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[OPEN] Everything That I Wanted

Quilyan Posts: 206
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Stallion :: Pegasus :: 16.2 hh :: 10 (ages in Orangemoon) HP: 62.5 | Buff: NOVICE
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#1

There is something behind the throne
Quilyan
greater than the king himself.
If he had ever visited the Rotunda, he had forgotten (not, of course, that that was saying much, these days).

Zarina, riding in her usual place on his withers, scampered to his poll to survey the area that he was so focused on.  She fit easily between his pricked ears, barely taller than they were; as she looked around, she offered a soothing dissent:  --No, Quilyan.  I don't believe you have been here.--  He sighed, flicking an ear in thanks.  --It is quite lovely, though.--  The marmoset was correct, the prince noticed as he wandered aimlessly toward the dilapidated pavilion, his interest piqued by the unique architecture.  He had yet to see anything like this in Helovia, and though it was not nearly as intricate as the structures that he had grown used to back home, it was remarkable in both its location and its longevity.

The gazebo sat overlooking a small river whose edges were lined with ice.  There was something interesting about the contrast between the white of the frozen water and the darkness of the liquid that ran beneath, and he spent a moment soaking in the sight.  The sky overhead was cloudy and dull, indicating that it was likely to rain - or, more likely, snow, in these temperatures - soon, and he decided that the rotunda would be as good a place as any to pass some time.  Long, white drapes hung limply in each entry.  He was sure that it would be beautiful in the spring, as the flowers that no doubt lined the banks of the river came into full bloom and a gentle breeze wafted through the curtains, carrying birdsong on its back.  For now, though, it was mostly sad and lonely.

It was a fitting place for him.

As the stallion entered the structure, he noticed that multicolored hues danced on the floor; glancing up, he noticed for the first time that the ceiling was a mixture of stained glass and wrought iron.  Even more intrigued, he halted in the center of the room and stared up.  Zarina had retreated to her place at the base of his neck, curled into the warmth of the mane-nest that she had made there.  Anyone who were to wander along would find them like this:  his head tilted back, long mane streaming down his shoulders; his wings folded along his sides; his legs spread to support his precarious stance; and Zarina hidden from view.

Talk talk talk.
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Watermel0nBob
#2



She was running, because it was the only thing that seemed to clear her mind. A shimmer of gold was behind her, clinging to her spotted sides and blocking out most of the wind that otherwise assaulted her. Tears were streaming and she was breathing heavily, sides expanding and collapsing at a rapid pace to keep up with her racing heart. She didn't know where she was going nor did she care, she just had to go and she had to go now. She was half running half gliding, her wings flapping in an attempt to release the extra tension she felt within them. Her entire body felt like it was going to explode from all the emotions that boiled and threatened to beat her very being alive. Gasping out of panic and frustration she didn't even notice that she had approached the tundra, and instead she was simply crying, trying to hold back the screams and wails that would offer some sort of relief.

Still moving and not even sensing the other being, she crashed through the curtain and towards him, only at the last second realizing she was about to collide with him. Somehow, she had managed to veer away, but in turn this caused her to slip on the stony floor and fall, landing and skidding a few feet towards the wall. She whimpered at the pain, before simply gulping in air and trying to calm herself. She was drowning and she didn't know how to swim upwards. She was losing sight of the shore and her world was going black, and all she could do was helplessly watch her life come to an end. A sudden scream of agony left her, back legs lashing out against the wall and the tears continuing to fall, sobs following and her body continuously shaking. She was a mess that she didn't even know where to begin cleaning up, a disaster crashing over into the real world and breaking away from her usually cheery disposition.

Little Myrrine, always full of smiles and sunshine, the happy girl that was always there when you needed her. The shoulder to cry on, the confidant, the one who could make you feel like everything was going to be okay. But what about her? Who the hell was her shoulder to cry on? Why did she always have to be the one that exuded sunshine and rainbows? Did everyone ban together and collectively decide "she must be happy all of the time, so what if her birth parents left her when she was born and she lost her adoptive mother when coming here, obviously that's no excuse, she can do it"? How did she managed to get the short end of the stick on this one? Surely she wasn't the only one who felt this way. Was there anyone would be able to understand? The thought only made her cry harder, and without thinking she began to kick and flail again, letting dark hooves kick whatever hard surface they could find to let off some steam. Most probably thought she looked like a child having a tantrum, exploding because she wasn't getting her way. Maybe she was, but in all honestly... so what? Since when had she once complained about anything ever in her life? The thought soothed her slightly, in the sense that she could justify her outburst with just that one statement.

Maybe all along that was her problem; she just cared way too much. About how others felt, what they thought of her, about what she said and if saying it would cause her to step on someone's hooves. She was so involved with caring about others, that she never took the time to care about herself. The revelation was invigorating, so much so that soon the tears stopped falling, her breathing began to slow, and soon her dainty head was lifting to look up at the poor man who was victim to her entire meltdown. Her eyes were red and puffy, streaks still evident upon her face, and after offering a weak smile, she finally spoke to him, voice somewhat hoarse from her tears and shouts," Have you ever had to just... be happy? All the time?" She paused, wiping her eyes upon her tear-soaked legs, before weakly lifting herself up and brushing any dust off of her. She faced him again, meeting his eyes with her own sad hazel ones, before finally continuing:

" Did you ever feel that people relied on you to be the happy one? The one that never had any problems and could always make you feel better? Or that you would listen to their problems and solve them, without expecting anything in return?" She took a weak step closer to him studying his taller frame adorned with white and gold, violet eyes suddenly rather appealing. She paused nearly inches from him, breath leaving inky maw slowly, as her eyes searched his calmly. She just met this man, knew nothing of him whatsoever, yet here she was up in his space, searching him and his masculine figure, perhaps wondering how he'll respond to her. Whether it was her unstable emotions or some part of her attempting to liberate herself, she attempted to bring her lips to his neck, to move her chest to his and to engulf herself with his flesh. The numbness that overtook her caused such disregard for what he wanted, and all she could do was simply suck in a deep breath, before whispering into his skin," Because I have... and it fucking sucks." Tears brimmed beautiful eyes once again and she sniffled, begging that this new stranger wouldn't push her away, wouldn't reject her like she felt everyone else had. She just needed love and someone to give it to her, and so it began to make sense why she suddenly attempted to cling to him. Gods only know how he was going to react.

OOC: I'm so sorry.. Myrrine kinda just... did her thing xD
Hopefully she doesn't scare him off.



MYRRINE
Life's too short to live simply

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Stallion :: Pegasus :: 16.2 hh :: 10 (ages in Orangemoon) HP: 62.5 | Buff: NOVICE
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#3

There is something behind the throne
Quilyan
greater than the king himself.
He heard her coming before he saw her, but only just; he was so wrapped up in his inspection of the rotunda that he would have been hard-put to notice anything outside it. When the mare barreled through the doorway, sending the hanging drapes flaring toward him, his head snapped toward her and he snorted with surprise. He leaped to the side, luckily lunging to the opposite side from her and avoiding what would have been a dangerous and painful collision. She, on the other hoof, was not so lucky - she slid to the ground, slipping haphazardly toward one of the stone walls. "Watch out -" he warned sharply, but the mare had slowed to a heaving halt before she hit the pillar. He sighed with relief, trotting to quickly close the distance between them.

