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[OPEN] Silhouettes Up On The Wall

Sohalia the Transcended Posts: 477
Outcast atk: 4 | def: 9.5 | dam: 6.5
Mare :: Pegasus :: 14.3 hh :: 10 (ages in Orangemoon) HP: 67 | Buff: NOVICE
Astraeus :: Common Zephyr :: Wakiya ChaoticMelodies
#1
Sohalia


What she remembers most about that day is that it was cold.

It was a deep, bone-chilling, aching kind of cold, the kind that you can't get rid of once it sets in. She remembers that it had gotten under her skin, that cold, driving her to pace alongside the frozen river that she had made her temporary abode. She remembers that she was shivering, shaking violently, her teeth chattering. She remembers that she thought about finding Kaj, or anyone, if it meant that she could stave off the freezing air. But she didn't. She simply paced, back and forth, over and over, working herself up into a cold sweat that only made it worse. She could not get warm.

The cold was so deep that it had made her numb. When the first contraction hit, she barely noticed - perhaps the baby was kicking, or turning over, as they were wont to do this late in a pregnancy. She thought nothing of it -- but there it was again. She remembers frowning, craning her neck to peer at her belly, wondering if the frigid air was bothering the foal, too. Perhaps she wasn't keeping the child warm enough, perhaps it, like her, sought movement as a method of warming --

Oh. The thought - or maybe she spoke it - was distant, full of disbelief. The third contraction had stabbed, leaving a lingering ache. But no... no, the baby couldn't come now. It was too cold; it was too --

"No," she grunted firmly, stomping a hoof into the snow as the fourth contraction subsided. "Not today. No." As though she could deny her youngest daughter a dramatic entrance to the world. She continued to pace. She started to pray. And the contractions began to roll in, more quickly as time passed, and stronger, and soon the mare was panting with exertion, falling to her knees with pain. It was different than any of her other births. It's just cold, she told herself, knowing that it was a lie.

Before long, it was all she could do to keep from screaming with each contraction. The pain ripped through her as it never had before, leaving her groaning in the snow as each wave abated, only to return with more force. "No, no, no, no, no," she whimpered, tears streaming down her face to freeze before they ever fell. She had never been alone before - someone had always been around for comfort, or for assistance, if she had ever needed it. Now that she wanted that companionship, that help, she didn't even know where to look for it. "Help," she whispered, more to herself than anyone, but Astraeus (from his concerned perch overhead) immediately took flight, hoping to find anyone within range that he could lead back to his bonded.

He would be too late, in all likelihood; the foal was coming, and she would not be content to wait. It was excruciating, these final moments of labor. It pulled the energy that remained in the mare so completely that she was left, gasping for air, unable to move. She listened, for a moment, pushing herself and failing to sit up, to at least roll over so that she could see her daughter, but no attempt was great enough to move her body into submission. She craned her head, unable to see past her hindquarters, crying now not out of pain, but out of fear. She couldn't warm the child -- if she couldn't warm the foal, then the foal would die -- she needed to move, now.

"Talk talk talk."
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Aleta Posts: 31
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Filly :: Pegasus :: 15.1 hh :: 1 year (FF)
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#2
 
The filly was born without a sound, sliding silently onto the snow.  Her body was a perfect line:  her legs were tucked underneath her, and her neck was stretched out, reaching for the world beyond her mother's womb.  When she came to a rest, her eyes closed, she did not move.  She didn't know how to move, but even if she did, she wouldn't want to.  The snow was cold against her wet skin, so brutally cold; it encompassed her, offering her a frigid pillow on which to rest her fragile body.  She imagined that this was the end.  Her life had been wonderful, for the short time that she had been aware of it.  Her mother's womb had been warm and safe, and she had never experienced pain or fear there.

The movements of labor had startled her.  Her mother's belly contracting around her, forcing her out, had brought the first inkling of fear into her unborn mind.  She had tried to resist (perhaps that was why it had been such a long and difficult labor), but the longer she attempted to remain in her mother's womb, the more she found herself struggling to focus.  She grew weaker as time dragged on, unable to hold herself in anymore.  With on final shove, she found herself sprawling in the snow, wet and cold and afraid, suddenly assuaged by anything and everything around her.

