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Helovia Info
Helovia opened in February 2012! We are an active fantasy equine RPG
Where once the world narrowed into naught but gray dust and desolation, the gods called for life. Wielding the elements of fire and light, dark and wind, earth and water, spark and time, they have created Helovia. The realm is set within the mythical globe of Loorien, a planet rich with all variety of creatures and blessed with all manner of magic. Originally populated by nomadic, tribal characters, they've since grown into massive empires saturated with culture and history. Separated into four distinct segments of Helovia, called "The Regions," each band of horse strong enough and capable enough, took up the power and responsibility of leadership. Unicorns, old, wise and mysterious, took to the north, hidden in forests of mists and shadows and rarely making themselves known beyond their cliffs of the World's Edge. Equines, vast, organized and militaristic, split into two, one group went north to the Windtossed Foothills and the other group went south to the Dragon's Throat. Pegasus remained nomadic, making their homes in various parts of The Wilds in a migratory manner. For many generations, the land was peaceful and calm, but peace was never the way of the gods. With a clash of argument, war and bloodshed massacred Helovia, and in the aftermath, the realm was eerily quiet. Now, as newcomers sweep into this land, they are met with the lingering bitterness of the gods and the struggle to reclaim what was lost. Nothing remains safe or certain while sorcerers and soldiers alike brood and bide their time for revenge, honor and glory.
Site Wide Plots
Kaos :: The Beginning of the End ☼ - 6/2017 - Kaos placed Helovia in a time-bubble for a short period of time, but the Helovian gods are fighting back. But Kaos is powerful- far more powerful than anyone thought. This may be the beginning of the end of Helovia as we know it.
Kisamoa :: A New Kind of Kaos ☼ - 3/2017 - Kisamoa asks Helovians to help him restore the Spectral Marsh. Which side will you choose?
Invasions :: All Out War ☼ - 5/2/16 - New layout and the brand new invasion rules are up! Thank you for your patience and we look forward to getting started with this new adventure.
The Rift :: Gods Do Die ☼ - 8/2015 - Helovia Gods are saving the Rift from corrupt gods! Can Helovians band together against these foreign deities?
The Literal Ship ☼ - 2/8/15 - Oh no! You have to pair up for Valentine's day!
Sky Island :: Murder ☼ - 10/25/14 - Vesta has been found dead on the island, and the gods have called to you to solve the murder!
Sky Island :: Peace ☼ - 7/7/14 - An island has appeared in the sky! Clouds carry Helovians from the Veins to the sky.
Restoration :: We Welcome the Dawn ☼ - 9/21/13 - The sun has finally risen on this day, giving the land new light, but the Time God and the Sun God have yet to be seen.
Endless Night :: Broken Magic Plot ☼ - 8/30/13 - The earth god has returned and is walking across Helovia to heal the land. Every area can now be considered lush and prosperous, but the sun has still not risen.
☼ - 7/19/13 - The moon has risen in the sky, heralding the return of the Goddess of the moon. Lamp trees which light the paths have grown brighter, moon flowers which grow in dark places have begun to grow and prosper and the world is brighter, filled with a new hope.
Endless Night :: Dead Magic Plot ☼ - 6/22/13 - The gods of Helovia, in order to protect the world, have disappeared into the rift, leaving the world sunless, moonless and magic-less in their absence. Only the herdlands have a source of light, but lamp-trees with glowing leaves and branches sporadically line the popular roads and paths from place to place.
Doppleganger Plot ☼ - 6/20/13 - The God of Time is still struggling to close the rift though which the dopplegangers have come. He has requested that his brothers and sister assist in closing this hole, but without knowing why it opened, the task is proving difficult. Magic still remains faulty and hard to control, but the herdlands continue to be places of refuge for those who are fortunate enough to call these lands home.
ORANGEMOON cools off the lands with a a viscious force. Colder than normal, a sign of things to come during Frostfall, Helovia is bathed in a rich tropical lushness - albiet a cold one. The coastlines of the Dragon's Throat are pelted constantly by tidal waves, and the desert climate is humid but chilly. Ice begins to form early in the Aurora Basin leaving the winding trails slick and dangerous. The mists of the World's Edge coat everything in a glistening crystalline shine which encourages mould to grow everywhere. The Spectral Marsh is the only area which remains fertile, blissfully temperature and lush.
