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Outcast atk: 4 | def: 9.5 | dam: 6.5
Mare :: Pegasus :: 14.3 hh :: 10 (ages in Orangemoon) HP: 67 | Buff: NOVICE
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#1
Sohalia

My stomach spasms, and I giggle. Craning my neck around, I nudge my stomach. Again, a small kick ensues, and I am giddy with the ability to communicate with my foal before it is even born. The kicking is new - I felt the first only yesterday, and at first it terrified me. I was afraid that something was wrong, that my child was asphyxiating in my womb. But then some instinct kicked in, and I remembered that I would be alright. That the baby would be alright. And then I had found that by talking to it or otherwise interacting with my considerable belly, I could instigate the feeling. Since then, each time I feel a kick, I have stopped to converse with my foal. It is a rather one-sided conversation, but it did yield one thing: a name.

"What do you think about Sagari?" I had asked once. "If you're a girl, anyway." That kick had been a bit violent. "Alright, then, perhaps not." I had fallen silent. "Well, maybe you're a boy, then. "Neel?" Another kick, another spasm of unnecessary magnitude. "Maybe not. Hmm... if you are indeed a girl, which by the strength of your last kick, I would say you are, then perhaps... Skysong?" I then found out that the oddest sensation is that of a foal rolling over inside of me. There were no kicks after that. I assume that she - as I have now taken to calling it a she - simply nodded her little head, rolled over, and took a nap.

I am probably crazy, but I am usually careful to talk to my stomach when no one else is around. It seems easier than explaining that I am talking to my unborn child.

I am in the Heavenly Field now, and though the climb was precarious, I am not yet too swollen to fly, though I can only do so for short distances. And it makes me nervous. Still, I knew that if I slipped from the narrow path, I would be able to catch myself. But I had no mishaps, and here I am. There are so many memories associated with this field. Note and I first spoke of our family here, first created our budding family here. I had first met Rowan and agreed to come to the Throat here. Odd how many of the main events in my life have happened in this one place. It is almost magical. Thinking of Note reminds me that I must find him, or he must find me. After all, wouldn't he love to feel the life moving within me? Wouldn't he love to know that we created that?

"Talk talk talk."
Sohalia
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Note

Note was not one known for feeling lonesome or wishing for the company of others, unless that 'other' was his precious Sohalia. He had been thinking about her a lot recently. The stallion often found himself wondering if the mare was safe and unharmed, although it was usually a foolish thought. She was very good at taking care of herself, but now the mare was carrying a foal in her belly. Having a foal was a risky game, no thanks to Note's overprotective habits.

A nice fly would sooth anyone's nerves, especially if you were a pegasus born to sail through the winds that roll and tumble in play above our heads. The activity had never been one Note has taken much fondness to, but he had found it was a good way to relieve stress. He beat his massive, hawk-like wings against the wind, gaining altitude. The air was hot and dry, though colder in the airs he had ended up in.

Note wasn't going anywhere in particular, it was just a leisurely fly at relatively slow pace, though he still longed to check up on Sohalia. They hadn't seen each other in quite sometime, and he figured it was time to seek the mare out. He quickly assessed his position in the sky, scanning the area below. Note couldn't tell his exact position, but he knew it was somewhere up north, between the Heavenly Fields and the Frozen Arch.

Wings straining to keep the stallion in the air, Note decided he'd have more luck finding Sohalia farther south, but his muscles were aching with the amount of time he'd spent in the air. He decided to head to the Heavenly Fields, and if she wasn't there, he'd rest in the fields anyways until he could continue his search.

He wasn't sure how long he spent in the air, or how much distance Note had even gone, but the Heavenly Fields was in sight, and his wings could barely take much more of the torture of flight. At first, Note saw no signs of life in the fields, but a glimmer of white caught his eye. Standing alone was none other than Sohalia with her muzzle touching her enlarged stomach. A smile leapt to Note's face, his sharp green eyes softening, partly due to relief from seeing Sohalia safe.

