the Rift


[OPEN] Changing but never changed [egg hatching]

Isopia the Mountain That Knows Posts: 780
Dragon's Throat Apostle atk: 6.5 | def: 10 | dam: 8.0
Mare :: Tribrid :: 18hh :: 3 - is now aging slowly HP: 90 | Buff: NUMB
Hubris :: Royal Bronze Dragon :: Shock Breath & Frost Breath & Babel :: Royal Gold Dragon :: Fire Breath Odd
#1
Isopia
things that don't make sense are always a little deceiving

I am the conjunction of earth and water. And you? You are my downfall.

Isopia had continued to return to the Isles time and time again. Although her obligations and sense of family-ties were faulty at best, it at least seemed plausible that Isopia had a responsibility to this place. Her Father had ushered it in with pain and death ensuing shortly after, and had then just left. She did not fault him for this of course - if anything, his actions were even more justified by her very existence. He had created, and now it was her job to sustain the life.

Wasn’t that why she was here?

The earthen girl was unsure whether or not this type of moral imperative applied as equally to the egg that floated next to her, cradled in a floating basket of water. Perhaps deep down, she had already accepted that it did, for instead of gliding on blackened raven’s wings, the girl flew in god-given body. This was purely so that she could defend the egg should that type of scenario ever arise. As a bird she was perhaps more nimble, but if her spar with Abraham and his dragons had taught her anything, it was that her petite blackened avian body was of no use offensively.

And so, on mis-matched wings, the demigod flew over the archipelagos below. The lands seemed to haphazardly scattered here, and yet the delicate ecosystem somehow thrived below, despite being unearthed from their previous location. How her Father had transported these lands here - and their inhabitants - she didn’t know. Her mind formed a few idle theories about it, but quickly left them unconsidered. It didn’t interest her.

With a whispery sigh, Isopia landed. The egg floated on the water, lowering gently into the soft and billowing grasses. Looking out towards the oceans, the girl allowed a faint smile to grace her lips. She liked it here - alone, standing in the face of the vastness of creation.  "You know, i’m sure this view is better than what’s in there." She observed softly. The girl wasn’t necessarily in any hurry for the responsibility which would accompany whatever creature stirred inside of the egg, but surely it would be hardier than the gently pulsing shell which currently protected it.

Abandon all hope, ye who enter here

Volterra the Indomitable Posts: 785
Dragon's Throat Sultan atk: 8.5 | def: 11.5 | dam: 8.5
Stallion :: Equine :: 17'2hh :: 3 HP: 80 | Buff: SENSE
Vérzés :: Common Red Dragon :: Frost Breath & Toxic Breath & Vadir :: Royal Gold Dragon :: Fire Breath & Shock Breath Snow
#2


V O L T E R R A
OH, MY EYES ARE SEEING RED
DOUBLE VISION FROM THE BLOOD WE'VE SHED

The birth of a dragon.

The irony of this situation is not lost on the black titan. He met Isopia when his dragon hatched; now he's heading to the creation of her own companion, the birth of the most important figure in her life. That fills him with a small spasm of jealousy, as it did when his sister's black hatched, but it's fleeting, momentary. He didn't know whether the egg Isopia was given at the God fight was indeed a dragon, but Vérzés' keen senses and quivering excitement tell him it is. The red perches on the stallion's shoulders, his claws hooked into tight black flesh, his serpentine neck tilted to peer around his master's neck whilst his spikes stand erect and his crimson eyes glow with anticipation.

The pair were already on the archipelago even before Vérzés began to chirrup and show Volterra mental images of a quivering bronze egg. The monolith doesn't quite comprehend how his companion can sense the birth of another of his species, but he also appreciates that there's a lot about dragonkind that he doesn't understand, despite his obsession with them. Dragon-boy to dragon-man, yet the scaled species are a wealth of secrets, secrets even he has no right to question. So he doesn't. He simply follows the blood-dragon's instructions, and pays little heed when Vérzés boosts from his shoulders and jets through the trees without a word. One scarred brow is furrowed, but he gives no other reaction to his bonded's disappearance.

He sees her, then; the towering form of Isopia. Her egg bobs in the water, and the massive young stallion slows his bumpy trot to stand still near to her. He fixes her with his crimson-eyed stare, one corner of his lips tilting up in a grin. "Deja vu, kis hollo." He is referring, of course, to their first meeting, when his blood-red egg became the partner of his mind and soul. There's a whisper of wind and a flash of leathery wings, and Vérzés drops the carcass of a massive fish at Volterra's feet, a gift for the newborn. Then, with a glance at the pulsing egg, he is gone again - far away, this time. Why? The stallion's mental voice is questioning, despite his promise not to. He would have thought the red beast would want to witness the hatching of another of his kind, to help ease the newborn into life, but it seems not. "Hatchling must see mind-friend first, not other dragon. If hatchling see dragon first, hatchling might not want mind-friend, hatchling might want wild-freedom. This hatchling strong - this hatchling make mind-friend with earth-girl. Hatching best not see other dragon until mind-bond done."

The crimson's reply isn't quite one he was expecting. Do dragons perhaps have a form of imprinting, where they bond to the first one they see? If they saw another dragon first, would they succumb to the call of the wild rather than the call of a strange kind of captivity? After all, the leviathan has noticed that bonding is not entirely perfect for a dragon. He has met wild dragons, and bonding seems to destroy a part of their sheer majesty, their iradescent lethal beauty. It stunts their growth, tames a part of their wildness, their fierce aggression; if Volterra was a dragon, he would rather remain wild than be tied to an animal that, ironically, he would usually see as prey.

Is bonding perhaps the equivalent of gelding a dragon? Asserting dominance, removing wildness, making it into a robotic ghost of itself?

But the giant doesn't dwell on this for too long. Bonding has given him the most important creature in his life, and Vérzés doesn't seem to miss what he could have been. Even when Volterra told him of his wild mother, the red did not express sorrow for the life he could have had. Shaking his colossal head to remove such thoughts, the beast looks back to Isopia. "Are you...excited?" Can she even feel that? Is she eager to embark on this next stage of her life, or will she see the companion as a burden?

