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Lena the Songbird Posts: 663
Aurora Basin Time Mender atk: 4 | def: 10.5 | dam: 6.5
Mare :: Unicorn :: 15.3 :: 6 HP: 69 | Buff: NOVICE
Imogen :: Common Kitsune :: Fire Heather
#1
Melancholic heartstrings set her adrift, a time in between nocturnal eaves and the crescent sway, where she could grieve over the loss of hearts and beneficence, where she could stare across the vast, calamitous displays and wonder how she’d become so immersed in it. Perhaps she was no longer a sylph, but an angelic creature cast into purgatory, maligned and sinned and transgressed for actions that hadn’t been christened, hadn’t been anointed. Maybe she’d earned those charred scars along her back; maybe she’d concocted remnants of peace and prosperity, then watched them ignite. Maybe she’d cherished and loved a little too much, but not enough, and the striking fixtures of heavens, of virtues, denied her the warmth, the tenderness, and the ardor she’d always wanted. The Mender had forgotten what it meant to be a blossom, to be a soft petal cast into the sunlight, awakening by the adoration and allure of a brand new day. The nymph had forgotten how to dance beneath the moonlit beams, striking out against dirt and rubble and ruin, smiling and tracing the void with her picturesque refinement, with her fairy wings, with her glossy, beatific air. The sprite had forgotten what it meant to be whimsical, what it meant to turn and twist in the verdant, pixie-endeavors, what it meant to wander through hell and back and still laugh, still smile, free and assuaging, soothing and compassionate.
 
Now, all she felt was listlessness corroding her hide, her muscles, her fibers, her existence. She’d lost bits and pieces of herself along the way, tossing aside each affable smile for a scorching relish of ferocity, forgoing gentleness for a moment of barbarity – breaking herself apart, splintering, fracturing, and rupturing until she no longer remembered what she used to be.
 
She’d lost Roland too, watched him leave her behind in a reflecting glass, where all she could do was stare at herself and rage.
 
They wandered again, laboring amidst old habits and nomadic claims. Sometimes she felt like her prior countenance, glowing, prosperous, gilded with bright dreams and ambitions, when she roamed into the unknown, when she glided into labyrinths and enigmas, where no one knew how she’d failed, how she’d utterly come to be pathetic and misguided. She tried a whistle, a croon, and matched it against the stars, staring up at the twinkling lights and hoping to embody some of their cadence, some of their wisdom, some sign of sagacity that could lead her down a path not made of primroses. She’d just fall on the thorns.
 
Everywhere she looked were beautiful, unwinding constellations, and the pair stared, in awe, in beguilement, at the pliant strokes of the horizon’s paintbrush, dotted and lined with stretches of midnight allure, where the canvas was stretched into deep blue hues and the world didn’t seem so miserable, so wicked, so cruel. Imogen gave into mischief first, unfurling some of her ivory tails and watching them swing in time with the glassy puddles, eventually hopping from pool to pool, splashing amidst ghostly softness and silken tapestries.
 
There had to be magic, mystery, and hope here, Lena believed, she hoped, she prayed, because a realm so beautiful could not be full of decadence and upheaval. Somewhere amidst these palaces had to be a terrain of peace, of sanctuary, of repose.
 
So, the hummingbird, the butterfly, the swallow, took a plunge into the radiance, into the lush, poignant, haunting bells and tunes, diving into a singsong reverie. The ditty, the strain, the tune, glided effortlessly from her lips as she giggled, as she forgot to yield into sadness, as she laughed, as she turned into the refrain, cajoling, conjuring, tangible incantations of holy rites and hallowed raptures. 


her passions are made of nothing but the finest part of pure love
LENA
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Atlas Posts: 54
Outcast atk: 3.5 | def: 9.5 | dam: 7
Stallion :: Unicorn :: 16.2 HH :: 5 HP: 64.5 | Buff: NOVICE
Linds
#2

The days had changed him and the nights had only melded those days together into a string of indecipherable loneliness. It was a never ending chain of loss that warped and transformed his confidence into silence and his normally reckless way of being into thoughtful reverie. Whatever he’d been, he was no more. Whatever he was now… well Atlas wasn’t sure anyone would know what to make of him. When his spirits were alight, he considered himself a beautiful disaster, but when they were adrift amid a stormy sea of chaos, he was nothing if not despaired.  But what, you may ask, sent him into such a downward spiral? Perhaps it was his mind and the way he longed for the kind of knowledge and power to overcome the effects of life and the hurts he’d come to know… or simply just his need to express more than he could positively name.

Either way, Atlas had gone from Helovia and returned with the wisdom he’d been searching for. He was certainly no master of the art, but patience had been afforded him and that patience was something that had clipped his wings in the past. As he roamed aimlessly through the vast range of the only place he’d considered a home, he took the time to truly see it where he had not before. He admired the lovely traces of an autumn sun as it poured through the branches above him or delighted in the faded blue of the ocean’s waves as they rolled in before him. All around him, Atlas found evidence of beauty and the kind of life he’d been avoiding to indulge his childish cravings. At last, the young colt had shed the veils of adolescence and grown into the man his father claimed he’d never be. That youthful belligerence has been tucked away in favor of maturity and his headstrong manner had been abandoned to accommodate humility.

Yet, to be frank, there still remained an essence of what once was. There was still that undeniable shimmer of intrigue in his eye and the promise of feeling in the way that he moved without reservation. Atlas was a force now instead of a lesson in need of heeding. He acknowledged his fears, but did not let them hinder him. He spoke outright with as much truth as any man could fathom, but did not let it become him. Yes, Atlas was changed, but he was in fact still just the same.

In the time it took for his name to be been forgotten from the lips of those he’d met, the starlit stallion had come to master himself completely, along with the magic he’d been keeping under wraps. At first it had been slow-going and incapacitating, but the time shaper had spent many a night staring at himself from beyond his body. He had learned of his power and come to understand fully how it affected him. He had watched the very same sunset too many times to count until his mind had collapsed from the sheer exhaustion of simply trying. But Atlas, the man who had once taken delight in evoking another’s frustrations, had learned how to manipulate time. Whether or not that was when his transformation had begun was yet to be determined, but somehow he thought it was the beginning of change.

As he travelled into new and unknown territory, still unaware of the rift Gods or the creatures that had risen up from the underworld, Atlas stumbled upon the most enchanting land of all. Above him, the stars reflected onto the waters below him. Amid the many constellations, he felt at ease, at home somehow. The region was wide and quite, the thin mirror of glass-like ocean water nearly as still as his slowed heartbeat.  Atlas had never found a place so suited to his liking and felt instantly that this was where he felt most at ease in his own skin. Reflective, the moon-kissed man waded into the shallow sea, his disruption causing the stars upon its surface to meld and shift against his gentle wake. Desiring to immerse himself in such beauty, Atlas tilted his face toward the fluttering of moon dust upon the water. It wasn’t until he’d done as much that he realize the faint refrains of song as they was lifted to the moon above, angelic. He imagined that the land was inviting him home, welcoming him into the tender heaving of life’s embrace, but even the narrow sea told a different tale than his mind’s envisioning, for the soft wavering of its surface radiated from a distance.

Instead of thinking, he followed Orion’s belt toward his curiosities and the many questions that bloomed from their very existence. Atlas had wondered if this was a message from the Gods, a summoning of sorts in the dead of the night, but what, or rather who, he found was certainly no creature of divinity at all… but something else entirely. She, for with a voice as pure as hers there was no alternative, was a woman he’d seen many times before in the faces of a million others. Atlas had in fact been quite the Casanova in his day you see, but there was something softer, something innocent, something the spoke of pain and of reckoning in the way she danced, the way she sang. He watched for so long, hidden amongst the stars in his coat and the stars all around… for she was beautiful and free. Selfishly, Atlas longed for her freedom and wanted nothing more than to take it from her unknowing hands, but instead found himself frozen by that which he desired so strongly.

