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[OPEN] Losing

Caneo Posts: 133
Hidden Account atk: 7.5 | def: 10.5 | dam: 2.5
Stallion :: Unicorn :: 16.3h :: 6 years HP: 61 | Buff: NOVICE
Ophiria :: Dragon Snake :: None kae
#1

        Shh, shh.

        She speaks long before Caneo catches the vast curve of her shape, or the pale flickering of her many tongues. Her voice conjures memory, and like static on a screen, images of the past reel through his mind: himself, a glint of pale light like a fallen star; the bite of salt in his nose; the fear of the unknown and the soft curls of red surrounding another figure down the beach. Roland had worn autumn well and carried the sea in his eyes, so it is to the autumn sea Caneo journeys now. Uncertainty haunts his footsteps as it never did before, a lean and hungry thing grown huge by time and fat from loss.

        He is alone on the beach.

        Moonlight catches the narrow tip of his horn when at last he crests the dunes. Through several long breaths, he is a ghost, a creature of the present staring through the eyes of the past, and the sea crawls black and massive up ahead. Instinctive fear squirms through his body at the sight of her, but age and wisdom temper it to such a narrow sliver it all but disappears. Salt water means no harm; it is an empty body devoid of intention, moving only because the moon commands. And the moon is a hook in the sky above, and she laughs at him. For a brief instant, Caneo's eyes narrow and a sour expression flashes up through his pleasant features, but then it is gone and he tilts forward.

        No implication of intention forces urgency into his gait, so he meanders a while through the sand, gazing up every now and then at a star-studded sky. Eventually the frothy tips of the waves bite his toes and Caneo turns to move parallel to the ocean's course. She would grab him and pull him into her darkness if she could, but he does not fear the mindlessness of her grasp, and he stays well beyond its strongest point. He didn't come here for the ocean, anyway.

        When he tires of watching the moon rock on the waves, he turns his attention up the beach. The blue of his eyes is a little too keen for a casual observer, though he isn't certain if he expects what he wants to show up. It seems Helovia is full of other faces these days, things he learns without passion and eventually turns away from. Maybe it's a symptom of growing old, that he looks so fondly backward now. Maybe it's a terror for the future, and what awaits him. Caneo isn't philosopher enough to muse upon the topic. He only feels drawn to the places he once knew, as if the people he cherished will be there, as well. As if their ghosts are enough to pacify his heart.

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Eldala Posts: 64
Outcast atk: 5 | def: 9 | dam: 5.5
Mare :: Unicorn :: 14.0 hh :: 3yrs (Ages in Frostfall) HP: 63 | Buff: NOVICE
Capro :: Girgentana Goat :: None Goatfairy
#2





MOONLIGHT caresses the carmel mare's hide as her structure wanders parallel the ocean. Eldala had left her land neither for work nor in search of a meeting. Lately, life had been passing the mare by at the speed of a pelican diving for its dinner. The diving pelican might have missed her for its dinner but the impact with ocean had near drowned her soul. Her little being had been pushed around, torn apart, thrown into the surf, and pulled her back out again over the course of the last few months and her soul was heavy with the residual water.  When one has fallen into the ocean, with yet a long trek home, the only thing to do is  to find a place to plug in your blow dryer and proceed to blow away the wet.

Tonight, self-reflection was her chosen appliance and logic the thing to work through the tangles. She needed this serene silence in order to work it all through. The little mare's steps eroded behind her, forgotten in the night, while the path before her remained empty. All she had was the moment she was in; the feeling of the sand slipping away beneath her hooves, her hide becoming sticky with the salt, and her breath losing itself in the wind. Eldala, after a time, finds the tangles of fear and guilt lessening as her soul becomes more smooth. Still, she treads softly and contemplates what she really wanted to do with her life(Who among us could say to not have not done this same thing?).


It was in this speculative state that the mare wanders, vaguely playing in the shallow surf, until she finds herself to be no longer alone. Blue eyes had looked up at the most opportune moment for she was still a decent, non-offensive distance away. /Hey, good job Eldala, you didn't run into anyone this time!/ The stallion was taller than her(Though they all were, really) and much paler. From this distance she shallowly dips the peak of her structure and offers a quiet, "Good evening."