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@Isopia IT HAPPENED AGAIN I had no muse but post to Isopia and LOOK AT THE SIZE

[ you can't stray from what you are, you're the closest thing to hell i've seen so far  ]
[ use of force/magic on him is permitted aside from death/maiming ]




Isopia the Mountain That Knows Posts: 780
Dragon's Throat Apostle atk: 6.5 | def: 10 | dam: 8.0
Mare :: Tribrid :: 18hh :: 3 - is now aging slowly HP: 90 | Buff: NUMB
Hubris :: Royal Bronze Dragon :: Shock Breath & Frost Breath & Babel :: Royal Gold Dragon :: Fire Breath Odd
#3
Isopia
things that don't make sense are always a little deceiving
Turning her deep golden gaze away from the sea and her looming responsibility at the sound of Volterra's thunderous and rhythmic approach, the earthen-girl too silently noted the odd duplication of their first meeting.

Isopia, a staunch determinist, did not believe in coincidences. That didn't imply that she thought all serendipitous events had meaning, but she couldn't shake the feeling that something about this did. But that meaning was not necessarily good.

If she hadn't been present for Verzes' hatching, she likely wouldn't have met Volterra. Or at least if she had, it would have been under drastically different circumstances. Had their first meeting occurred as the wild fire broke out, she likely wouldn't have relied on him as much - wouldn't have called out to him in the first place. She wouldn't have beat to his exhausted body, and wouldn't have paid him any attention on their third (or second?) meeting. He would have never helped her build her hottub and would have never experienced the feelings that his presence - and his presence alone - ignited in her. Blinking as he slowed to a halt beside her, she imagined him a stranger.

What would it be like if this was the first time he had met her? Would forces have brought them together after this day, such that all of the important components of their whatever-ship this was? (friendship? more? less? what were they?)

His words snapped her mind out of this counter-factual consideration, and she nodded in agreement.

Iso's gaze caught the swift movements of the blood-red dragon as he dropped the fish near the gently rolling egg before departing. A small and quiet smile parted her dark lips, and she looked to where the draconian creature had fled, wanting to express her gratitude. But he was gone. Was he leaving them alone again, as he had when they worked on the hot tub? A flare of white-cold panic yawned inside of her. Her emotions pertaining to the boy stallion before her, were muddled. Blinking hard to erase the image of Verzes circling Mirabella, the girl dropped her nose back down to the egg.

It didn't even occur to her to think of the ramifications of the dragon bringing her this fish. If anything, he was helping out one of his own, rather than helping her. The voice of jealousy could apparently sound completely rational, within her own brain.

Are you...excited?

Torn between whatever semblance of friendship she thought lingered between the two, which would have allowed her to be honest, and the icy wall of jealousy she had unintentionally built up, the girl was torn as to how to respond.

She felt nothing. Nothing, just like always (except for that red-hot pulsating ache she felt around Volterra...). Others were excited about companions, and surely many would kill for a gift from a God such as the one she had been given. Perhaps it was because so much of Isopia's life had been filled with opportunities rarely afforded to others, in tandem with her distant and academic view of the world, but such situations meant very little to her.

On the other hand, in light of all that, she knew that she should likely say yes, so as not to disrespect the gift, or appear entitled.

"I-" Yes or no? Honest, or distant? Friends or ---

And then her soon-to-be companion began what would be a happy tradition for the two.

It saved her.

In this case, it saved her from having to answer a question that Iso felt had deep implications. And it did this, by hatching.

A small crack appeared in the pristine green-bronze shell. No longer were the delicate swirls and blobs that covered the shell unmarred. The perfection had been shattered. A claw appeared, delicately trying to poke through the crack, as if wanting to preserve as much of the shell as possible. Then the claw disappeared, and for a moment, nothing happened. Inside, the creature, young as it was, was deliberating about what to do; how to best escape its faux-home. After a pause, its tail pressed through, as if sawing open the crack. The shell split neatly into two pieces, revealing, as Verzes new it would, a small dragon.

The first thing it saw was Iso's death-marked muzzle. Although the mare had no maternal instincts whatsoever, she felt compelled to keep herself close, and even breath a few warm puffs of air onto the tiny creature. The dragon itself was a dusty bronze - its back and wings were the most vibrant, with its belly and limbs fading to an almost dirt-colour. A green almost leafy-pattern wove up the creature's face, bleeding away into greenish scales on its neck. Puzzling flashes of her own face blossomed into Iso's mind, and for the first time in her life she came dangerously close to actually feeling the wide array of emotions that most knew of intimately; and it was all coming from the dragon.

Wonder, startlement, amazement, curiosity - The creature somehow knew who she was, without knowing anything at all about her. With small taloned limbs, it gripped her nostrils gently and blew back into her face, mirroring her own movements. And then, without hesitation or apology, spun and promptly began devouring the fish that Verzes had left for it. Gratitude bloomed in Iso's mind, but from her as well as her companion, for the red dragon's gift.



Welcome to my novel.

Summary: Iso panics and is still jealous, then the dragon hatches. :P


Abandon all hope, ye who enter here

Volterra the Indomitable Posts: 785
Dragon's Throat Sultan atk: 8.5 | def: 11.5 | dam: 8.5
Stallion :: Equine :: 17'2hh :: 3 HP: 80 | Buff: SENSE
Vérzés :: Common Red Dragon :: Frost Breath & Toxic Breath & Vadir :: Royal Gold Dragon :: Fire Breath & Shock Breath Snow
#4


V O L T E R R A
OH, MY EYES ARE SEEING RED
DOUBLE VISION FROM THE BLOOD WE'VE SHED

Volterra can't know of the tickle of jealousy inside her, can't know that she may have seen the red circle Mirabella during the God fight and assumed Volterra had commanded him to do so. As she'll soon find out, commanding a dragon is no mean feat. No, he knows nothing of this; as far as he is concerned, the only thing that has changed between them is that he now knows her name, and she knows he knows. Isopia. But again, as a mark of respect, he continues to use his own name for her, as though his ears never detected her father's traitorous words.