He expected her to rise, and when she did not, he frowned with concern. Was she injured? "Er... m'lady, are you injured?" he asked, but his question was lost amid her earth-shattering tears. She wailed, kicking and screaming in either rage or pain (to be honest, he couldn't really tell the difference), and he retreated to watch warily. She didn't look injured on the outside - in any case, there were no broken bones that he could see, no blood spattering the floor of the rotunda. He waited, perplexed, wanting very badly to leave her in peace to vent her frustrations (or whatever this was), but unable to bring himself to depart until he had made sure that she was alright.

When she finally quieted, the prince and his companion shared a silent sigh of relief. The marmoset had climbed to perch once more atop the prince's head, a living crown that watched with as much confusion as her bonded. When the mare twisted to look at him, a weak smile on her face, he responded in kind (though his violet eyes bespoke his bewilderment and, perhaps, a hint of fear). "I... uh..." he stuttered, lost amid the sudden shift of her mood. Still, he wracked his brains, looking for an honest answer to her question. "Not happy, perhaps. But I have had to be..." Princely? Kingly? What had he had to be, exactly? "I know what it's like to wear a mask that others expect to see." There. That was honest.

Her eyes were so sad - it captivated him, drove him to stay rather than to politely excuse himself. But that wasn't the only thing about her - she was lightly colored, with darker dots spread across her body. Her wings were noteworthy for how unique they were - it was quite rare for him to encounter a Pegasus without feathered wings. They were beautiful. He didn't have long to look her over, though, for then she was approaching him, encroaching on his politely maintained space. He leaned back slightly, more to look at her than to get away from her, confusion evident on his features. This became even more pronounced as she pressed closer to him. Uh, what do I do? he asked Zarina silently. The marmoset shrugged mentally, for once rendered speechless.

The mare was warm. He was much hyperaware of her presence, of every place where her flesh met his. He lowered his head slowly, spreading his wings, engulfing her within his feathered appendages, offering her a safe haven from the cold outside. Was it the right thing to do? Perhaps, perhaps not - but he was far too aware of the effect that her damsel-in-distress act was having on his masculinity, and he was, unfortunately, powerless to resist. "Do you... want to talk about it?" he asked tentatively, his voice muffled against her mane. What an odd encounter, he found himself thinking distantly, nervous about the things that she was making him feel.

Talk talk talk.
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Watermel0nBob
#4



"I know what it's like to wear a mask that others expect to see."

That was the perfect way to explain it. In fact it was so perfect she couldn't help but laugh gently into skin upon hearing it, it filling her up with a unique sense of relief. What she didn't expect to come next was such a strong acceptance of her touch, wings wrapping around her and tickling her sides. Her eyes opened wide at the sensation, heat creeping up her cheeks as if the rational side of her mind had finally come to realize that she had basically just jumped on this man and demanded a hug. Though he had obliged, she began to wonder if he had done it because he wanted to, or because he simply felt obligated to out of fear. Yet despite knowing she should probably let him have his space, the feeling was so comforting that she could only press closer into the confines of his masculine chest, it warm and inviting in every way imaginable. She was being absolutely selfish with her actions, but they gave her such a feeling of acceptance and belonging that to reject them would simply break her.

To be so demanding and vulnerable was something the girl was used to, but in a way it was something she loathed. She wanted to be strong for herself, to hold her head high and to stand tall and proud, but when at the end of each day she went home to any empty bed and broken dreams, she couldn't help but lose that sense of strength she yearned so much for. So she breathed him in, sighing and letting her wings flutter beneath his embrace, glimmering cloak swishing around on her side because of the constant movement. It wasn't long before he was asking another question, one that caused her to look at his chest blankly, before finally escaping his clutches (very reluctantly mind you) and looking back at him once more. She sniffled, attempting to compose herself and give off a much more appealing demeanor than the one before. Tossing her head and clearing her throat she offered a gentle, weak smile, dipping her head and finally finding her words again" I would first like to apologize for coming here as I did... and to also introduce myself. My name is Myrrine, and it is a pleasure to meet you."

" As for the subject at hand... It's something that really important just rather... frustrating," she mused to herself, looking down and sighing as the tension she always felt when thinking about these things had begun to return. She looked back up at him, hoping she hadn't entirely lost his interest or scared him off, but soon she continued," I simply am tired. I feel as if everyone likes to look at me in hopes of finding their own happiness. As if I have plenty to share. I am usually a very happy person, in fact I enjoy being happy, but there are times where I need to shed a tear too... not as aggressively as earlier but... in general." She laughed lightly to herself, looking away shyly at her rambling. She didn't understand how he was still here, but obviously he was interested in something she had to say right? Since when did anyone remain here and listen for this long? Sure, Vincent did, but it was always with a constant hint of fear as to what might happen next, glancing to and fro for any potential signs of danger. She couldn't always entirely relax around him. Could she really do that with anyone?

She was so vigilant about how they felt, what they needed and what they had to say, there was never once a moment where she could simply relax and be her. Sure, her normal self was actually very cheerful and kind and full of life, but she felt that sometimes she would put it into hyper drive for the sake of others. Her strong desire to make others happy had been so deeply embedded into her coding that it left her in the dust to rot away in her own misery. Would this man understand that to? Could she relate to not only the perpetual mask but not being able to just be? Surely she wasn't the only one. The thought brought herself towards him again, her emotions a roller coaster on the fast track to hell at this point as she peered deeply into his gaze, studying his handsome face before finally pulling her chin back to her chest, snorting and shaking her head. She most likely was coming off as a complete nut job to this poor man. She could only hope that he would fight past this meltdown of hers and see that she honestly was a very sweet girl, and not crazy.

OOC: Myrrine is just a psycho XD



MYRRINE
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Stallion :: Pegasus :: 16.2 hh :: 10 (ages in Orangemoon) HP: 62.5 | Buff: NOVICE
Zarina :: Pygmy Marmoset :: Quantum Leap ChaoticMelodies
#5

There is something behind the throne
Quilyan
greater than the king himself.
The prince stood stoically, his wings wrapped gently around the crying mare. Zarina grumbled from her place atop his poll, craning to see if she could get a better view. There was something familiar about her, but the marmoset couldn't quite place it. Quilyan, of course, was useless on the matter. He couldn't remember anything since Th'orqui - except, of course, all that he had learned in the past season. He remembered Resplendence, and what she had accused him of. He remembered his daughter, and her enthusiastic greeting. He supposed it was all true, in the end - but it didn't make it any easier for him. No matter what he did, he couldn't manage to forget. In another time, he might have marveled at the similarities between this mare and his ex-mate: how they had both come to him in need, and he had cradled them in his wings, tried to convince them that it would all be okay. But with all that had happened, with all his longing to forget what he had forgotten before... well, now it was only this mare that he focused on. Perhaps that was for the best.

