showed above the wildflower-speckled landscape.

It was refreshing to not feel the need to hide from the sun - he welcomed the cool breeze that ran through the mountains. Though it did not clear his mind completely it was a distraction and he realized he had wandered further than he had expected - into the mountains of the Steppe instead of the Basin. Mesec was halfway through a thought about how he would rest here for a bit before turning back when Lucius released a shockingly loud call of… pride? delight? through their bind that made Mesec stumble to a halt. Silver eyes cast about for his companion who he saw flying low over the stunted trees of the Steppe - something large and soft gripped tight in his talons.

Lucius had brought Mesec “gifts” when the young bird had first been learning how to fly but now that he was fully grown, they had not been expected.

With grace that never ceased to surprise the demigod (how did Lucius fly with four wings?), the zephyr landed on the ground before him and placed the mostly dead hare gently on the ground. “For you.” The voice had a mocking tone to it, or was Mesec imagining that? He stared helplessly at the broken animal, wondering whether his dear companion was seeking praise or making a jest about the monster hidden within.


Mesec & Lucius

original bird shape by lukeroberts at deviantart


@Hotaru <3
please tag Mesec in replies
non-life threatening force is allowed at all times

Hotaru the Valkyrie Posts: 295
Outcast atk: 7 | def: 10.5 | dam: 3
Mare :: Unicorn :: 15.3hh :: 6 Years 3 Months HP: 67 | Buff: NOVICE
Alice :: Royal Hellhound :: Acid Brit
#2


And I love you so much I'm gonna let you leave me


She had awoken alone, Alice a silent but vigilant guard beside her. Why had she ever expected him to stay? And yet...he had not awoken her in his departure, had slipped into the evening like a golden wraith, taking the dredges of her heart with him. For all her strength and cunning, she still felt weak in the knees to imagine confronting him a second time. How could she? They'd laid themselves bare, stared down at the meager shards they had left to offer one another, and he'd swept hers away after him. She had shifted to her knees in the crumpled leaves, dazed and confused, the afternoon sun dappling her rosen hide. Until Alice could take her confused, distant heartbreak no longer, and shoved Hotaru to her hooves to find the remnants of the day.

A part of her was wild with rage, traversing the snowy drifts that shifted as easily as sand dunes in the south. How dare he have such a sway over her? How dare she allow him so close? She was queen and puppeteer, orchestrating a thousand plots with a twitch of her delicate fingers. She was Ophelia's successor and Illynx's craft, striding powerfully through the once-looming shadow of her mother. Where once she had hidden behind lies, Hotaru at last allowed the Opulent to shine her light upon and within her own breast, unashamed of the greatness that she hailed from. 

Hailed from...

Alice paused in her hunting, smoke drifting through her fur and across the washed out landscape. Mighty head turned towards Hotaru, watching her lady slow and pause. She'd not been there, for long shadowed nights in a huddled group in a distant land with crimson pools and no god to watch their skins. She'd not hunted with a rose red filly young and vibrant with vitality across emerald foothills, had not been there to hold together the pieces as Hotaru threw everything she had into the dirt and walked away. Alice had never lived the nomadic life, had known only Hotaru, pack, Basin, hunting partner, eternal. Hotaru lifted her bihued eyes to Alice's distant form, the afternoon sunlight striking colors across the landscape. Their eyes met, and Hotaru gave a ghost of a smile, even if the physical action was unnecessary. I'm okay echoed across their bond in all other ways. 

Turning, Alice followed the scent of fresh blood, leaving the stain of the old behind in the memories of her bonded. Perhaps if they ran far enough, hunted long enough, Alice and Hotaru could leave behind the withering, decaying landscape of their past. 

What Alice ventures upon isn't expected. Blackened forms against the whiteness, out of place, out of proper order. The images flit to Hotaru in her naivety, incapable of comprehending what stands before her, for she has never seen a winged beast such as this. Instead, a strangled gasp left the throat of the rosen Lady of the Basin, and in the span of a few heartbeats the dainty femme was bounding over the scenery towards the inkspot her bonded had happened across. 

