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[OPEN] Have You Forgotten

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#1
Själ
The girl had done nothing but wander since entering Helovia, nothing but meander meaninglessly from place to place.  She had no home to find, no family to go back to, and no goal in mind; she searched for nothing and no one, and it had been as boring as it had been freeing.  She found herself now in the Deep Forest, pacing to and fro beneath a large, leafless tree that offered little protection against the snows that had set in that morning.  By the looks of the sky, the precipitation was here to stay, and she was stuck in the middle of nowhere.  She was probably going to freeze to death.  A prod from her bonded sent the girl's nose out of her misery and into the air.  I am not being dramatic, she insisted.  Of course, she was.  But she wasn't going to admit that, not even to Ansgar.  (Ah, adolescent girls, am I right?)

In any case, she stood shivering beneath the tree that she had chosen to call hers, watching glumly as the snow fell harder and harder as the day wore on.  At first, it hadn't been cold enough to stick; but the temperatures had done nothing but plummet well into the morning, and now there was nearly a foot of snow that had made its way through the interlaced branches overhead.  Even the Deep Forest was not safe from the onslaught of winter, and the girl was beginning to regret that she had chosen not to travel south.

It would have been much more pleasant there, no doubt.  She would be warm, at the very least.  Others would probably be present, since wasn't it smart to travel south for the winter?  She had a silly image in her mind of hordes of equines prancing about on a sunny beach, enjoying what was sure to be a glorious afternoon.  Why in the world couldn't she have made her way there instead of ending up bored and alone here?  Grumbling, she attempted to orient herself, and then began to stomp angrily in the direction that she thought might be southerly.  Come on, Ansgar, she snarled.  We're going to go get warm.

"Talk."
--Ansgar.--
Själ


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#2

Erebos
eye on what I'm after

The boy and fox sauntered through one of their preferred haunts, gallivanting because it was freedom and disaster, soullessness and monstrous, ruthless and satisfying. They wandered amidst ghouls and goblins, combing endlessly for treasures neither could claim, pretending to be wraiths and demons, unaware of how much their souls and beings had altered into true fiend fruition. For a time, for a space, they lurked amongst shadowy corridors and howled at the moon, at the snow, laughed until their ribs hurt, gazed across the endless, Stygian horizon for a chance, for an opportunity, to harness strength and unleash power. Temptation stoked a fine edge in their hearts, in their minds, in their blistering, smoldering, searing inclinations, urges and impulses kneeling on barbed wire. They patrolled a vast empire of hazes and mirrors, of inky reflections and terrible tremors, watching the ghostly frame of their breaths mingle between the snow and the sky. Beneath boughs they feasted on runes and puzzles, stared upon labyrinthine pools and collections of blood – heightened their awareness of danger, deception and treachery – then wondered when they’d be the ones everyone feared. Their steps were mirages and their footfalls were calculating, eventual menaces, potential cretins, a foundation of fools and Machiavellian guises, and for all the world they played along a great many stages, contorting the arts of their satanic brows and their bewitching, alluring sketches. One smiled and the other brooded, one smirked and the other marauded, and together they were whittled pieces of foreboding flesh, minds emboldened and tethered together in discordance, in hostility, in the funneling and fueling for something, for everything.

They forced away unpleasant notions and sentiments. They forgot envious requiems and petty jealousies. They discarded and neglected the feats of failure. Instead, they listened to the wind and the snow, the ice and the rime, the piercing void and the hollowed sanctions of the nefarious – strung together in features and faces of the charismatic, of the gentle, of the ebullient.

The prince heard a stomp nestled amongst the thickened wood, and listened to the trees betray their other prisoner. He tilted his head for a fraction, giving way to curiosity, to friction, to movement and motion other than destruction and mayhem; following over an enticing, luring fragment of scents and smells he’d encountered eons before, and another he had no notion of. Even while Orsino grumbled behind him, for the kitsune would rather prance back into midnight shards and collect more ruin, more exploitation, more demonic forces for their future, the prince meandered and stoked, courted and shuffled, as if he were a piece of the frozen forest. Only when they’d arrived amidst the same shadows as the girl and her companion, only when he recognized the speckle of pelt and the elongated horn, did he call across the nocturnal boughs. “Sjal!” He grew closer, losing his imitation of a monster or wraith, plaguing the otherwise malignant world with a grin, with a smile, with a radiant glow of regal abandon and captivating glee. “Congratulations on your companion!” Orsino hissed something barbaric, and Erebos ignored him entirely – stare floating to the griffin, then back to the femme herself (Psyche’s daughter - he reminded himself; a child of the mountains even if she had no yearning to be amidst them). With an effervescent ease, he settled into the pockets of shadows and brutality, beguiling and unwinding, kind and considerate (and so, so very enticed by the lengths, depths, of his curiosity). “How've you been?”


