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Alysanne the Devoted Posts: 641
World's Edge Queen atk: 7 | def: 10 | dam: 3.5
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Hemlock :: Flammulated Owl :: Heal & Cypress :: Great Horned Owl :: None Sarah
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It had seemed pretty straight forward. The gash on her thigh from her failed spar with the blue unicorn had been severe enough that Alysanne was sure it would count toward her quest.

‘Receive injuries without receiving any healing, magical or otherwise’.

It was the one part of her quest that didn’t have a soul-wrenching effect every time she even thought about it.

But even though she thought it would be easy to allow the wound to heal on its own, her body betrayed her. It became infected and was tender - even the soft brushing of her feathers against it as she moved provoked a wince or a strangled cry from her. She had been spending little time in the Edge lately because of it - avoiding her friends and any who might mean well when they asked her what was wrong or why she wasn’t healing herself. Besides, the few that she had told of her quest had hardly taken kindly to the idea. She didn’t want to get drawn into another argument over it.

The sun was baking hot by the beach when Alysanne woke mid-afternoon and the sensation was increased further as she realized she was running a fever.

“You promised.” The small owl was agitated as he hopped around the sandy soil - more prints added on top of those he had made while she had been sleeping fitfully after their journey down from the Edge. They had sought shelter in a small copse of trees, just near where the grass began to give way to sand. But as the day grew old, the shadows had moved on and now Aly was only partially sheltered.

She had promised him. As soon as it got infected, she said, she’d do something about it.

“I know… let’s just try one more thing.” She pleaded with him. No healing just yet, there was still something she wanted to try first. Her head was swimming but whether it was from the fever or Hemlock’s dislike of this next plan, she couldn’t tell. He didn’t know what to do and that was the worst part. What was there to do but watch as she stood on shaking legs before walking towards the ocean. Not healing, but a cleanse. He could leave to find out but leaving felt like a betrayal. How could he leave her like this?

No, he would just have to hope that someone would come to them.

So his sharp black eyes watched both Alysanne as she began to wade in and the beach for any signs that someone else was near by - he flew in erratic circles around her.

She tried her best to reassure him. “It’s okay Hemlock.” But she was trembling as she moved. Would the anticipation be the worst part? Or would the pain be? She needed to heal it, she knew that the easiest thing for her to do was find Evangeline and get it healed. Her head was swimming and she wasn’t sure she could do it herself.

But they were here now and if she could just work up the courage to try this first…

She was hesitating, standing where the swell of the waves crashed just at the bottom of her abdomen - when she flexed out her left wing to expose the infected wound, she gasped as a few droplets got too close.  

Alysanne thought the logic had been there - wash out her wound with salt water to cleanse it of the infection - but now… well, she wasn’t so sure.


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Mare :: Unicorn :: 15.3 :: 6 HP: 69 | Buff: NOVICE
Imogen :: Common Kitsune :: Fire Heather
#2


Their compositions were perfected on the swell of the surf and the rising of the tide; Lena strung together a glorious hallelujah, a mighty ditty, as sand met rivulets, as gulls cried and sang. Her eyes weren’t cast upon the shore, rocks, or pebbles, where she’d nearly been burned alive, but riveted and tasked along the endless horizon, the smoldering Tallsun beams, or the eternal bliss of another day on earth. She looked for shells, some coated in ivory sheen or pale, pink lacquer, then laughed and played with Imogen, running in wild exuberance down the shoreline, chasing after one another until her sides hurt from merriment and the scorching heat. It was all a wondrous distraction, a time and place without pain, without misery, without toiling reminders of nothingness and ruin – if everyone drifted away from her, then she’d make due with what she had: serenity, tranquility, and composure. The nymph knew determination and perseverance, vices and virtues, how castles fell and empires tumbled, how friends disappeared through fog, mist, and the unknown, how eventually they would return, changed, but still together, still whole. She’d simply be strong for them in the interim: a blaze of glory and fire, sanctuary and beneficence, charms and sonnets. She’d live for the moments, for the days, for the weeks and months, seasons and cycles, in between meetings and goodbyes. Her heart wouldn’t break, yield, or dampen any longer – and at such a sentiment, dear little Imogen nodded in affirmation, and they darted again.
 