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Naerys Posts: 86
World's Edge Sleuth atk: 7 | def: 10 | dam: 4
Mare :: Pegasus :: 16.1 :: 3 :: Tallsun HP: 65.5 | Buff: NOVICE
Petyr :: Bornean Green Magpie :: Ashen Rottie
#3
WE ARE THE BEAUTIFUL MISTAKE

Time seems to pass exceedingly slowly. So much so, in fact, that had the filly held her breath for the seasons to pass she'd surely perish. It seemed as though her first birthday had been last week but try as she might to busy herself with any small tasks she could find, Helovia still has yet to find the end of Orangemoon and the beginning of Frostfall. The next Tallsun is still ages away. Of course, if she didn't want to grow up so quickly, so desperately then it would already be here and the girl would be screaming, clinging to the ghostly remains of her childhood. Instead, she longs for adulthood. For the chance to do something bigger, without the persistently overbearing presence of her mother questioning each and every step (which isn't entirely accurate but as a yearling that's precisely how it feels to her).

As darkness settles in, blanketing the land and many of its inhabitants with notions of sleep she watches her mother drift off in slumber while Hemlock disappears into the trees for an early evening hunt (he is an owl, after all; a nocturnal creature). For several moments she tries to sleep, closing her eyes and attempting to quiet her brain to allow the blissful silence of sleep overtake her. But once again, sleep eludes her - dancing just out of reach like some giggling, mischievous little sprite. She lacks the patience to endure it for long this particular evening and soon finds herself slipping quietly away from her small family unit. Petyr, tucked safely in his favorite tree, stays behind - perhaps so that he could keep careful watch over mother and alert the girl to the impending disaster or perhaps because he was simply comfortable. Regardless, Naerys didn't question it nor did she make any attempt to rouse her companion to join her in a nightly trek.

Just as her father before her, she found herself drawn to using the Edge's cliffs as a springboard to launch her into the sky. Especially while the air is fairly calm. She knew enough about her birthplace to know when the action would be ill advised and, to her delight, tonight is not one of those nights. Gleefully she leaps from the cliff with her large wings outstretched. She swoops and soars out over the ocean before once more turning south towards the beach where she'd met her favorite pirate. It was a place of fond memories for her; the seemingly endless stretches of dunes and, during the day, the sea of blue seemingly converges with the sky - consuming yet beautiful. Fortunately, her trip isn't a long one. Before her descent and subsequent landing on the soft sands, eyes of teal give a quick scan of the beach below her from the relative safety of the air.

And that's when she spies them. The first to catch her eye is the pale, lanky figure with... something glinting on its' forehead. The other, more clearly a unicorn, is smaller and a bit darker (though not so dark as Naerys herself). Seeing little of threat in either, the girl circles back around (well before she'd ever come close enough to fly over their heads) to land a comfortable distance away. Promptly folding her feathered wings, she turns back in their direction and shuffles through the soft sands towards them. Her approach is confident, betraying none of her hesitation at being outnumbered, and completely friendly despite her usual quietness. Leaving a respectful gap, the teal eyed girl glanced between the two then offered a gentle smile. "Hello. May I join you?" she inquires, hopeful that she wouldn't be spending this sleepless night on her own. And with her stillness, purple and white passionflowers grow and bloom from the sands around her hooves.

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Caneo Posts: 133
Hidden Account atk: 7.5 | def: 10.5 | dam: 2.5
Stallion :: Unicorn :: 16.3h :: 6 years HP: 61 | Buff: NOVICE
Ophiria :: Dragon Snake :: None kae
#4

        He isn't alone for long. In this land one rarely is. Whether this comforts or annoys him, Caneo still isn't sure. His head tilts when he first glimpses movement near the surf, and slowly the beats of his walk fade to nothing and his body turns just enough to tell the mare he notices her. In the dark and with the distance, his eyes pick out little but the pale stripes of her coat, the horn like a spire of bone jutting from her brow. She is a little thing with a color suited for daylight and the sway of autumn grass, but Caneo doesn't begrudge her his company. No; intrigue is a cool light in his gaze.

        "Good evening," is all she says, and because Roland lingers in his mind, Caneo smiles at her. It sits a little sharper on his features now than it did in youth, but conveys no ill intent. "Is it?" he returns, mild laughter playing in the smooth notes of his voice. Caneo's gaze breaks from the mare to the restless writhing of the sea. As for himself, he isn't sure; he failed to find what he wanted, but he has found something - someone - else. "Can't sleep?" he wonders. He has yet to meet one in Helovia who embraces his habits with any regularity. Sometimes they wander at night; sometimes they can't sleep; but he blinks now at the stars and thinks, with sorrow: no one hear know what they means.