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#3
Själ
They had met, in the time before, back when the girl had been a princess seeking her mother's kingdom. She had been angry then, ready to take her place in an empire that was dwarfed by Psyche's promises, but she had never known its foundation. Even now, as she wandered amongst the trees, searching for something (salvation, maybe?) that she could not name, she did not know her mother. Had she ever? The DarkEmpress of Själ's short life had been cracked, broken, determined to pass on old grudges to her youngest daughter, but she had never stopped to consider whether Själ would want to carry that torch, or what would happen if the girl were to douse its flames.

She was not angry anymore, but she was alone. Once, she had found solace in her ability to wander freely, to go where she pleased with no repercussions. Guilt had plagued the girl at the relief that had been knowledge of Psyche's demise - no more would the princess have to search for a place carved for her by the crooked horn of her mother, never again would she feel required to live up to some impossible, unexplained standard - but it had been there nonetheless. She had been at peace, or something like it, with the knowledge that she would be able to make her own way, to find her own place. Now, though... now it was lonely, and boring, and pointless. Her wits had grown dull, her mind complacent, and she was quite sick of it.

The boy greeted her with a smile that was quickly and easily returned. "Erebos," she greeted him, tipping her head in acknowledgement. A hiss sounded from the darkness, raising one of the girl's eyebrows as she glanced into the shadows, searching for its source. The young stallion's comment on her griffin brought her golden eyes back to him. "Thank you. Her name is Ansgar." The griffin crooned a soft, distracted greeting as her slitted pupils examined their dark surroundings. She was not, perhaps, as standoffish as she might have been to a true stranger, for she sensed her bonded's pleasure at the appearance of the boy and responded accordingly. The hissing, though - that was something of interest to the cat-bird.

How had they been, the princess and her griffin? Well, she had left Helovia and returned after finding the alternative too dull for words. Even after stepping foot over the borders again, she had wandered with naught but boredom to accompany her, save her encounter with Zèklè. He had invited her to the Dragon's Throat, and she had meant to meet him there - but she had arrived to find it an island, and she no way to enter. She had not stayed for long. There was no reason for her to go where she would be unwanted. "I have been exploring Helovia," she responded smoothly, despite her inner disgust at the question. It was not a lie; she had been wandering all corners of the land. "How about you? I don't believe you had a companion either, last time we met - or if you did, I've forgotten." She could not see the creature, but it was an educated guess, nonetheless.

"Talk."
--Ansgar.--
Själ


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#4

Erebos
Eye On What I'm After

It was nice to see old friends, especially when they seemed to be growing and thriving. He’d been so used to disappearances and bumbling excuses, for chasing dreams of conquest and villainy with musketeer regard, and watching it unravel so bitterly, so ruefully; for trying to encompass and hold something no longer in place. He considered the princess a piece of the past and an edge to the future; she was a mystery, but also a token of what had framed and eclipsed their great empire, even if she had no wish, no will, to claim it for herself. But the prince had managed to coax a smile out of her, and he wanted to entice more (more and more; always his way, too bold and too greedy). His eyes, however, floated to the companion first, for he remembered the days of endless searching, eternal yearnings and cravings for a beast of his own (and he had one now, but where did the covetous beckoning end?). The griffin, Ansgar, was intriguing, cat and bird combined, and he enjoyed the length of her wings and the conspiring lilt to her stare; his ruffian smile widened, captivating and beguiling, appealing and unwinding, a devilish torch intertwined across his rogue features. Orsino rolled his eyes in the depths of the darkness, hostile and obnoxious.