Note dove once he was a few meters away from the mare, slicing through the air as he tucked his wings, opening them in time to land with his front hooves pressed cleaning to the ground followed by his hind legs. He trotted eagerly towards Sohalia, taking in her appearance with slight shock.

"Sohalia," Note greeted her with a warm tone, realizing his rumpled appearance from flight and flipping his mane in an attempt to control the wild locks, "I saw you from above, and I thought it'd be nice to say hi." He gave her a weak, nervous smile. 'You idiot. That sounded incredibly lame,' Note thought to himself. He had become tongue-tied on what exactly he should've said. 'Hey, how's it going? I got you pregnant, how's the baby?' No. The words he had said in the first place seemed much more appealing now.


Sohalia the Transcended Posts: 477
Outcast atk: 4 | def: 9.5 | dam: 6.5
Mare :: Pegasus :: 14.3 hh :: 10 (ages in Orangemoon) HP: 67 | Buff: NOVICE
Astraeus :: Common Zephyr :: Wakiya ChaoticMelodies
#3
Sohalia

He always manages to find me.

I hear the whoosh of wings above me, and for a moment I am afraid. Before I can glance around, he is there before me, trotting forward. I smile at both his sudden arrival and his rather tousled (but no less adorable) appearance. But then he speaks, and I feel a rush of confusion. "I saw you from above, and I thought it'd be nice to say hi," he says. Well, what am I to make of that? What ever happened to our affectionate greetings? Did I do something, or not do something? Perhaps he does not find me appealing now that I am ripe with foal? Perhaps I am too fat and ungainly for him to see the appeal in me?

No. Stop it.

"Note," I say aloud, masking my tumultuous thoughts by reaching to touch his maw with my own. "I'm glad that you decided to say hello," I offer, and for a moment, I am again in our first meeting, too shy to meet his gaze, afraid that if I held on to hope that I would only be let down. He has not let me down yet. So why am I so nervous? "I missed you," I blurt suddenly, sky blue orbs darting up to his, searching. What I am looking for, I cannot say; acceptance? Love? Simple affection? Or am I just looking for anything to chase away my fears?

I am being silly. Pregnancy hormones are driving me crazy. First, I'm talking to my stomach, and now I'm questioning Note's feelings for me. That is stupid - right? I long to say more, to invite him to feel the touch of his child straining against my side, to tell him her name, or to even tell him the admittedly ridiculous notion that I have about it being a girl. I long to share my stories with him. I do not see him enough, I know, and I am sad for that - but has it come between us? I am afraid, afraid to be alone again. Not alone, I remind myself. I have Rowan, and Phae, and Levi... But do I really? They all have their own things to do - is it possible that all I truly have is myself? So many doubts. So many questions. Note holds the key to my consolation, and I can only hope now that he will use it.

"Talk talk talk."
Sohalia
Don't wanna leave this life knowing I barely tried...
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Note

At the gentle touch of Sohalia's velvet muzzle on his own, Note relaxed. Nothing had changed, not really. He smiled at the white mare, admiring her beauty for a moment. It wasn't everyday you met a mare so pretty as the one had acquired, and for that, he took pride in the family he was starting with her. Sohalia was always timid, but in an irresistibly adorable way. Though her looks were stunning, they were not the only reason Note was so drawn to her.

"I missed you, too," Note murmured, pulling Sohalia close and drinking in the smell of her pristine coat. "Have you been okay? I've been so busy as of late; I feel like I've been leaving you all on your own," Note said, his voice trailing off, heavy with guilt. His sharp green eyes rang with sadness and worry.

The dusty bay was not particularly known for letting people down, though he felt as if he had abandoned Sohalia. It was an awful feeling to be leaving the pregnant mare on her own, especially considering how absent his own father was. The thought of being as neglectful as Note's father to his family sent a shudder up his spine. He couldn't do something like that to them...

Or could he?