He will never find out what she's about to say. Whether she is about to confess emotion, or deny it, he will never know. Ah, dragons and their aptitude for timing. The egg begins to shake and crack as claws and scales force their way free, and the stallion watches with barely-hidden interest. The dragon may not be his, but it's still a wonder of nature. Isopia's life is about to change forever, and he is here to witness it. Despite his musings over the ethics of bonding to a dragon, he can't help but scan Isopia's face for the sign of that magical moment when the consciousness of her companion touches hers for the first time, when she realises she now shares her mind with a sentient, intelligent creature.

The dragon breaks free, splitting the shell into two neat pieces. A far cry from Volterra's red hatching, when he'd shredded his erstwhile home into a dozen shattered, jagged pieces. A sign that Isopia's dragon is more careful, more considered, perhaps? The hatching is bronze, and Volterra is reminded of his uncle Argen's Solomon, a constant figure in his earliest memories. "He is handsome," he rumbles. He doesn't need to ask if the dragon is a he, because bronzes can only be male. He often wonders what it's like to share one's mind with a companion of a differing gender. He and Vérzés are both branzenly, undeniably male, but he wonders if he would be less testosterone-y if he had a female presence floating in his mind. It would be strange, to say the least, especially if she disapproved of his sometimes objectifying thoughts towards her gender.

He glances away as the dragon and Isopia look at each other for the first time; he feels almost as though he's intruding on this most private of moments, as though it should belong to mare and bronze alike. He even takes a small step backwards to give the duo more space, shifting his looming presence away. He looks back in time to see the bronze devour the fish that Vérzés gifted him, and although the red is far away now, he sees through Volterra's eyes, and the stallion can feel his pleasure. "What will his name be?" He gives a tight smile, another reference to their very first meeting and their discussion of names. Nowadays, the beast sometimes cringes at his naming of Vérzés - bleeding, for fuck's sake, had he no originality as a child? - but the crimson dragon seems to find it rather fitting. At least, with Isopia's careful consideration of everything she does, her own companion is bound to get a fine name imbued with meaning, rather than a destructive young boy's desire to make the most gruesome name possible.

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@Isopia

[ you can't stray from what you are, you're the closest thing to hell i've seen so far  ]
[ use of force/magic on him is permitted aside from death/maiming ]




Isopia the Mountain That Knows Posts: 780
Dragon's Throat Apostle atk: 6.5 | def: 10 | dam: 8.0
Mare :: Tribrid :: 18hh :: 3 - is now aging slowly HP: 90 | Buff: NUMB
Hubris :: Royal Bronze Dragon :: Shock Breath & Frost Breath & Babel :: Royal Gold Dragon :: Fire Breath Odd
#5
Isopia
things that don't make sense are always a little deceiving
[YOU WONDERFUL POX-MARKED BEAUTY. I totally didn't expect a reply so soon <3]

Iso was lost in the entirely new world which had suddenly opened up within her already spacious mind. This new perspective was startling and tantalizing in a way that she could not have predicted. A small voice in her head chirped that the responsibility of this creature was still present - but Isopia was aware. The benefits of this tiny mind could not overshadow its tether.

On the ground, the dragon happily devoured the fish left for it by Verzes. From Isopia's mind, it had already pulled the image of the large red dragon dropping the meal. Unlike Isopia, the dragon wasn't even slightly off-put by the vast mind that it now had access to. From only milliseconds after it's 'birth' he had known her big, dark, craterous thoughts. His mind didn't have a referent before Isopia.

What will his name be?

Isopia's quad-horned skull raised to regard Volterra. In truth, for those moments of investigating the dragon's mind, she had almost completely forgot that her monochromatic (friend?) was even around. She almost laughed out loud, thinking that he was joking. He knew how seriously she took naming. Surely he wouldn't think that she would already know--

Hubris

The word whispered into her mind, and the small dragon turned to look at her skeptically. It's green-frilled head tilted slightly, eyes questioning the thoughts that flew far too quickly within her (currently) superior mind. Pride. It was what she was supposed to feel towards the creature, was it not? Pride at who she was, what she could do, what she had? And yet she never did. If this creature was to be a burden to her, could she shift this burden to it? Him?

The dragon opened his jaws, revealing small needle-sharp teeth. Fanning his gold wings out from his body, he tested the air's bouyancy with a few awkward wing beats. Crying out, it continued flapping, only succeeding in making his body bounce childishly on the ground.

"Hubris-" She whispered once, and immediately the creature turned to look at her again. It's wide intelligent eyes locked onto hers, and he - Hubris - stopped flapping his wings. For a moment, the two just looked at each other, before the dragon lunged forward. Wings outspread, having apparently been thinking more about flying than about Iso's pseudo-question, began to glide. "-so that I remember."

She watched as he - Hubris - flapped his wings. Strength filled his body, thanks to Verzes foresight, and the golden creature flew higher into the air. Tilting her head, she watched, eyes wide and perhaps, for once, appearing content. Her own wings ruffled slightly at her sides with each pump of his, as if trying to physically help him. But the girl remembered flying for her first times - the difficulties and the pleasures. She would let the dragon enjoy his first time in the air.

"Where did Verzes go? He seems to ... leave often." The beginning of her statement was lighthearted - or as close as she came to it - while her eyes were still on Hubris. However as the implications of what she was actually asking impressed themselves upon her mind - flashes of Mirabella intertwined with the hot blue mixture of jealousy - her voice hardened slightly.