Her strides were not built on savage decrees, but on dulcet, butterfly exposition, a soft toil in the sand, digging in partial imprints lifted soon thereafter by the entangled waves; but she liked to think they made their marks as they crossed and floated, as they dipped and swerved, token memories of jubilance and finery. For some part they danced, twirled and waltzed, a partner for one another, one giggling, the other chirping, and only when Lena had whirled into another ardent turn, wheeling around and around until her fairy steps had touched the ocean and caressed the cool essence, did she notice another being enshrouded by the current. Her breath slowed for a few vigilant seconds, eyes narrowed, studying the shape, the painted figure, the length of wings and a tiny sprout of an owl nearby…and all at once it clicked on a length of rhapsody, on a collected wisp of ambience, kindness, and compassion. “Alysanne!” She harked along the embankment, then immediately thread her way along the shoal, casting her strong limbs into the surf and adoring the cool effects of droplets crashing against her dampened coat – chasing after friends instead of stars or thieves, and it was better that way.
 
It felt like a lifetime since she’d glimpsed upon her, but what a wondrous thing despite their long absence! A smile cast along her features and never waned, enveloping and wide, beautiful and illustrious, glowing like the sun, like the moon, like the songs filling and pulsing through her heart. She dipped her head towards the owl, not daring to leave him out of the attention. “Hemlock! It's so good to see you!” Imogen followed in good pace, chirruping her hellos and dipping her tails in the approaching waves. Lena, now focused entirely on Alysanne, noted the laceration, deep, menacing, swollen, along the mare’s side, and nearly dared to ask how she’d received such a thing (and why wasn’t it mended? Why was it still torn, infected and malicious, increasing pain and torment for its holder?). Her smile didn’t retract, and she pretended not to have seen it at all, poised and prosed, delighted and enraptured, forgoing curiosities for enchantment and wonder. Her question was on a light, whimsical refrain, eternal reveries and mellifluous delights, serenading the slashed creature. “How have you been?”

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Alysanne the Devoted Posts: 641
World's Edge Queen atk: 7 | def: 10 | dam: 3.5
Mare :: Pegasus :: 16 hh :: 11 years HP: 62 | Buff: NOVICE
Hemlock :: Flammulated Owl :: Heal & Cypress :: Great Horned Owl :: None Sarah
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She hadn’t moved, could not quite bring herself to actually dunk her thigh into the water.

It had seemed like an incredibly simple act before this moment. Now she was wondering about the little bits of sand and seaweed in the water, if the salt would even overcome these little pieces that could make the infection worse. The small owl flew around her, uttering ‘I told you so’s but unable to relax because Alysanne wasn’t moving and that meant she might follow through with this plan at any moment.

But thankfully, an interruption came!

Hemlock spotted Lena first and he hooted in delight, his joy at seeing someone else (and another healer!) strong enough to distract Alysanne too so that she turned her head just a moment before she heard the melodic voice of her friend calling out to her. “Lena!” She called back in delight, turning in the waves - forgetting her wound for a brief moment and paying for her forgetfulness dearly when the movement caused salt water to splash and wincing as the movement caused saltwater to splash into the infected tissue.

Recovering as quickly as she could, green eyes found the delightful kitsune near the shore and she called out a greeting to her as well as Hemlock flew over to give his own hello with a series of frantic hoots. He couldn’t properly convey to the pair just how happy he was to see them. “Imogen! My dears it is so good to see you!” The distraction was most welcome.

As far as the question, however, Alysanne only hesitated briefly, her tail swishing in the water behind her. “Oh, I’ve been alright.” Anything more than that would be a lie and she couldn’t bring herself to blatantly lie to Lena - it was bad enough that she was avoiding the whole truth, and she may very well get caught doing so.

She made to fold her wing back to cover the obvious wound but the movement of her feathers against the infected tissue caused her to gasp so instead she let her wing float on the surface of the water - folded close to her body but not touching the skin. And then she continued to speak as though nothing had happened, placing the smile back on her face with ease. “How about you? It’s been far too long.”


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Imogen :: Common Kitsune :: Fire Heather
#4


They were going to play the same game, and she knew it well. The Songbird had managed to entangle and thread her way through the pretenses, through the ire, through the fire and smoke for most of her life; never divulging secrets, never scaling past walls, never daring to peek over fortifications to see if the coast was clear, never telling anyone or anything what hurt the most. The fairy wondered how far they’d have to prove that they were all right and whole, forgoing notions that those who mended were sometimes the ones who required healing the most. Tossing her elegance, her smile, into the scenery, she delved and dived into her role immediately, crafting a fairy whimsy, a fey essence, while her curiosity brewed and curled. Imogen chirped back at Hemlock and Lena serenaded the hoots with gleeful melodies and warm sentiments, pretending she didn’t dare sneak a peek at the infected flesh riddling Alysanne’s hide, mauling the once-perfected tones of ivory and onyx. All lightness and air, all silliness and fronds, all dulcet whims and mercurial endeavors, she wondered, she listened, she recited her lines, word for word, indulgence for indulgence, expressing amusement when all she truly did was worry about her winged companion, the lacerations she didn’t deserve, the pain she didn’t earn.
 