Sohalia the Transcended Posts: 477
Outcast atk: 4 | def: 9.5 | dam: 6.5
Mare :: Pegasus :: 14.3 hh :: 10 (ages in Orangemoon) HP: 67 | Buff: NOVICE
Astraeus :: Common Zephyr :: Wakiya ChaoticMelodies
#5
Sohalia

Something in the way he looks at me reassures me. There is pride there, and adoration, and I return his smile shyly. Why should I be worried that he thinks me unattractive? It is his foal that I carry - and he should be proud. Our child will be strong, both physically and mentally, and we will make a wonderful family. After all, we both hold the same values, both having never truly experienced having a family, not in the way we should have. But he does not know that about me. Perhaps it is time that I tell him why it is so important to me to have a family. But at his words, I melt, and all thoughts are pushed aside. His nape is wrapped around mine, and I bury my face in his mane, taking in his scent.

He is worried, and I can understand. Not only are we both busy, but this will also be our first foal. He has to be wondering if he will make a good father, just as I have been wondering if I will make a good mother. And how are we to know before it happens? I have faith that everything will work out - after all, my faith has gotten me this far in life, and I am more happy than I could possibly describe. I do worry, though - I worry for Note, a soldier, for though he is strong and skilled, a warrior's life is a dangerous one. I would not like to have found him only to lose him to an opponent. I worry for our foal, hoping that it will be born healthy and strong. I worry for myself, praying that I can be enough for everyone - a good enough mate, a good enough mother, a good enough friend...

"I have been fine, my love," I tell him, a soft chuckle escaping my lips. "I understand why you are busy, and I have spent much of my time with Rowan. She and I are quite close. Rest assured that she is taking very good care of me." The foal has begun to kick again, and I imagine that it is interested in Note's voice. "I want to show you something," I tell him, and a spark of excitement lights in my orbs. "Feel along my belly; the foal is kicking, you can feel it! It's the strangest thing..." Another kick. I watch him beseechingly, wanting him to feel what I feel, to feel what we created.

"Talk talk talk."
Sohalia
Don't wanna leave this life knowing I barely tried...
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Note

Relief floods through Note, smiling at the thought of her and Rowan together and safe. Rowan was scarce in the herd, but she was a good friend for Sohalia. He could easily see them together, chatting and doing...well, whatever mares did when they were together. He had never had much experience with mares, with the exception of the prisoners he sometimes captured all those many years ago. They often took in mares, but they were for the stallion's use only, any old soldier like himself were not to touch the mares. Then he was appointed to general and often found himself escorting the mares around their old camp.

Note pushes the thought away, interest sparking in his eyes when she told him to feel her stomach. Curiosity takes over and Note moves to brush his velvet muzzle down her plump side. A soft pound came from within. Their foal was kicking already?! His eyes widened, looking from Sohalia's face to her stomach, then back again.

"I felt..the child kick," He grinned, feeling lightheaded, but blissfully happy. He knew not if the child was to be a little girl or boy, so he chose his words carefully, though it wasn't just any child. It was their child. The child that Sohalia and Note had created together.


Sohalia the Transcended Posts: 477
Outcast atk: 4 | def: 9.5 | dam: 6.5
Mare :: Pegasus :: 14.3 hh :: 10 (ages in Orangemoon) HP: 67 | Buff: NOVICE
Astraeus :: Common Zephyr :: Wakiya ChaoticMelodies
#7
Sohalia

I giggle, and it is a free sound, a good sound. I love that it is so easy to relax with Note. Life is so much simpler when he is around; the world seems to fade away, leaving us in our own private bubble. I crane my neck to watch as his muzzle brushes my stomach, and I feel a soft nudge from within that is our baby's kick. His eyes widen in shock and amazement, and he looks from my stomach to me and back again, a grin spreading across his face. I return the expression, a giddiness filling my mind and leaving me momentarily breathless. "It started yesterday," I explain, my tones portraying my excitement. "I figured out that if you talk, the foal kicks more. It's almost like it understands..." I look fondly at the rounded edges of my belly, knowing full well that I sound like a fool. An unborn child, understanding our speech? Right.