In any case, the mare finally stopped sobbing, reluctantly parting with his embrace. He lifted his wings, shuffling them uncomfortably to settle any misplaced feathers before tucking them sheepishly to his sides. Perhaps he had overstepped by embracing her so, but she had been so sad, so desperate, so in need... As relieved as he was to see that she could compose herself properly, if she chose, he could not bring himself to hold her rather strange greeting against her. Perhaps he had simply been in the right place, at the right time, to accept that which she could not show to anyone else. Or, on the other hand, perhaps she knew him, and that was why she had been so comfortable with him. Perhaps she was yet another ghost from his forgotten past, someone else for him to disappoint.

She introduced herself, and the prince relaxed. It would seem that they had not, in fact, met before. "It is my pleasure, Lady Myrrine," he insisted with a gracious bow. "My name is Quilyan." These were the manners learned from his homeland, manners that he had long since departed from. Oddly enough, with the loss of his Helovian memory, his Th'orquian habits seemed to have returned. "Frustrating subjects are often those we need most to discuss," he advised her wisely. "If it please you, m'lady, it would be my pleasure to listen." And so she continued, explaining more clearly that which had sent her tumbling so haphazardly into the rotunda. Finally, she trailed off with a soft laugh, as though embarrassed by her outburst.

"My dear, no one can be strong every moment of every day," he chided gently. He should know: back home, he had tried. He had been the eldest, the heir, the one who was supposed to be the smartest, strongest, most capable. He had failed in every capacity, of course, but he had tried. It had not been nearly as taxing on him as it (whatever 'it' was, for her) seemed to be on this young mare. "You must remember to take some time to yourself. What you do with that time, of course, is entirely up to you. Laugh, scream, cry: it is important to let all parts of yourself be exposed." She embraced him again, and he let her, again wrapping his wings about her. It seemed to have helped, earlier.

He didn't know why he fell so easily into this role - perhaps it was a bit of the Helovian lover and father left in him, hidden deep beneath the surface. But rather than scaring him away, Myrrine had intrigued him, drawn him unwittingly into her life - her wants, her needs, her pain... for whatever reason, as had happened so many seasons before in a forgotten life, he was drawn to her as he had been to another mare, afraid and alone in the world. He wanted to help her, to heal her, to chase away the tears. Somehow, that was who he had grown to be, even now, after everything.

Talk talk talk.
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Watermel0nBob
#6



His words are like honey dripping from his lips, curling around her ears and right into her heart, causing her to become almost flustered. Lady Myrrine? Those words were meant for loyalty, not a simple girl such as herself. Yet here he was spreading his sugary sweet phrases over her and causing her body to tingle. The treatment was entirely new to her, soothing and welcoming before she could even stop it, yet her modesty insisted that it shouldn't be this way. She was no queen, she wasn't anything but Myrrine, and to be given such a pedestal scared her actually. Yet she took his words kindly and smiled, face hot with bashfulness as his name finally came to the surface. Quilyan. It was familiar in a way, a word from her past that she couldn't quite put her finger on, but it brought up more thoughts. He did look somewhat familiar, the languid way he spoke, his familiar form, those concerned violet eyes. Yet her mind seemed to tell her that the look he was giving her had been for someone else back then and not her.

Perhaps she was simply imagining things, because he didn't seem to recognize her in the slightest. Maybe she was confusing him for someone else. Quite possibly. Before she could delve much further into it though, he was speaking again in such a polite tone, using phrases that were foreign to her dainty ears and causing her eyes to widen in shock. He was treating her as if she were a princess, giving her the royal treatment and offering her anything she might need. She didn't know how to feel about it, how to respond even, but she also knew that it would drive her nuts if he continued to speak that way towards her. Whether it was intentional or not, she didn't want to be as someone better than anyone else, and those titles made her feel so.

But she waited until she had finished her side of things, and when he spoke again her heart nearly broke at the realization that he was right. So much so that it hurt her deep within. But how in Helovia was she supposed to express them so freely like everyone else did? She didn't have the heart to upset anyone else, she couldn't bring herself to express how she felt if it meant someone wouldn't be happy. Yet if she thought about it, wasn't she making herself unhappy by acting this way? That made her a hypocrite if she put it into that sense. Yet it was so damn hard to be anything but nice. Surely he could understand that, for he seemed to understand everything else she was going through. She was so happy that finally someone could relate, that she could connect and feel like she actually wasn't insane.

Within his next embrace she sighed, feeling his warmth and taking in his scent. It was comforting, and something else too. It was an unfamiliar feeling that was building in her, causing her body to spread heat through itself as she studied every nook and cranny of his muscular frame. She would be lying if she said she hated this view. She had seen so many beautiful men in this lands, all kind in their own sense, and even though Quilyan didn't have the intricate designs or pretty colors, it didn't change the fact that he was indeed a handsome man. One that she was very very close to. This sudden realization caused her to pull fully back once again, flustered and confused about where to go next. All of these feelings and questions popping into her mind didn't help the situation at all, and yet she wanted to delve into it and learn more, to explore this sensation and to embrace it.

Myrrine had always questioned things in life, she had always been curious and adventurous, but she was also too polite or kind to push the limits when need be. She didn't want to make the same mistake with this opportunity as well, but where was she supposed to start? She gulped and looked away shyly, now refusing to make eye contact as she finally spoke to him again," T-Thank you Sir Quilyan... I apologize for my scattered emotions. I'm just very confused as to what I'm feeling right now. I certainly hope I haven't upset you with all of my outbursts" And she was back, the Myrrine full of pleasantries and kind smiles, thinking only of others, and no longer herself. It had been nice while it had lasted, the liberation of being someone that wasn't pure joy every minute of the day, but she had to go back at some point didn't she? Things such as these could never last forever.

OOC: Welp, here ya go lol



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#7

There is something behind the throne
Quilyan
greater than the king himself.
The stallion was unaware of his effect on the poor young mare, imagining that his way of speaking was something that transversed the boundaries of any land. His homeland, at least, had placed a great deal of emphasis on courtesy: the way one carried oneself, the way one interacted with others - it was a great game, where he came from, a game in which the stakes were a matter of life and death. He had always found it particularly satisfying to treat mares as the goddesses that they were, and his ability to do that, and do it well, had earned him many admirers back in Th'orqui. That he was flustering Myrrine more than flattering her was something that simply escaped his notice as a minute improbability.