What then could he do? He could not steal away something he could not touch and so he reconciled with the fact that something so sacred could not be taken, but perhaps learned. That girl, he decided, was where his journey began… even if the fates told different tales of the future. Without hesitation, Atlas moved forth to greet her, a man now instead of a child. Even as the moonlight illuminated the stardust along his coat and cast a vacant glow across his path, he still had yet to experience the woman’s true loveliness. Only her song had drawn him from his wandering and calmed the calamity in his soul. “Your song,” he began thoughtlessly, imprudently. “Where did you learn it?” It mattered not how many times she had been pressed with such a trivial questions, at least not to Atlas. He was effortlessly striking upon approach and sadly that arrogance had not yet faded. It was in that way that he often forwent proper greeting or introduction, even in the presence of proper ladies. He had grown, that much was certain, but there still remained an emptiness in his heart, a void and lack of caring that still riddled him useless. Perhaps that was merely the way he was meant and would always be.

I used to hope I’d die a hero. `
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Lena the Songbird Posts: 663
Aurora Basin Time Mender atk: 4 | def: 10.5 | dam: 6.5
Mare :: Unicorn :: 15.3 :: 6 HP: 69 | Buff: NOVICE
Imogen :: Common Kitsune :: Fire Heather
#3
She was already lost, so she permitted the wind and the comets to take her, abscond her heart, her mind, her soul, until her essence reeled with the possibilities of light and darkness, until she transcended into the floating abyss and became strung together by airy elements. Ignited and enlightened, carried by the billowing, autumn breeze and the chilling, rapacious effects of a starlit sky, she danced in a timeless reverie, cascading and rippling, dazzling and ensnaring, proceeding through puddle, through muck, through liquid and sapphires and triumph, searching for something beyond bitterness and menace. Unrestrained, unbound, the Songbird was a tempest, was a myth, was a nuance, a painting, a tapestry, a canvas of faith and determination, compassion and tribulations, soft, silken movements, removed from the earth and painted into design. The femme coveted, carved, traced, and sketched finite lines of hope, of perseverance, of all the little glimmers, shades, and hues beneath the twilight sky, begging for the stretch of salvation still enamored and intertwined with her spirit. Vulnerable and delicate, then strong and stalwart, she basked on the edge of survival and the ruffian opulence of defiance, furrowing her brows as elegance, as refinement, as dignity swallowed her motions and stirred her vigor; features rendered in repose thereafter as she closed her eyes and sang unwavering lullabies and saintly benedictions, as she marched to the hymns, to the stanzas, to the strains of things she’d faltered away from. She pranced to laurels and roses, blooms and florets, petals and satin, taffeta and lace, whimsical, capricious barbs of a nymph, of a sylph, of a fairy with severed, disheveled wings, trying to piece and mend and sew them back together. Hallowed eaves awakened her strength, roaming and whispering and crooning their slender, soothing chimes, revitalized and renewed the carillon bells, the beatific carols, the sweet, nurturing sounds she hadn’t replicated in seasons, in ages, reclaiming bits and pieces of her heart. Imogen maneuvered with her, ivory and sienna, tainted and devoured, but still illustrious, still potent, still armed with ethereal grace and beautiful, regal armor – two entities, embodying the constant cycle of deliverance, menace, and forgiveness. Gone were delightful days, the jovial pinnacles, the intoxicating reveries, but it didn’t mean they couldn’t bring them back.
 
They dreamed below the wondrous lights and the brave verses, the lilting arias and the valiant harmonies, would’ve spun their works and opuses and oeuvres until the sun rose and dawn claimed its aura. They would’ve proffered the heavenly rites with their own symphonies, with their own notes, just to see if the world still remembered fanciful, tender, kind creatures. They would’ve hummed, trilled, and whistled, garnished gold, savored silver, plunged into further ardency – had another’s voice not crossed over their senses.
 
The Mender was immediately taken away from her reverie; the illusion scattered, just behind clouds and fixtures. Her eyes opened and her movements splintered into fractious decrees, obviously bewildered, shocked, and surprised; tender heart beating a makeshift crescendo of misalignment. A breath filtered and flickered into the chilling vestiges as one lingering puff, chest heaving, gaze startled, head shifting to glance at the stranger.
 
If at all possible, her eyes widened further, for he was made of stars.
 
He seemed one endless constellation, a figment of painted, heavenly, celestial bodies, an endless sculpture designed by gods to remember the art of the empyrean, of paradise, of utopia. He radiated otherworldly creation; a masterpiece woven by deities, and she felt very small, very plain, standing near this fragment of brilliance. She had no idea who he was – she would have remembered his face, his stance, his hues for a lifetime because they matched the beauty of the world above them, twinkling and maneuvering and shaped by spirits beyond their fortitude.
 
Had he fallen?, she wondered, past the galaxies and enigmas, driven to folly, to flaws, to tragedy, to live life as a mortal, as a blade, as a forgotten sun?
 
In awe, in beguilement, in allure and shock, she’d nearly forgotten he’d asked her something, and her mind churned, reeled, calculating, and absorbing the query he’d felled into the mist. Imogen chirped from below, resting at her now idle hooves, bestowing hope and guidance and strength through their connection while she fumbled for answers, convictions, and action.
 
Your song, he’d said, digging a dagger into the melody, where did you learn it?
 
Her eyes lowered for a moment, posturing for an adequate response – because she hadn’t learned the tunes from anyone in particular – just the birds, just the flowers, just the eternal abyss, just the peace, love, and nurturing sliding from peaks or reigning from shadows, a blur of glowing peace, an enduring chord of salvation. The Songbird’s stare riveted back to him, to all the celestial concoctions, to all the spellbinding flares, resounding her response with a smile, with a grin. “From the birds, petals, and the mountains.” Honeyed gaze wandered to the puddles, to the wide-open expanse, to the bright, glimmering moon, then back again, never losing the reign of absolution along her hide. “Sometimes the rain or sun offers a tune as well.” Then, she pilfered and pried, daring because he’d dared, and she wanted to touch, to trace, the way she’d once been – alive and free and unafraid of where her strength, her convictions, may take her – blending mellifluousness into the nocturnal veil. “I’m Lena. Who are you?”


her passions are made of nothing but the finest part of pure love
LENA
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Atlas Posts: 54
Outcast atk: 3.5 | def: 9.5 | dam: 7
Stallion :: Unicorn :: 16.2 HH :: 5 HP: 64.5 | Buff: NOVICE
Linds
#4

He had come from a world known only to vagabonds and raconteurs, one too familiar to his own gypsy heart.  Atlas was a man who was increasingly comfortable with his desires and having them whetted by those willing to bend to him. Whether that made him selfish or vile, the stallion was not concerned. He breathed the essence of life as if it were a fine drink or a delectable food- he’d been spoiled by his ability to persuade the masses with his appearance alone. That arrogance had left him lacking, that much was certain, and it made leaving his simplest feat yet. But, Helovia had enraptured him and stolen his need to run from all that threatened to bound him. He had disappeared from this place just as easily as the last and the vacancy he’d left behind was quickly filled. It did hurt him to remember how he’d taken refuge within the open arms of some he considered friends, but Atlas had never mastered the art of friendship… He simply couldn’t understand the relationship shared between those who sat and talked about their days as they wasted away beneath a dying sun. Were they not meant to be something more than that? He’d been born into the world a man of sensation and he wanted to feel all that the cosmos had to offer. He wanted to taste and to touch, to hear and to see everything around him with such vivid remembrance.

That need for dreaming and for wondering had all but depraved him of the kind of company he so desired though. Atlas was not one to settle so easily when he knew that there existed a creature out there meant solely for him. They would be able to understand him and his musings, his ravings, and even his moments of utter silence. He’d yet to find anyone so like his dreams and therefore felt he would remain the only of his kind. Everyone he’d met had been too superficial, too transformed by their convictions and their beliefs to see beyond the monotony they lived by. Each and every one of them, Ashamin, Tiamat, and even those of the Basin, had all craved the approval of one another- a family. Atlas was not so moved by the notion of togetherness, but more so by an unshakable bond that was recognized and cherished simply because it surpassed the mindless oaths one declared because it was required. Love, friendship, hatred- they were all just emotions that drove the common man to believe himself accomplished. But, Atlas wasn’t common… at least he prayed to the Gods that he would not become so fettered by such petty ideas.