Cotm
Character of the Month for
June, 2017
WEAVER, Corporal of the Aurora Basin, is a relatively recent addition to Helovia and has taken it by storm. Branded with the seal of Death on her chest, intrigue and interest follow both her past and present. Though she is assuredly beautiful, her sometimes sharp personality reveals that there is more to this uni-peg hybrid than meets the eye. Proving herself able on the battlefield in the Basin’s warrior ranks, we can’t wait to see her test her mettle against the looming Kaos happenings! Congratulations!
Helovia RPG was created by Tamme and Blu and coded by Tamme also known as Schwartze. All coding, palettes and imagery are copyrighted to the website and are not for use outside of Helovia. Thank you to our ServerMaster for hosting Helovia. A special thanks goes to Neo for all of her coding help and fixing Tamme's errors, Boom, for her loyal service and creation of the Time God, and to Ali for her consistent contributions and dedication.
“Rohan, you are a strong warrior, but your presence in training has been lacking. I think your strengths are suited to Sergeant...”
Demoted.
The word clings to his mind like a splinter, festering and raw and painful, clinging to every thought like a sliver does to skin. Always there. In the days that have passed, he has tried time and time again to relieve himself of the guilt that weighs so heavily across his shoulders—a shame he has shouldered since the moment he could walk. It is a different misstep this time, of course. A different king, a different mentor, a different home; but at the core of it all, isn’t it the same? He cannot fool himself forever (try as he might) and even when he closes his eyes, even when he runs away, he can feel it—
—failure.
A disappointment.
(Is that all he will ever be?)
Insecurity is a black secret that the stallion keeps hidden away, tucked beneath and smothered by layers of hollow pride and arrogance. He is no yellow bellied pantywaist (like many others, his mind has been warped by the expectations of man and stone). No one can know how much he has doubted himself at times, no one can know how his father’s voice still haunts him at night, screaming insults and profanities that Rohan tells himself cannot be true.
And yet, here he stands—at the cliff’s edge, staring out and down, across the blue horizon and the frothy waves that crash violently below—filling his own mind with characteristics of grandeur and strength. His father’s wretched voice is not alone now, echoing with the Elephant King’s deep rumble as they both rob him of power and leave him naked, stripped and vulnerable and bleeding. (Is it because he is afraid to face his own mistakes? Is his pride too swollen and his heart too stubborn to admit to his own negligence? Is he equipped to lead anyone at all—to be a part of something greater than himself?)
Rohan’s teeth clench as his jaw muscles flex, dark-rimmed ears slanting backwards against the mess of his mane. He has never been an organized man, taking each day as it comes and living each moment to its fullest. Perhaps the mammoth of a stallion had done him a favor. Perhaps he is better off without responsibility, without the accountability of others in his care. Perhaps they are better off without looking up to him for guidance (a free-willed rogue trying to fit into herd life like a circle into a box).
So much had happened at the herd meeting that Alysanne, showing her true worth as a queen, forgot some of the announcements that didn’t have to do with her or the healers. She remembered beaming with joy when Lyanna was promoted to Moon Doctor in her stead - her head swimming with the other announcements. And then when the shouting had started, all other matters had ceased to draw her attention.
Not a great start at her new rank, surely.
All she seemed to be doing lately was wander the Edge, both seeking and avoiding distractions from her thoughts. How one mind could find so much to worry about without imploding baffled her - but then, maybe she was closer to destruction than she realized.
An endless loop of concerns played as she walked, finding herself quite suddenly with a distraction when she looked up and discovered she was near the cliffs and no longer alone.
“Rohan?” She honestly didn’t know why the end of his name went up in pitch, turning it into a question. The pegasus knew it was him, recognizing him from meetings and from their brief conversation in the Thistle Meadow when she had discovered the warrior was pleasant company.
Was she asking if she could join him? That seemed a lot to tack onto two syllables.
Aly was always reminded how much she hated these cliffs at moments like this - when she saw someone without wings standing there, so close to the dangerous edge. In all her time here, she did not remember hearing of anyone falling but that hardly took away the possibility. Thankfully, the antlered stallion looked more pensive than suicidal as he stood there though that hardly quelled Alysanne’s fears - after all, how would she know? She just admitted they barely knew each other. She moved forward, picking her way over until she stood off to his left side - her green eyes on him instead of the turbulent waters below.
Having learned her lesson with Mauja on how quickly the offer of jumping in after someone could backfire on her, she kept that little opening line in the back of her mind and instead asked exactly what she wanted to know: “Are you alright?” Her eyes showed her concern and she hoped the words were light and unobtrusive as the salty wind from the ocean below made a mess of her own mane - knocking the crystal-coated feathers together where they hung so that they chimed.