It had been some time since he had been close to a mare, in this way or in any other. Resplendence, he supposed, would have been the last mare that he had grown physically close to, and the only mare who had borne his seed (he tossed the thought away - it was foreign, slipping through his mind as though of its own accord). But he didn't remember. He knew that it must be true, of course - he had met Rue, and although that was entirely accidental, it had chased away any lingering doubts. Still, before that... back when he could remember... well, he had flirted with plenty of noble mares back in Th'orqui, but that had been years ago.

The realization of Myrrine's closeness made him uncomfortably warm. He tried very hard to shove the attraction that she had unwittingly pulled to the surface aside, to ignore it - she was in no position to be flirted with, even, much less for him to get some kind of sick enjoyment out of her touch! But she was just so damn close, and the sweet smell of her was wafting into his nose, and he suddenly didn't want to let her go --

Zarina bit him on the ear, and he clenched his jaw to prevent any indication of pain from leaking out. It did, at least, prevent him from doing something stupid.

And then Myrrine pulled back suddenly, so the prince lifted his wings again, surprised and flustered, but relieved. The sudden rush of winter air that split the distance between him served to cool his boiling blood, and he shifted slightly, clearing his throat. Yes, this was much better. Whatever urges he may or may not have would be much easier to control this way. "Ah - no, m'lady, I didn't mind at all. It was... rather pleasant, actually," he remarked with a crooked smile. Flirting from a distance was much better. This was a game he could play. "Do let me know if you wish to have another - what did you call it? - outburst." He chuckled slightly, teasing in his violet gaze. He sobered, adding, "You really shouldn't hold it in until you explode, my dear."

Talk talk talk.
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Watermel0nBob
#8



Those words again. Swirling around her and tugging at her heartstrings in ways she couldn't explain, yet all she could do about it was listen, to swallow hard and hope that he didn't notice that she was burning up. She was so, utterly confused. These feelings swam in her mind and caused a haze to overwhelm her logic, yet she managed to preserve. Smiling that brilliant smile of hers she laughed at his first remark, shaking her head and finally responding," Please Sir Quilyan, do just call me Myrrine. I am certainly no one that deserves the title of 'M'lady', for I am simply myself." She giggled lightly at the thought before walking to his side so they could converse closer in friendly parameters, hazel eyes constantly looking into violet with a genuine curiosity and kindness. She liked him, this she knew for sure. She was comforted by his soothing words and kind expressions. The way he held her had been so genuine she felt for sure that he truly cared, and that it wasn't out of obligation. His new friendship she had established here today was something she would cherish always, and she only hoped that they could continue speaking like this.

" You're too kind to me. Surely you can't take on my problems along with your own," she mused gently, expression turning tender as she studied his princely features. She couldn't do that to him, after all he had done so far, she couldn't burden him with her own flaws and discrepancies, not with a clear conscious of course. Yet if he were to ask the same of her she would do so in a heartbeat, if only to make him smile that crooked smile again. It made her feel warm inside, filling her from the hooves up and causing her wings to tickle happily. She fluttered them in attempt to relieve the tension, though the feeling refused to ebb. With a swish of her tail she listened once more, nodding before sighing and looking away, unsure where to go from there. Instead she let a frown purse those inky lips whilst staring at him in thought, trying her best to come off as slightly pouting. She soon let her expression changed to an almost defeated one, looking to the ground before back up at him," I couldn't agree with you more, but it's something that's certainly easier said than done. I have no idea where to even begin... I just don't want to hurt others."

That made sense didn't it? Her strong desire to put others before herself always, to give them the best while she took the least, because that's what she was supposed to do wasn't it? Perhaps it was because she had such a complex when it came to her parents leaving her, to her being left to rot, and only being loved by an adoptive mother who was deaf and mute. Did something deep inside of her snap at birth, conditioning her to believe that surely if she was meant to die that day, then she truly wasn't worth anything at all? That she was meant to suffer and live alone, to take on everyone's bad experiences because she deserved it?

Now to think she would even let those types of thoughts cross her mind would be absurd, but it would be logical in a sense that she held such a strong desire to make others happy at the expense of herself, because she felt she deserved it. Because she wasn't worth it. Because all she was to her mother and father was a mistake that they could forget about by leaving it behind. Then, the one creature that truly loved her, unconditionally, was someone she had torn away from her. And that was something she still struggled with. The loss of Mother was so strong within her that despite her acceptance that she would never come back, she would often wake in the late hours of night wailing for her, begging for her to come back. Why? Because she had been all she had. Now, she was left with nothing.



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#9

There is something behind the throne
Quilyan
greater than the king himself.
The prince could not recall ever having been invited to call a mare by her first name.  Even the commoners in his homeland reveled in being treated politely; he had assumed that Myrrine was not of royal birth (or, at least, not royal in his sense of the word), but he had also assumed that she would understand common courtesy.  It would seem that this Helovia was far more backwards than he had originally thought.  It was a trait that he had grown to love about the land, once; now, he was left to muse hopelessly over these silly savages and their lacking manners.  "Ah, but you are a lady, I believe," he protested, grinning crookedly.  "And a lovely lady deserves to be treated with respect."  This was easy; this innocent flirtation was what he was good at.

As pleased as he was to have moved on from Myrrine's meltdown, he was happier still to have been a source of comfort for her.  There had been so little lately that he felt he had done right, and to be able to fall so quickly and easily into the role of protector left him more relaxed, more himself than he had been in weeks.  He would gladly listen to her problems, present himself, if not as a solution, then as a confidante. "Ah, but what better burden to bear than that of a damsel in distress?  Where I come from, that is but the least any self-respecting knight could do."  Myrrine's wings fluttered daintily at that, drawing his eyes up and away from her face.  Again he was struck by how unique she was, how elegant those wings.  Perhaps she was no Lady in title, but in looks, she was every bit as fair as any of the noble women he had courted at home.

It had begun, finally, to snow outside.  A slight wind nudged the hanging drapes, bringing a quick burst of cold with it.  The wind would not last long, he knew; it merely ushered in the newly-falling snow.  As the front of the storm passed by, the atmosphere would again settle, leaving them to revel in the fat snowflakes settling quickly upon the ground outside.  If these conditions persisted, it promised to be a beautiful snow.  He watched, lost in thought for a moment, mulling over Myrrine's words.  While he understood her concerns, he could not imagine that the young beauty had many friends who would be harmed by her pain.  No, she needed a shoulder on which to cry after all the lights had gone out, needed someone to offer her a post on which to hang her cheerful mask when the days were done.

"You could have hurt yourself when you entered the rotunda," he pointed out.  "I daresay your friends would rather share your burden than attend your funeral."  What if she had crashed into the walls, snapped her pretty little neck?  What a waste that would have been.  Besides, her untimely demise would have deprived him of an oddly pleasant afternoon.