Perhaps that was why he had avoided returning to the Aurora Basin. It was a stifling place that relied too heavily on expectations.

All thoughts aside however, the stallion was again pressed into the reality of the time he manipulated. He saw only the mare and her star-studded eyes as they glittered happily in the moonlight. Atlas studied her as she shifted from her euphoric song in order to settle again into the bones that bound her to the flats and to the life in which she lived. He wondered briefly if her songs carried her away from herself so that she might transcend the boundaries of her world, because they were in fact that beautiful. She appeared awestruck by his arrival and somehow it was not the most shocking reaction he’d yet received. He, in all his splendor, had not forgotten the way his eyes harbored both the moon and sun and the touch of starlight that shifted across his skin. Atlas did not mind her admiration, but instead relished it as her soft eyes widened, amazed. Through the veil of night he could not decipher her complexion or the mere color of her gaze, but only the light that burned bright in their depths.

Even the creature at her heels appeared a mere figment of the imagination, though Atlas was not unaccustomed to the unusual any longer. He’d met dragon hybrids and their reptilian companions in the past, so was it any wonder that this mare carried beside her a beast just as transcendental? Yet, his curiosities were not kept long by her otherworldly choice of companionship, but rather by her thoughtfulness. The stallion watched pointedly as the light in her eyes shifted downward, toward the answers he sought, but could not see, within the waters at their feet. When at last her voice breeched the soothing quiet of their tentative meeting, Atlas hummed. It was a low and fascinated tune, one that agreed with her whimsical response even if he could not yet decipher how she had plucked her rhythm from the sun. “Then tell me, what chorus do the mountains sing? And the rain?” he prodded boldly.   “How have you the capacity to hear them?”

Did she possess a talent unseen, much like the one that thrummed within his own chest? To prove to himself that it still existed, he closed his eyes in order to feel the warmth and electricity of the magic granted him by the God of Spark. When he again opened them, he glared down upon himself in the gentle tide, tracing the lines of his face as he pondered. Atlas was unmoving when the dove spoke again, this time pressing her will upon him as so many had done before. Lena. It was a name that rolled easily from the tongue in a way that made him want to remember her. The stallion wanted nothing more than to repeat it back to her, but decided against it in fear that she would catch the glint of fascination from his words. “You may call me Atlas,” he answered while looking up from his reflection. Names were unimportant in his opinion, but for the dove he would allow such trivialities, at least for now.

I used to hope I’d die a hero. `
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Run towards the stars, or make them shine. Fight the tide, until the day we die.

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Lena the Songbird Posts: 663
Aurora Basin Time Mender atk: 4 | def: 10.5 | dam: 6.5
Mare :: Unicorn :: 15.3 :: 6 HP: 69 | Buff: NOVICE
Imogen :: Common Kitsune :: Fire Heather
#5
 There was a challenge laced and laced through his words, through his intonations, through his struggle to decipher her meaning. The Mender, the Songbird, had lived her life by waltzing amidst adversity; it glimmered in her brow, it sparked in her heart, it traversed and clambered in a muted glow along her otherwise plain figure. It gave her spirit and wonder, audacity and splendor, a sizzle, a crackle, of the old world she’d long since left behind (because once, she’d been the epitome of virtue, a paragon, a saint, drifting in and out of smiles and tides and trying to hold everything together – when war descended the first, the second, and the third time, she’d thought herself entirely spent on benevolence and charity). The lithe swallow remembered a time where she first began to assuage and soothe another on the bold, intrepid, gruff way he told her she couldn’t, the willowy nymph recalled a time where she was told she was worthless and she drifted in and out of moors and trappings and snares proving there was a reason for her existence. The beatific sylph recollected a painted mare, a friend, a comrade, driven to lunacy, to madness, and singing, singing, singing any tune to rid the wicked world of its calamity (and how it’d worked, even when they just ended up being broken shells and splintered vessels, lost in a sea of catacombs and immorality). She could replay a thousand scenes where she’d fought and cherished and believed in something few did; daring, emboldening, tracing and sketching the fine lines of what the world dictated, and what she chose to do instead. The maiden could’ve been a damsel, could’ve been a harpy, could’ve been a banshee, an Amazon, and in the end, she simply chose to exist on a plain of rhapsody and upheaval, staring at behemoths and harpooning the world with vigilance, with melody, with song until love somehow managed to conquer all the vicious, swirling hate.
 
Maybe he didn’t believe her; too cynical, too immersed in the tyrannical, mercurial sways of the earth. Maybe all the beautiful, poignant lines of his stars weren’t fixated on the horizon or the heavens, but the sinister wake of too many lies and too many wasted spells. Maybe she was in the minority again; out of reach, out of time, out of reasons for maintaining her wild, fey composure in a realm that would soon have it snuffed out. But Lena always dared to dream, to defy, to aspire and believe grand, opulent, magnificent things could happen if one only tried, if one only had faith, had confidence, and had determination lining their bones. If she was made of anything, anything at all, it was conviction, hope, and bright, brilliant symphonies.
 
Her eyes didn’t dim, fade, or become muted, petulant things. Instead, her grin twisted in a light, fairy way, as if she’d heard provocations all her days and always responded to them with an airy visage, with a serene, tranquil regard, never quite discomfited by a question or query. They became solely fixated on him, the man twilight and evening etched into his skin, pondering over the way he’d been shaped and lanced and brought up into the void of Helovia, incapable of hearing the music, the heart, of its rapture and grace. Her explanation started on a blissful note, brewing in a warm, delicate zest, an ardent, passionate display, allowing her gaze to simmer back and forth between him and the echoes of the peaks and valleys well beyond. “The mountains sing dark, wicked, and beautiful things. They’re drenched in hard tunes and resolute sonnets, sometimes cold, something chilling, but always alluring.” To prove her merit, she began crooning a few chords, simple hums, drawn and molded from all her seasons spent amongst cliffs and snow, closing her eyes to cherish the possessive, ensnaring melody, waxing poetical through a poignant melodies. When she’d finished one, the Songbird moved into another explanation, granting and bestowing a private concert, a covert symphony, for the stranger flanked by the heavens. “The rain is gentle, assuaging, and soothing, like a lullaby.” Therein she maneuvered again, pressing her lips together and establishing an enigmatic flourish of pitter-pattering droplets, before opening her mouth and extending a wondrous hallelujah, a transfixing embrace of peace and repose and sanctuaries too far gone, too ruined, to still exist. On his last inquisition, she merely laughed, a fortress of ambience amongst feral pixies and keepers of the divine. “You just have to listen.”
 
Lena’s head tilted a fraction, mimicking Imogen’s station and status amidst her legs, ears flicking and listening to the answer of her own question – granted a name for all the daring and valor, for all the confidence and intrepidity. She wondered how broad his shoulders were, if he’d been named to carry the earth, the world, on his back, or if he tried once, and received nothing in return for his attempts. The femme practiced his name on her lips, granting it along her tongue with a tender, caressing air, “Atlas,” and a bow to her chest in good measure. Then, because she could be brazen and impudent too (and wanted to prove, somehow, someway, that there was still a fire in her soul), she produced her own inquiry (and if he saw some sort of mischief in her gaze, it could’ve been a teasing reflection of the moon or the stars). “What do you hear now?” Chiseled into the quiet, she released him back into silence.



her passions are made of nothing but the finest part of pure love
LENA
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Atlas Posts: 54
Outcast atk: 3.5 | def: 9.5 | dam: 7
Stallion :: Unicorn :: 16.2 HH :: 5 HP: 64.5 | Buff: NOVICE
Linds
#6

Stars were scattered the world over. They were sewn into his flesh, laced amid the nighttime sky, and shining up at them from the gentle swell of the shallow tide. It felt as though the two had stumbled across a world all their own. Atlas had never seen something more beautiful or divine- he wished to linger there for as long as the fates allowed and with prime company of course. For a moment the stallion felt betwixt by the sheer elegance of his surroundings and he attempted on more than one occasion to pretend that it would never come to an end. But all things grand and lovely were never meant to last…

He watched as the soft glimmer of starlight reflected across the water and he delighted in the translucent glow it shed along the gentle curves of Lena’s face. For the first time in his life, Atlas saw what numerous others had seen in him and enjoyed the sweet touch of the Gods as they shone up from the ocean’s reflection.  Where the stallion wore his beauty outwardly, Lena expressed it from within. Never before had he met another like her and knew that, somehow, he would never encounter the likes of her again. Atlas was an indulgent man who took and spent what he liked, but those that were willing to afford him such gluttonous behaviors were nothing like the heavenly creature before him. Her innocence and purity lanced through him like a brittle blade, taking with it the stitches and bandaged security he’d manage to patch together as his own. To Atlas, Lena was beautiful not for her plainness or her soft manner, but for her involuntary kindness and fragile strength.  She was like the wind that howled through the vacant valleys of the very mountains her songs mimicked, so free.