It is his name that rouses the stallion from the brooding waters of his mind. Like waking from a particularly deep sleep, he moves slowly, blinking bleary eyes and sighing from his nostrils before he turns his head to look at the one who has joined him. He recognizes her easily—the lithe pegasus woman, with eyes far greener than his own, eyes that shine with an earnest concern he knows painstakingly well (how could it be so similar, coming from blue and brown, or green—is he only seeing what he wants to see?). Perhaps he should have expected it.
Between them, the silence stretches longer than normal for greetings; the stallion’s features are still set in quiet (almost sad) frustration and self-doubt. Only when the mare moves does he properly respond to her approach. Arching his thick neck in a way of invitation, he welcomes her at his shoulder, shifting his large weight without really changing his position. “Alysanne,” brown lips crack into a crooked smile, reminiscent of the characteristic smirk that usually alights his expression. Leaning a foreleg forward and arcing his antlered head down towards the ground, the Warlander gives her a playful and terribly exaggerated bow. “My queen,” he chuckles deeply, shadowed eyes glittering with superficial mirth.
While Rohan undoubtedly receives the attention of the newly-crowned queen happily (he is not one to complain about a pretty face to lift his spirits), there is a black part of him that is more cautious. The personal event of the herd meeting hangs over his head, heavy and unrelenting, with humiliation spreading through him like wildfire. The cold stone of his pride has never felt so fragile. Even in the wake of selfish sins, never has he had to bare his wrongdoings so publicly. He waits, muscles tensed quietly beneath sloping shoulders, preparing himself for her rebuke.
“Are you alright?”
Her voice is quieter than he had expected—gentler. A dark-rimmed ear tilts in her direction, and for a short moment he looks to her from the corner of his eye before turning his head fully. One side of Rohan’s brow rises amusedly, casting (as he often does) a thin sheet of humor over any pain or vulnerability that might weaken him to others. “Would you believe me if I said I was?” The laughter in his low voice doesn’t quite make it to his lips, though he grins satirically (his cheer perhaps a little too forced). Cream strands thread around his hocks as he turns his head, brown lips flattening once hidden from her eye.
In good humour, Alysanne snorted at the exaggerated bow and greeting of ‘my queen’ that Rohan offered her, those two words a pair she had heard often since the meeting and she still couldn’t claim that she was used to it. But, for better or for worse, right now that was exactly what she was. And, hopefully it would turn out to be for the better in the end.
In contrast to the look that had been on his face when she approached, the playfulness of that bow did not seem to be fading from him which, of course, did little to ease the pegasus out of her worry. It came so naturally to her, this intense feeling of concern for everyone. That rising of the brow and a hint of laughter in his voice when he spoke was a combination that Alysanne knew well - one she had seen countless times with her sister. Was Rohan using the same carefree attitude to avoid discussing problems? Her own expression quirked curiously in response - level green eyes watching him as he grinned a little too brightly before turning away from her once more. “No, I don’t believe I would.” She commented quietly, not turning her gaze away for a silent moment after she spoke. “Unless, of course, you make it a habit to brooding silently by yourself, perhaps to draw in the mares?” Only then did her concern give way to mirth, offering him the chance to continue to avoid speaking about anything that might be bothering him. “It would appear to be quite effective.” She laughed lightly, flicking her tail and letting her gaze drift away from him and out to sea.
Her concern was very real, but who was she to demand answers from someone she barely knew?
Of course, as much as Alysanne did not want to be the sort of busybody that demanded answers, neither was she capable of keeping her mouth shut and not opening up any doors that she could. So after the teasing tied down, her quiet voice spoke again - though she just watched him from the corner of her eye. It probably wouldn’t help if she just kept staring at him. “If there was anything bothering you, you could talk to me - if you wanted.”
After all, she didn’t actually know that anything was wrong at all - it had merely been a hunch. How often were those in Helovia completely at peace, anyway?
The stallion can feel her gaze on him. He can sense the way she searches, unassuming and unobtrusive, undoubtedly brimming with the concern he has seen radiate from her on every encounter. He feels the instinct to shift beneath the weight of her stare, but he does not; motionless, stoic, and silent, he does not turn to meet her eye. For as boisterous as he might be, the warrior is deceptively secretive. Of course, he does not hide his emotions particularly well, but he wears the mask as best as he is able—fitting into the tight curves and trying to shape himself to the thin, breakable guise his heart has crafted.