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#10



That crooked smile again. It drew her in somehow, luring her to meet those violet eyes once more and to explore whatever it was that this man was making her feel. These feelings were different from what she had felt with Cerin; their connection had been of pure innocence and light, a childhood fling that she would forever cherish, but with Quliyan it was something more. This was deep and tugging, full of yearning and mystery that made her want to find out more; to find out about him and who he was, and whatever it was about him that caused her to be so curious. She let hazel orbs study him with each word, listening calmly and sighing softly at his persistent response. She was no lady, as she had told him before she was simply Myrrine, and despite the thrill it gave her to be pampered by such a fine gentleman, she couldn't let him call her such a thing. But if it truly meant that much to him, then she would let him continue.

Upon responding to her again, her eyes grew wide in curiosity, stepping closer to study him once more with a look of surprise and excitement written everywhere on her spotted complexion. He was a knight? Surely that must have been an honor! Protecting those he needed it the most was something the girl had always admired, and so she dipped her head to him, smiling happily and finding her words again, looking at him with new admiration," You're a Knight Sir Quilyan? It's such an honor to be in your presence! I'm sure you've helped many in need, and though I myself don't necessarily feel that I am a damsel in distress, I still appreciate what you've done and enjoy your company!" She giggled then, it filled with the utmost cheer as she stared into those eyes so kindly, happy to have found out something new about him.

She wanted to learn more, to explore that mind of his that seemed to connect so well with hers, and to find out who he really was deep down inside. Because even though he tried to be her shoulder to cry on, the one who she could look to in her time of need, who exactly did this for him? Surely he was wearing a mask when he accomplished such things? Wasn't he in the same position as she was now? She certainly didn't want to put something like that on him, didn't want him to experience the hurt she did over it. She wanted him to be free to feel as he should feel, to live his life without the worries of a silly little girl. Then his next words hit her hard, causing her chest to beat fast and for her gaze to look into his thoughtfully.

She could have gotten hurt, she cold have injured herself and it could have ended badly. She didn't know how Vincent might have felt, sure their bond was strong, but he didn't seem to have a sense of emotion at times, except for his fear. Though Cerin... he would have felt it. It would have hurt him so deeply in the core that he wouldn't have been able to function much afterward. Even so, what would have happened if she had died? Who would show him that he was worth something after? The thought made tears return to those beautiful amber jewels, and sniffling she looked to her painted prince once again, pausing before speaking again," Quilyan... you're right. You're so right. My emotions made me lose control because I had pent them up. If I hadn't been lucky and died... C-Cerin... oh Cerin."

The were streaming faster, sniffles forming as she tried to wipe away the tears but it hadn't worked. She had been so selfish, assuming that no one should help her, that they didn't want to help her. She was at fault for it all, just because she was too scared to just feel how she should, too scared to upset anyone even the slightest. How many times had she hurt someone because she refused to let them take on her burdens? Had she made them feel how she felt now? So vulnerable and useless? Did they cry too? Did they feel the pain she felt at this moment because they worried for her? She couldn't forgive herself if that's how her Cerin felt, how she had him him feel, and the thought only caused the tears to fall faster. Shaking her head she tried to rid herself of the tears and looked back up at him, a determination and sense of hope in her expression," Okay. I need to stop this, I need to- I need to feel. No more hiding behind this stupid mask! I can't continue this way." Her chest puffed out confidently, before deflating as she still realized she didn't know where to even begin. Perhaps... he could teach her?

" Would you teach me how? I... I honestly don't know where to even begin. Surely you could guide me? I-If it's not too much trouble of course," she shied away suddenly, feeling ashamed that she would ask such a thing of someone who she already shoved all of her problems on. Yes, he had accepted them, and she had been grateful of that, but to selfishly continue to take and take would be unacceptable. Did it hurt to ask though? He had told her to show her honest side, what she was really feeling, so surely he would want to help her with that? She didn't know how to feel anymore, and it caused her to become rather frustrated. But instead of simply having a tantrum she took a deep mental breath, and simply waited patiently, and hopefully, for an answer.

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#11

There is something behind the throne
Quilyan
greater than the king himself.
He could lose himself in her hazel eyes.

The longer he spent in her presence, the more he felt his worry and confusion fade away.  His history here - whatever history that was - no longer mattered.  It was so easy to forget with her, to fall back into the easy role of prince, to sweep a lovely maiden off her feet with his eloquent manners.  "Of a sort," he admitted in response to her excited query, his chest puffing out slightly with pride.  "I am - or was - a prince.  Being a knight was, in my homeland, something that was required of the heir to the throne."  A glimmer of guilt rose in his chest, for he had never been particularly interested in using his knighthood, much less helping the needy.  It wasn't that he didn't care - he simply thought that any changes he would make would be when he became king.

"In any case, that life is no more.  Besides, being a knight is so much more rewarding when it has led me to you, my dear.  The honor is mine," he teased, turning the attention away from his admission.  He did not want to scare her away, or cause her to act any differently towards him, as happened quite often when the title "prince" was thrown around.  He grinned at her, returning her cheer.  She really was quite lovely, and besides that, she was pleasant to be around.  He had never expected to find love in Th'orqui - he would have chosen a mate based on what would be the best for the kingdom.  They might have hated each other, for all he knew, but they would have put on a happy face for the good of their people.  Here, things were different.  He relished in the newfound freedom, pleased to be free of the judgment that he would have faced had he chosen incorrectly at home.

But the moment passed quickly as he noted a look of horror on her pretty face, tears brimming in her entrancing eyes.  He frowned, concern returning to furrow his brow, dismay evident in his features.  He had not meant to cause her more pain, especially after having tried so hard to bring her happiness.  "M'lady - Myrrine - no, I didn't mean -" he stammered, his ears flicking back and forth uncertainly.  (By the way, who was this Cerin, and should he be concerned? - oh, that's just silly, there wasn't even anything between them yet, was there?)  "Please don't cry," he begged, stepping forward as though to offer his chest again for her to lean on, peering hopefully into her eyes.  "I merely meant - I just wanted you to see -"

But it was hopeless, because he had meant what he'd said, and there was no other way to take it.  He cocked his head to the side, bewildered.  Well, he'd certainly gone and made a mess of things, hadn't he.  Zarina snickered mercilessly in his mind, having disapproved of this interaction from the start.  Sure, Myrrine was a pleasant enough mare, but Quilyan had only just found out that he'd had a mate and a child, and here he was, chasing someone else.  --Idiot,-- she called him smugly.  But she soured quickly as Myrrine pulled herself together, turning to the prince for assistance once more.  Grumbling, Zarina settled in her bonded's mane to go back to sleep.

The stallion was relieved.  At least she was still here, and she had stopped crying.  How, though, was he to teach her how to feel?  That was just something that one... did.  Wasn't it?  Still, he was more than willing to try.  "M'lady, I would be honored to assist you."  He gazed at her thoughtfully for a moment, wondering where to begin.  "Surely you know how to feel.  It's simply a matter of letting yourself."  They should start with something easy.  He gestured toward the falling snow outside the rotunda.  "It's snowing.  How does snow make you feel?  Are you happy that it's snowing because you can play in it?  Are you irritated that it's snowing because it makes you cold?  Anything - tell me."