Abandon all hope, ye who enter here

Volterra the Indomitable Posts: 785
Dragon's Throat Sultan atk: 8.5 | def: 11.5 | dam: 8.5
Stallion :: Equine :: 17'2hh :: 3 HP: 80 | Buff: SENSE
Vérzés :: Common Red Dragon :: Frost Breath & Toxic Breath & Vadir :: Royal Gold Dragon :: Fire Breath & Shock Breath Snow
#6
OOC: LMFAO. I actually didn't realise until today that a side effect of the pox is that it gives much muse >.>


V O L T E R R A
OH, MY EYES ARE SEEING RED
DOUBLE VISION FROM THE BLOOD WE'VE SHED

The bronze's maiden attempt at flight makes Volterra remember his boyhood, when he met a winged filly who couldn't yet fly, whose first forays into the sky had ended in a painful crash back to earth. This is similar, as those fledgling wings try to cup the air for the first time and...fail, slightly. He fights a grin, knowing that within a few hours the dragon will be probably wheeling through the air, happily inflicting misery on small furry creatures. Like foals, able to run from predators within a day of birth, dragons have an uncanny ability to be able to hunt almost as soon as they can move.

Hubris. He's surprised how quickly she reveals his name - with the onus she places on naming, he'd thought she would take a long time to think about it. Hubris. Arrogance. Pride. Conceit. Normally the beast would think it a strange name, but not from Isopia. After all, such emotions are the antithesis of what she preaches, of what he thinks of her as. They are emotions that make somebody less concerned for the balance of the world, more concerned for their own selfish ends. Volterra suffers from those emotions. In a way, he embodies those emotions. And yet, somehow, it perfectly fits the creature now tied to Isopia's mind.

This time, when the bronze tries to take to the skies, he succeeds. Volterra watches him, knowing Isopia will be on hand to help if he falls unceremoniously from the heavens. He doesn't, and he almost wishes his red were here, to soar beside Hubris and impart the wisdom of aerial prowess. At that moment, the earth-girl questions Vérzés' disappearance. The stallion flinches slightly, almost invisibly. She's noticed. Indeed, there's been a...distance between man and beast recently, ever since Volterra reached his second birthday and became a walking hormone. The perils of having a same-gender companion is that there is twice the amount of testosterone, and although Vérzés' manifests itself in murderous bloodshed rather than lust, it's equally as unhealthy. The pair argue often, sharp banter that toes the line between friendly and barbed. After all, they are both young men discovering the needs of their bodies, fuelled by hunger and a masculine desire to dominate - mind-brothers they may be, but brothers do not always get along. They've been through childhood together, now they are into the equivalent of their teenage years, all frustration and new experiences. They have lots of maturing yet to do, and with it will come a newfound closeness, as their hormones settle down and their bodies become meadows rather than battlefields.

This distance, however long it lasts, does concern the black goliath, but he also knows that it doesn't stop them being a powerful duo who would kill and die for one another. Argue they may, but at the slightest twitch of his mind, he knows the red would be by his side, and vice versa. It does them good to spend time apart. Sharing a mind, a body, everything, leaves little time for personal growth. Spending time apart means they have time to develop alone as well as together, to become strong in their own right and not rely on one another. On this occasion, though, Vérzés has taken himself away for a different reason. Well, mostly. He also prefers not to witness his mind-partner fawning over another creature that isn't him. He grows jealous of the women who capture Volterra's attention, and although he prefers Isopia to the others, he is not above such envy. He likes her, and will hopefully like Hubris too, but prefers to give her privacy with Volterra and take himself elsewhere.

"He was concerned that Hubris may not bond properly with you if another dragon was nearby when he hatched." He doesn't notice the hardening of his friend's voice - either because he's so focused on how to explain his and Vérzés' distance, or because he simply doesn't want to hear it. "You are correct, though - he leaves often. We are, ah..." How does he explain this? How does he explain lust to her? Does he want to, when she may think less of him for admitting that he has such desires? Perhaps she thinks him above such urges of the flesh, like she undoubtedly is (although he hopes not, hopes there is a part of her that wonders...), and that telling her otherwise might remind her that he is just flesh and bone, need and hunger, rage and flaws and hatred and normality. He thinks of Mirabella, and knows that the Volterra who interacted with the unicorn mare is not the same Volterra who interacts with Isopia, who stands here now talking as friends do. He doesn't think the earth-mare would like the other him, the him that allows himself to be consumed by greed and the primal sating of the flesh.

"We have both developed, myself and Vérzés, in the last few months. With that comes certain, uhm, emotions that we both...struggle to contain. Our minds are so intertwined, it becomes hard to differentiate between each of us." Meaning the blood-dragon is in danger of flying off to find a female to impregnate, and Volterra is liable to go on a sudden killing spree. "It is sometimes better if he, ah, goes elsewhere sometimes, especially during certain...situations. Otherwise, our conjoined emotions could become overpowering." He hasn't explained that brilliantly, but he hopes to all the Gods that Isopia will not question him further. He does not have delicate sensibilities, but trying to explain this to her without sounding crude...it is nearly impossible, and may taint her image of him forever. "We will both grow out of it, but at this, ahem, volatile stage, it does us good to spend time apart sometimes."

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@Isopia

[ you can't stray from what you are, you're the closest thing to hell i've seen so far  ]
[ use of force/magic on him is permitted aside from death/maiming ]




Isopia the Mountain That Knows Posts: 780
Dragon's Throat Apostle atk: 6.5 | def: 10 | dam: 8.0
Mare :: Tribrid :: 18hh :: 3 - is now aging slowly HP: 90 | Buff: NUMB
Hubris :: Royal Bronze Dragon :: Shock Breath & Frost Breath & Babel :: Royal Gold Dragon :: Fire Breath Odd
#7
Isopia
things that don't make sense are always a little deceiving
[[NEVER CHANGE.]]

Would it have been better, or worse for the duo, if they could share each others thoughts as easily as their draconian bond-mates could? What would Volterra think, if he could investigate first hand Isopia's cracked and warped mind. If he could walk through her fractured and darkened thoughts, peering into her rigid morals and black secrets?