She’d been exploring Helovia, and the little beast, intending to pursue and hunt whatever track, trail, she chose, cast his curiosity, ignited his senses, to mischief and rumination. “What’s been your favorite place so far?” Where had she traveled? Had she puttered down primrose paths, chiseled and swept paradise, run between shadows and demons, tucked herself, secluded, forsaken, and alone, amidst the depths of winter, or the underground caves? He yearned to know, to relish, in sights he may not have seen, and to proclaim the venues he’d investigated (the rotunda, with its beautiful, kaleidoscope hues, the peaks and valleys where he’d brooded, where’d he found death and hate and malice, the hollows of the Gods, where he prayed and preyed), to share in the spectacles of Helovia and its mastery. Perhaps one day he’d know everything about every nook and cranny, hide his snares, wares, cloaks, and daggers amidst their layers, and no one would notice until it was to late. He could brandish arms one moment, and alms the next - a contradictory barb of scion and devil.

She’d asked about him though, and a part of the truth stuttered, swallowed and consumed by the depths of silence. He’d been biding his time, calculating and warring, playing skirmish and campaigner against members of his herd, or complete strangers, desperately trying to become stronger, more powerful, a force to be reckoned with. He didn’t want her to know he’d begun his quest for vengeance, for justice, for requital, enraged and alone, attempting to be an individual worthy of savagery and sinister arts; a bellowing, cackling minstrel of war and defiance. He didn’t want her to realize how utterly weak he’d been, fumbling and stumbling and losing to one of his own. He didn’t want her to think him silly or stupid when he’d somehow managed to lose all his friends along the way (how Aithniel had yelled in the midst of all that chaos, how Rikyn had become all the more enraged, how swiftly everything tumbled out of his reach). So instead, the boy wove something simple, effortless, gliding eager, prying hands from the depths of his resolutions. There would be a time, and a place, where everyone would know who he was. “Oh, I’ve been exploring too.” He paused, and lowered his voice to a whisper, as if in possession of a great, grand secret. “I took up the rank of soldier. I’ve been sparring. Hopefully it’ll make me stronger,” he finished with a wink in the funnels of darkness.

Then the topic shifted, and the bundle of sibilance poised and scowling between his limbs was rendered his opportunity to reign. Erebos laughed, dipping his head to stare at the petulant barb of foxy convictions and building hatred. “This is Orsino.” His muzzle pushed the hissing kitsune out into the open, so the depths of his gilded eyes could be seen amidst the Stygian refuge; like he belonged to the tainted, wailing whims of the fiends and monsters – and perhaps he did. Perhaps they all did. “I found him here, actually.” Maybe that was why they preferred the haunt, both were so intricately tied to the crows, the cretins, the carrion building, festering, and withering in the decaying veils.

Thereafter, out of place but touching nonetheless, the demon glanced at her again and smiled. “You’ve grown.” In heart? In mind? In body and soul? His meaning was enigmatic, distorting, and shaped by the lacquer of his allure.


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#5
Själ
Exploring, of course, had been a kind way to put it; in truth, she had been wandering aimlessly with no real purpose or goal in mind. She would never admit it, particularly not to someone who was little more than a childhood acquaintance (how could they be friends when she had never stayed long enough for it to mean anything?), but she was desperate for any motive, any reason, any purpose at all that would direct her. There was a saying that when one door closed, another would open, but she was in the midst of a jungle. There were no paths, no doors, no indicators to show her where she should be going; there was only her, only a unicorn princess and her griffin, alone and lost and trapped in their own misguided intentions.

But that was her problem, and she was not quite ready to share the burden of it. She put on her mask, smiling prettily as Erebos confided his new rank. "It's a suitable rank for you," she said. As the girl looked him over, she realized that it was true: he was not a young colt anymore, but a stallion grown, and ready to take on the world. There were muscles now that had not been there before, and even his horn seemed to have grown sharper. Suddenly the princess realized that Erebos was not just a random half-stranger - he was a handsome half-stranger, and she was, no doubt, going to be making an absolute fool of herself. "You've grown very strong already." Was that too much to say? Too flirtatious, maybe, even if she had offered it as a passing comment without thinking of the hidden meaning that might lie dormant within it?

The topic shifted, leaving the girl a moment to collect herself. She peered curiously at the kitsune, who Erebos had unceremoniously shoved into the light. Though his manners seemed to be horrendous (he was hissing at her as though she were the one who had disturbed him - what an awful little thing!), he was the sort of companion that one might consider to be of the 'cute and fluffy' variety. Still, Själ decided that she preferred her griffin's company over Orsino's foul temper. After all, Ansgar had never so much as offered a glare at her. At the moment, however, the griffin was screeching angrily at the kitsune, her feathers fluffing to display her irritation. A gentle touch from the mind of her bonded coerced her to silence, though she remained crouched by Själ's hooves, her feathers fluffed and her tail lashing.