Again, he longed to rob her of that utter freedom she embodied, but instead directed his bi-colored gaze toward the moon above. His breath caught shallowly in his throat as she regarded him, the weight of her stare opening wounds across his skin, unseen. Somehow he felt bear and vulnerable beneath her careful observation, though he could not pretend that her fascination was so compelled, but more imagined. Yet, somewhere in the pit of his longing there remained a selfish want for her curiosity and her attention. Atlas desired nothing more than to be desired or to be an object of interest to those he too admired.  It was greed and arrogance that drove him to such lengths, but that very sensitivity was rarely discussed or truly noticed.

When at last Lena spoke, her voice projecting across the star-riddled surf, Atlas did not falter. Instead, he bent toward her, his eyes turning loosely across the plains of her face, her neck. He imagined the darkness of the mountains and the silent chorus they sang in tune with the winds that often surged between their pregnant berths. The tune was rich and low in his mind, but it quickly changed to follow the subtle notes that Lena pressed between his own waiting lips. For a mere second they parted, silently shaping around the scales that he couldn’t, himself, sing.

Atlas thought of the rain too and the way it smelled when the forest was ripe in spring. Again he attempted to utter the sounds that came to him, but only silence bowed from the hard curvature of his mouth. He felt at a loss. It was as if Atlas had spent his whole life focusing only on the sound of his own beating heart while the world sang sweet melodies all around him. The stallion would never admit to his own preference for solidarity, but that had been the first time Atlas had ever considered the sounds of the world at large. Lena had shown that to him and suddenly a feeling of unobstructed freedom swelled from deep within… and he desired more.

There was a great pause that surfaced thereafter, though it was not due from tension or misunderstanding, just quiet, unequivocal thought. Atlas had never been struck by another’s wisdom so thoroughly, so passionately, because that was how Lena spoke of her songs and her laurels. Even as the stallion’s name rolled effortlessly from her tongue, he noticed the certainty in the syllables. What was it that gave her breath, gave her the right to live so comfortably within her own skin? Hadn’t Atlas ever been that way?

He thought back to when he’d first arrived in Helovia and the horses he’d met since then… They’d all been too distracted by him to truly understand the farce that he was. Atlas was loud and opinionated, bold and yet not courageous. Those were all things he could only hope to be and all things that his well-crafted façade could momently afford. He hated his own indecency, but could not seem to find a way around it… it had become too ingrained, too fixed into the fibers of his being. As he deliberated such truths, he studied the stars above as they stared back at him. They were beautiful, mysterious, and utterly silent… why couldn’t Atlas be the same?

“I hear sadness… Does that make a sound?”

I used to hope I’d die a hero. `
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Run towards the stars, or make them shine. Fight the tide, until the day we die.

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Lena the Songbird Posts: 663
Aurora Basin Time Mender atk: 4 | def: 10.5 | dam: 6.5
Mare :: Unicorn :: 15.3 :: 6 HP: 69 | Buff: NOVICE
Imogen :: Common Kitsune :: Fire Heather
#7
  The silence rang, almost deafening to her ears. She’d wanted to hear his thoughts, his sentiments, on songs and tunes, on strains and verses, on the nuances and motions he felt float across the earth. A moment or two passed before Lena thought she’d been mistaken; that all her arias and soft hums and floating choruses had been a mistake, and she’d already chased away the stars melded and molded to his frame. Her smile faltered, wondering if she should fold it away and save it for a day she couldn’t possibly ruin, her eyes took to the ground, and Imogen shifted between her legs, but naught else transpired. Perhaps they were all too lost, and none of it truly mattered. Maybe a melody was just a melody, and didn’t persevere amongst all hearts and souls. Maybe harmony was just a silly enchantment she harbored and no one cared to love, cherish, and honor it as she – for there were better things to do than sing and dance and waltz upon reflections of the sky. Maybe the earth only music for those with who wanted to hear it, and she’d played a part of an instrumental accord, meant for serenading, meant for orchestras, but nothing more.
 
But then his voice finally emerged, and she followed its strands, its features, its rubble and ruin, to where he stared at the heavens, to where all the flickering constellations joined and flared.
 
He heard sadness. He touched sorrow. He flanked desolation. She knew all those sounds intimately; the piercing lament, the miserable dirge, the haunting requiem. She understood how they lingered deep down into one’s bones and through their skin, how the sonnets changed into pyres, how they curled and carved like mutinous heathens down into the fathoms of one’s heart. They could pry and distort, mangle and tether, shackle and lock, leaving the essence of melancholy and despondency in nearly every wake – but not if the listener altered their views.
 
You are worthless, her mother had said, and it’d been the first ballad of heartache blooming within her young, fragile mind. But she’d overcome, ran rampant against an unseen enemy, pursued the noxious spirits floating through her core – and then, sometimes faltered just as blatantly into the gallows, immersed and entrenched in the poisonous vectors of her existence.
 
The contemplations were searing, scorching, and unwinding, intrigue incensed, curiosity kindled. So what made him ache and hear the columns of gloom and misery? What had he seen, heard, or touched? What horrors plagued him? What memories damned him? What consigned a celestial body to oblivion? What did the stars worry about? What allured and beguiled and twisted the heavens? All the queries floated through her mind, varnished and tarnished, too heavy to be asked, too heady to be ignored. Lena’s eyes followed his, across the wild, luminescent ramparts, the corridors of midnight blue and brilliant, blinding whims, pondering over the weight of happiness and how long it took to embrace it – and then watch as it broke away almost instantly. Her voice did the same, lacquered in their sweet melody even as the truth shuttered and shattered, gaze never leaving his spellbinding frame. “It does.” She didn’t sigh or quiver, tremble or shudder, in the wake of the truth. She’d heard the sounds of regret and misery too many times to waver in its stroke, in its finesse. Daringly, perhaps with too much audacity, too much boldness, her maw reached out to touch and caress his shoulder (wondering what stars felt like, the tangibility of gods and heavens), a supportive nuance, lips gracing the air with more refinement, with practiced ease of a soul who’d been wounded and barbed and thorned over and over again. “But you can change its tune.” Whether he wanted to or not would be the true question – if he aspired to swim against the current, if he yearned to escape the weight of melancholy and sorrow, if he wanted to do more than wallow in wretchedness.




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LENA
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#8

Like ships, their bows met abreast. She was a vessel anchored against the sun while he was a mere schooner adrift amidst the wide sea. Somehow they’d come to find one another, their sails turned away from the careful gales of destiny. Whatever or wherever they were meant to be appeared to be all but persuaded, and yet time afforded them small rewards-- tiny inklings of wonder to be dispersed when at last they parted ways. Atlas was not so fooled as to think himself taken by the mare, but certainly fascinated by her virtue and abstraction, her honesty and unwavering conviction. Around Lena, Atlas was a tempest rising with the tide and swathing her in the darkness of his chaotic splendor. He considered himself too wild and too primitive for her graces and yet that selfishness, that self-worship, and undying need to appease his own desires would not let her pass unscathed.

It was as if she had grown to him, a flower pressed against his neck that entwined itself amid the midnight colored locks of his hair. Atlas relished the feel and journeyed to enjoy the sounds of her voice, for it embodied many tunes and beautiful symphonies. Lena was a wonder that captured his favor and, if summoned, could make even the celestial beast bend knee before her.  Never before had the man’s affections been so influenced and at times he was forced to believe that the mare herself was enchanted.