Oh, I’ve been alright, she answered, and Lena took back the notion to swing her head and argue the point. She fought the lie with compassion, with tenderness, with the sun’s reverent caress and the cool, idle strokes of the ocean, honeyed hums, and ignited strength, wanting so desperately to pull on the threads of time and whittle away at the blighted hole clawing at the pegasus’s flesh. Would she care if her whispers became songs, sonnets, mellifluous art renewing over tirades and tribulations? Or would that be going too far, breeching over ramparts and citadels, reaching out to where she didn’t belong, because if Alysanne wanted her to know, she would’ve told her? How much of her grin was forced beyond the pain and torment? How much misery emboldened her to slip into lines and dictations, into stages and grace? “I’m glad you’re well,” she bestowed, charming and effervescent, reverent and rapturous, searching for an indication that she could heal her friend’s broken, rattled essence before it consumed her.
 
Then, it was the Time Mender’s turn to invent deceptions and falsehoods; she’d never tell her of Roland disappearing, of thieves becoming ghosts, of staring out into the abyss and not knowing, not understanding, who she was anymore – how much she missed her strength, her radiance, on days that never seemed to end. Everything was etched and sketched on hearts and lace, on taffeta and pearls, on delicacy and strains, as if one more weighted, blunt edge would send it all falling back into its infernal abyss, and she’d be lost again. “I’ve been fine.” Fine covered all the bases, from forgotten to deluded, from charmed to abandoned, from reverent to desolate, isolated, and shambled. Neither, it seemed, dared to touch upon what was right in front of them, but too gentle, too afraid, on what would truly harm the other. So the seraph continued to coast on her thin, meager threads, waiting for the string to fray. “We’ve begun building a greenhouse. Your Glaziers are very talented.”


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Alysanne the Devoted Posts: 641
World's Edge Queen atk: 7 | def: 10 | dam: 3.5
Mare :: Pegasus :: 16 hh :: 11 years HP: 62 | Buff: NOVICE
Hemlock :: Flammulated Owl :: Heal & Cypress :: Great Horned Owl :: None Sarah
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As with her own answer, Alysanne suspected that there was more behind Lena’s “fine” than the Songbird was willing to admit.

A moment of concern flickered through her summer-green eyes but she replaced it with a smile. How fine was Lena really? Their conversation was ghosting across the surface of the time they had spent apart and Alysanne knew it was her fault. She was standing here, a healer in the presence of a fellow healer, with a gaping, infected wound and neither of them were talking about it.

She latched onto the mention of the greenhouse and the glaziers as though it was a life raft that Lena had thrown out to her where she stood in the ocean. Her smile was warm and bright as she thought about their herds trading, how Lena would be able to grow more plants in her northern home - keep them alive and fresh for longer when they were safely out of reach of the cold winds. “Is that so? I’m glad to hear it!”

And she was, she really was.

But, then, she ran out of things to say. Try as she might she couldn’t dredge up another safe topic to skirt around the reason why she was standing in the ocean. Evading the question of how she was doing when she believed Lena knew that she had been lying was one thing - but to prattle on about the weather or their herds for longer than they had already was too big of a lie. So her green gaze travelled the distance between them when her words couldn’t.

Hemlock, frustrated with Alysanne’s small talk and the fact that Lena was playing along with it, flew away from Imogen and towards the bay unicorn - hooting his distress and trying to convey it before flying over towards Aly’s infected thigh. “Hemlock please!” Alysanne pleaded with him through her bond but there was no real effort put into it. He was asking for help on her behalf because she couldn’t find the words to bring it up herself, to explain without having been asked the mess she had gotten herself into with this quest.