"You've grown," the stallion offered, and the girl found herself peering at him from beneath her lashes. He was right; there had been a great deal of growth, between the pair of them, since the last time they had met. But there almost seemed to be something else there, some reference to something unseen. "I have," she agreed, for there was no point in pretending otherwise. "So have you." She paused, considering him. "I have traveled beyond the borders of Helovia, and yet I am always drawn to return. Why?" She hardly expected an answer - after all, what is one supposed to say to something like that?

"Talk."
--Ansgar.--
Själ


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#6

Erebos
Eye On What I'm After

He regarded her lightly, an arch to his brow, a princely, regal, invisible crown nestled between his ears, as if measuring her statements with noble regard and not in the bewitching way they glided through his skull. It’s a suitable rank for you; like he’d found something, anything, to be in this strange, possessive, cruel world, you’ve grown very strong already; like he hadn’t been floundering, stumbling, and tripping over himself since the moment he’d become so enamored, so fixated, on vengeance and reciprocity. She had no idea how weak he really was. She had no notion of what shaped and chiseled his weary, ridiculous, scarred foundation, what magnificent, terrifying horrors pulsed through his thoughts, his feelings, his sentiments at the image of destroying something that had mauled one of his own. Likewise, he had no idea about her, nothing past the outline of her body and the lineage simmering through her blood. He rarely knew about anyone these days – moments had become sprinkled with small granules of nothingness, earmarks and sketches and watercolors of minute details. They could fill a book up with their pages of naught, meaningless, pathetic attempts to understand and visualize the way the earth worked, the way others thought, the way corruption sunk and boiled and brewed over another’s mind. Each time he turned around, the opportunities seemed hopelessly lost, because his friends died, disappeared, vanished, or simply drew away from him (and why – he wondered, for all he’d ever done was cherish them – but maybe that simply hadn’t been enough). While he never forgot them, while he yearned for their presence and prestige, they didn’t seem to want the same from him, and the notion stung deep in his chest, somewhere in his carnivorous heart. No, I’m not strong, he yearned to say, but admitting it aloud seemed harsher than the sound of his own rancor. Instead, he simply smiled the same everlasting, charming smile, a little bit wicked, a little bit boyish. “Thank you.”

Orsino, however, didn’t have the same possession of charisma or appeal, ceasing his hissing only to glare at the other companion with wily, conniving, menacing eyes and threatening postures. His fur raised, onyx on sable, drenched in the unholy vows of the Stygian terrain, his fangs were brandished beyond his mouth, incredibly, ridiculously foul. Erebos eventually had enough of the tedious, molten display, snarling over their connection with his own malignant claws. Get a grip, he murmured, and the kitsune, somehow, someway, actually chose to respond to the proclamation (a surprise to the lordling, who couldn’t remember many times or places the fox had actually deigned to listen; what on earth was this supposed to mean?), shifting his way further under Erebos’ frame and pouting, away from the griffin’s keen eyes.

The lad shrugged, offering no explanation for his bonded’s antics because there simply didn’t seem to be one. Jealousy? Ruthlessness? He’d shown the latter amidst battle, a raging, burning hostility that swept and morphed and stuck to the infidel’s brow as if he’d relished the release between the fox and himself – the barbaric, savage, sinister methods of their movements and motions.

But he didn’t dive any further into it, because Sjal’s query, the flick of her lashes, the layers of her inquiry pulsed and incensed his attention. His eyes, with their piercing, puncturing hues, riveted solely upon her, upon her question, upon the lacquer dusting and embossing the darkening shades. There was a reason they haunted, they stalked, they crawled, slithered, and crept through Helovia – a purpose, a rime, a conviction driving and colliding with their sinew, their skin, their sanctity and sanity. Erebos thought he knew the answer, and it seemingly came to him all at once, a truth sizzling along his tongue and mouth, carved from his lips without any hesitation. Bold, audacious, it toiled with his grin and allowed it even more allure, even more beguiling, unwavering, persevering glimpses into his presence, into his mind, into what he thought of her, the girl who’d once been looking for something (salvation?), on the snowy borders of the Basin. “You belong here.”