In a flurry of snow and surprise she's before him, curly windtossed locks framing girlishly wide eyes, knees high and nostrils flaring. It couldn't be him...but who else could it be? And she has no right to think he remembers her, remembers anything of what they were, or believe that she can reclaim it. Too many years and battles waged that changed them into statues that held no light of their former relationship harbored within. They had changed. She had changed, from the stuttering mess of insecurity that she had once been. Could he recognize her, so changed was she from the cowering girl she'd evolved from?

"Mesec?"

[Image: 515265280ffff]

::Strong like the sea is stormy::

Please only tag starting posts, spars, and threads collecting dust!
Plot with me here!

Mesec the Nightwind Posts: 476
World's Edge Glazier atk: 5.5 | def: 9 | dam: 5
Stallion :: Tribrid :: 16.3hh :: 7 years old HP: 76 | Buff: NOVICE
Lucius :: Royal Zephyr :: Roc & Lyra :: Common Kitsune :: Dreams Sarah
#3
-

They were being interrupted. Mesec was saved from having to react to Lucius’s gift because as soon as the zephyr heard that someone was approaching - he clutched at the hare with his great silver talons and took to the sky once more. Circling above, causing small droplets of blood to touch the earth here and there, he noted that it was another mare. Those frustrating, hormonal creatures that Mesec seemed all too pleased to surround himself with on a daily basis. With luck, this was one of the more tolerable ones instead of the electric blue witch that was the worst offender so far. She was a stranger to him but seemed harmless enough for now, harmless enough for Mesec to handle, so he abandoned his bonded in favour of finding somewhere to land and finish off the gift himself. The demigod would not appreciate such fine flesh as this but Lucius did not mind that he would not have to share.

As for Mesec, it took a moment to place the face speaking his name - the voice was familiar but vaguely, confusion clouding his expression as he searched his memories. It didn’t take long, though - her voice had changed slightly and she had certainly grown up but there was no mistaking who this was once he had the name in his mind. “Hotaru!” He called out to her, confirming her suspicions on his own identity - silver eyes bright with a smile.

On impulse he took a step closer to her but no more for now - bafflement and joy distracting him from greeting her with anything more than words for the moment. “I can’t believe it’s you! It’s so great to see you. You look b…” His excitement finally choked on the word that had been coming out next. Calling her beautiful seemed out of bounds, maybe even a little bit rude right on the tip of their reunion like this, but she certainly was. While he still carried some of the awkwardness of foal hood with him she had outgrown it and moved now with confidence and grace. Though he did not know what title she held now he would not be in the least bit surprised to hear her called Lady - for it suited her well.

Realizing that he was staring at her with his sentence left unfinished he felt a rush of embarrassment, coughing in a not-discreet manner before picking up where he had paused. Not even his own awkwardness could cause the smile to falter on his face. “... you’re here! How have you been?” He had fond memories of the rose-coloured filly that had befriended him only to leave in a rage from the herd they shared for a time. That had been the last time they had seen each other. In all the years and all his wanderings he had sometimes wondered after her but hadn’t even known where to begin looking. Who would have thought that they would finally stumble across each other here, in the furthest northern reaches of Helovia?


Mesec & Lucius

original bird shape by lukeroberts at deviantart
please tag Mesec in replies
non-life threatening force is allowed at all times

Hotaru the Valkyrie Posts: 295
Outcast atk: 7 | def: 10.5 | dam: 3
Mare :: Unicorn :: 15.3hh :: 6 Years 3 Months HP: 67 | Buff: NOVICE
Alice :: Royal Hellhound :: Acid Brit
#4

The dark shape that had attracted Alice's attention turned to regard them, bloodied and predatory with intelligence only a bonded could possess, before turning and streaking off into the sky to leave them to their reunion. Hotaru only notes it in the back of her mind, Alice's thoughts and observations intruding on her own. Though it's amazing it happens at all, because all she can see is the ghost of the boy she'd once known - once loved, like family, with her tender heart and quiet soul - flickering in and out of the matured features in sharp relief before her. As dark as an inkstain against the pale world she belongs in, though she too is a splash of muted red in the colorless realm. But he lingers there, shocked and awkward, and she feels herself falling backwards into her skin and echoing him. Her grace leaves her, and she can feel her skin heating where he can't see but she can feel and Gods, how is she supposed to act? 