But even so, my voice has sparked yet another kick, and I giggle again. I nudge Note's shoulder. "That's our foal!" I say, and my voice is filled with wonder and glee. Were I airborne, some complex aerial maneuver would express my feelings, but alas, I am bound to the ground for the time being. Even so, my weight shifts from side to side, almost prancing in place. Pregnancy is exhausting, but there is something about feeling the life stirring within me that gives me a burst of energy. "Our foal," I say again, and it is softer this time, a reiteration of the fact that he is mine and I am his and this foal is ours.

Life simply cannot get any better than this.

"Talk talk talk."
Sohalia
Don't wanna leave this life knowing I barely tried...
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Note

A soft nudge on his shoulder, the kick of his child...Note could stay here forever, just like this. The world was so much simpler in the meadow. No training, no Tio, nothing. It was just him, Sohalia, and their unborn child.

Note nodded his head and smiled, looking back at Sohalia. "Yes, it is. Our own little foal," Note laughed a little in disbelief, his muzzle still pressed to her enlarged stomach.

He had never thought much of the future, Note had always lived in the present, but now, he couldn't get his mind off the future. Would their foal look more like Sohalia or Note? Or would it look like another relative? Or would it be a blend? The questions swarmed his mind, but Note remained quiet. For once, he tried to focus on what was happening.

Their foal was just that much closer to being born, to being alive.


Sohalia the Transcended Posts: 477
Outcast atk: 4 | def: 9.5 | dam: 6.5
Mare :: Pegasus :: 14.3 hh :: 10 (ages in Orangemoon) HP: 67 | Buff: NOVICE
Astraeus :: Common Zephyr :: Wakiya ChaoticMelodies
#9
Sohalia

"Our own little foal," he echoes, and warmth trickles through me from head to hoof. I am so happy that he is as excited about this as I am, that he does not regret our admittedly poorly-thought-out actions. I am so happy that he keeps his muzzle pressed to my side, that he feels a third tiny kick, the smallest flutter, but so clearly discernable. It is a wonder, and I feel as though I could be pregnant forever; but alas, time has flown, and I know that I grow ever closer to the day when the child will be born, vacating my womb despite my wishes to keep it there, safe and sound within me. Children are rebels, it is said, and it would seem that their birth may well be their first act of rebellion.

But then, it is only nature taking its course.

My mind turns to my mother. Would all of this been easier, more exciting if I had someone who knew about children and childbirth to share it with? Or would it have taken away from the experience? I had been surprised, overjoyed by that first little flutter of a kick. It had scared me, yes, but when I realized what it was, I was elated. Would I have felt that way had I expected it? Did Mother have anyone to tell her what childbearing was like? Or had she had to do it alone, too? Had Father ever pressed his maw to her rounded belly, laughed as the foal within greeted him? They will never see their grandchildren, I realize, and the thought makes me sad. "Did I... ever tell you why I want a family?" I ask hesitantly, though I am loathe to ruin the mood. When we first met, he had blessed me with his past, but I have yet to return the favor. Something tells me that now is the time to do so.

"Talk talk talk."
Sohalia
Don't wanna leave this life knowing I barely tried...
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Note

The smile that adorned Note's muzzle faded, a puzzled look crossing his face at her words. He twisted his head around to look at Sohalia, concern glowing in his bright green eyes. It wasn't the words themselves that had caused his blissful moment of happiness to evaporate, it was the way she had said them. Hesitant. Like she knew something he didn't.

"No, I don't believe so," Note spoke, gazing into her bi-colored orbs. Everyone had a secret, even Sohalia must have one. But secrets must be told at a precise time. Was this the time?

Note had quickly become anxious for her reply, but did his best to keep his composure. It was something he had found himself doing often, though it was a skill he had mastered long ago. So why did his equilibrium state crumble when he was with Sohalia?

Confusion muddled the stallion's thoughts and eyes. Curiosity seeped in as well, but wasn't quite as intense as his other feelings. He wouldn't let himself be overrun by a word with such an overused meaning such as curiosity, he couldn't. Not when she was going to tell him something so important.