Whittling away at himself like a piece of wood (dissecting, hacking, ravaging).
(What has he become?)
Years have now passed since his self-exile from his homeland. If his wretched father, or his lost, naive Iofiel were to find him now—would they know him? Would they recognize the creature that has been crafted by months of lonely rugged paths, or molded by the selfishness and pride that fester so sorely within his heart? (Would he want them to?) These sins, these failures, what have they turned him into now? (Would he even recognize himself?)
Would he like what he sees?
So used to the shallow fantasies of the world, Rohan is uneasy beneath these deep, cutting questions. He feels weak for concerning himself with the expectations and conceptions of others; he feels stripped and vulnerable for allowing his pride to be cracked so easily; and, perhaps worse of all, he feels torn and raw from the tangle of emotions that have ensnared him for the past year. Never has he felt this many emotions so intensely. Only the anger is familiar; only the anger is comforting (and so he clings to it like a lifeline, calloused fingers grasping the very thing that drags him deeper, deeper into the black, boundless abyss).
The stallion closes his eyes, trying (futilely) to expel the burdens in a single, long breath. “I’ll remember that, then—I wouldn’t mind seeing more of your pretty face around,” he spares the mare a sideways glance, forcing half a smirk to soften the rigid line of his lips, though the tension around his eyes does not ease. A long moment passes before he responds to her prodding. Initially, he can feel himself bristle at her encouragement (however gentle it might be), though his ears soon relax from their pinned position.
“And,” Rohan inhales a sharp breath, turning his head to face her directly, “what would you say to ease a broken man?” There is humor in the way his lips twist, but the solemn (pleading? Screaming? Crying?) of his eyes is too strong to temper.
Naturally, his query is more than a little exaggerated. Far, far worse things have happened in the world than simply being demoted—but, perhaps, that is not the only load that encumbers the warrior’s mind. A home abandoned, a love lost, and a son forgotten; these are the black fingers that spin the web that traps his heart and mind. Demons he has created—demons he drags (clutches) to him. “Is it only the strongest of men who can piece themselves back together?” He says with bitterness on his tongue, turning away for fear she should see his foolishness.
The instinct to move closer to Rohan, to drape her wings around him and hold him like he was a child that needed comforting, grew in Alysanne but her hooves did not move. Not yet. She smiled warmly at his compliment and the sideways glance he offered her when he spoke it, catching even the small smirk that came with it. For a fleeting moment, it was good to see him smile - but she does not react verbally to the words.
She did not want to change the subject while she waited, patiently, for him to decide whether to respond to her prodding.
It was infinitely easier to focus on someone else’s pain than her own. Easy to ignore how she had been fracturing over the last few seasons, how she had come undone and only recently had been too busy to allow herself to crumble. She kept herself on the move, kept herself without sleep, because she feared those moments when she slowed down. Now, though Rohan’s next words reminded her dangerously of her own state, she could brush it aside and focus solely on him.
Any selfish thoughts would have left anyway when he did speak, when he turned to look at her - and though there was an echo of humour on his lips her heart broke at the expression in his eyes.
The look she saw there was what she feared others saw when they looked at her when she was falling apart.
What could she possibly say that would help? Could she even presume that anything she did would help?
But of course, she was Alysanne and she would try. She was hardly just devoted to the herd as a whole - she was devoted to each and every member, and she would do anything to help piece Rohan back together again. “I think…” She started slowly, as he turned away from her again, trying to sort out her own thoughts while puzzling out his. “... the strongest ask for help to hold the pieces together.” Alysanne shouldn’t be giving advice when she shied away from everyone who cared about her for the exact same reason.
But, perhaps, she would’ve had an easier time picking up the pieces of herself if she had not avoided them.
With a soft sigh, searching her mind for the right things to say to him, Alysanne finally responded to his previous question - her face wrinkling into a delicate frown as she forced her eyes away from Rohan and out to the sea, not wanting him to feel uncomfortable under her gaze. “I don’t know what I would say to a broken man… the usual speeches about having hope, I suppose.” She considered him for a moment before reaching out carefully with her muzzle to touch him gently. Through every centimeter of movement she was painfully aware of how the last time she tried to offer a comforting touch to someone on these cliffs, he had not so much shied away from her touch as leapt away from it (thankfully for them both - not off the drop).
So whether or not Rohan moved, whether her muzzle was simply near him or touching his skin, her words were the same whisper. “But I would keep him company.”