        It is still a foreign sky. Only the moon is familiar, and he frowns at her, no longer stricken as he once was by love and wonder. Caneo has found better things to stake his heart on; warmer things. He's about to look at the mare again when something catches his eye: a darkness against the night, a quick-moving void in the stars. His ears stand up, and his tail twitches, betraying the quiet draw of tension all along his spine. It's too big to be a bird. One ear cocks back at the other unicorn, as if to ask you see that? but alert keeps him silent until the anomaly banks and begins to descend.

        And it is a winged horse. He ought to be accustomed to their oddness by now, but Caneo fears he will never be. Still far from relaxed, he gazes at the girl with something between concern and curiosity. Even in the darkness, she looks young: small, bony angles, awkward in all the ways of youth. Younger than himself and the other unicorn, for sure. Caneo's head cocks when she speaks. "Join us?" he repeats, clearly surprised. He turns to the other unicorn as if asking permission. When he looks at the winged girl again, his face is all concerned confusion. "Does your mama know you're out here?" And it might sound like genuine kindness to them, because they don't know how much Caneo hates mothers - or at least, mothers' propensity for trampling all perceived threats to their offspring. He has no desire to be a threat, or be trampled, so he regards the girl with an ounce more caution than is strictly necessary. If he's lucky, they'll think him a gentleman.

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Eldala Posts: 64
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Mare :: Unicorn :: 14.0 hh :: 3yrs (Ages in Frostfall) HP: 63 | Buff: NOVICE
Capro :: Girgentana Goat :: None Goatfairy
#5






HIS smile is friendly, though shows  age(she thinks), when he utters his response. "Is it?" with amusement. Her snow white peak tips to the side in query until she follows his gaze to the ever-moving ocean. Understanding suddenly, she chuckles, "Indeed, any night I can be near the ocean is a good night." Even in her rage, the ocean was a beautiful sight to behold. Anyhorse who spend a length of time about the body of salty water would come to fear or love that aspect of it..the uncertainty. /I suppose thats why I love it so; for the uncertainty. The near constant change of actions, of rebirth, are far superior to the death and decay of a forest. Really, what type of land a horse prefers says a rather lot about their personality./  Well, it was at least true for her. She loved somewhat consistent temperatures, or a basic home, but wanted everything else to be always new. /Really, how does one ever love having sameness their whole life?/  His next words are met more slowly, "Ahh, yes. It seems to have become somewhat of a pattern for me lately."  Her eyes broke the gaze this time and smiles a small smile out at the view. It was one of those bittersweet types of smiles too, none of that giddy bullshit.

She found, in this moment, that the homesickness no longer riddled her. A strange and freeing moment. The mare had just realized that this was now, undeniably, her home. The bittersweet remains of her past were washing away with the new tides. The unnamed stallion next to her seems to change his expression for a moment, about to speak, when a whoosh from above catches their attention. She acknowledges his body language with her own ear swivels and tense muscles until her optics see the form of a Pegasus take shape. Her structure visibly relaxes a bit for she half expects the form to belong to her Ivezho. In fact, she's rather surprised when she finds it is not her lover but, instead, a young filly. Her body still held the pretty, gangly style of the young and overall Eldala thought her to be fairly kind looking. Which, in turn, also made her share the stallion's clearly concerned thoughts(though she didn't know it yet). The last thing she wanted to do was anger a mother who'd been woken up in the middle of the night. She doesn't betray anything but a slight shrug and a "Sure."  at his expression. He utters her exact worries next. She feels compelled, then, to continue a bit, "Well, yes. We wouldn't want to upset you mother if she's worried about you."  It was the stallions walk they were interrupting, after all, she wasn't going to be one to  take control in this instance. She had every intention of taking somewhat of a backseat on this one.




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Naerys Posts: 86
World's Edge Sleuth atk: 7 | def: 10 | dam: 4
Mare :: Pegasus :: 16.1 :: 3 :: Tallsun HP: 65.5 | Buff: NOVICE
Petyr :: Bornean Green Magpie :: Ashen Rottie
#6
WE ARE THE BEAUTIFUL MISTAKE

It rarely takes much effort to find company in Helovia, even in the darkest reaches of night when so many have settled in for the evening. Despite the seemingly vast expanse of the land itself, she'd never been truly alone. As a result, it wasn't a surprise when she saw the shapes of other bodies upon the sandy shore of the Endless Blue (though she is a bit disappointed to find that neither of them are her favorite pirate, Caenan.) Regardless, her approach is one of outward relaxation and ease and as she draws closer, her teal eyes examine them both - quietly and discreetly seeking any reason to distrust them enough to flee to safety. Yet, she finds nothing. Some might see their horns and take that as a completely valid reason to distrust, or even despise, them. Naerys, however, has grown rather attached to several with horns. The basic outward appearance has never been enough to deter the young girl, instead she seeks the less obvious - the aggressive body posture and the potential for subsequent charging or unleashing of angry magic.