Sohalia the Transcended Posts: 477
Outcast atk: 4 | def: 9.5 | dam: 6.5
Mare :: Pegasus :: 14.3 hh :: 10 (ages in Orangemoon) HP: 67 | Buff: NOVICE
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#11
Sohalia

Perhaps my timing is horrible, but I have been wanting to tell him of my past for quite some time. But he is always so busy, and I never wish to interrupt our brief moments together with such tales of sadness and anguish. But if I continue to put it off for this reason, he will never be told. And I do want him to know. It is important to me that he understands where I come from and why I am the way that I am. And I'd like to think that he wants to know my secrets. Still, my heart twists painfully as his smile fades, and I begin to regret the decision to bring it up now. My gaze falls to the ground once more, but I force it up bravely. Meeting his orbs somehow pushes me to begin my story, reassures me that it is all okay.

"My parents were wonderful," I begin softly. "They were loving, and kind, and supportive. They were everything that I always thought parents should be. And above all else, they loved one another dearly." I paused, allowing a soft smile to cross my maw. After all, their love was what I had always wanted mine to be like, and I though that I had found it with Note. Why wouldn't I smile about that? But it was quick to fade as I moved on to the more difficult part of my story. "I had half-siblings as well, from before my parents met one another. They were always faithful after that...

"Well, anyway, the land that was my home was constantly at war. The Unicorns hated the Pegasi, so desperately that they tried to exterminate us. Equines were scarce as well, I'm not sure why. I'm sure I was told at some point, but I can't seem to remember. But that's irrelevant, I suppose... anyway, one day the Unicorns found our herd. We were peaceful, we hated the wars, we never fought anyone to my knowledge. I was very young, not even weaned yet, but I remember my mother telling me to run. I'm glad, though. My memories of my family are not marred by bloodshed. Instead I can remember them as the happy pegasi that they were.

"I was too young to survive on my own, though, and I was saved by an old Unicorn mare who had just lost her foal. She smuggled me from my homeland, helping me along until I was old enough to survive on my own. I will forever be grateful for her guidance. Without her help, I might have always resented Unicorns, but she taught me that there is good and bad in every species. When I arrived in Helovia, I felt as though I was being given a chance to do what my parents couldn't - to find true love, to raise a family, to protect them. And when I met you, I felt like that dream might actually become real."
I smile again, a certain warmth in my tones and orbs.

"You are so important to me, Note. You're everything I ever wanted. You are kind, and you care for me, and I know that you will protect both me and our foal. Everything that I've dreamed of seems possible with you." It seems a bit of a deviation from my original topic of why I want a family, but it is all the truth. And it explains why I wanted a family so quickly. Sure, we have not known each other for very long, but I would be stupid not to realize what we have.

"Talk talk talk."
Sohalia
Don't wanna leave this life knowing I barely tried...
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Note

Note's head nodded slowly as he listen to the horrors Sohalia had gone through at such a young age. His sharp green eyes never left hers, but they were without emotion. He had suspected she had gone through quite an ordeal, but not one as terrifying as this. His own past didn't seem as daunting anymore, for at least he had never lost anyone so close to him. Of course, Note's mother had disappeared, but she was just as quiet and desolate as himself. They had never had the same bond a mother and child should've had, even though Note had come to respect her greatly for the legacy she left behind.

As Sohalia neared the end of her story, a smile started to cross Note's tenebrous muzzle. His eyes once again lit up, shining with faith and an emotion he had never had much experience in: love. If this wasn't love, he wasn't sure what it was anymore.

"I love you with every fiber of my being, Soh," Note spoke, touching his muzzle to hers tenderly, "I promise to do my best to make your dreams a reality." Truth was evident in his voice, the same glittering feeling echoing in his eyes. Note was a horse who kept his promises and this was not one he was going to break anytime soon.


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Mare :: Pegasus :: 14.3 hh :: 10 (ages in Orangemoon) HP: 67 | Buff: NOVICE
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#13
[OOC | D'aww. <3 I feel like this is at a natural end as well.]
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[ooc: agreed c: ]


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