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#7
Själ
If the girl had been able to read the young stallion's mind, then perhaps she wouldn't have felt so alone. That he felt the same restless tug that pulled her to wander, that he felt the same sad song of lost friendship tugging at his heartstrings, that he was so very like her that it could not be ignored -- it was all lost on the princess, who smiled sweetly as the steed accepted her compliment, unaware and perhaps the worse for it. She had, surprisingly, never considered Erebos to be a friend; he was but a stranger that she had met in passing, an acquaintance that she had stumbled upon a time or two, a wanderer with whom she shared a common history. If she had known all that there was to know, she might have wondered if her dismissal of the dark stallion as a confidant had been a mistake.

Ansgar settled at her hooves, golden eyes staring into the darkness that the kitsune had withdrawn into; the griffin gave a mental shrug to her bonded, sighed dramatically, and then began to preen her right wing, settling errant feathers into place with a deft twitch of her beak. The princess offered a gentle word to the creature, soothing the boredom that threatened to overtake Ansgar, offering a chance for fun and freedom later. But for now, she asked for maturity and patience, for she had always felt that Erebos was one to impress. His was not the presence in which to cavort and caper, but that which demanded respect and strategy. She had worn the mask of royalty to disguise her peasantry, and she was afraid to fall below his role as a rising king.

The princess had not expected that he would answer, so strange and out of place was her query; but she was soon set upon by his piercing gaze, eyes that seemed to see straight through to her soul, coaxing some answer out of the nothingness that lay dormant there. You belong here, he told her, and it was all she could do to hold in a snort of derision, for how could she belong in a place that had never been called home? "Do I?" she asked vaguely, a slight downturn of the corners of her mouth the only indication of her displeasure. "'Here' is quite the broad term, you know; I never seem to be able to narrow it down to any specific 'there'."

"Talk."
--Ansgar.--
Själ


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#8

Erebos
Eye On What I'm After

Erebos eyed her, curious and inquisitive, as she failed to yield to his simple statement. Do I?, she questioned, and for the boy who’d always known where he’d belonged (deep in the mountains, amongst the snow, the wind, the chilling, barbaric winters and bestial summers, a soldier, a knight, a blackguard), the question was confusing, perplexing, and befuddling. Perhaps he’d been blessed since his birth, pressed into caves and ice, sprinting across the rime, gesturing and hollering and whooping with his friends as they chased down mysteries, stories, and adventures. He’d never truly wanted for anything except more (more anguish, more devastation, more potential, more magic, more invocations to conquer and control). But why shouldn’t she belong, down in the depths of a world her mother had tried to conquer? Why shouldn’t she aspire to dream in the heights of clifftops, in the verdant hallows of valleys, or in the dark, eerie spaces of the Deep Forest? “Why not?” He questioned her automatically, without much forethought, brandishing that bold, audacious charisma he’d polished into his entity, with whimsical smiles and Cheshire grins. How many avenues had she truly explored and not seen herself within? Why couldn’t she make herself a home in the whims and worlds and empires throughout Helovia? Why couldn’t she find herself an ambition, an aspiration, to claw into, to grasp and clench and hold, incapable of letting go until she accomplished it? What held her back? He couldn’t quite fathom what tied and tethered her to nothingness – not when she likely had all the potential, all the prowess, to become something other than a remnant of her dam’s existence. He didn’t imagine her as one of the many who passed through – wraiths, phantoms – and then floated off again, no purpose, no reasoning, tucked into their souls, as if they’d never existed at all.
 
So the fiend grew closer to her, too intrigued, ignoring Orsino as he glided back into the heathen regions of shadow and damnation, speculating in the wild, untamed ferocity he possessed so readily, so confidently. He’d been lost before – down in the doldrums of the unknown, not comprehending the levels of his weakness, of where he was supposed to go next, on how he was going to achieve everything he yearned and craved. Maybe he could assist her in puzzling out the next step in her path? To see where she fit, in between the lines of sand, stones, rubble, and mayhem? He smiled, always the beguiling, alluring, little beast, proffering his guidance as best he could. “What are you looking for?” Was it to harpoon the countryside, the kingdom, the legacies of yesteryear? Was it to reign and rule? Was it to glorify prosperity for herself, for her kin, for all the legends coiled in her blood? He only glanced around for snippets, for advantages, for fractures and chaos that could lead him down the alleys of his quest for revenge – but surely she had something better, something hopeful, to sink her teeth into. 