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Lena the Songbird Posts: 663
Aurora Basin Time Mender atk: 4 | def: 10.5 | dam: 6.5
Mare :: Unicorn :: 15.3 :: 6 HP: 69 | Buff: NOVICE
Imogen :: Common Kitsune :: Fire Heather
#6


  Hiding sentiments, notions, and subterfuge had always been her specialty. It wasn’t done out of malice, spite, condemnation, or any other wretched thing, but protection and safeguarding for herself. There were too many weaknesses, too many open wounds, too many pitfalls and stumbling, faltering motions made by her essence, and she’d always presumed the world didn’t need to know. Her smiles would stretch into gallant, intrepid veneers, and her features would render her complete and whole, and her heart would crack and split between each lie, each refrain; she was certain, eventually, there wouldn’t be anything left of her but sonnets, fairy tales, and all the locked up secrets she’d left behind. One day she’d be just a pile of notes and string, lace and Chantilly, songs and sorrows, remembered for her hymns and hallelujahs, and the broken, idle laments she’d forgotten to tell anyone. It wasn’t a fine life to lead, but it had served her decently in the seasons past, when curious eyes peeked into hers and she could see the wonder, the studying, the speculation over who she was and how she’d come to be – and she’d show them, waltz beneath the sun, be kissed by the rain, spin dirges and requiems into mellifluous whims and assuaging balms, and then they’d soon be diverted, away, away, and away from what concocted and carved the careful, composed Songbird, full of love even when it was never given back to her. Necessity kept her closed and veiled, shrouded in enigmas and mysteries, painted in simplicity, coated in barbarity, drifting on the wind, along shells and shores, across tempests and forests.
 
But her heart ached again, to watch, to listen, to Alysanne do the same exact thing.
 
It was a measure of hypocrisy, she knew, to shake her head at the Pegasus femme for concealing truths and concocting deflections, deviations, and divergences. But because she recited the same lines, orchestrated the same characters, the Mender understood, comprehended, the situation, the surrounding circumstances far better than most. So while they danced around the issue, as they both pretended her leg wasn’t infected, that it hadn’t been properly attended, that a healer should have known better and done something about the gaping laceration, it was Hemlock who finally had enough.
 
He hooted at her, flew at the mangled tissue, the noxious sinew, and Lena couldn’t keep it in any longer. She bowed her head towards the owl first, an apology for allowing the production to continue, then Alysanne, who was a friend, who was a companion, who shouldn’t have been left to fester, wither, and decay. The boldness, the bravery, the stalwart portion of her took over, brows furrowed, smile drawn into a thin line. “Aly,” she uttered, a careful whisper as she drove further into the waves, dipped her crown beneath feathers and plumes, and examined the feral slash (by a horn, no doubt, she’d seen enough of the same sort after her brethren sparred). “What happened?” The fey who rarely pried, because she’d always been afraid someone else would do the same to her, lifted her honeyed, beatific gaze towards her kindred spirit, and sighed, soft and dulcet, calm and reflective. “Why haven’t you healed it?” Maybe she’d been too tired, too fatigued, to do it herself? Perhaps she’d seen to assist others in her herd first, and hadn’t had enough energy to stitch her own. “Would you like me to?”


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Alysanne the Devoted Posts: 641
World's Edge Queen atk: 7 | def: 10 | dam: 3.5
Mare :: Pegasus :: 16 hh :: 11 years HP: 62 | Buff: NOVICE
Hemlock :: Flammulated Owl :: Heal & Cypress :: Great Horned Owl :: None Sarah
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Hemlock could not bring himself to feel any guilt over his trick, despite the protests of Aly, because it worked. Lena responded right away - bowing her head to him to acknowledge that she understood what he was drawing her attention to. Aly waited with her breath held to see what the reaction would be - if they would continue with the pretense that everything was fine, or if Lena would say something.

At that single, careful syllable that was her name, Aly crumbled. Her breath came out in a heavy sigh, but choked with the tears that were starting to well in her emerald eyes before any questions had even been asked. Her wings and head drooped and she moved the concealing wing further away so that Lena could get a better look when she moved closer through the waves.

Without the need to pretend, the pegasus was free to wince as a particularly energetic wave splashed against her and water hit the wound. Her friend’s questions were gentle and Aly could not fault her for them. They were questions that she needed to answer to someone and if it would be anyone, she was glad it was Lena. “It was just a spar, I don’t think he meant it to go so deep.” Things had escalated quickly during in and encouraged Aly to leave without even offering to heal the young blue stallion like she had planned to. “I’m on a quest for the Moon Goddess - part of it involves not getting any healing when I have injuries. I didn’t… think it would get this bad.” Now that the two mares were finally addressing the issue, Hemlock no longer flew erratically around them but instead flew over to join Imogen near the shore. Aly was safe with Lena, now that they had received a little help getting the conversation started.