If she saw Volterra with Mirabella - with Zenobia - she would not have been horrified. She would have been red with this lust that so fueled his meetings with them. Isopia's mind might have been lofty and philosophical, but her body was anything but. She had witnessed its transgressions first hand during spars, when it fought against her to save itself and avoid pain. Even against her mind's considerations and desires, it acted otherwise. In precisely the same vein, it - her body - wanted to be ravaged by him as the other mares did - as he wanted to do to them. She wanted to be wrestled - despite her massive height and so perhaps only by Volterra - and subdued. Her mind might have no equal, but somewhere inside her body thought that it did. And it wanted to meet such an equal, to fight and frolic through the pleasures and pains that it knew it was capable of.

But Isopia could never admit those thoughts and desires, for she didn't even know that they existed. She only knew the ache that accompanied Volterra's presence, but was wholly unaware of what such an ache could lead to. Should lead to. She knew nothing of what the heat between her legs was for. Reproduction was not a concept that escaped her mind, but the sexual fuel for that fire - and the pleasure-filled rapture of the act - where foreign.

And might always be. It wasn't as if either of the earthen giants were particularly good at expressing their inner most thoughts.

"Perhaps you more than him." Isopia offered with a nonchalant shrug. After all, Verzes had always been ravenous and pleasingly-violent. Volterra however, had sprouted into manhood, with all that that transformation entailed. She had seen his body grow and fill out through the youth that they body sped through - had watched his muscles and magic bulge repeatedly. He had fought Gods and won, among all of the other deeds that he did when she wasn't around. Some she was curious about. And others? "Is it really so volatile?" Curiosity infused her tones, as her gaze rested easily, delving into his ruby stare. "I grew so quickly ... my changes were rapid, but..." Would she characterize what she felt as volatile? Perhaps she hadn't even reached that stage yet. Her shoulders shrugged uncertainly. Perhaps there was more to her body - and her range of emotions - than she was even aware of yet.

"I wonder what it will be like for -" Isopia hesitated before saying us. There had never been an us before - not even between Isopia and her mother. But now? Even as Hubris continued his low and impoverished glide, the girl could feel him in a way that was almost tangible. "- us. Already he feels more about the world and its offerings, than I ever have."


Abandon all hope, ye who enter here

Volterra the Indomitable Posts: 785
Dragon's Throat Sultan atk: 8.5 | def: 11.5 | dam: 8.5
Stallion :: Equine :: 17'2hh :: 3 HP: 80 | Buff: SENSE
Vérzés :: Common Red Dragon :: Frost Breath & Toxic Breath & Vadir :: Royal Gold Dragon :: Fire Breath & Shock Breath Snow
#8


V O L T E R R A
OH, MY EYES ARE SEEING RED
DOUBLE VISION FROM THE BLOOD WE'VE SHED

This is where it would indeed be advantageous to have a dragon's ability to share emotions and thoughts; a lot of awkwardness between the pair of behemoths could have been avoided had they been able to simply explain themselves. But, alas, that is the peril of being a mortal, ordinary creature. And, whilst he might like to think otherwise, Volterra knows he is just flesh and bone, the same as every other creature in Helovia.

Perhaps you more than him. He gives a short, sharp chortle. Indeed, his growth into manhood seems to have been a lot more violent than his companion's, and he often wonders if Vérzés is only a mirror for Volterra's lusts rather than an actual creator of his own. After all, in dragon terms, the red is still a baby - if he was wild (again, the comparisons to the wild dragons!) he would most certainly not yet be sexually mature. Is this yet another thing that being bonded to an equine has done to him? Forced his body and mind to twist and grow long before their time? If so, it's little wonder that the red prefers to take himself away when his bonded is experiencing high testosterone levels, or fly into a murderous rage when it gets too intense. He could well not yet understand what the stallion is feeling, the emotions and nefarious wants that relay into his own mind - like if Volterra as a boy of six months had been given the needs he has now. He would most certainly not have understood, and would have been confused and repulsed by what his body was telling him he wanted. Could it be that Vérzés suffers this on a daily basis?

The young stud makes up his mind to ask his companion next time they are alone together. He's fairly sure the red does have his own set of hormones, because their amorous moments do not always co-incide - Vérzés might fly off to mutilate an unsuspecting rabbit whilst Volterra is doing nothing but grazing, for example. But it is another interesting possibility, one that again makes the goliath question the ethics of bonding to a dragon.

Her question has his ears ramming forwards, partly feeling awkward that he now has to elaborate, but partly taking it as a good sign that she's asking. Perhaps she does have...curiosities, after all. "Alas, yes. It is...hard to explain." What's a polite way of explaining that suddenly growing a set of balls turns one from a calm colt into a fractious, sex-crazed stallion? "Picture yourself being hungry - hungrier than you've ever been, but you're stood in a desert devoid of plant-life. You can try and distract yourself, but sooner or later you'll remember how hungry you are. Everything else is forgotten in your quest to find food - filling your stomach is all that matters. It frays your temper and sharpens your tongue, and your loved ones will soon learn to stay away, because you turn into a bastard when you're hungry." An elaborate metaphor, yes. But that's how Volterra can best describe it. Hunger. Need. It isn't a simple curiosity or an ooh-wonder-what-that's-like, like the urge to swim or run...it's an actual physical must, like eating, drinking and sleeping.

For all the joys that being a man brings - the strength, the wild, untamed beauty - it certainly has its drawbacks, and what he's trying to explain to Isopia is the hardest part of it. No pun intended.

"That's what it's like. It's little wonder Vérzés can't stand to be around me when I'm, uh, hungry. It must be murder for him to be in my mind, let alone near me." The red, far away though he is, gives a mental nod of agreement.

She remarks that she grew quickly, and her changes were rapid. Tell me about it. How can he forget that day when they built the hot-tub, when she shifted from a raven to a fully-grown woman, a wealth of curves that had no right to have just appeared? The memory dries his mouth and hastens his heart, and he smothers it quickly. Although her body is that of a woman, are her insides still that of a girl? He finds himself wondering if she has heats, or if she's literally a growing filly in a mare's body. He compares her to his dragon - both younger than they appear, both fast-growing above and beyond what they probably should be.