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#9
Själ
It occurred to the princess that she had revealed a great deal of herself during this impromptu meeting. Her insecurities had been revealed to this colt, a prince from the North who she barely knew, save that he hailed from the land that should have been hers. He had been kind to her more than once; but in the past, she had always endeavored to keep her thoughts to herself, to reveal only so much in fear of her problems being used against her. It was odd, though not entirely unpleasant, to offer up so much of herself and be given acceptance in return.

So why didn't she belong in the depths of Helovia, to follow in her mother's hoofprints of chaos and devastation? Why wasn't she prepared to settle for something that she knew she desperately wanted? Her thoughts twisted and turned under the weight of his scrutiny, and she squirmed internally at the implications of his queries. The truth was, she didn't really know what she was looking for, no more than she knew what she was running from. She wanted something more than what she had, but hadn't the slightest clue what that more might be. It would appear that, in some ways, she was more like the boy than she realized, always hunting for something bigger and better and hers.

"I don't know," she admitted quietly, her gaze shifting to the dark shadows of the forest surrounding them. "I came to Helovia seeking answers. I wanted to know who my mother was, beyond the tales that she told me. I wanted to see where I came from. I wanted to claim my birthright." The princess paused, sighed, shook her head. "But what is there for me to claim that hasn't moved on without her and her alleged heiress? I don't even know what she ruled over!" Anger and frustration burst forth unannounced, surprising even the girl with their ferocity. "She raised ma as a princess, but she didn't even tell me why." Tears threatened, years of unanswered questions breaking open all of the girl's old wounds, yielding bitter words. "And now... she's gone. So I guess I'll never know."

"Talk."
--Ansgar.--
Själ


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Orsino :: Plain Kitsune :: Dark Illusions & Enyo :: Common Griffon :: Draining Clutch Heather
#10

Erebos
Eye On What I'm After

The youth had realized long ago that the title prince meant very little. Princes couldn’t slay dragons. Princes couldn’t revive the fallen. Princes couldn’t beg their mothers to stay. Princes couldn’t entreat their companions to remain nestled in peaks, valleys, snow, and wind. Princes could watch and beck and call and scream, and still, nothing would happen. He was the son of a King – but in days, seasons, months, and years spent in a world that could be collapsed by the brush of chaos, by the sting of corruption, a moniker was naught. It didn’t lend him any accolades. It didn’t anoint him with wisdom. It didn’t reward him with crowns or jewels, garb or armor, noble intrigue or fundamental truths. He’d only been granted with the sagacity of his sire and dam; who’d spent their lifetime carving, sculpting, and reigning (raining too he wanted to say, watching his father still look for Huyana on the horizon), with stories, with notes and sketches, with traces and foundations – he’d been privileged, but he’d also wandered from heathen cliff top to eldritch fountains, drawing on what he’d been taught and what he could discover. The boy took what he could, snatched and held and grasped and tore, swearing never to let go (and he didn’t, that much was certain, when he visualized the Colossus toppling, the giant’s dragons falling, everything crashing and burning because that was going to be his role in life – avenging those who couldn’t do it for themselves), to always cling to those memories, those people, those beloved, cherished whims and moments. When she spouted about birthrights Erebos wanted to scoff and snort, for simply being born didn’t mean one was entitled to greatness, to empires, to thrones; a beast had to earn their regime, had to challenge the world. When she drifted about tales (of Psyche the DarkEmpress, about a woman who had led them from refugees to mountaineers) he wanted to hear them all, again and again, let those legends pierce through his ears and ricochet along his skull (because they’d been about defeat, but also glory, a chance to snatch what had been destroyed). When she wanted answers, he simply remained silent, allowed her to boil over, to simmer, to wash over her layers of calm, dainty composure. The scion knew went to be quiet too, to permit the world to play its part, for the earth to unravel or shades to collide.
 
