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[OPEN] crashing waves and dreams

Syrena Posts: 207
Dragon's Throat Forger
Mare :: Hybrid :: 16.1 hh :: 7 years
Thelxiepeia :: Royal Rougarou :: Water Kyra
#1
Syrena
let the water take me
She always come back to the sea. There is no other home for her. Not really. The Falls had been a good home, and she was still sorry to see it gone. Even if she wouldn’t admit that aloud. Wouldn’t admit that she had cared about something enough to miss it. And the Throat? She would see. It didn’t seem like a place that would ever really be home, but then again, either did the Edge or the Basin. They were places to rest her head, places to serve as a distraction, give her something to do. But that was it. They were nothing to her. She would bide her time while Kaos bided his, and she’d see what he offered when the time came.

The day is warm but breezy, the air coming off the water salty and sweet. The wind pulls at her mane and tail, the water lapping at her legs. The water is cool still, and her legs swirl blue and green beneath its caress. “Sisters?” she calls softly, though there’s only Thea’s splashing as an answer. For now, Thea seems to have settled on a yellow-bellied snake, and is slithering through the water around Syrena’s legs happily. She splashes now and again simply because she can, and not because she actually should be. In truth, the snake can move effortlessly through the waves.

The waves do not change. Her sisters do not come. But then again, what had she wanted from them really? Comfort, yes, but how would they give her that? Powers, but again, where would those come from? The laws of magic in Helovia were governed by the Gods, not the sea. And they had no God of the Sea here, only the mask of Kisamoa. No, there was nothing her sisters could give her now. So she stares at the crashing waves and dreams.

"words"

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Sikeax the Sea Soul Posts: 355
Outcast atk: 4 | def: 9 | dam: 6
Mare :: Hybrid :: 16 hh :: 5 years HP: 64.5 | Buff: NOVICE
Hobgoblin :: Common Rougarou :: Water & Seoul :: Plain White Dragon :: Toxic Breath Zuno
#2
“Hobgoblin?”
A quick swivel of the head turns his eyes over to her. She’s standing knee-deep in the waves, foam encircling her legs and the sea steadily rising up to meet her. The abundance of daylight has paled her coat into a soft shade of cream, leaving the dark, wavy locks cascading from the ridge of her neck and rump to scream their contrast against the change. She smells of sea salt, or maybe everything does this close to the ocean. He’s spent so much time next to her these days that he no longer cares about that.
The tiredness in her eyes has drained somewhat, swept away in waterfalls and the sorrow in her facial features replaced by the gentle revival of health. Plumpness fills out her body more. She looks well, beautiful even, but in the plain, simple way that only Sikeax could pull off.
Anxiety hums in their bond, drifting from her, but he’s not exactly sure why. His own sensation is curiosity that teems with impatience. Hunger toils in the pits of their stomachs. They’ve spent far too long lingering in the dunes, making meager meals off of coarse dune grass and sea birds. The sea is waiting just before them, a plentiful bounty ready for their taking.
“Can we walk before we go? It’s nice today.”
A frown pops in place when a snort rattles his entire skull, probably bouncing around what little of a brain Hobgoblin has in his skull. Ears sink like ships as she puts on her new coat, tucking in it close to hide her shame. She’s hungry too, but nothing is rushing them but him.
“Please?”
One quick huff harmonizes with “fine,” a background of budding happiness rising up behind them. She is so simple to please.
It won’t kill you to wait a bit.
“Will.”

She hands him over a look worthy of one of her children, probably for Zhu or Tyrath, with face slack and eyes sharp, ears pinned and scowl crossing her lips. Hobgoblin idles in the water, belly deep, upper lip rolled upwards to show a gallery of evolution-honed teeth, moving up and down with the bob of his head as her head fills up with chuckling.
As long as she may spend on raising him, he’s always going to be her permanent child.
Grow up.
“Nope.”