“I didn’t know what to do, to leave it or heal it… I don’t want to fail. I… I was hoping the sea water would sterilize it...” She watched Lena’s face carefully, wondering if this line of thought made any sense to her friend. Her voice was weak when she spoke again. “What do you think I should do?”


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Lena the Songbird Posts: 663
Aurora Basin Time Mender atk: 4 | def: 10.5 | dam: 6.5
Mare :: Unicorn :: 15.3 :: 6 HP: 69 | Buff: NOVICE
Imogen :: Common Kitsune :: Fire Heather
#8


  It hurt to see a friend in pain, and to remain incapable of doing anything. The truth came out on sighs and tears, on quests and failures, on dreams coming to fruition, but not without a vindictive price. The nymph listened, patient and kind, compassionate and understanding, because lord, she’d done the same thing before. She’d wanted and craved so much to protect, to shield, those she loved and cherished, and when the brutality was real, was tangible, thick and woven across her hide, the torment and agony had mottled any satisfaction. Her lesson had been valuable, tarnishing those beloved dreams – the pain had been so intense, immense, barbaric, and the only time she’d ever turned those sanguine songs into savagery had been upon monsters and fallen Gods. She hadn’t dared drum up the nefarious notes again. “I did the same thing once,” the maiden smiled, inching closer, daring to inspect the wound further, the deep, menacing laceration, the barbaric edges raised and rotting – and she held a sense of irritation for the Goddess who’d done this to her companion, who’d never deserved any misery set upon her. “I asked for a quest from the Sun God,” she continued, careful not to sing, but craving the melodies, the mellifluousness, to watch the infection flicker and be no more – gone, vanished, and quiet, tucked back into ruthless intentions. “I wanted to protect everyone in the Basin, so I yearned for the ability to harness fire.” Her head rose, honeyed eyes glancing into Alysanne’s, notching a small, thin smile across her lips, as if to spread awareness of her foolishness, that the painted Pegasus was not alone in her pursuits – that all they’d ever done was try to help others, and somehow, someway, they’d always been blighted in the process. “To ensure I understood the depths of my request, I had to be burned.”
 
She shook her head, tossing away those indignant indulgences, when all she remembered was the taste, the scorching, the smoldering of fire surrounding her, intending to harm Roland, throwing herself in front of him so not one single ember seethed across his skin; it’d been reckless and selfish, terrifying and treacherous. It shouldn’t have been that way for Alysanne, who was tender and good, warm and delightful, a piece of selflessness in a world so stained and tarnished by ruthless deeds and callous pursuits. Why her? Because she’d wanted to do some good across realms that couldn’t remember the last time someone committed an act out of the reverie, rapture, and beneficence settled in their hearts? “It didn’t take me long to comprehend.” The Songbird made no show of the scars crisscrossed along her back, folded under sienna hair, an ode to moments so stupid, so ridiculous, that she tried never give them voice (but to Atlas, but to Alysanne, because the former understood and the latter lived it – needed to know she was here with her, devout and sacred, blemished and altered just like her). Imogen sighed between their bond, not wishing to revisit the notions again.
 
“An infection will take some time to heal, though you had the right notion in coming to the sea.” The salt would be a natural curative, if she could stand the pain of its alms. Her stare was riveted back upon the sweet femme’s face, and a gentle sigh flowed through her. She felt utterly useless. “If you heal it, you will have to gain a new wound in its place. You’ll have to go through this all over again.” Her eyes were a bridge of earnestness and helpless dreams, craving so many things and not permitted to wield any of them – so she applied truths, continued the same course as before. “You’re strong. I think you can overcome this.” Gently, she proffered a shoulder towards the black and white ridges of Alysanne’s own figure, offering the only support and comfort she could bestow, especially as each wave curled over her wound. “You’ll show the Moon Goddess exactly what you’re made of.”

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Alysanne the Devoted Posts: 641
World's Edge Queen atk: 7 | def: 10 | dam: 3.5
Mare :: Pegasus :: 16 hh :: 11 years HP: 62 | Buff: NOVICE
Hemlock :: Flammulated Owl :: Heal & Cypress :: Great Horned Owl :: None Sarah
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Alysanne did not move when Lena inched forward - even going so far as to move her wing slightly out of the way so that her friend could get a better look. She trusted the unicorn mare, as a friend and a fellow healer and she was in shock too - surprised that her story, the story of this quest, had been played out already by someone else. Her green gaze was soft and filled with sympathy as she listened to Lena’s story - her heart aching at the idea of the mare before her being burned despite the fact that in that moment, Alysanne was the one who was hurt. “Oh Lena, I’m so sorry.” She wouldn’t have wished such a quest on anyone. Not after living through one herself.