After she’d succumbed to the ferocity, to the agony, to the pinnacles of her frustration, Erebos dared to stare, wondering over the girl who was so infinitely lost, pondering over the child of another luminary and what she was supposed to do with her life. His features were rendered stoic, nonchalant, and he could’ve been a picture of his father, a chiseled miniature of death and damnation, of corruption and chaos, had his eyes not held a glimmer of kindness, a gallant intrigue delving into their chassis. The words formed along his tongue were quiet and blunt, balanced and simple, truth spilling over his mouth before he’d even had a moment to stop them. “Princes and princesses aren’t entitled to anything. They have no claim.” They didn’t cease, rolling like a wave, like the pools that could gather beneath his feet and lift him above the water’s edge. He thought of Rikyn, once a prince, and then only an Outcast, wandering and wandering and wandering in search of something – professing only the things he’d acquired for himself. “We have to earn everything we crave just like everyone else.” His head tilted a fraction, devilish and mercenary in the forest’s nocturnal bloom (and he might’ve looked savage, wild and untamed, a foreshadowed bout of misery and disaster – how he’d lead himself to ruin, or how he’d topple towers, cast his sword deep into the chest of his enemies). “I don’t expect to be Lord of the Basin because my father is.” He sighed on the wind, casting his eyes elsewhere, curious and seething. “I’ll become something on my own – because I wanted it, because I obtained it.” And then he softened, the glimmer of tears along her eyes, the bitterness, the rancor thriving along the edges, gave him pause, and he proffered, bestowed, a more lionhearted gift. “But if you still hope to know about your mother, you should come to the Basin. I’m sure my father would tell you everything you wish to hear.” Orsino sneered amidst the brush, and the boy still gave him naught to go off of – tying together his proclamation for the girl who seemingly had waited and waited for the right moment to fall in her lap. “You don’t have to stay, but you can listen. You can see if it’s the right place for you.” Sjal would be able to view the world in which her mother had thrived, then seemingly fallen – if it’d be enough to stand under her old shadows, or carve the way to creating her own. 


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Outcast atk: 5.0 | def: 8.5 | dam: 5.0
Mare :: Unicorn :: 16.0 hh :: 4 (ages in Orangemoon) HP: 62 | Buff: NOVICE
Ansgar :: Plain Griffin :: Draining Clutch ChaoticMelodies
#11
Själ
Princes and princesses aren't entitled to anything.

She scowled at him then, imagining that he spoke with judgment in his darkened tones. Don't you think I know that now? she wanted to scold, reminding him that she had not, in fact, found a world waiting with open arms for her to reign supreme in her mother's hoof prints. She had not thought to claim her so-called birthright once she had realized how mad her mother had actually been. No -- she had stepped aside, stepped down, stepped away, avoiding all that might bring her knowledge or memories of the life she might have had. And as she had traveled, she had come to know that nothing would ever be given to her. That Erebos would act as though she expected such things was a slap in the face.

Her eyes refocused on his tall, dark frame, the pretty mask that she had abandoned falling carefully back into place. There was something broiling beneath the surface of the colt then, something that surprised and enticed the filly with its ferocity. That the son of the great Lord of the Basin was capable of brilliance was something that the girl would never have questioned, but in this moment, there was more to him that simply his name, his title. As he himself had admitted, he was not reliant on that, but on what he himself could - would - obtain from his own merit. She wondered what he had found to drive him, how he had managed to build himself into a force to be reckoned with, why he had even bothered to try.

"That's all in the past," she told him cooly, her emotions carefully captured and put away. "I am no more deserving of greatness than anyone else - perhaps even less so." She shrugged, her gaze drifting away from the colt and losing itself in the wilderness surrounding them, as though it no longer bothered her. "If you mean it, then I will come with you to the Basin. I want... I want to know what my mother was truly like. Before..." Before the end. Before the madness. Before the empty promises and broken lies.