The first thing she noticed was the feeling of the snow.  It was so cold that it hurt, and she could feel each individual flake as it melted against her hide.  It was the worst around her eyes and muzzle, where the skin was thinner and unprotected by the sparse hair that coated the rest of her body.  She shifted, searching for relief, but even that small movement caused tiny nails to rake her cheek.  She stilled, refusing to move, overwhelmed by the physical sensations gouging her tiny body.

The filly did not open her eyes.  She could tell that it was brighter here, wherever here was, could sense, in some small way, that shadows shifted across her lids, flickering along her retinas.  It would be too much to take in, even so bland a landscape as the snow-covered Falls.  Besides, she could hear everything that she needed to:  her mother's labored breath behind her, the roar of a waterfall cascading in the distance, the gentle plop of snow as it fell from a tree branch, her own fragile heartbeat pounding in her ears.  This, too, was a deluge of information, a barrage that brought naught but bewilderment to the newborn child.

It was too much.  It was all too much.  Her breath came in shallow gasps; if one did not look carefully, it would be difficult to tell if she breathed at all.  Every breath brought prickles of snow against her skin, a painful distraction from the immediate needs of a newborn foal.  Tiny puffs of vapor lifted from her nostrils, barely visible from afar, and still she lay, a silent sculpture, so perfectly still that she could be dead.

"Talk."
Aleta
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Kaj The Aurelight Posts: 381
Hidden Falls Conscript atk: 4.0 | def: 9.0 | dam: 7.5
Stallion :: Pegasus :: 17.2hh :: 8 Years 9 Months HP: 69.5 | Buff: ENDURE
Arabella :: Common Zephyr :: Wakiya Brit
#3
Kaj
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As if there had been any other answer to Sohalia's quiet, pleading question. Could she stay? Permanently? There was no keeping Kaj from the child in her belly, the golden angel he loved so deeply already. He knew with a sinking awareness that the babe would be born in the same fate as Kaj, into the elements and the snow, a child of winter with skin of the sun. He couldn't presume to know what awaited the child. His own life seemed to have followed the chill of the weather, encasing his bones and his fate with the pervasive cold of loneliness and loss. He prayed, his love for the unknown soul growing with every day he awaited their birth. 

His little ray of sunshine. 



Heart pounded in the cavernous chest of the beast, breath coming in huge, huffing pants. Massive wings stirred and churned the air around him, forcing himself violently through the treetops. Astraeus was a guiding figure before him, the worry and anxiousness palpable as he brought Kaj down through the branches into the thick snow where Sohalia lay waiting. She was almost impossible to discern, hiding in plain sight, the pale of her coat blending into the untouched virgin snow. But his eyes couldn't help but fall, sliding off her exhausted, pained face to the still, unmoving bundle tucked against the swell of her side. 

The stallion fell to his knees, casting his wing across the beautiful girl and Sohalia both, sheltering them from the harsh elements. Inquisitive, trembling lips dipped down towards the pale newborn, fear and agony clutching at his heart. Please. Please don't take this from me before I even get to enjoy it. Don't be so cruel as to steal this from me now. His heart is shattering in his chest, tears collecting on his lashes. "Come on baby," he whispers helplessly, afraid to touch. Afraid to find out the truth. He was never a lucky man. Didn't he deserve to have a single break?

And there, against his lips, the soft puff of breathing. And Kaj wept quietly, shuffling on his knees over to Sohalia, pressing his lips to the soft expanse of her cheek. "She's so beautiful," he whispered, overcome by his own intense emotions. "I love her. We're going to love her so much, Sohalia," he vowed, smiling so wide his face hurt, trying to share his body heat beneath the crest of his wings, trying to spare them both from the cruelties of the world. 

He glanced over at the beautiful pegasus child in the snow, beneath the shadow of his wing. "Ik hou van jou, mijn dochter," he murmured softly, pressing his lips delicately to the very tips of her ears as if to imprint the words forever into her mind. 