But then he recognizes her too, and the snow is still a flurry around them from her half-crazed dash towards him, and her name on his lips reminds her of evergreens and home and ancient, archaic things she'd never let herself remember. His smile is bright and sudden, and she can't help but follow, struck so off balance she's left flailing where nobody can see and nobody can know but Alice, who looks at her in equal measures of bafflement and smugness. Finally, someone to kick Hotaru off her pedestal. Who would have known it would be the shy little boy from her past? But she's smiling like she hasn't in years, bright and infectious and she almost wants to laugh because he's alive. He's here, and maybe she left and lost everyone else from those old years in the Foothills, but she has him, and maybe she can fix things this way. Settle the ghosts that claw at her hide like screeching banshees in her ears. Because already they are quiet, watching as the pair greet one another, fumbling around boundaries they don't know how to redraw. 

Until he chokes on a word she knows, one she'd toted vainly but hollowly for all that she believed it, and it's she who ducks her head against the sound of it - broken and incomplete as it was. "Thank you," she breathed, mist clouding around her pale muzzle in demure whisper. Eyes flickered up to him, smiling shyly in a way she hasn't since her foalhood. She though she'd escaped all her ghosts and the power they held over her, but...well, it seemed he would be her inevitable Achille's heel simply because he'd lived through everything that had taken the rest of her family from her. "You grew so much!" she laughs instead, because her chest doesn't feel like iron bands constrict it any longer. Nobody can judge her out here. He may not know of her bloodied and underhanded achievements, and she's free to tentatively touch and coax out the true personality hiding in shadows and chains inside her. Even she doesn't know who that person is anymore. 

It's true though, he towers over her, and though he still has boyish charm about him he's far more graceful and gracious than she remembers him being as a foal. He asks after her, and though her smile falters it does not fail. How could it? "I've been...busy," she admits with a laugh that belies how weak a word it is in comparison to everything else. "Ophelia made me Lady in her stead, when she left. It's been...an experience," she finishes lamely, and she feels so free to admit to her own weakness, to this boy that had befriended her long before she ever killed and burned the shreds of her personality and innocence and claimed the complex persona she'd become. "How have you been?" she shoots back at him, and Hotaru can't help the smile that widens back onto her face, eyes eager and bright. Had he ever even seen them? All her childhood she'd kept her forelock firmly across the pale ivory of her right eye, ashamed of the abnormality she now freely embraced. It was strange to stand proud and whole before him, no matter the shell she had stepped out of the moment their eyes had met. Mesec didn't need to know that part of her. He could have the shreds of what remained, if only because he was the last one capable of appreciating it. What little it was worth, in her eyes.

[Image: 515265280ffff]

::Strong like the sea is stormy::

Please only tag starting posts, spars, and threads collecting dust!
Plot with me here!

Mesec the Nightwind Posts: 476
World's Edge Glazier atk: 5.5 | def: 9 | dam: 5
Stallion :: Tribrid :: 16.3hh :: 7 years old HP: 76 | Buff: NOVICE
Lucius :: Royal Zephyr :: Roc & Lyra :: Common Kitsune :: Dreams Sarah
#5
-

Hotaru handled his stumble over that word with grace and he was thankful for it, giving him time to shake off the embarrassed look from his face. He hadn’t seen this foalhood friend in years and the first thing he managed to do was fail at a compliment. Before he had even asked how she was doing, before anything else. They were strangers now, really, the world had shaped them into adults. They did not know each other in the roles that they played now but Mesec felt as though he was nothing more than a long-legged colt who could barely get his wings to work - talking to the pretty pink filly that decided to be his friend. This conversation could have very well taken place in the past, in a greener setting (though they would have both stood out in that backdrop as well).