Her severity and wisdom had bewitched him, though he fought against the whimsical charm of her song. When again she allowed for the fracturing of their silence, Atlas paused to contemplate her-- the simplest of answers and yet the most alluring. He wanted to know of the feeling such a tune entailed, because it was something he detected in her wary smile. Perhaps he was presumptuous or merely eager to see in Lena what he liked, but there was something in the subtle curve of her lips, the soft pooling of skin around her eyes as they shuttered in and out of the moonlight, that spoke of sorrow. Atlas himself had never been so emotional nor had he been slighted by the grief of anything quite so cumbersome, but he sympathized for those ridden by such heaviness. Perhaps it was only that he lacked that honest feeling that drove his companions… that freedom to wear his heart upon a tattered sleeve.

As he mused over his own foolish woes, he nearly missed the changing of Lena’s quiet face, the careful bending of her shoulders as she reached out to touch him. Her muzzle was velveteen and it sent a warm wave of comfort across his skin, electric. Slowly, he turned to face her, confused and bewildered by her closeness, but finally accepting… overjoyed. The decadence of flesh upon flesh was not unfamiliar to Atlas and he welcomed it more often than not. Yet, Lena did not appear to him a woman that freely gave what others considered small favors. As she again returned to her own warmth and personal being, Atlas watched her unabashed. He wished to return her touch, but could not find the courage to violate her, fearing that she would flee. He worried that if he ruined her momentary braveness that she would close her pages to him once and for all.

Do you speak from experience?” he questioned with genuine sincerity. So much had changed him and so much had been taken and given so aimlessly before. But the time Atlas had spent with Lena was endearing to him, a token to be kept close to heart. Though he wished her always by his side, to lead his wayward thoughts to true and trusted walks, he knew that there was little fortune in his life… and to be awarded such fine companionship would never be his fate.

I used to hope I’d die a hero. `
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Imogen :: Common Kitsune :: Fire Heather
#9
   Her heart was a beautiful, enchanted thing, and she wore it everywhere. It was freeing, it was loving, it was inviting, and no matter how many times it’d been battered, bruised, or brutalized, it still maintained the vigilant, tender caress of warmth and delight. It was scarred and pierced, punctured and scorched, but remained eternally benevolent, everlastingly compassionate. Perhaps it had trouble seeing the wretchedness of others, the lacquer of havoc, the fiendish outcry of demons and infidels, or maybe it was just strong, beloved, unafraid and undaunted by the way empires marauded and kingdoms presided. While her mind was not as liberated, not as unchained, the affable embrace she shared with the rest of the realms was always clearly defined by the dulcet whims of her kindness, the sparks of her generosity, the captivation of her charity. She loved and loved and loved, even when the world didn't love her back. When the favor wasn’t returned, when she was scoffed at, ignored, spurned or rejected, the beatific rapture never strayed, never fell completely apart. She simply wouldn’t allow it. It was the only figment of her that always resounded, always burned – bright and brilliant, glittering and alluring, beguiling and bewitching.
 
The Songbird’s eyes glanced over fine sinew and satin constellations, blinked at twilight and its sparkling, dazzling waves, gazed at galaxies and their fine, nimble luminescence, before etching her way towards the stare taking her in. One by one they must’ve sketched each other, puzzling, admiring, struggling to decipher the enigmas, the twists and turns, the beckoning nuances and the capricious whims in between. She could paint a canvas of glorious labyrinths sprinkled with starlight, and she’d guess his true essence was found along the darker contortions, then bounding over rims of sanctity, of heavens, of guiding, hopeful layers when he felt the need, when his mind had led him astray and his fervors had met an end. The nymph tilted her crown to study him better, to read along the columns of muscle and skin, to delve past all the lacquer buried amidst diamonds and sky; but she didn’t pry any further, not when she knew the weight of thorns and the hushed, immoral cry of iniquity. It wasn’t her place. Her maw slipped away from his shoulder, fascinated, lured, and drawn from where it’d touched stellar rays and moonlit pariahs, ears flicking, Imogen lurking, while he proclaimed a single query.
 
Lena’s experiences were her own – she kept them nestled behind lock and key, along primrose paths and nettled valleys so when she relived them the pain was almost as certain, almost as conniving, as the first venture. He wouldn’t want to know of all the mistakes she’d made, all the tribulations she’d encountered, all the foolish, selfish actions she’d managed to conspire, then call to fruition. Some were trivial, some were brutal, some were bittersweet, and some were acidic, clawing, grasping, wretched, immoral things (burning across the Endless Blue, slashing at Gods, being taken from her home and absconded into the Hidden Falls). But she’d managed, through so many times and trials and deviances, to rise above the water, the waves, the tides threatening to drown her – because she was the Songbird, she was sylph, she was pixie, and she was determination wreathed in sonnets, stanzas, and symphonies. The only time she’d truly be conquered was when her breath stilled and her heart ceased to beat.
 
But she wouldn’t play this game of sharing secrets. Lena easily set them aside, as if they were nothing, when they’d actually shaped her foundation, when they’d actually riddled and ensconced her in so much sin, in so much virtue. Her eyes met his again, and she was all mischief, all fey, all imp, smiling and bestowing naught but the twinkle of her gaze and the smile set across her lips. “Perhaps.” She didn’t want him to know how inept she’d been. She didn’t want anyone in the world to realize how stupid, how cruel, or how ineffectual she was. The pixie played her part, dazzling and serene, tranquil, beating her wings, clasped and concealed, walled against those who dared to look in. Fairy and light, ethereal and clear, tangible for only her frailest moments, Lena’s gaze remained and regarded his, bound for sagacity, for wisdom, giving and bestowing and granting all over again – more reality than pretense. “But the formidable don’t wallow in their melancholy for long. They triumph over sorrow. They prevail over desolation. They learn from their mistakes and try again.”
 
The truth slipped past her tongue and along her lips and out into the cool, evening breeze, where the crooning echoed and spilled over her mind, over her thoughts. Was that what she was doing now – learning from her mistakes and trying again – or was she repeating the same, afraid to stare too deeply into the pile, the rubble, of her flaws errors?
 
Her grin widened, never losing its brilliance, its incandescence, and the weight of her fine stare ensured he could conquer demons and fell foes. A symphony followed, unearthly, exquisite and refined, dipped in assurance, graced in gold and alacrity. “You look strong.”


her passions are made of nothing but the finest part of pure love
LENA
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Linds
#10

The many secrets sealed behind her gentle demeanor were evident in the way she spoke, her words soft and subtle, forever denying Atlas his curiosities. What were they now that their boundaries had been forged, erected tall against one another despite the eerie desire to see them felled? Atlas wished to tumble over the rocks of her vacant shores and wander the sands beyond, cradle her warmth against his chest, and fret over the many troubles that remained unspoken. In an involuntary effort to understand and to see beneath her flesh and the ideas Lena meant everyone else to see, the stallion pressed forward, his muzzle dipped toward the astral seawaters that impersonated his smile. Though, as his eyes turned downward toward his reflection, all that he could decipher was the fiery blaze of color that glared back at him. In truth, Atlas was an ugly creature that, when turned outside in, would alarm the delicate sensibilities of the lovely lady, Lena.

What did she see in him that caused her pause, compelled her to stay when others had gone? He would be a liar if he denied his flowering attraction, that primitive interest that goaded the fires of all men. It often overcame him, flourishing in private moments of fantasy that remained ever secret to the prying of forward ladies. Yet, his tongue felt loose now, almost drawn from his lips as he shared such vulnerable moments with the innocence of a woman so proper, so grand. Lena stood a fortress before him, a mystery that his eager will could not bend nor sway. With time, he thought, she might reveal herself to him—her thoughts, her dreams, her mere words. Atlas longed for as much.