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#12



He kept talking to her, slowly and kindly, telling stories about him self and leaving her enamored with who he was in the past and who he is today. She took note of it; the way he dismissed it so easily as if it were nothing, because he obviously wanted it to be nothing in her eyes. So she let it go as he continued with his witty banter, his expression teasing as his words had an air to them that she didn't really recognize. He was eagerly showering her in compliments, giving her those charming smiles and causing her to feel rather flustered, but for what reason she couldn't really explain. He had her emotions scattered everywhere, and she didn't know where they began or where they ended. They left her feeling stumped, dissatisfied because she had yet come up with a genuine answer as to who he was, and even more determined to explore that royal mind of his.

She couldn't help but be thankful for the way he tried to comfort her, it being his turn now to become flustered. It was enough for a soft giggle to escape her as their eyes met once more and she stared, pausing for a moment as her smile faded to an expression of genuine innocence. She couldn't help but like him. He was kind and charming, sweet and comforting when need be, but he still had moments where even he made mistakes, and wasn't afraid to admit them. He held himself in such a way that the spotted girl couldn't help but admire, and even though he was no longer a knight, he still acted much like one. As the conversation continued it was after a moment she finally noticed his little companion. Blinking she smiled, coming closer to him and attempting to peer at the marmoset sitting in his mane. She kept that smile shining as she searched timidly, before speaking to Quilyan in a whisper next to his neck," I didn't notice you had a companion. She looks very sweet, how adorable." She crooned, giggling again at the happiness she felt when seeing such a cute little creature. She only hoped the little thing wouldn't be offended by her antics or approach.

It was only when the man began to speak once again did she turn, face a little closer then she intended it to be when she went to look at him. She blinked, pulling away slightly in surprise at herself, before trying to dismiss the tingle she felt when her hot breath was so close to his maw. She needed to be polite, to listen what he had to say and refrain from letting her emotions control her entirely. Yes, the goal was for her to feel all of the emotions, to express them healthily and to not keep a smile on for others always. But that didn't mean she needed to be rude and simply voiced what she felt every second. Besides, how embarrassing it would be on her end if she blurted out to him "Hey you make me feel tingly inside". The image almost made her laugh out loud, but she refrained yet again and simply listened.

" The snow..." she pondered, before looking up at the flakes outside and seeing them lazily fall to the floor. She watched them for awhile before taking a step forward, hooves crunching in the rising piles of it as the flakes tickled her nose. She blinked, sticking her tongue out to taste one, before laughing gently when it touched the very tip of it. Soon she was turning back to him with that same smile, bringing herself back to his side to converse and speaking in a smooth tone," I believe snow is a happy thing. The sight of it is beautiful and comforting in a way, and it's fun to catch them on your tongue!" She stuck her tongue out at him as if to prove a point, giggling as she did so before returning her gaze to winter wonderland around them. Soon her expression turned from cheery to thoughtful, almost sad as she took this moment to think longer on it. When she could form another response she looked to him again, speaking in a lower voice," In a way I think it's lonely too. I feel sad sometimes when watching it alone. My mother and I used to watch the snow fall in our cave when it was too cold to be outside."

Soon wistfulness took over the beautiful complexion of hers, amber orbs searching longingly out yonder, as if waiting for someone to come through the trees in greet her. Despite knowing deep down that things would never change and she was to lose her mother forever, the thought of her still remained, along with the hope that one day, Myrrine could see her once again. She didn't hold her breath of course, but to dream and fantasize that the most precious person to her could see what she's accomplished, how much she's grown in life and all the wonderful people she's met, was something she couldn't yet let go of. It was still too hard of a thought to swallow. So she let it linger in her mind, let it play pretend that she in fact did not miss her mother with every fiber of her being, and that she was entirely fine; but that defeated the point of this entire exercise didn't it. Hopefully Quilyan wouldn't play on that and let her simply leave it at that.

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#13

There is something behind the throne
Quilyan
greater than the king himself.
If he could remember his history, he would remember that he had fallen for Resplendence for the same reasons that he found himself drawn to this mare.  She had been timid, fearful, in distress but too polite to say so.  She had been kind, too, just as Myrrine was kind.  Resplendence had always enjoyed physical closeness, and it seemed that this was another trait that Myrrine shared with the prince's first love.  Of course, he could not remember - and, just now, he couldn't say that he wanted to - and so he was left to marvel at the newness of the feelings bubbling in his chest.  He was quite taken with the butterfly-mare.

Myrrine finally noticed Zarina, who peered at the mare out of one eye, preferring to keep the other closed so that she might more easily fade back into the deep abyss of sleep.  She grumbled softly at the mare's assertion that she was "adorable."  Sure, she may not have been the most fearful companion, but adorable?  How very offensive!

"Ah, Zarina," the prince introduced her quickly, the better to cover up the marmoset's protests.  "I must apologize, m'lady.  I'm afraid she's a bit slow to warm to strangers."  He leaned closer to whisper conspiratorially, "She gets a bit jealous, you see."  The marmoset harrumphed in his mind, a grumpy sound derived from her preference for sleep.  She did not deign to comment, a choice for which he was glad.  "I found Zarina when she was a newborn," he explained further, filling in the blanks of his memory from the precision of his companion's.  "We have been together ever since."

The mare turned, ending up perhaps a bit closer than she had intended.  The stallion was distracted from his companion's atrocious manners by the feeling of her warm breath, the allure of her hazel eyes - and then she was retreating, leaving him breathless in her wake, struggling to shove the sudden desire that he felt away.  He was relieved when her attention turned to the snow, leaving him time to regain his composure.  Gods, if only the mare knew what a tease she was unwittingly being.  --Oh, pull it together,-- Zarina commented rudely.

The snow, to Myrrine, was both happy and lonely.  He chuckled as she caught a flake on her tongue, turning to show him; he frowned when she became suddenly somber, no doubt caught in a memory of her mother.  He might have pressed her for more, but he had never been one to pry into someone else's past - and despite his attempts to help her express herself more freely, there were some things that were better left inside.  He took a few steps forward, joining her to gaze out at the snow.  He knew what it was like to miss an absent family member.  He reached for her shoulder, aiming to brush his muzzle softly along her skin.  "You aren't alone now," he murmured, offering himself in place of her sorrow.

He did not move, allowing his muzzle to linger against her (unless she had previously shied away from his touch). She needed a distraction - something to chase away the errant thoughts that may or may not be bombarding her. A small grin appeared on the prince's maw. "What about the rotunda?" he asked, his voice rumbling deep in his throat. "How has this afternoon made you feel? The good and the bad, remember." There was something playful (and not altogether innocent) in his gaze as he attempted to lure her back into the light.