She speaks again, and he flicks an ear whilst giving a small smile. "I don't know if women get as, erm, hungry as men. After all, it's always us trying to impress you to get you into bed, not the other way around." His grin turns slightly wolfish, just for a second. It's nature, isn't it? The male birds display their plumage to attract the females, the stags clash antlers to claim the hinds, and the stallions roam endlessly and crush all in their path to monopolize all the mares. Nature makes men do all the work, and the only reason that Volterra can think of is that their urges make them so desperate, they're willing to do whatever it takes to obtain the other gender.

He glances at the bronze, the lucky bastard who now has access to Isopia's deepest, darkest thoughts. "I am sure you will both educate one another in different ways. I won't lie and say it's always easy..." Perhaps the earthen filly will suffer a rough patch with Hubris like Volterra currently is with his elusive red. Perhaps they will argue like the black and his bonded do, but those dark parts only make the good parts that bit more satisfying. "But it's so worth it." They might have their arguments, but he wouldn't change it for the world.


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@Isopia

[ you can't stray from what you are, you're the closest thing to hell i've seen so far  ]
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Isopia the Mountain That Knows Posts: 780
Dragon's Throat Apostle atk: 6.5 | def: 10 | dam: 8.0
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Hubris :: Royal Bronze Dragon :: Shock Breath & Frost Breath & Babel :: Royal Gold Dragon :: Fire Breath Odd
#9
Isopia
things that don't make sense are always a little deceiving

The description of eating was not something Iso found particularly helpful. With most of her bodily pangs and pains, she had dimmed their volume to a distant static. She knew distantly when her body was hungry, but rarely did she give in to it. She ate on a schedule, regardless of the feelings of her stomach. It was one way in which she tried to regulate and monitor the control that her various appetites had over her. Further, she never had emotional responses to situations such as the one he was describing. She had never been hangry before - had only been angry a few times. The girl displayed so many an-hedonistic tendencies, that the few emotions she did manage to feel, were dulled and muted in comparison with the variety and range that most others were accustomed to. Save for the lust that blossomed like a weed in her belly. In that, she likely could rival those around her - for that emotion grew into the spaces often inhabited by others. But their absence left so much more room for it to flourish and expand.  

After all, it's always us trying to impress you to get you into bed, not the other way around.

Isopia's brows knit together as her quad-horned head rose sharply with confusion. She had been doing her best to follow what Volterra was saying - taking it quite literally as she was want to do, for allusions and metaphors often went right over her head, or she spent too much time trying to dissect them. In this case, she had indeed though Volterra was talking about hunger - and so the sudden switch to mating seemed entirely foreign.

For a moment, her lip trembled as her mind decided which question to ask. There was the immediate what did hunger have to do with mating. Or there seemed to be another question - just why was it that males seemed to do the chasing?

"I don't see how hunger is like having sex." She replied flatly, and truthfully. For Isopia, hunger was something she ignored, while her sexually frustrated state around Volterra was only something she could try (often unsuccessfully) to ignore. Never mind the fact that she clearly hadn't followed his metaphor, or that fact that he had been trying to talk about being hungry rather than being horny. Had she pieced together that he was trying to avoid talking explicitly about sex, she might have not continued on.

But she didn't, and so she did.

"One reason that males might have to pursue females, is biological preservation. After all, you-" (Isopia here meant the general you, as in referring to all males. However as she said the word, starring into Volterra's rubine gaze, she was suddenly starkly aware that he was part of the you. Making what she said send a black cramp of jealousy to the warm pink glow in her belly that always bloomed in his presence.) "-can sire multiple children at the same time, while we can only carry at most one or two. It makes sense that females ought to be more particular about their partners, from a reproductive point of view, because we can can only have a handful at any given time."

Her narrow shoulders shrugged, despite the implications of what she had said. Even though she knew, and just advocated for, the type of behaviour that would lead Verzes to circle Mirabella, it still cast a long and wide black shadow in her mind. It was fallacious reasoning, and she knew it. That females would want males to be monogamous was a biological given - it was the best case for them, to have a partner who would aid in the raising of the young. But it was not in the best interest of males to be monogamous - far from it. If anything, the best position for them to take was the appearance of monogamy - to keep a harem of females happy - while somehow maintaining unique relationships simultaneously.

The thought made her want to both depart from him at once - to never see him again and to avoid this unreasonable desire, but also to stay, and to fight. To fight for his attention. If there were others, what of it? So long as she was the best. So long as she was what he wanted most.

Looking down at Hubris, even more aptly named given her current mental states, the girl exhaled, caught in her own indecision.


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Volterra the Indomitable Posts: 785
Dragon's Throat Sultan atk: 8.5 | def: 11.5 | dam: 8.5
Stallion :: Equine :: 17'2hh :: 3 HP: 80 | Buff: SENSE
Vérzés :: Common Red Dragon :: Frost Breath & Toxic Breath & Vadir :: Royal Gold Dragon :: Fire Breath & Shock Breath Snow
#10


V O L T E R R A
OH, MY EYES ARE SEEING RED
DOUBLE VISION FROM THE BLOOD WE'VE SHED

Her confused expression quickly makes him realise that perhaps his elaborate metaphor was not the best one to use on somebody as literal as Isopia. After speaking, he bends down to take an idle nibble of a strange-looking plant that grows between the hard rocks of the Isles, but no sooner has he used his dextrous lips to pluck a few strands into his mouth, he's almost choking on it as she speaks. I don't see how hunger is like having sex. The long grass pokes him in his throat and he coughs and splutters until his eyes water, green foam beading around his jaws. Heavens, she doesn't mince her words, does she?! With her, perhaps it's better for him to say it how it is, rather than dance around the point.