However, Atlas longed for many things. He longed for travel, for adventure, for sights that others had not seen. The last he’d seen Helovia, he’d been stifled and ill-fit to tether himself to the great responsibilities of family, of friends, of promises that he’d been too vain to keep. Though, he missed those days admittedly, if only for the kind faces he’d met and the celebratory words he’d shared. Of course, he’d only been a jest back when… a sheer illusion of wayward behavior and silver tongue. A small smile touched his lips at the thought, but it quickly faded in favor of turning attention to Lena.

Always vague, perhaps evading him for good reason, the mare was hesitant to voice her answer without reservation. She puzzled him. Instead of delving into the waters, she desired to tread upon them, twirling about while Atlas simply intended to drown. They were certainly polar opposites—she the earth and he the stars— but together they were two powerful forced combined. “Then I should think you formidable,-” Atlas stated with a soft, but growing smile. He did not want to indulge in games this time, but the way in which Lena spoke hinted toward the cryptic bindings of her life. She was indirect, intelligent, but ultimately stronger than he’d thought. “-and believe that second chances are worth the laboring.”

Clearly, Lena had endured much in her lifetime, things Atlas couldn’t presently imagine given her ability to overcome and conquer her woes. Yet, he’d see her tongue unraveled… her hurts betrayed. Perhaps it would not happen in a day, in a month, in a year, but Atlas wondered if she would keep him close, a friend… or whatever her heart desired. The stallion reveled in her humor and her smile, captivated by her compliments and talent for distraction. He hadn’t missed her willingness to move from topic, but was content to let her lead the way. “Is that so? Flattery is certainly uplifting when given by such fine company.” Though he suspected her kind graces held duel meaning… Atlas couldn’t yet decipher the alternative.

I used to hope I’d die a hero. `
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Imogen :: Common Kitsune :: Fire Heather
#11
She’d done it again – easily, swiftly, keenly, carefully crafted walls and fortifications, ramparts and munitions, castles and blockades. Her constructions were always beautiful measures of secrets and enigmas, furtive veils, specious screens, a soulful smile, an extension of warmth, a dance, a twirl, a sway of compassion and diligence, gentle charades and singsong serenades. They hid away all of her foolish notions, her whimsical airs, her dastardly, ineffectual actions, and the lines of stupidity all sketched so obviously behind her gates. Behind her barriers, she was all worthlessness and ineptitude, all treachery and weakness, vile, nettled, and thorned, longing for purpose, for absolution, and struggling to stay afloat. Try as they might, she’d never truly let anyone in; her grins were sometimes tangible nothings, sometimes pretenses to keep everyone at bay, sometimes confirmation of hope and buoyancy when her heart was weighed down by tragedy and loss. She guarded, she protected, she shielded herself from disappointments and disillusions – watched as many disappeared, as many died, as motives and pursuits slowly fell apart. The Songbird never pried for fear they would do the same to her – never asked about those clandestine sonnets traced along someone’s brow, never inquired about why they’d left or what they craved or what they sought out in the brave, unsettled world. She was always afraid someone would conduct the same interview, and her hidden wares and wars would suddenly embark on their own flight, no longer tied, no longer tethered. She was not innocent, and she was not vile, but lord, she was somewhere in between (weak one day, strong and stalwart the next, never falling apart in front of another in case they’d seen all the fragility in her horrid ruin). Even Roland, who had seen her at her worst, who had watched her crawl into selfish oblivion, into wants and desires, hadn’t known everything about her quiet, unsung laurels, her presence within invasions, her ascension into violence and torment, and the erosion of her mercurial soul. Her masks were perfected, her seals were enchanted, and some, like the past Thief, like companions nestled in the snow, simply didn’t try to pull the threads apart. They had their own concoctions, their own measures, their own schemes and ruses; the icy shackles were a welcome respite to the legions of truth-tellers and speculators. So when she spread her love around, when she showed the earth her deep, diligent devotion to the mountains, to the peaks, to the valleys, to her allies and compatriots and every other essence she’d come across, it was never fully returned. Because she wasn’t open, because she wasn’t revealed and vulnerable and bare, neither was anyone or anything else.
 
That was the way it remained, chiseled and firm, sculpted and defined.
 
But Atlas was playing on her cryptic snares, touching on the wires, poking and prodding, almost absentmindedly, as if testing their strength and might. Her eyes carefully watched his movements and motions, waiting for a striking scythe or a battering ram harpooned her way, a ladder dropped over her intricate labyrinth. But all she received was a warm smile, a gaze towards the reflecting puddles, a cool, autumn breeze and a heart pounding (hers, drumming and treacherous). Then a smattering of compliments she likely didn’t deserve; her mind rebutted them, but her body retained its firm polish, forgoing the blush blossoming and springing over her cheeks. She’d meant to extend her acclaims and commendations towards him and his endurance, his trials and triumph over them, the fortitude and ability to overcome more, and Lena shook her head in fey disagreement, laughing all the while. Her eyes cast back to his, sparking and igniting over the wiles and lines of his starry complexion, struck by the beguiling lures, by the thought of releasing some parts of herself to someone (and what would they think, when they saw who she truly was? What she’d come from and what she’d become?), by the alluring nature of galaxies and heavens. The Mender would never be a fascinating revelation, would never be a dazzling specimen of achievement; but maybe, perhaps, she could be a guide, a sage of perseverance.
 
Is that what he wanted in life? To pursue, to dream, to catch what he hadn’t clasped before? And if she asked, if she pried just a little, would he do the same to her, and she’d be back into the miserable old fold? Or could she give one aspect of herself to someone else (she thought she had before – was fairly certain her heart had been taken and left with a golden vessel and blue eyes, but it kept thudding in her chest, warm and unrestrained)? Her lips pressed together, uncertain, debating, and she could’ve sworn Imogen arched a foxy brow and chirped in accordance. She molded a careful, radiant breath, polished in melody, in effervescence, in heartfelt ambiguity, enveloping her words in a beautiful, illuminated smile. “What do you intend to do with your second chance?”


her passions are made of nothing but the finest part of pure love
LENA
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Outcast atk: 3.5 | def: 9.5 | dam: 7
Stallion :: Unicorn :: 16.2 HH :: 5 HP: 64.5 | Buff: NOVICE
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#12

Beautiful and yet broken.

If he’d had any sense to put it all together, Atlas would have realized the kind of creature he’d stumbled upon amid the plain of stars. He would have pressed her to heart like the stitches he bore there and tickled the fine threads that bourgeoned between them. Of course, his affections, too child-like and inexperienced, went unstated, weeds drifting into the wind. He watched as they spiraled before him, only to delight in the way they perished shortly after. Who was he to kid anyhow? He wasn’t a man made to marvel the feminine attitude, but one more beset by their physical charms… Was that a behavior that had become apparent since meeting Lena or was she still as blissfully unaware of the rogue’s intimate preferences? It was that surmounting self-damnation that compelled him to pull away, briefly, both emotionally and outwardly as well. Atlas had come to abhor those parts of himself and yet couldn’t find reason enough to dispel his outlandish amenities, at least not presently. Perhaps it was a feat better left to old age when at last his demons came to collect their retribution.

On a dime, that seeming carelessness, childishness, and foolhardy sense of wonder became shrouded in the mists of doubt. He had reached for the very mountain caps in hopes of revealing something otherworldly about the fair Lena, but she thwarted him at every turn, too witty and perhaps too clever to fall for even his best antics. There was something she guarded, a secret or two that could not be unwedded by his playfulness alone, but something more-- something less desirable on his part and clearly anticipated on hers. Whatever the motive, Atlas bore it little mind… He was just as quiet as the heavens that most of Helovia prayed to. His contemplation was easily defined in the narrowing of his gaze and the tilting of his chin—he didn’t expect much from the mare, but he hadn’t thought she’d render him nothing at all. Perhaps it was just that he then stood all too indifferent, a boy being tricked by a sly maid.