"Talk talk talk."
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Apparently she had unintentionally offended the little marmoset anyway, causing her to watch her whilst Quilyan moved in to whisper to her. A shiver ran along her spine as his breath kissed her ears, heat rising in her face so as to look at him once again. What she hadn't been paying attention to was the fact that he was closer than she had expected, and thus as she moved she managed to brush her muzzle against his. Her eyes widened and she tumbled back, skidding slightly on the stony floor and sputtering. She hadn't meant to touch his face with hers, how embarrassing! Yet why was her face tingling where it had collided with his? Why was her heart beating so fast and the heat continuing to rise in her face. What about him was making her feeling this way, leaving her with wanting more.

Was it because he had taken the time to listen to her? To make her feel like she was worth something when no one else had? Did his charity leave her feeling like she needed more from him, out of fear that he might leave if she didn't? The thought made her swallow hard, to look away shyly and to bit her lip. Surely that wasn't the reason, how cruel of her if it were the only reason why he caused her heart to go aflutter. He was a gentleman, kind and helpful in the best way, and when he flashed that crooked smile, those violet orbs teasing her when glancing into her own hazel ones, it sent her heart racing and her mind wanting things she still couldn't understand.

Coming back to her senses after his story she nodded, smiling gently as she moved to the edge of the rotunda. When he joined her, she couldn't help but notice how close he had gotten, how his wing feathers nearly tickled her side and left the spots upon her back quivering, the heat rising with her chest and making her swallow hard. Her chest was beating faster and her mind was reeling, taking in his scent and all he was; the splashes of white and champagne upon strong muscles, that crooked smile and those eyes that sent her reeling and it was drowning her to the point where she couldn't handle anymore, ready to simply explode when- stop. Like she had been holding her breath for too long she mentally gasped for air, coming back to her senses and reaching for her sanity once again. When it rested in the recessed of her mind once again she relaxed, blinking long lashes against speckled cheeks as she listened to him offer his company in exchange for her mother's.

The sentiment was lovely, kind and so sweet she couldn't help but be grateful for it. He had been an angel to her the entire time, showering her with compliments and making her feel very cared for her. It was something entirely new to her, welcoming and wonderful all at once, and she couldn't help but long for more of it. But part of her wondered if she even deserved it. What had she done to be deserved to be treated such as this? Surely someone was much more willing than she to be given such attention, such affection, such... what? What was it that he was doing to her that was driving her insane and making her head spin. It was too much, she was losing her grip and didn't know how to keep hold of it, especially when his next question left his lips. Those lips that she could most likely watch move all day long. Swallowing and trying to rid herself of such... thoughts, she looked to him and stared for a long period of time.

What was she supposed to say? That every glance he made towards her made her blush? That when his whispers reached her ears she grew hot with longing? How was she supposed to tell him that she couldn't keep her eyes off of his strong body, couldn't help but crave the strong scent of man on his being, for the tender caress of the tips of his wings. What was this feeling and why wasn't it going away? The explanation was somewhere in the world, hidden away, but who was she to ask in order to find out. Would she ask him? The thought made her hesitant and flustered. That would be so humiliating! Plus it was something that was so hard to explain. She was having a mental war and she didn't know which side was winning, so all she could do was look into his eyes until someone became the victor. She didn't know who was winning at this point, who was pulling the strings, but before she could even realize what she was doing she was turning to him, pressing her lips to his shoulder and trailing delicately along his wings, placing his feathers between her lips delicately to simply feel them.

There was a certain desire in her eyes, a look of longing in those depths as she brought her face closer to his again, her muzzle pressing into the crook of his neck and cheek and breathing warm air on it, fluttering her eyes and continuing to look seductively into his. Lips skimmed champagne hairs, leaving hot breaths upon it before her voice came out softly, sultry with every syllable," Touch me." If anyone who knew Myrrine were to see her now, they would likely refuse to believe it was her. Such words were not in her vocabulary, such actions were not even on her mind until she had come across him, and everything that he was.

She was on fire now, and it wasn't going out, especially with how she was moving things along. She was poking the flames and making them rise, was causing the heat and tension to build as her chest was soon pressing into his, her teeth finding his skin and leaving tender nibbles. She was no longer asking, no longer taking no for an answer. One could suppose this was a way of asserting herself. The excitement was building faster than she could handle, her head spinning and her movements quickening in pace, thrilling her to the point of causing soft sighs to leave those once innocent and pure inked lips. She was hungry now, and she was not letting up without at least a single taste.

OOC: I AM SO SORRY IT HAPPENED AND SHE JUST- SHE JUST DID IT OKAY???



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#15

There is something behind the throne
Quilyan
greater than the king himself.
Zarina had been asleep, or, at least, she had been pretending to be.  The marmoset was curled into a tight ball, squeezing her eyes shut, irritation bubbling within as she tried to ignore all of the idiotic flirting that her bonded was doing.  She came from a species that mated for life - she remembered his time with Resplendence, all that the mare had meant to him, and she could not forgive his attempts to woo another when his mate still lived.  She could not fathom how he could have forgotten the mare that he had, at one time, thought to be the love of his life.  She loved her prince dearly, but she was furious with him for the ease with which he had allowed his mate and daughter to slip away.

And so she had not been entirely asleep.  In fact, she hadn't been anywhere near sleep at all.  She had been, shall we say, monitoring the situation to ensure that it did not get out of control.  For a while, she had thought that it was safe - he was trying to cheer up a pitiful young mare, and that would be the end of it.  She could sense the stirrings of desire in his gut (she cursed him for the link that they shared, but it did not stop her from feeling what he felt), but knew that he had the self-control to keep himself together.  After all, he had been tempted before, and he had never broken - not even under to influence of magic --

"Touch me," Myrrine commanded breathlessly.  --Don't,-- Zarina warned, alarmed at the sudden change, but her prince silenced their bond.  She could do nothing besides scuttle from his withers to the ground, determined to be nowhere near the pair for whatever came next (ew, gross, no thank you).

The stallion had been watching Myrrine with desire flaring in his violet gaze.  His question had been an innocent one - he had entirely expected her to laugh and offer some silly response in that flustered way of hers.  He had not imagined that she would turn to look at him that way, with need and doubt batting in her lovely hazel eyes, as though she were struggling to make a decision.  She floated closer to him - he didn't remember when that had happened, so entranced was he by the way she was looking at him - and ran her lips down his shoulder, onto his wing and over his feathers.  Heat rose in his loins as he sighed, lost in the electricity that she elicited in him.  This had not been his intention in the slightest, but if she was going to insist --

"Touch me."

It was the only command that the stallion needed.  He immediately shifted to press his muzzle gently against her cheek, tracing muscles slowly down her neck, his breath lingering hotly at each place he touched.  As he approached her withers, he pressed against her harder; when he arrived at the base of her mane, he placed a light nip above her shoulder.  He was losing himself in the smell of her, the taste of her, allowing himself to fall into the trap that she had set for them, that he had pushed her into.  It would be easy to let this happen, to allow the both of them this small pleasure.  He nipped his way slowly along her back, pausing as he reached her croup.  His chest pressed against her wing - it was a foreign sensation, this featherless wing, oddly brittle and delicate to the touch.