Once his impromptu choking fit has somewhat subsided, the stallion can blink away the moisture in his eyes and force words into his mouth. "You really say it how it is, don't you?" There's a hint of a grin on his jaws and the smallest of twinkles in his eyes as he speaks, finding a certain admiration in her bluntness. Straight to the point, no time wasted; it makes sense. "It was my feeble attempt at a metaphor. When I say hunger, I don't mean for food. The sensation we men feel, the drive...the only way I could think of to describe it was hunger. Starvation. If you don't get that sustenance, you feel like you'll go insane." For one of Volterra's explosive temper, being in a constant state of frustration does not bode well for those around him.

She goes on to speak of the biological reasons around women being particularly choosy, and he finds himself nodding. The sheer amount of resources a mare has to put in to nurturing a foal, giving birth to it, then protecting it...little wonder she chooses only the best to sire her offspring. What use is going through all of that pain and effort, only to spawn a sickly child who does not survive to pass on her genes? It's why harems are the way to go - one stallion caring for many mares and their foals. Their gazes meet for a moment and, as ever, Volterra feels a frisson of heat in the pit of his stomach, different (and, yet, somehow similar) to the sensation he gets around other women. More intense. More refined. He wonders if Isopia sometimes looks at men and thinks them a fine example to father her children. After all, with her emphasis on balance, she surely wouldn't want to create a useless offspring.

He wonders if he would be one that she would choose. He wonders if she would choose someone else. The thought fills him with a different kind of heat - jealousy.

"Yes, from a biological standpoint, it makes sense. From a stallion's standpoint, though, it's torture." He snorts, flaring his scarred nostrils. All those hormones, and only the select few get to use them. He pictures a small, weedy, cowardly stallion - imagine being him, all that lust, but no mare would ever deign to mate with him. Poor bastard. At least the beast, with his size and the way he proudly carries himself, will be able to lure some mares to him, enough to keep him satisfied. "As I say, though, you and Hubris may have different enough desires to not go through what Vérzés and I currently are. I don't know...do women have the same lusts as men?" He says it casually, but is deeply intrigued by the answer. Asking so bluntly, shoehorning it into this conversation, seems like the only chance he will ever get to find out. After all, what are the chances of them ever discussing this again? By 'women', he really means 'you'. Mirabella proved that mares have the same curiosities as men, even if it perhaps isn't as intense. He wants to know about Isopia specifically; the earthen giant, daughter of God, bringer of balance. Part of him is concerned the answer will be no - she is asexual, dead inside, never curious, never wanting. But there's that hope, that glowing, burning prayer, that she will say yes.

Because at least that's a chance for him. A faint one, but a chance.


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@Isopia

[ you can't stray from what you are, you're the closest thing to hell i've seen so far  ]
[ use of force/magic on him is permitted aside from death/maiming ]




Isopia the Mountain That Knows Posts: 780
Dragon's Throat Apostle atk: 6.5 | def: 10 | dam: 8.0
Mare :: Tribrid :: 18hh :: 3 - is now aging slowly HP: 90 | Buff: NUMB
Hubris :: Royal Bronze Dragon :: Shock Breath & Frost Breath & Babel :: Royal Gold Dragon :: Fire Breath Odd
#11
Isopia
things that don't make sense are always a little deceiving


You really say it how it is, don't you?

His smile caught her off guard, for his question seemed so ... bizarre. "Why would I do anything else?" She asked earnestly, genuinely confused. She knew that metaphors, white lies, and exaggerated accounts were common in Helovia, but she had never understood why. For one who played her cards so close to her chest and was veiled in all important respects, she certainly couldn't see the benefit of being veiled verbally. It was one thing to choose not to disseminate certain information. It was another entirely to simply mince words.

From a stallion's standpoint, though, it's torture

"Why hold back?" She asked again, the brazenness of her question entirely lost upon her. For the time being, she had compartmentalized the unequivocal feelings stirring within herself.  It was not easy to keep herself divorced from the idea of the general female population that she was suggesting Volterra bed, but at least for a few seconds the divide seemed obvious. Although she thought it better in all instances to deny baser instincts and desires - to choose them, rather than to be chosen -she didn't see why Volterra had to struggle in this way. "I think strength comes from the ability to govern and choose, rather than to be governed and chosen by the instincts and needs of our bodies. There is a difference between giving in, and choosing. And so if it is such a burden, why not simply choose to satisfy yourself in all instances, rather than be tortured and weakened by your needs?"

Her ability to remain distant in these recommendations began to fade. Already her cheeks felt warm, and her tongue and throat felt thick. Every time she swallowed, she felt like she was gulping. Suddenly, she was uncomfortably aware of her body. Had her legs always felt this uncomfortable? Was she standing normally? The pink voice that lived in her belly suddenly wanted to know if Volterra had ever considered choosing her. She had just told him to satisfy himself in any and all instances, hadn't she? Had she actually meant that? Had she meant to include herself in the domain of those with whom he should satisfy himself? The pink voice enthusiastically said yes, but the academic part of reeled at this idea. Even if, hypothetically speaking of course, she allowed herself to do more than simply imagine what it would be like (pressed against him. warmth. urgency. strength), she had no idea in actuality what it would be like. She had no experience, but she knew enough to know just how ignorant she was of the entire process. Isopia hated when her ignorances were revealed, and somehow the intimacy that sex afforded, was not an area where she wanted to be doubley-revealed.

I don't know...do women have the same lusts as men?

This final question broke her ability to remain objective, and she was forced back into awkward and confused mental states that she had only just escaped. Instinctively, she began answering the actual question he asked, rather than the hidden one veiled beneath his words.

"I don't know about all-" She began, wondering if her voice was suddenly shakier than it normally was. Why did this feel so uncomfortable? Why was this suddenly hard for her to talk about? It was something she felt, just like pain or hunger, so why did it instill in her such an aspect of forbidden-ness? And why did she like that it did? "But I would assume that they do. Perhaps it manifests in different ways. For instance, perhaps men don't feel the same rush of heat, or the same inward swelling. The seeming ... magnitude, or gravity that directs one body to the other." Her quad-horned head shook slightly. Could she even put the feelings into words? Her gaze rose.