Was it any wonder that he could be swayed so easily from the momentary addiction caused from her touch? She was like a snare, wily and yet lovely, dangerous and yet so very beautiful. One had to be careful around such brilliance, for Lena was not common by any means. She was a creature well-crafted for the destruction of his kind, a weapon that could not only break his heart, but his mind, and that was an idea that stirred the man from pursuing her… just yet. The woman he’d taken up company with was one that required all or nothing, his whole, but never just half. It was something that he’d learned in the short time at her side and appreciated for its singular value. Whether or not Atlas was up for the task was certainly debatable however, because he’d never been too tethered to any one thing or any one agenda. That was not typically his nature. Yet, Lena left with him more than just a pleasant taste, but an overwhelming, delightful sensation.

She spoke of second chances and of lives that Atlas himself had not yet lived, but there were still answers upon his tongue that wanted nothing more than to be heard by her ear. Was that a friendship, a relationship, which the man now desired? Was that a part of the second chances she spoke of? He wasn’t sure—it felt like a trap somehow, another circle in which she twirled around him while he fell easily under her spell. “You’re looking at it,” he stated while staring intently at her face, her eyes,and her lips as they curved. In truth, he didn’t know what to make of second chances so much as new beginnings, and Lena was just that, a new and wonderful beginning that he feared would make all beginnings dull by comparison. Her puzzle-like framework had betwixt and beguiled him, ensnared and utterly overwhelmed him. If second chances were as empowering as he’d made them seem, then certainly Lena would understand the brevity of his answer. This was his attempt at friendship and whatever lurked beyond. This was his new beginning.

"And what of you? How will you spend your second chance?" 

I used to hope I’d die a hero. `
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Lena the Songbird Posts: 663
Aurora Basin Time Mender atk: 4 | def: 10.5 | dam: 6.5
Mare :: Unicorn :: 15.3 :: 6 HP: 69 | Buff: NOVICE
Imogen :: Common Kitsune :: Fire Heather
#13
The intricate, woven threads spread over the silly, fumbled stitches appeared to have worked their charm – her walls remained standing and upright, barely dissolved, cast as stone and not rebel rubble. Charismatic ties and appealing grace kept her afloat, kept her aloft, kept her from swinging down into the burrows of the unknown, of the uncertain, of the blinding, fleeting glimpses of what could be and what she’d once had, what she’d grasped before everything seemed to crumble, bit by bit, until there was naught but her hate mirrored in dastardly reflections. She didn’t want him to see the nuances of selfishness sprung between her heart and curled around her edges. She didn’t want the world to know, to witness, to comprehend the magnitude of ineffectualness behind the benevolence and kindness, smoldering past the stalwart tunes and the mellifluous arts. The nothingness was safer; all paltry rimes and glorious, silly moments sprinkled on puddles and drops of nocturne, forgotten, tucked away, never quite treasured, never quite remembered for the vulnerability, for the weakness, for the layers nestled underneath. She could smile and admire, he could grin and stare, and they could part without confidences unraveled, without betraying their facets, without provoking great, grand, furtive wiles (but wasn’t it sad, she thought, that no one would truly know her? That those who’d watched her cross over meadows, who’d seen her hunt down herbs or strike against foes, had no idea where she’d been or what she’d done, how she’d faltered, stumbled, and rose, valiant but scorned, staunch but tarnished? And was that even a noteworthy story to tell? Did she matter in the slightest? Was she just a speck on the horizon? A blip on the scene?)

Her smile still remained as her gaze strayed from stars and oeuvres, masterpieces and opuses, to the heights and scenes beyond the expressive abyss. She listened for his answer, for a puzzle unfurling from its stellar beams and virile spells, expecting simplicity, for naught, for a morsel, a sprig, of silliness or impishness, as if his grin held nothing else, as if these were just passing, fleeting whims of autumn and recklessness. But his reply startled her out of the strange reverie, so much so that slivers of her pixie, fairy, fey mask fell, her eyes widened, her jaw parted, and the breath she was unaware of holding loosened from her lips.

You’re looking at it.

Lena’s mind pulsed and her heart ached and somewhere in the middle, her sentiments, her thoughts, drew a firm, tangible line. Even while a fair dusting of pink rushed over her cheeks, even as her eyes stared back into his own – caught, enticed, seized – she balked and fought and impeded. He couldn’t possibly mean her or them or anything else transpiring between the twilight and the constellations, the alluring, beguiling, spellbinding figure he chiseled and the fluttering speculations grasping at her thoughts. Perhaps he alluded to the entangling wind and the prosperous gaze of the moon, perhaps he was admitting his adoration of the beautiful, enchanting lands they stood upon, or perhaps he just came up with something to trick, deceive, and drive back her own line of duplicities – but as his gaze remained utterly, wholly fixated on her, she realized her own self-deceptions were flimsy at best.

Why couldn’t he see she wasn’t deserving of him? Of anyone?

Hadn’t she told Roland she wasn’t worthy of him? Hadn’t he learned as they traveled between ghosts and mirrors, as they meandered past wraiths and phantoms, indulgences of the past and fruitions of the future, that she was pathetic, shameful, and despicable? Wasn’t that why he’d left her all those seasons ago, locked and quartered away where no one could’ve found her, where she could’ve withered away, desolate, forlorn, trapped by her own foolishness?

Atlas, all stars and reveries, all gallantry and so many other unseen things, didn’t need to be snagged, snarled, or barbed because of her demons.

(But she couldn’t lie to herself – that the temptation was there, lurking and lingering, pushing past the raptures and the delicacies, the molten pathways she’d simmered and spoiled so many times – to think, to believe, to trust someone out there thought she was…)

She’d ruined it though, sang too many warbles, too many tunes, too many melodies. It wasn’t fair to drag someone else down into her trials and tribulations, into those monstrous incantations, into those treacherous, sinister reaches, and she said as much, quiet and distant, scaling more walls and fluttering near enclosed gates. “Don’t waste your opportunities on me,” the Songbird sung with hardly a harmony at all.

And then how she’d spend her second chance, as if she’d hadn’t foiled so many before. Her first had been meandering across the World’s Edge and believing it was to always be theirs – and then becoming so steadfastly warped, so utterly unraveled by danger and brutality. Her second could’ve been when they marched back into her old lands, in pursuit of vengeance and justice (because that’s what she’d told herself as she reached into the throng of mist and fog and tried to destroy another). Her third…her fourth…they all sparked and sizzled, failed and flopped, despite her perseverance, despite her determination, despite all the magnitude of her sweet, blessed heart. Her achievements were miniscule, but her failures were overwhelming. “I’ve already spent it, and likely the third and fourth too.” Her smile reappeared, but it was heavy and burdened, never reaching her eyes, never bearing the heartfelt whims she’d always yearned to proclaim.

The enticing, sultry urge, the impulse, surged again though, blistering and scorching, unwinding and emboldening, touching, stroking, caressing those mercurial, capricious inclinations, and she sighed. Her eyes lingered, traced, sketched over his frame as if compelled to brush the infinite galaxies resting there, the dreams, the notions, the what-ifs. Instead, she whispered, she murmured, she curled back over into the midnight splendor, and cruelly wished for more – the allusion pulsed, pervaded, took and stole. “It would be nice to chase the stars, though.”


her passions are made of nothing but the finest part of pure love
LENA
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Atlas Posts: 54
Outcast atk: 3.5 | def: 9.5 | dam: 7
Stallion :: Unicorn :: 16.2 HH :: 5 HP: 64.5 | Buff: NOVICE
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#14

If she’d been an ice cap, a cold and frigid thing too icy to be budged, Atlas would have lit a fire. If she’d been a cautious gale, one better meant to ride the tide out across the vast ocean swells, Atlas would set his sails. His curiosity had been piqued and his growing sense of wonder was still ballooning to greater heights, if only because Lena had given him breath. Atlas was a sensible man, an intelligent creature that stood no stranger to affairs of the heart or the mind. Whether he had been touched by his desires or otherwise still remained unclear, but there was one thing he knew for certain, and that was his need to uncover the secrets presented from those painted lips. In truth, it was likely a fool’s mission, but Atlas was also no stranger to playing such a part. His heart guided him where his mind could not… and he never thought to question his motives before taking the plunge.