When her smile faltered after his question Mesec felt it - a quick tug to his heart that made him regret the question, regret anything that could have such an effect on the brilliant smile she had been wearing moments ago. But the warm expression in her bright eyes did not completely fail and he was thankful for that as she explained what was new with her. And what news it was! Silver eyes widened in a brief show of surprise - that easy smile on his face growing all the more. “Lady! Congratulations, that's wonderful.” He hoped that things hadn’t been difficult for her since taking the title - but as she did not offer up any further explanations to the experience right now he decided to leave it. It could be something to inquire about later, for now he was still riding the joy of their reunion, amazed at his own luck to have come across her again. Although there was mere feet between them now, years filled that empty space - heavy with their separate memories.

There was a brief, flicker of a thought about Ophelia and he wondered where she might have gone if she was no longer in the Basin. But those were thoughts he could chase at another time.

And then it was his turn for his smile to falter at the question, though he did his best to hide it because hers brightened at the same time. The question was a weight in his stomach, dropping it down to his hooves. He wanted to tell her that everything had been wonderful since they had last seen each other - wanted to give her more reasons to smile the way she was doing when she asked after him. All those years between them and he felt compelled to lie about it all. It seemed that more and more lately everyone in his home knew everything about him. Rumours about his mother had started practically the day he had arrived, he had turned into a monster in front of his Sultana and his friends. There were no secrets left for him there but Hotaru knew none of that - he was fairly certain at least. She could be asking how he had been because she genuinely did not know - not because she had already heard from the mouths of others.

Still, he wondered if it would have been easier if she already knew - if they already knew about whatever had happened. Then there wouldn’t be the weight of everything left unsaid. “I’ve… I’ve been alright. I’m living in the Throat now, trying to see if I have any skill at being a crafter.” A shrug but he followed through it it, using it to propel himself out of the darker thoughts that came when he tried to remember what had happened to him recently. The Throat was certainly one of the good things, and Lucius too. Happiness and appreciation echoed through his bond with the zephyr, reviving the smile on the demigod’s face. Lucius was still too busy with his feast to bother returning to them just yet. “Certainly not as prestigious as becoming Lady, though.”

He would say that he couldn’t believe it, but the title suited her so well. What else would she be, if not a Lady?

“Have you been in the Basin all this time? And who’s this?” He offered a smile to the hellhound at her side, hoping that the topic of companions was safe - hoping to find something that would keep Hotaru’s expression bright.  


Mesec & Lucius

original bird shape by lukeroberts at deviantart
please tag Mesec in replies
non-life threatening force is allowed at all times

Hotaru the Valkyrie Posts: 295
Outcast atk: 7 | def: 10.5 | dam: 3
Mare :: Unicorn :: 15.3hh :: 6 Years 3 Months HP: 67 | Buff: NOVICE
Alice :: Royal Hellhound :: Acid Brit
#6

Hotaru had never had a reunion with anybody before. Her mind was a tangled mess, the one thing she felt she could always rely upon faltering, her heart guiding her. It had always lead her wrong, steering her into brambles with such surety it was like she had some sort of compass for heartbreak. He stood before her, a ray of bright joy unfitting of his blackened hide, signifying everything she had once been and loved. A child, an innocence she had purposefully killed in herself, but one that still existed in dredges and threads that sang out to him almost desperately. She could not control herself, and it terrified her. She did not react this way to others, did not show them this side of her, the one she'd been so sure she'd slaughtered and burned. Hotaru did not know this mare that stood before him, heart fluttering with happiness and a genuine smile upon her lips, but it felt...it felt horrifyingly natural. Was this who she was, beneath all the lies and facades? It had always been her plan, to thoroughly fool herself, in an attempt to overcome what fate had destined for her personality. Had she both succeeded and failed in equal measures, to be so shocked by this revelation, and yet to have been shocked in the first place?

Had he not been speaking, smiling, existing in the beautiful shroud of light before her, she likely would have had the time to panic. Instead he distracted her, pulling her free of her defenses while they were down and shattered, leaving her no time to try and erect them once more. She was helpless against his cheerful, unassuming joy. You have no idea the things I've done, do you Mesec? Perhaps the only soul left in Helovia that had known her as she once was, but had not been thoroughly tainted by the awareness of what she had become. And yet, instead of wrapping the fabric of her feigned pride and arrogance around her to reveal to him exactly how far she'd fallen into sin, she...she didn't. 