She could hit him, but she’s not that kind of mother.
“Let’s go, shit brain.” It obviously catches him off-guard, halting his display entirely before staring at her with (false)hurt eyes, brows furrowed as Sikeax’s lungs thunder with laughter. She had intended to storm off promptly after saying it, but looking back at her companion sitting stupid in the waves, any thoughts of it are quickly discarded.
But…
She takes it up anyway, after just a quick few seconds’ thoughts, nearly enough for him not to catch on her as her hind legs send a flurry of sea foam and water straight into his face, his ears left to tell him that she’s giggling up a storm, scaling the incline to the more compact, dampened shoreline before taking off completely.
“Fuck” is the only thing she’s able to make out as the distance between them rises, of course slowing down to dance on energetic legs, laughter still bubbling out of her lips like a yearling in Birdsong.
Nonetheless, Hobgoblin takes his sweet time returning to her, leaving her to move freely on giddy legs, making one quick sweep on her environment to see if anyone is here to catch the sight, for if anything, she’d definitely be embarrassed.
It happens to be her lucky day, thank the Gods. Someone who partially knows her is there, only a ways down, close enough to catch every detail of the situation unfolding just down shore.
If only she hadn't had her eyes closed so tightly when she ran, acting like a child, she might have noticed her long before.
Everything drains like the cork keeping her boat afloat has been pulled, water rushing in from the metaphorical sea to sink her tiny boat. Her jaw feels taunt on her skull, her lips aching as they roll inwards into her mouth, tucked in neatly, ears slack and eyes wide as reality comes rushing in ever harder. Suddenly, all of her joy feels wasted, having let go out of it in an instant.
Oops.
Hobgoblin is barely there when the feeling comes rolling in, recoiling internally for brief moments before the world lets him know exactly what’s happening. “Oh well” he tells her, and that urge to hit him comes back around again.
In the end, it’s all a hard lump to swallow, stumbling over her words as they battle each other for control.
“Syrena? Is that right?” It might be reasonable if she messes up the mare’s name any, seeing as their meetings have been brief, but at least she has an inkling of someone she hasn’t gotten too far from.
Once Sikeax takes the time to study her company’s appearance, the off, straight stare into nothing, does she actually make the effort to express something. A tuck of the corner of her lips, a slight distortion to their limp state as they ease up on one side in a half smile that really isn’t one. It seems weird to stare straight off into the sea without doing a thing, and as the thought crosses her mind, Syrena actually hasn’t done a single thing to make her question her motives, other than have knowledge of her title.
“Are you alright?”
Damp skin presses against her lower leg as Hobgoblin slips past, finally coming to a stop right as his shoulder passes by her leg.
“Hurry up.”
Too bad she can’t promise that.  

OOC: sorry for the wait dear! have a lil different than usual sikeax since she's in a good mood today.
Hobgoblin is in his leopard seal form.

"Talk."
sikeax the sea soul
i have buried you in every place i have been,
you keep ending up in my shaking hands

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@Syrena


you were angels,
so much more than everything

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Syrena Posts: 207
Dragon's Throat Forger
Mare :: Hybrid :: 16.1 hh :: 7 years
Thelxiepeia :: Royal Rougarou :: Water Kyra
#3
Syrena
let the water take me
She noticed the other mare. Sort of. She noticed in the way you notice it’s raining. There’s the sound of life over there, just as when it rains there’s water coming from the sky. It just sort of is. It doesn’t stop her, and she doesn’t pay much mind to it either. Truthfully, she likes the rain. Which makes sense, given that she likes all water. She likes others a whole lot less. So she largely ignores what’s going on, though Thea doesn’t.

The black and yellow snake stops trying to splash her bonded, and slithers out of the water. She’s not great on land in her snake form, though she’s capable enough for a time. It’s only Thea’s movements that draw Syrena’s eyes away from the crashing waves, because she really doesn’t care what’s happening over there. But she does care what trouble Thea is getting herself into now.

The form that comes into view is familiar though. They’d met once, and Syrena isn’t real worried that any harm will come to her companion. Her gaze drifts back toward the sea, though half an eye stays on Thea. The yellow-bellied snake catches sight of another companion and does her wiggle of a happy dance, before deciding it would be way more fun to look like her companion. So she shifts to match him, though her eyes remain purple as they always do, regardless of what form she takes. Thea was always trying to make new friends, unlike Syrena.

“Yes,” she says simply, trying to recall the other mare’s name and not her title. Titles were common enough knowledge in Helovia, and if she could call herself the Sea Soul, she certainly would. But she remembers the reaction the other mare had at that particular name, so she hunts for the real one in her memory. “Sikeax, was it?” That may or may not be it, but it sounds right, so she goes with it.

And then the mare is asking if she’s alright. Which is almost laughable. It would be a laughable question if Syrena was the type of laugh, but that’s never been her thing. “As well as I can be, I suppose. Which isn’t much. But there’s nothing to be done about that.” She says, not really the sharing type either, though she’s trying. Encouragement pulses through her bond from Thea, as if urging her to talk, trying to tell her it’s okay. It’s surprising Thea has turned her attention away from Hobgoblin long enough to pay Syrena any mind, actually.

“Life feels wrong, without the Falls.” Is all she’s willing to admit to. She can’t say she’s a siren with no powers. Can’t say that she longs to return to the sea, to belong there once again, as she has never belonged anywhere else. Not even the Falls. But it had been something, and it had helped. And now she didn’t even have that.