"Talk."
--Ansgar.--
Själ


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#12

Erebos
Eye On What I'm After

The fiend could feel the chill, the scowl, the twisting of her features upon him – as if he were scum, delivering truths she’d either already known or simply didn’t want to hear. He faced them with an easygoing placidity, neither reigning in treachery, danger, alarm, or cruel, malicious designs, not a rogue, not a monster, eyeing her eldritch gaze with a flippant, calm, brazen air. He expected something to slip past her tongue, sizzle on her fangs, poison perhaps, venom launched and harpooned, slithering and crawling towards his wake to intoxicate him in her rage, like her mother – some great asp, some unleashed cobra, no longer tamed by charms or songs. Instead, however, she seemed to give in to the aspects he’d rendered, and he watched, silent and enduring, strong and tranquil, as her mask was strategically notched over her eyes all over again. He almost clucked in disappointment – he’d rather enjoyed the relish, the sensation, the pulse of her ferocity, because it meant there was something down in her marrow, in her bones, beyond the quiet, frozen girl who claimed to be borne from Psyche, who held a griffin in her grasp, who was speckled and dotted and marked for something she didn’t know, didn’t see. Even after she focused away from him, back into the marbles of monsters and demons, he almost gave way to a sigh, thinking nothing had transpired, that all the silly wisdom he’d managed to gather in his days had been ignored, rebuffed, scorned for the past and never the present. The devil wanted her eyes on him, believing him, for he uttered truths, because he wanted to help, wanted to guide, wanted to christen her with something, anything. She shouldn’t be left rotting, festering, withering in shadows. “Everyone has the opportunity to be great.”

His voice isn’t quiet. Its smooth and magnetic, captivating and drawing, a portion of allure meant for Machiavellian disciples. Its alluring and beguiling, another token of the shadows and Stygian regions, where he could’ve been flanked and draped and clothed in Lucifer pictures and portraits; bending over the lines of forest roots and coffin catacombs. He believed every ounce of his speech, for he’d seen greatness, for he’d witnessed triumph, and he knew he could snag it for himself. “But its how they get there that matters, I think. Its what pulls them to become something.”  What inspires you? he wanted to ask her, but he wasn’t sure what her answer would be. He didn’t know if she even had one, ready and prepared, beyond the scope of seeking answers – what was she going to do when she found them?

“You’ll find a purpose,” he assured her, in his calm, composed stance, where coiled muscles met handsome, silly, miscreant flesh, where the drumming of his vocals conjured livelihoods and promises. He was an oath, a proclamation, and a devilish accord all rolled into one – so secure, so capable, so bold and audacious, willing to lead the lady to wherever she wished. “I always say what I mean,” he winked, as if he’d never told a single lie (Ignatius and Nepdon excluded, he murmured to Orsino, like he could cross fingers behind his back and neglect other scattered remnants of a misspent youth), leaning towards her, eyes akin to mischief and discord. “Follow me,” he echoed on a grin, turning away from the shadows, towards mountains and eaves.


[Feel free to post again? :D I can get another thread up for us tomorrow in the Basin. ^_^]

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Outcast atk: 5.0 | def: 8.5 | dam: 5.0
Mare :: Unicorn :: 16.0 hh :: 4 (ages in Orangemoon) HP: 62 | Buff: NOVICE
Ansgar :: Plain Griffin :: Draining Clutch ChaoticMelodies
#13
Själ
It occurred to her that she was not particularly likable, that she was nothing more than a nuisance, running after answers that simply did not exist, hoping that they might point her in some kind of direction, off on another quest for something she wouldn't even find. What was she looking for, what was she hoping to find, what did she think lay at the end of the long, treacherous road she had started down all those months ago? Wherever she looked, wherever she went, there were only questions, never answers, never instructions on how to proceed. Who she was hung delicately upon the shoulders of who her mother had been, and any time she had tried to become her own self, she had fallen, failing, right back into the mold that had been pre-set.

And yet... Erebos had a strange confidence, not just in himself, but in her. You don't even know me, she wanted to tell him. You don't know who I am, or what I want, or where I come from. How can you be so sure that I will be anything more than what I am now? She wanted to ask, the words were on the tip of her tongue; the girl was lingering on the precipice of curiosity, but at the last moment she pulled back, hiding her insecurities behind a mask of nonchalance and bravado that were, no doubt, useless against the piercing gaze of the prince of darkness.

He winked at her, pulling a half-hearted smile from the princess in spite of herself, offering a promise of sincerity that Själ couldn't help but assume was a lie. He offered his support too readily, too easily, when he had no reason to think that the princess was capable of anything more than surviving; what reason had he to offer her hope, belief, anything more than a passing nod and a swish of his tail? And yet, he did it all the same before turning away with a grin and an invitation, and the princess accepted in silence, her shadowed figure on his heels as they set off for the northlands and the secrets held in their grasp.

"Talk."
--Ansgar.--
Själ


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