But there is no anger of aggression present in the small gathering; only a miniscule amount of tension - one that she'd grown accustomed to in the threshold. A tension, perhaps, shared between strangers. Yet, although the girl approaches in her typical manner - relaxed and friendly, though not overly boisterous - the pale stallion's reaction gives her reason enough to pause. There is no mistaking the surprise she heard in his voice when he spoke. The filly hadn't been prepared for that particular reaction so every ounce of her own surprise and dejection are clear upon her youthful face. "Oh." she breathes, her response quick and unfiltered. "I'm sorry, I..." she begins, her voice soft and only slightly flustered despite the awkwardness of her current situation. And suddenly the girl didn't know how to finish the thought; a predicament she'd never faced before in her short life. What could she say? 'I was hoping for some company'? Or maybe, 'I couldn't sleep'? But then, she'd only just met them, so what did they care to know about her personal habits? Over-sharing could be just as much a social deterrent as outright rude or cold behavior.

Instead she simply allowed her statement to fade, occasionally shuffling her hooves amongst the sand and passionflowers beneath her. Her teal eyes watch as he shares a look with the other unicorn mare and in that moment she contemplates removing herself from their company. She almost does, except the pale slender one is speaking again and his question leaves her glued to the spot. And cringing. Well, shit. Of course they'd ask about her mother (and how she looks forward to the day they'd stop asking). The mare, hardly older than herself, predominantly echoes his opinion. Exhaling a soft sigh, Naerys glances between them, focusing on his face then hers and finding little more than concern (and, subsequently, some level of kindness). "Well, no. She was asleep when I left but I couldn't sleep and I..." she begins, her voice steadily regaining her confidence. "She won't come looking for me, if that's what you're worried about. At least, she hasn't so far." and every bit of that was true. Alysanne hadn't ever left the Edge to find her on her outings - instead, the doctor waited for her by the borders of the Edge. That was where she'd always been confronted by mother so as long as they didn't insist on escorting her home - they'd be fine. Naerys continues to linger, hopeful that they won't completely reject her company.

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Caneo Posts: 133
Hidden Account atk: 7.5 | def: 10.5 | dam: 2.5
Stallion :: Unicorn :: 16.3h :: 6 years HP: 61 | Buff: NOVICE
Ophiria :: Dragon Snake :: None kae
#7

        The best thing to do with strangers is to let them give themselves away. The mask he wears now is the one he's worn most of his lonely life: still, vacant, and polite. Night softens the knife-edges of his face into something almost winsome, something that might be friendly, and Caneo takes in the stranger's words with genuine interest, even if his face reflects very little.

        She likes the ocean, she says. Maybe she grew up near it. For the desert creature, such a thing is half nightmare and half wonder: too big, too black, too ripe with the scent of salt and all those churning waves harbor. Caneo watches the sea now, and it sounds like too many voices speaking, smells like -

        no.

        He shakes his head once, as if doubt can be shaken off, and forces his thoughts back to the conversation at hand. Something he said has upset the younger girl - maybe about her mother. And Caneo isn't certain how he became the leader of this little.... band.... but he feels both mares looking at him and for just a moment, he wants to bolt.

        "I'ts okay," he says automatically. His features brighten with a smile soft as starlight. "I was afraid you might be lost," Caneo lies. That's an easy one, because it was always getting said to him when he was - well, not lost, but not found, either. He supposes it doesn't matter, if he isn't about to get run over by an angry pegasus mare. "You can stay here with us." It's been a long time since Caneo dealt with children. He still isn't sure what to make of them - still feels half child himself - but he supposes there's no inherent harm in just the girl. He recalls being a lonely youth himself, and something in him bares its teeth at the thought of inflicting that upon another.

        But now he's forgotten what they were talking about, and he's beginning to get itchy. "We might be sort of boring, though," he admits. The end of his tail twitches, as if that particular honesty chafes. "I" (he cannot speak for Eldala) "was just looking at the stars. They're different here than where I used to live. I'm still learning them." Eyes flicking back to the small girl, to the other unicorn, he asks, "do you know much about them?"

        He doesn't mention Roland. To do so would be dangerous, but he has mentioned stars before, so he deems it safe to talk about those. And anyway - maybe he'll find someone in Helovia who does know this foreign sky, who can map it properly.

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