"words"

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Sikeax the Sea Soul Posts: 355
Outcast atk: 4 | def: 9 | dam: 6
Mare :: Hybrid :: 16 hh :: 5 years HP: 64.5 | Buff: NOVICE
Hobgoblin :: Common Rougarou :: Water & Seoul :: Plain White Dragon :: Toxic Breath Zuno
#4
If it hadn’t been for the sheer embarrassment of her actions, not actually something she should be scared to flaunt, the kind of happiness that comes out of stupid things and manages to make the day better out of stubbornness, then maybe she could have popped on into the sea and pretend that her actions weren’t anything to be noticed, but there are two factors in this situation that make it different. One is that she was loud and so obvious of her presence, alive with joy so much that she should’ve glowed, and two, Syrena is someone she knows, a person that by chance works her way back into her company. It’s only best that she try, now that the situation is resting on her shoulders.
Thea, maybe for the best because Sikeax has never truly been partial to snakes, frowning at the sight of their bodies and always wondering what sort of humor comes out of them not having any legs, doesn’t win over her attention. Syrena unknowingly holds it with an iron fist, but that doesn’t mean that her companion can’t stifle his laughter he manages at the sight of her wiggling in the sand, without those said legs.
You know you don’t have legs on your body right now.
“Hobgoblin make legs. Make anything.”

If it’d been the past, in a time not very far away, then Hobgoblin would have made some statement about being above the control of the Gods at his ability to mend himself as he pleased, possibly even going as far as to claim himself as one, but luckily he’s changed. There’s no more struggle written in blood and hatred, power and control between the two of them over simple things such as that.
She does though, win her over with a quick shift of her body, eyes briefly widening as the snake is exchanged to mimic Hobgoblin. Large portions of his features roll up in disapproval, making a sight that looks pained and obviously uncomfortable, broken with a quick splash of water, attempting to use his almost forgotten magic to throw a small wave over her.
“No” comes out of him with some odd sort of sound she’s definitely not used to, furrowing her brows as her eyesight holds in his general direction. His actual voice feels funny on him, not truly suiting him, but it’s still there, like a lot of things he’s forgotten. “Not Hobgoblin.”
And if she had heard, then she would had told him to grow up, that he was exactly like her once, taking the bodies of whoever he saw for sport as a child. The only inkling that she has of his displeasure is the aggravating sense of his annoyance, pushing into the back of her neck where her skull and spine meet each other.
Stop that, but Hobgoblin is already trying to one up her, popping quickly into another form just to taunt her, a silent demand for her to “beat.”
A roll of the eyes and she’s done with him, letting him off into his own world.
Nonetheless, it makes her feel a small sense of accomplishment knowing that she was correct, possibly something hard won from Hobgoblin. It only gets ruined that Syrena knows her too, knows her title, her real name, maybe what she’s done. It puts a feeling of discomfort in her stomach that steadily works to eat her alive, though it probably wouldn’t hurt to shed the formalities. They’ve seen each other enough to live in some false view of one another, whether it is intended or not.
“Yes, but I guess Sia works better. We’ve seen each around enough.” Her words are followed with a shrug of her shoulders, a slight sense of carelessness hinted at in their tone. She’s always seemed interested in the past, pulling out something that Sikeax was never expecting just to catch her off-guard.
Speaking of which, a side eye is cast to Hobgoblin, who stands knee-deep in sea foams and waves now, bounding about gayly on his ghastly legs in an attempt to tease his sister in blood. He feels content, but nothing with him is assured.
The conversation takes a turn for the more sorrowful side, something that Hobgoblin finds himself chiming in on.
“Like you. Make friends, be sad together.”
You don’t like being sad with me?
She teases, earning herself a pause in his activities to glare her down. A smirk slips into place but fades away to meet her feelings about her company’s words, ears having sunk and eyes hinting at her worry.
“I’m sorry.” is all she can spare, quiet-toned and somewhat understanding, somewhat hitting herself mentally at the fact that she had been a healer, that she was supposed to care for people both psychologically and physically, but those in the Dragon’s Throat centered more on the wounds won on their bodies through effort and hardiness. It’s something she has little experience in as that age-old need comes back in to show its head, to remind her that some things never leave.
But Syrena is there to save her, a held-in statement making its way to freedom to let her know genuinely what’s wrong. It could be that she knew something about her in the past, centering off on her time as the Sun Physician and not a Sultana, but oh well, she’s already having a partially difficult time sympathizing with her over her personal feelings about the Hidden Falls, or previously known as the Windtossed Foothills, a wretched place in history that maybe they’re best without.
“I can understand that.” It’s a halfway lie that she’s tempted to hold back in, but life for her feels not exactly wrong without the Dragon’s Throat, but at least somewhat different. “I had to leave the Dragon’s Throat some time ago when I’ve lived there my entire life, so I guess I can at least partially understand how it feels to not have the Falls.” A shrug of the shoulders shows her light heartedness at it, not caring enough to feel pity. They did terrible things that weren’t theirs to do, they deserved it as far as she is concerned.
“You were a part of their herd before the Earth God took it away, weren’t you?” She lets her voice wear a shawl of curiosity, wanting to know something at best, or possibly only wishing to push the conversation on to run her feelings about earlier out of the picture so she can go.