Did she even have to?

"I can see how it would be ... distracting."

Because it sure was right now.


@Volterra

Abandon all hope, ye who enter here

Volterra the Indomitable Posts: 785
Dragon's Throat Sultan atk: 8.5 | def: 11.5 | dam: 8.5
Stallion :: Equine :: 17'2hh :: 3 HP: 80 | Buff: SENSE
Vérzés :: Common Red Dragon :: Frost Breath & Toxic Breath & Vadir :: Royal Gold Dragon :: Fire Breath & Shock Breath Snow
#12
Sorry for the wait! <3 and sorry it's a pile of poop D:


V O L T E R R A
OH, MY EYES ARE SEEING RED
DOUBLE VISION FROM THE BLOOD WE'VE SHED

She questions why she would do anything else but say it how it is, and a small amused snort fights free from his nose. He has no response to her question, simply an enigmatic grin and a flick of his ears towards her second question. Why hold back? The rest of her words send a spark of heat through his chest and abdomen, because is it just him or is she advocating giving in to one's desires and sating the bubbling lust? That, from a woman, is odd to hear. In Volterra's (albeit limited) experience of the fairer gender, mares generally want their men to be loyal, monogamous. All fancy ways of saying weak, in the hellion's opinion, but nonetheless women tend to prefer it. To hear Isopia suggest otherwise...it only solidifies the reasons why he has more respect for her than any other living female, save his sister and dam.

Because she's different. She is no mewling lamb of a girl, lost in daydreams and princess fantasies of happy couples. Advocating men to be men is just another reminder of quite why the giant is so attracted to her, as both a friend and whatever the hell else he feels. If she is like him in things like this - all about the thrill, no bonds, no consequences, just the natural, beautiful act - then she really is the perfect woman.

"That is...a very good point." He can't help letting his gaze roam freely across her, contemplating satisfaction. Wondering if it would be better with her, even better than it was with Mirabella. Can it get better? That hedonistic part of him can't help but feel tingling curiosity, whilst his common sense - or what little he has of it - prevents him bombarding her with further questions or suggestions. Well. Almost. "It takes a different kind of strength to resist such temptations, however. When it's inappropriate, for whatever reason." Like when I'm around you, talking about this. Again his crimson gaze lingers, just for long enough to try and gauge her reaction before it flits to her dragon, wishing there was some way he could transfer his consciousness into the bronze in order to see inside Isopia's mind. Would he like what he saw? Maybe he can get Vérzés to try and eke some gossip from the royal at some point in the future.

His heartrate increases, unbidden, as she goes to answer his question. Disappointment quickly spasms as her answer is more generalised than he'd hoped, although the mention of rush of heat and inward swelling sounds almost like it comes from personal experience. Or is that just wishful thinking on his part? "Ours is more of an outward swelling," he can't help but say, before regretting the sheer vulgarity of the statement. Too much information? Too risque? She does not have delicate sensibilities, that much is apparent, but perhaps something so blatant will revolt her. He wouldn't entirely blame her - he sometimes forgets he's not talking to his dragon, who, for all his flaws, is at least an open ear to Volterra's filthy mouth.

Distracting, she says. "Moreso when in heat, I imagine." During that time of the year, it appears that mares become as agenda-driven as their male counterparts, as nature drives them to seek fertilisation. His words, despite their casual nature, hold a hint of a question; has she ever entered that desire-fuelled state? Or is her body, old on the outside, still as undeveloped as a filly's on the inside?


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@Isopia

[ you can't stray from what you are, you're the closest thing to hell i've seen so far  ]
[ use of force/magic on him is permitted aside from death/maiming ]




Isopia the Mountain That Knows Posts: 780
Dragon's Throat Apostle atk: 6.5 | def: 10 | dam: 8.0
Mare :: Tribrid :: 18hh :: 3 - is now aging slowly HP: 90 | Buff: NUMB
Hubris :: Royal Bronze Dragon :: Shock Breath & Frost Breath & Babel :: Royal Gold Dragon :: Fire Breath Odd
#13
Isopia
things that don't make sense are always a little deceiving
"I am not good at distinguishing what is inappropriate." She admitted almost guiltily - her statement true in more cases than just this one. All of her life Isopia had struggled with understanding the intentions of others. Their veiled words, their misguided attempts at manipulation, their stupidity. Outrage lingered on their lips, they wore their emotions like obscure badges, and shouted out heretical philosophies. She was different from them in all important respects, and even more mundane ones as well, such as her appearance. Isopia shrugged as if to try and allow her admission to fall off of her shoulders. Awkwardly, she let her nose dip down towards where Hubris had decided to nap after his brief flight. His bronzey body was covered in blood and death-discharge from the meal Verzes had left for him, which apparently also provided a nice bed. The smell was distasteful, but Isopia's nose didn't wrinkle. Instead she softly touched the hard scales on the creatures back with her nose, exhaling onto him.

As he mentioned being in heat, again, Isopia's massive shoulders shrugged as her quad-horned skull rose. Had she really noticed a difference between when she was in season, and not? Didn't her blood always run hot around Volterra, regardless of the temperature and time of her organic and biological clock?

Hubris yawned and spread his wings. His sharp claws tugged at the feathers that decorated Isopia's hooves, pulling the girl's attention down to him once more. Her head tilted slightly, and she sighed onto the small creature. What do you need? She asked him silently, her gaze searching the dragonling's bright stare.

This is going to be hard. She thought to herself, as she shot the dragon a mental image of him crawling onto her boney withers. The male snapped the air in response, and claw his way up her side. However the girl gave no indication that his jagged ascent caused her any pain.

"We should go -" Iso offered in Vol's general direction, even though her gaze was turned towards trying to eyeball Hubris' position on her back. Her wings spread from her sides to see what flight would be like with this creature on her back.

[Staying in case Vol had anything else to say? Otherwise, you can write him as watching her fly awayyyyyy]


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