Having never been burned (only once, but it had been an illusion), she could not imagine the thoughts going through her friend’s mind as Lena slipped back into the memories of what had happened. Though it hurt to move, Alysanne ignored the pain to stretch out her black muzzle and offer a comforting touch to her dear friend.

Was it always going to be like this? Was this some punishment for them for wanting to heal others?

Thankfully, Lena replied to Alysanne’s question with truths - offering her opinion and her shoulder gently. Aly leaned into the contact with a soft sigh.

“She was furious with me when I first asked for this quest. Perhaps that should’ve been my first clue that it was a bad idea. I just… I just want to be able to help others. To take their pain from them.” It had seemed logical to her that the pain would need to go somewhere - so why not into her own body. But she wasn’t quite ready to admit that part of it to Lena because she was dangerously close to thinking it was a bad idea. What could she do, but continue the quest now? After visiting the Goddess and seeking a way out once, further failure was not an option.

“You’re right, I’d have to get a new wound if this one is healed, but I could be smarter next time. Not allow just any wound to fester the way this one did...” She wanted to prove to the Moon Goddess that she could handle it. The magic she sought depended on her ability to handle pain, after all - and disappointing the Goddess of her homeland was not an option. “The pain I can handle… I think.” Maybe Alysanne wasn’t as strong as she liked to think. It was easy to be strong for others, but when it came to herself it was an entirely different story.

A pause, her gaze drifting momentarily away from Lena and towards their companions on the shore - not really focusing on them. Or was it that it was difficult to focus on them?

She shook her head slowly, trying to clear her head and bring her attention back to Lena. “But this infection, it’s making my head cloudy. I can't even think clearly anymore. Not exactly a good state for a doctor, is it?” A sad, lopsided smile twisted onto her lips.

She hated that the next words sounded like defeat and they felt like it too. Which was why they came out softly - just a whisper above the sound of the waves and ocean. “Can you... can you please heal it?”


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Aurora Basin Time Mender atk: 4 | def: 10.5 | dam: 6.5
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Imogen :: Common Kitsune :: Fire Heather
#10

Lena the Songbird

The tangled moorings of compassion and benevolence didn’t stop there – they were both aided by the comforts brought to one another, each trying to shield the other from more torment, from more soulless fervency. But Lena had learned in her short life that there would always be something else guiding them into destruction and mayhem, that repose was short, sweet, and fleeting, a whisper on the wind, a speck of dust in the spectrum of so many blinding gales. She didn’t want Alysanne whittled away by pain, by anguish, by despair, and she didn’t yearn for her to be given more persecutions and misery – so she stood, conflicted, listening, struggling to comprehend the ways of the Moon Goddess, the layers of sacrifice to do something for others. She might have shaken her head, she might have bent it down into the depths of sorrow, to lament for a friend who didn’t deserve the belittling, barbaric sway of this rancorous torture, and she might have swallowed the toxic indulgence of a blunt word or phrase lingering along her tongue. Instead, her ears flickered, her eyes shifted from sea to feathers, heard the distant squall of defeat, and the coming embrace of better days, of moments not so shrouded in dismay and ruin, of a time and a place where Alysanne would’ve overcome her strife and aches. “If that’s what you want,” she sung through the ramparts and the outcry of gulls, closing her eyes so her concentration swayed to only enchantments and invocations. The gilded light of her potency glimmered and gleamed, a scintillating spark of hours unlocking the past, before instances were bleak, before swords cut through skin, before weapons were unsheathed and spars were ignited. For a few seconds, she was a hallowed vessel, dreaming forth beneficence to drown out suffering and despair, parting her lips so a melody curled and coiled there, resting a short moment on a beautiful tune, on a graceful aria, before gliding and coaxing, caressing and stroking, with an easy gentleness over the searing wound, over the embittered laceration. The fairy pressed and goaded until she hoped, she prayed, it was no more, and the ivory patterned dove would be able to return to her world, fresh and whole, only to be battered again. The final thought made her wince, caused her eyes to open again as the strain reached its end, and she couldn’t hide her sigh, her sad smile, her elemental grace as they still stood between water and earth, between sand and sky. “I wish you the best of luck,” the Mender murmured, pressing her maw into her companion’s neck.


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@Alysanne [omg I took two months to write this? D: Don't respond! Just trying to wrap up my guilt. XD]


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