OOC: sorry for the wait! Hobgoblin turns into his Wendigo form, and since him and Thea are the same species, actually physically talks to her.

"Talk."
sikeax the sea soul
i have buried you in every place i have been,
you keep ending up in my shaking hands

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@Syrena


you were angels,
so much more than everything

:: please tag me
:: minor force and power play allowed


Syrena Posts: 207
Dragon's Throat Forger
Mare :: Hybrid :: 16.1 hh :: 7 years
Thelxiepeia :: Royal Rougarou :: Water Kyra
#5
Syrena
let the water take me
Thea doesn’t even care that she upsets Hobgoblin when she mimics him because she’s too excited to find another like her. They had yet to meet another shifter, and Syrena had always wondered if she’d gotten the broken companion. Broken in a pretty cool way, but still, broken. Her eyes drift to the two companions though, aware of the excitement pulsing through her bonded. There’s a tinge of unhappiness there, because Thea does like to please, and she clearly hadn’t pleased Hobgoblin. The other companion shifts again, into some strange deer-ghost thing, and there’s some sort of exchange between the companions that Syrena doesn’t understand. Her attention wanders from whatever is happening, part of her mind tuned to her companion’s emotions, but generally uninterested.

Thea wants to reply with words, but she doesn’t have them yet. She’s too young, and has no mind speech with her bonded, let alone with this other companion. All she can do is oblige. When he says ‘better’, she shifts again. This time, Thea picks her hydra form, though she gives herself legs. Where there is usually a tail, she now stands on four strong, powerful pillars of legs. Five heads and ten sets of purple eyes stare back at Hobgoblin, hoping to please, trying to convey that with words in her head that probably don’t make it across. ”Better?” she tries to ask, happy to play his game all day.

With the legs beneath her, she stands taller than Hobgoblin, though the height throws her off. She tends to choose small creatures, ones who are designed for water and not for land. Her bonded loved the water, and so, Thea chose forms that suited the water. She’s almost unsteady, but her legs are so thick and strong she might as well be rooted to the ground. It had to be better, so much so that pride radiates from her, and a bit of worry that he would crush this too.

Syrena turns her attention to Sia instead, letting the two of them play some strange shifting game. “Sia,” she says with a nod, confirming the name. The siren knows little to nothing of the Sea Soul, truthfully, and even less of ‘what she’d done’. Though if she did know, she wouldn’t care. Who was she to judge? A mare that once killed for her own gain, that longs for the power to do so again? She did not judge, because some things were not so simple as they seemed. Syrena never killed needlessly, and she never wasted, but telling someone you fed off the soul of another had the ability to make them turn on you quite quickly. She’d learned that fast enough when she’d first come here.

Thea follows Hobgoblin into the water, more than happy to play. Playing was her specialty, after all, and she splashes about in the waves with her slightly ridiculous hydra form with him. The ‘I’m sorry’ that comes from Sia is a shock to Syrena though; enough that Thea pauses as well to check on her bonded. Syrena nods in Thea’s direction, and the hydra goes back to her play, knowing her bonded is fine. No one simply said ‘I’m sorry,’ and in a strange way, it felt like enough.

Syrena though turns her gaze to the Seal Soul, something like curiosity passing across her face. “But you have nothing to be sorry for.” It is partially a statement, and partially a question. She understands on some vague level that it’s a customary thing to say when someone is sad, but still, while it feels comforting, she cannot entirely wrap her mind around why those words are comforting or why they should be bothered with at all.

The other mare continues, and Syrena nods at the story, having little to add. It is just a home, after all, and the deeper root is perhaps that she simply had none at all. She could not simply move to the next as The Mountain and Dragmir had done. Not all homes could suit a mare like her. “For a few years, yes.” She’s come and gone, but it was the only place she went back to, other than the sea. “I keep hearing ‘home is where the heart is,’ or some nonsense. My heart belongs to the sea. There is no home there.” That, perhaps more than anything, was the thread they shared it common. Was Sia truly of the sea, did she belong to it as Syrena did? Or could she find her heart elsewhere?

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