She wanted so fiercely for him to see her as the shy, clumsy foal from the Foothills. A deep, sorrowful ache existed in her chest that cried out for her to allow him this lie. Please, see me only as this. She prayed that it would never be revealed to him, if only so she could keep him as her safe haven, the place to run to when she needed to throw aside her multitude of lies and cloaks and try to remember where her roots were. 

Still...

"Thank you," she said softly, head tilting and eyes soft with her smile. "I wasn't well received at first unfortunately, one of our head Thief ranks...well, it's different now. I never thought I'd be lead material. Weird, huh?" She let it go, laughing softly in disbelief at how far she'd come. Of course, she wasn't entirely surprised. She'd fought for every inch she'd ever gained, but...from the viewpoint of where she'd been when Mesec had known her, it was definitely a long shot. Did he still see that clumsy, useless girl when he looked at her? She was almost hurt by the thought. She wanted him to see her as beautiful and capable, elegant and deserving of the title. But why, if she wanted to revel in what had been? Why, when he represented the past? Her own emotions were too convoluted to understand.

What Hotaru did understand was the reluctance, the shadows of pain, that flitted across the boy's face. What she didn't understand was why, after he so clearly lied to her - she was the queen of lies, did he expect her not to notice? - was how she stepped forward instinctively and reached up to try and brush her muzzle against his. Her smile had fallen into a soft, concerned frown. Some desire to comfort, to ease whatever he'd been through that shadowed his smile like that. "It's okay to not be okay," she said softly, and her own pain showed in her smile for a moment. She'd lost both her parents to a Goddess she'd loved and trusted her entire life, only to decide that her loyalty and faith to Her was more important, and had forgiven her. She'd lost her sister, been rejected - in a way only Thranduil could manage - by the first person she'd allowed herself to try and love after Tingal. But she'd gained a lot as well.

Until she realized that she'd just tried to touch him, and her face burned and she jerked away, some sort of deep half-dead embarrassment rising insidiously within her. "I-I'm sorry," she stuttered for the first time since foalhood, as embarrassed and abashed as he had been when he'd nearly called her beautiful. At least he switched the topic quickly enough, Alice preening and barking happily beneath the appraisal. Shaking her head to dispel that random bout of insecurity, she gazed over at her bonded with a fond smile. 

"I wandered a few seasons as an outcast after I left the Foothills, but I've been in the Basin ever since the wraiths were cured." Alice's tail thumped impatiently in the snow, staring at Hotaru with hell-black eyes. Hotaru snorted softly in amusement and turned her face back to Mesec. "This is Alice. I've had her a full cycle of seasons, and she's quite pushy," she joked, kicking snow at her companion. Alice gave an odd bark-laugh and went darting between her legs, purposefully knocking into her and offsetting her balance so that Hotaru laughed and nipped at her retreating tail. Rolling her eyes fondly she looked up at Mesec. "I'm surprised she didn't force me to introduce her any sooner. And yours? I saw him or her briefly. Off hunting?" That was what Alice was doing, at least, streaking out across the snow away from the pair of them. 

OOC thingies here
Image Credit
[Image: 515265280ffff]

::Strong like the sea is stormy::

Please only tag starting posts, spars, and threads collecting dust!
Plot with me here!

Mesec the Nightwind Posts: 476
World's Edge Glazier atk: 5.5 | def: 9 | dam: 5
Stallion :: Tribrid :: 16.3hh :: 7 years old HP: 76 | Buff: NOVICE
Lucius :: Royal Zephyr :: Roc & Lyra :: Common Kitsune :: Dreams Sarah
#7
-

There was so much that they could catch up on, a lifetime’s worth of stories crammed into a couple years. He wouldn’t have even known where to begin to tell her everything and he wondered if it was the same for her. What had she lived through, since she left the Foothills? It sounded as though it hadn’t been easy, at least not all the time. True to his nature, Mesec found himself wanting to change what he could not: to have found his friend earlier than this meeting. He couldn’t do anything about it now, of course, whatever he wished. But if things had been tricky for her in the beginning he hoped that they had eased since then, that her ascension to Lady had been without too many troubles. Mesec had no idea what she had been through since they were foals, no idea what she had become - he saw the mare before him, bashful and warm.