He didn’t care for the way she balked at his sentiments or the way that her eyes found him equally dismayed. Yet, that momentary lapse in judgement was short-lived and his demeanor restored not long after. Atlas was familiar with many emotions, but shame and guilt were not often among them- especially when he still felt his second chance was standing before him. Lena represented more to him than a friendly face, but instead a shattered being attempting to walk a road toward repairing her life. She had insinuated as much in his opinion, even if she hadn’t articulated it in as many words. Her secrets and her guarded nature were telling enough and Atlas saw himself reflected there, a kindred soul sharing burdens untold. But what then was the man hiding that caused him so much grief?

He had left so many things—lovers, friends, family, responsibility… Was it any wonder he’d come and gone without as much as a single goodbye? Who did he hold dear that would have cared to see him go? His youth had been enchanting for a boy of his age, but the recklessness and the wild abandon had outgrown him, or he it. Either way, Atlas was still trying to find footing, find reasons to simply stay… In his desperation, he believed he’d manage to find something, anything, to keep him earthbound… and here it was.

He hadn’t the words to explain it or any foundation on which to build his aspirations, but they had begun to cement themselves within. Walls had brought them together and could possibly rip them apart, but Atlas was willing to overlook Lena’s chilling response if only to give himself a reason to linger… It was irrational and perhaps utterly unfounded, but at least it was a start… to something. “Who said I was wasting them?” he questioned stoically. The man felt no desire to explain himself or his decisions, at least not when they were pressed against unwilling ears. Instead, he shifted lightly to stretch out his stiffening joints, unfazed. Did it matter to her that he would forever remain unmoving, a creature now devoted to a cause he couldn’t quite name? It wasn’t love –no, not yet- and it wasn’t an idea –though he wished it were-, but another entity altogether. It was a promise to do this one thing for another, someone other than Atlas himself.

Lena was damaged in some way or perhaps just struggling through the trials of life alongside him… Whatever she was hiding, whatever it was that she kept close to heart, was something that obviously caused her pain. Her answers were as cryptic as his own desires, but at least he wouldn’t let them find voice enough to confuse and mislead her. Of that he remained true…

“It’s a good thing that life is full of chances then, wouldn’t you say?” he replied while studying her soft smile. Everything about her was soft and it worried him that anything so delicate could ever suffer at the hands of fate or otherwise.

He would stay.

She mused for a time thereafter and Atlas was content to follow suit. If she was the road that led him toward redemption, then so be it. Lena would be his guide. But could he trust her to take up such a role? Surely with a little prodding she could be maneuvered to such a position… and Atlas had never been one to take “no” for an answer, at least not without a fight. As he watched her studying him, he smiled at her remark- it wouldn’t take much. “I’ll chase them with you.” He turned then, his star-kissed pelt shimmering against the light of the waning moon, and smiled wide. Lena wouldn’t have to run far- he’d already pulled the stars from the heavens just for her… if only because she’d given him something to believe in.

I used to hope I’d die a hero. `
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Lena the Songbird Posts: 663
Aurora Basin Time Mender atk: 4 | def: 10.5 | dam: 6.5
Mare :: Unicorn :: 15.3 :: 6 HP: 69 | Buff: NOVICE
Imogen :: Common Kitsune :: Fire Heather
#15
The nymph knew every sketch determination courted, every fine line it etched into sceneries and canvases, amongst livelihoods and minds, upon livelihoods and souls. The hues had always been beautiful, wondrous things – earthen browns and gilded wares, bright, luminescent shards of a greater whole, blinding and binding, shattering and cosmic, gifts from a greater, higher devotion. They touched her heart and left her breathless, wanting, when she was at her worst, and lifted her spirits into gallantry, into perseverance, into virtue, when she was at her best. The fairy lived her life in steadfast, stalwart degrees and decrees: hastening benevolence and generosity where belligerence bled across stones and ruin, promising diligence and persistence despite iniquity pulsing and unwinding its way through all of them. She smiled when the world churned out more bloodshed, more turmoil, and she prayed to the stars, to the sun, to the skies, for a chance, for a moment of respite amongst riotous dins. She sang every nuance of her hopes and dreams, of her sonnets and laurels, of her stanzas and graces, in hopes that someone, anyone would hear it and be altered, changed, magnified by poise, by resolve, by a magnitude other than savagery and brutality.

It was simply odd to see it hurtled back upon her.

She’d met the stubborn and the tenacious, lived amongst their thresholds for what seemed like centuries, deemed a part of the obstinate, frozen clan of powerful, staunch foes – but left to their own devices, left to their creeds and oaths, they’d never done her wrong. Each was a quiet sentinel, a pervading force, an overwhelming bastion of potential, pernicious prowess, but they listened, heeded her words, embraced her songs, or simply stared at her as she showed them kindness and respect, as she sewed, mended, and tended to their wounds. She’d been minstrel and dove, fay and nightingale, lark and ardency, passion and devotion, and they’d been silent compatriots, bestowing her peace, her freedom, her secrets.

But this one, the beast composed of heavenly forms and sparkling orbs was not heavenly at all; failing to flicker away from her attempts, from her serpentine motives, from her silly nuances and enigmatic rigor. He even seemed irked, irritated, just for brief moments, that she told him not to persist, not to waste his time, his chances, his moments of opportunity on her barbed, nettled, thorned frame. She didn’t know what to say to him after that, how to act, what to do, because after all her time, patience, and incantations, he still rebuffed them, acted as if there was naught for spells and weavings, for the veils and taffeta crossing over woven lines. Her head tilted away, and her body followed suit, pillars angling through puddles of rain and nightfall, feeling completely, utterly uncertain, enticed, and forlorn all at once.  “I don’t want you to regret-,” her voice, tender and broken, whittled away at the end, and she strung more silence, more hushed laments, into the particles of twilight. She’d severed serenity just as easily as she’d embraced it.

Why? was all she could ask herself, was all that echoed through her mind, twisting and coiling and distorting the segments of her joy, of her ebullience. Why did he pursue her, when she had so little to offer, when she had naught of worth, when all she’d ever done in life was try, try, try, and fail; riddling the world with more hypocrisy? Why couldn’t he simply leave her alone as the rest of the realm had done – grin, gleam across the surface, and not try to fold her back into her wicked, nefarious cage? Why couldn’t he see that she wasn’t worth all this time, all this patience, all these promises?

Lena wanted to though – wanted to believe she had more chances, more shards, more luck and fortune headed her way – because she’d chased it for so long, held it for just a few, beautiful moments, only to have it snatched and blooded and beaten away from her. At times life had been wretched (war, being stolen, snatched, captured, pestilence in the form of friends, war again), and at times life had been almost grand (meeting companions, cherishing those she beloved, holding a purpose in life). Perhaps she’d merely run out of the latter moments, hadn’t embraced them like she should’ve, hadn’t captured them in the right light, hadn’t enclosed them and wrenched them tight against her with all her might…

Life is full of chances… - but what if one had squandered so many of them?

Imogen pressed against her, along her forelegs and across their connection, brimming with more queries, with more responses, but the Songbird didn’t hear them, didn’t check them, too afraid of what lurked beneath.

She didn’t answer him at first. Her eyes merely glided along his frame, upon the sturdy, stalwart, gleaming enterprises of sun and moons and stars, like he’d been outlined in apertures and she should’ve been blinded by his figure eons before. The femme understood very little about him, couldn’t fathom his objectives, couldn’t figure out what crossed over his mind, but she did laugh, touch on the speck of merriment he proffered. She wasn’t sure whether to let him mold beside her until they were soil and sky, or to leave him behind, peel away on a notion of elemental dances and glimmering stardust, be a hushed glorification of midnight, a clandestine secret, never to be seen again. Both were enticing, both were beguiling, but only one was truly brave, rummaging past her heart and curling amongst the fronds and pinnacles of strength she’d stored away. Her eyes narrowed, speculating, scrutinizing, before turning away entirely, gesturing out into the nocturne reflections.  “Then you best keep up,” she nodded, winked, and sprinted out across the twilight splendor, Imogen following, so that they were earthen and ivory blurs against the scenery – and she didn’t look back. He was either true to his word or another charlatan, and she’d still be safe, still be secure, in her layers, folds, cloaks and daggers.


her passions are made of nothing but the finest part of pure love
LENA
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