It was a small detail, but one that brought him up, however briefly, for air.  He remembered how she had come to be here, remembered how brief a time they had shared, remembered that she seemed to be a young mare (though her sudden demand had him questioning her innocence).  He hesitated, warring with himself.  If she wanted him, who was he to deny her?  He certainly wanted her.  Even so, he backed up a step, his shoulder brushing against hers, his maw lingering along her skin.  "Myrrine," he breathed, a gentle caress against her cheek. "Are you certain that this is what you want?" His voice was a deep, hoarse whisper that betrayed his intense desire.  His lips massaged her neck as he worked his way to her withers and back again.  He was a stallion, and he wanted this mare, but he was also a gentleman - and he could not take advantage of a young mare simply because she asked him to.

"Talk talk talk."
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Each kiss upon her body was a symphony she wanted to play again and again. Her body writhed in pleasure beneath his touch, her maw reaching out to touch whatever she could find, caressing and nipping whatever grazed her teeth. Her sighs only continued as the pressure build, breath quickening and eyes full of a lustful gaze, her mind not being able to deny just howgood this felt. Tail lifting instinctively, she was ready, wanting whatever he was offering her and more, his touch electricity through her entire bodice and her tongue licking her lips desperately. He was a drug that she could not resist trying once, so potent in his scent and so tempting with every touch he offered to her. In the beginning the lass had been fine with a sampler, a little nibble here and there of everything, but after she had had a taste, she was ready for the main course.

This feeling suddenly changed when he was near her croup, it tingling at the sensation of knowing that he was there and so close to it, that his chest was against her flank and wing, leaving her to suddenly stare at him uncertainly, not knowing where to go next. She was almost relieved when he took a step back, to return to the front end of her to offer her more love and affection, to comfort her and to give her a final chance before they took the plunge together. It was enough for her to regain some sense of logic, to sigh and press herself into him and think over it for awhile. How she didn't want to tease him, to deny him now that she had so eagerly demanded he take her.

Yet there was still that lingering doubt that this was somehow wrong and shouldn't be happening. She couldn't describe it, and she wanted to say no and leave it at that. But when she looked at him, felt his fervent touches upon her neck and mane, she realized that she wanted this, no; needed this. She so badly wanted his love, wanted to feel something other than this constant battle of not wanting to harm others and then hating herself for when she didn't. She wanted the freedom to choose for herself what was best for her. She wanted the luxury of having a say, and if she were to look deep inside of her soul and ask if this was what she wanted, she would still have the same answer:

" Yes," she responded breathily, turning to him and facing him briefly, despite her body whined that they were no longer in contact with each other. This was important though, this was a pivotal moment in her life that she needed to address properly. It needed to be right, it needed to happen for the right reasons even, and she wanted to make sure Quilyan felt the same. She smiled, nervousness now in her expression, but there was delightful warmth and desire still within the depths of her gaze," To answer your question, from before, I honestly cannot tell you what I feel about today. I only know that I like it, and that I like being with you. The way you make me feel is... something I have never experienced, and I cannot help but be happy about that. Quiylan-"

Her cheek was pressing into his, her eyes closing to savor him and this touch, to imprint this moment into her memories forever. After taking a deep breath she finally took a step back, turning herself to the side so he could continue his journey to the end of her, a spark of seduction in those eyes as she whispered innocently, sexily in a way that no man could surely resist," Please be gentle... It's my first time..." Her tail lifted once more, swaying to one side every so slightly, slowly as if to tease him, and even though this was her first time, she was surely acting like a professional. She pressed against him suddenly, eagerly, looking over her shoulder with the most seductive of gazes, a hint of youthful and innocent desire in those hazel depths as she bit her lip tenderly, her warmth pulsating from her in an obvious sign of her desire. If he was uncertain if she wanted it before, he certainly shouldn't be now. 

OOC: The decision has been made.



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#17

There is something behind the throne
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greater than the king himself.
Despite his pause, the stallion was distracted. As he waited for a response, he nibbled at her neck and shoulder, resisting the urge to simply press on and assume that her previous requests were all the consent that was needed. He was, however, not a brute; he was not one to fuck for pleasure, not even as the prince of Th'orqui. Back home, he had resisted any such offers (not, by the way, without a great deal of resentment), waiting, as was proper, for whomever his mate would be. It was a matter of heredity that he not leave any bastard children in his wake; there would be no illegitimate offspring to question his future children about their rights to the throne. But here... here, there was nothing to stop him, and besides the fact that he genuinely liked the butterfly mare, she had elicited a certain sensuality in him that had been absent in him. Myrrine had brought him to the brink, teased him onto the edge; he was waiting now to tip over, listening for the slightest breath of air to push him into the abyss.

"Yes," she breathed, and he might have moved immediately upon her desire had she not stepped away, leaving him staring lustily into her eyes. He took the opportunity to sweep his gaze over her, noting the gentle curves of flesh that encased her body and finding it very much to his liking. Where she might have been simply cute before, a pretty young mare trapped in her own distress, she had blossomed before his eyes into a beautiful, sultry creature begging for his love. The allure of her drew him in, captured him, held him to her will. So absorbed was he in his drooling that he nearly missed her explanation - but he glanced again to her eyes, noticed the earnest gleam that graced their depths, and he reminded himself to listen.

She stepped forward to speak, pressing her cheek to his, and he closed his eyes, taking in her words and her scent. He was high on her, intoxicated beyond reason, his lust bursting at the seams; when she turned from him, he was momentarily disappointed until he saw the rise of her tail, the clear invitation in her body language. Whatever doubts he might have had about her willingness fell away, and he stepped forward as though in a dream to continue his loving caress down her spine. Had he been in his right mind, he might have denied her - who was he to deserve her virginity, to be permitted to steal away that precious piece of her? What had he done to drive her to offer herself so easily and so openly to him, a stranger, a lucky passerby who had just so happened to witness her darkest hour?

But he was not in his right mind, and instead he resolved to be as gentle and kind as he could, to make sure that he did not ruin her experience. He moved slowly and deliberately, taking his time to move behind her, to give her time to change her mind (please, Gods, do not make her change her mind). "Myrrine," he murmured almost worshipfully --

She didn't change her mind.

-fade to black-

He slipped to the ground, his breath coming quickly. He peered at Myrrine's face as he returned to her side, running his muzzle along her neck up to her cheek, where he paused. He was almost sheepish as he looked her over, carefully analyzing her for any sign of pain or displeasure. "Did I - are you alright, darling?" he asked softly, affection and concern in his voice. "I hope I didn't hurt you." The stallion searched her face. Hopefully she wouldn't run off immediately; there was something fierce and protective growing in his breast. Despite the fact that they had only just met, their tryst had left him with a semblance of possessiveness about the butterfly mare. The prince lifted his wing, offering his side for her to lean into, thinking that she might want to rest against him.

"Talk talk talk."
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