He had given her less than nothing when it had been his turn, a lie and a shaky one at that, but she offered him comfort anyway. Mesec smiled at her, bumping his muzzle against hers in appreciation of the sentiment - to return it in response of the pain she shared with him for a moment. And he too wondered if she would judge him if she knew everything, knew who his mother was and the lives he could have saved if he had been smart enough to know he had the means.

He was comforted by her words, by her presence, but it evaporated when she pulled back from the touch he readily accepted. Confusion quickly passed over his face, erasing the soft smile that had formed. “For what, Hotaru?” For the touch? For being his friend? Or something else he couldn’t understand?

It was easy for him to reach out to touch his muzzle to hers gently, to show her that it was okay - that she didn’t have to apologize to him. This was easy, it wasn’t bogged down by the uncertainty of his own heart like it was when he was with Ampere. That was something different - the messy denial of his love for the lightning mare caused him to stumble and second guess himself but Hotaru was his friend. He was sure of it, even after all these years, and welcomed the simple platonic nature of it.

With the change of subject, Mesec's smile returned and his silver gaze moved to Alice as Hotaru spoke of her. “She’s lovely.” He complimented the hellhound with a smile, chuckling as she played around Hotaru’s legs before streaking off. The questions about Lucius had him looking off in the distance where the roc had flown off, but even in the white world that they were in his companion didn’t stand out. “Him. Lucius - a zephyr, it’s been almost a year since I was given him. Last Orangemoon.” As he said it, he could hardly believe that a year had gone by. In some ways, it felt as though Lucius had been a part of his soul for his whole life - and in others, he still pictured that fluffy little hatchling that he worried over incessantly all through the cold Helovian months. Now, his companion was more than capable of taking care of himself and had even taken on the task of trying to take care of Mesec more often than not. “He’s not very friendly, I’m afraid, but after he’s done eating he might come investigate.” The corner of his mouth pulled up and formed a lopsided smile as he turned back to Hotaru, “He doesn’t always approve of my choices in friends.”



Mesec & Lucius

original bird shape by lukeroberts at deviantart
please tag Mesec in replies
non-life threatening force is allowed at all times

Hotaru the Valkyrie Posts: 295
Outcast atk: 7 | def: 10.5 | dam: 3
Mare :: Unicorn :: 15.3hh :: 6 Years 3 Months HP: 67 | Buff: NOVICE
Alice :: Royal Hellhound :: Acid Brit
#8

Having regarded herself so differently most of her life, it was beyond any normal surprise when dark skin curled and invited her forward, accepting every touch she deigned to bestow like it was the most normal thing in the world. Hotaru was touch-starved, withdrawing from the parts inside of her that crowed and cried for affection, choking and depriving it of that which she considered her greatest weakness. Flirtatious, seductive calibrations of her body were normal, acceptable even. A weapon to be utilized to its greatest and most deadly extent. This? This was so far from her allowed realm, the few pity points she’d allow herself. It was a measure of her own weakness, how the blushed maiden wanted so badly to feel the warmth of him against her. There was nothing sexual in nature about it, and Hotaru almost wished there was, so that she may be able to use that as a barrier against the realization. The starved-stupid shards inside her wailed, a cacophonous chorus that rattled in her ears like damnation.
 
For the moments where she lingered, his breath warm and nostalgic upon her skin, another notch was placed upon her ribcage. We don’t have the proper quota for all this weakness, Hotaru, a voice sneered inside her head, some warped mixture of Thranduil’s and Phaedra’s voices. No Queen would ever stoop this low. Mesec’s voice almost seemed illusory, for how oddly it contrasted with those venomous thoughts in her head; soft and concerned. “It was presumptuous of me,” she pardoned herself softly, not quite able to meet his eyes. They had only just reunited, and Hotaru was already acting so familiar with him. As if she did not have a past stained in blood and treachery, as if she didn’t fucking know with so much damnable certainty that she would stain him. Was her selfishness so strong, so all-consuming, that she would forsake and forfeit even this gentle soul before her? Her last, solitary haven of a friend?
 