MONTH LATE TO THE BIRTH OF HIS OWN DAUGHTER. FATHER OF THE YEAR AWARD.
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Sohalia the Transcended Posts: 477
Outcast atk: 4 | def: 9.5 | dam: 6.5
Mare :: Pegasus :: 14.3 hh :: 10 (ages in Orangemoon) HP: 67 | Buff: NOVICE
Astraeus :: Common Zephyr :: Wakiya ChaoticMelodies
#4
Sohalia


--Felde-mai.--

Sparks flared against her closed lids; her bi-colored eyes fluttered open, her blurred vision settling on the electric form of her zephyr. It was his voice in her mind that pulled her from the darkness threatening to consume her, his worry for her that gave her the strength to smile weakly. He settled on her heaving haunches, glancing between the mare and the filly with a sharp looks of concern. The pegasus became dimly aware of a form emerging from the trees, a golden wing settling over she and, she assumed, the filly. "Come on, baby," she heard him say desperately, and she gasped, her heart cracking in her chest. Not again, not again, the world could not be so cruel as to deliver her a babe dead before it could breathe its first, not after the death of her first --

"K-Kaj --" she choked, panic rising in her breast, the adrenaline from the moment pushing her to move, to roll onto her stomach, to peer desperately over her shoulder at the still, lifeless form behind her. Tears streaked her face, freezing before they could fall - their baby was alive, though motionless, and Kaj was praising her, his love overflowing and drawing a smile from the mare. "She's so beautiful," the mare agreed, adoration in her voice. Oh, how she had longed for a childbirth like this, where the father would drop to his knees, voice his awe, whisper loving encouragement to the babe -- if only...

The mare banished the thought, then tried to rise; finding herself unable, she swallowed hard. "Kaj, I -- I can't --" she fumbled, afraid and ashamed all at once, for she should be able to stand by now, to clean and nurse her daughter. "I need to get up, I have to, to clean her, I have to --" She looked at him desperately, then tried again to stand. She managed to get her front hooves under her, but they were shaky and numb from the cold. After a moment, she staggered to her feet, carefully stumbling away from their daughter in the snow. She was panting heavily, sweat shining on her shivering hide. It was cold, so cold. The baby would be cold, too.

The mare placed one foot at a time, making her way deliberately over to the babe. Indicating that Kaj should move his wing, she began to lick the child, stirring circulation and warming her at the same time as cleaning her. As she did, the girl began to stir. A mark of lighting along her neck sparked to life, flickering angrily; her mother hesitated, unsure whether the lightning would hurt her or not.

"Talk talk talk."
VenomXBaby


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Aleta Posts: 31
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Filly :: Pegasus :: 15.1 hh :: 1 year (FF)
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#5
 
The girl had grown so cold that she could no longer feel anything against her skin; it was a blessed reprieve from the assault of the snow on her senses, a calm that gave her the illusion of warmth. Darkness blossomed and she fell into it, unaware of anything more to life than what little she had experienced. In a way, it was almost like her mother's belly.

A shadow fell over the filly, shielding her from the elements; she felt a gentle pressure against her, but the numbness of ice had settled into her bones. She wasn't even shivering anymore, and she could not bring herself to shake off the darkness and step into the painful light. Everything was dull and easy right here, right now, wherever this was.

Oblivious to the talk circling her, the filly began to stir; a quiet mmphhh emerged from her throat, announcing her life to the world. The feeling crept back into her tiny body, bringing pins and needles with it on flakes of snow. The pressure over her grew until it ached, and finally and squirmed, as though trying to find comfort once more. Ik hou van jou, mijn dochter. The words were the first that she had heard, and the lightning marking on her neck sparked to life in response, dancing across her still-wet skin. Something that she would later recognize as love sparked in her chest, and some instinct buried deep within her bade her to open her eyes.

The world outside was fuzzy and white. It came into focus gradually, making the girl scrunch her nose comically as she tried to understand the shapes floating around her. She was dimly aware that the source of the angel-voice was by her side, and that it was the source of the pressure; finding that the joint of his wing was higher and, therefore, less likely to press against her body, the filly squirmed closer to her father, seeking out his warmth without seeking out his touch.

A rough tongue began to run over her body, and the filly shivered, making incomprehensible noises of protest. That hurt, didn't the pale shadow know that? Lightning flared angrily along her neck as she whined, shuddering and trying to pull herself away from her mother. Where was the angel-voice? Surely he would protect her.

"Talk."
Aleta
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