Her breath stuttered tellingly when he took the initiative this time, reaching out and touching his muzzle to hers so softly. Like she was made of glass. Like she somehow deserved to be handled so gently. She didn’t. Thranduil, at least, knew that. Perhaps that was why she’d bound herself to him, doggedly pursuing him. Love is supposed to hurt, Phaedra’s voice sang in her ears like some twisted lullaby, a thousand morals to a thousand stories that only held truth in their twisted, broken family. But she was helpless and turned her soft muzzle into his, accepting the touch, letting it linger in the space between words. Unsure whether he could smell the deceit and undeserving aura of her soul, like some rotting stench that followed her wherever she went.
 
The nostalgia and surprise, at least, was something to distract herself with. A soft laugh and understanding bi-colored eyes. “They grow up fast, don’t they? Like foals. You look away for a second and…” she popped her lips playfully to signify some random accelerated growth, thinking sorrowfully of her own immortal daughter. Yeah, that wasn’t a topic she wanted to bring up. Ever.
 
Though the challenge was enjoyable nonetheless, Hotaru’s eyes sparking with amusement. “I have quite a lot of experience with people who don’t like me, I’m sure I can stand a little squawking,” she teased, trying not to linger on just how true of a statement it was. “Alice just adopts everyone she sees, or hates you forever. I’d take Lucius’ proclivities any day,” and the Lady laughed at that, because Alice seemed to be screaming about “pack” in her head almost every hour. It was sometimes hard on the Lady, who had none of her own to speak of, and no desire to try and build one. 

OOC thingies here
Image Credit
[Image: 515265280ffff]

::Strong like the sea is stormy::

Please only tag starting posts, spars, and threads collecting dust!
Plot with me here!

Mesec the Nightwind Posts: 476
World's Edge Glazier atk: 5.5 | def: 9 | dam: 5
Stallion :: Tribrid :: 16.3hh :: 7 years old HP: 76 | Buff: NOVICE
Lucius :: Royal Zephyr :: Roc & Lyra :: Common Kitsune :: Dreams Sarah
#9
-

She pardoned herself but Mesec’s smile only grew softer and he dismissed this pardoning - watching Hotaru softly even if she wouldn’t meet his eyes. “I don’t mind.” She could be presumptuous with him, he was finding that he didn’t mind, not in the slightest. He felt it too, the ease between them - the chance at reforming that bond they had when they were foals, which he wanted. He hoped there would not be another several years between their meeting, that he could get to know the kind filly that had taken him for a friend when he needed one. There was a lifetime between them now, truly, and he didn’t know her and she didn’t know him, but he looked forward to the chance to learn.

And he was happy when she didn’t move from his touch when he bridged the gap between them for a moment - that soft smile on his silver lips. No, there was no scent of deceit on her - but he thought he could smell the Foothills, underneath the Basin, underneath the scent of everything, he thought he could smell what had once been home. At least it was nice to imagine the smell was there, bringing up memories of that green land and all those they had lived with.

A chuckle then at the comparison of companions and foals, at the popping noise she made to empasize just how which it went. Lucius had grown up fast but Mesec had always wondered whether it had been because they were bonded. His own foal-hood had been short - the demigods grew up faster than they should, perhaps their companions were the same. “I’m afraid I haven’t been lucky enough to learn that about foals first-hand, but maybe some day.” Fatherhood was not something Mesec often thought of - it was a distant idea, one he hoped to reach happily. Thoughts of Ampere came with the idea, if a little muddied by the presence of Hotaru. His own thoughts, so wrapped up in them as they were, stopped him from asking after Hotaru - whether she knew the speed of a foal growing up first hand.

Although Hotaru’s comment on how she was used to being disliked certainly earned a curious look - she moved on from it smoothly enough and he was happy to keep with the lighter conversation for now. It wasn't often a smile came so easily to the demigod. And it was her next comment that he reacted to verbally. “Oh really? And what does Alice think of me?”


Mesec & Lucius

original bird shape by lukeroberts at deviantart
please tag Mesec in replies
non-life threatening force is allowed at all times


Forum Jump:


RPGfix Equi-venture