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Is This The New Me? - Harmony - 09-23-2013
RE: Is This The New Me? - Castiel - 09-24-2013 A night had come to pass through like any other typical day of the week, but one night had been stuck in the painted unicorn’s mind; which at present state had started to unravel. Pondering over the nature of life could do that to someone and the mind could be a cruel torturer wicked to its core. Souls always would have conflicts with psyches’ for their very nature directly opposes any truly righteous intention the soul could muster to speak up. Cruelly, more often than not, with a tight rein the mind could easily oppress the light hearted tones spoken from the very core. Right in this given moment the boy’s mind had been plagued with worry; ever since rising up to find the sun shining bright being free from whatever held it captive for so long. To find the mare he shared the night with gone from his side leaving only behind an imprint in the lush grass. They shared intimacy despite the stallion never being able to say “I love you” and if placed to the test once more the unicorn would fail. He never wanted their time together to end it held such a peace, once believed lost, that rippled through his broken soul. Now again the paint was alone again in the world just like that with a snap of the fingers; ironically the same snap had released the sun from whatever bleak dim cell that housed it. Sighing Castiel left the meadow under the sun’s warm rays wrapping over his body, feeling just like his mother or father would have, and how the horned equine longed to have them back. Something in the breeze ruffling through his mane whispered “you’re going to be a father” making the horse slam on his rear brakes ripping up the turf with their hooves. Denial begun to set in with tears the stallion screamed “I can’t be…..I just can’t I have no right to a child….” Stomping in anger the earth got even more decimated by his front hooves, as once more air lingered into his ear saying “ hush child hush” at that time the same warmth wrapped around his whole body in a firm embrace. Sobbing the horned horse let out everything he had held in for most of his life saying in a whisper “I love you father” for the touch felt like his sire, but even firmer. A sudden wave of relief washed over him making all anguish cease and for one last time the wind spoke again “I love my child more and there is nothing you could ever do to take me from you. I will always be here for you son….now go to her go follow your heart” Running into a new place the paint had been running on autopilot, the smile of the paint he loved sat so vividly in front of him; projected as a guiding light to where the lady was. Breaking over the threshold into an unknown section of this place he spotted her in the field miles off, but boldly the stallion bellowed out his call “ Harmony…..” then blotted towards her with sweat foaming white at his chest reaching her he would surely would have to collapse he covered tracts of mileage near impossible. RE: Is This The New Me? - Harmony - 09-25-2013
RE: Is This The New Me? - Castiel - 09-25-2013 Heaving heavily breath quickly escaped flared nostrils of a stallion’s body nearly over execrated; white foam as a result of sweat lathered all over his heated muscles and drenched the medium size frame. His body hadn’t been the only one to race since hearing the news in the wind his mind thought about all possible outcomes. Most prevalent a thought was that of being a family oriented stallion and what his prodigy would be like. Oh how fun it would be, yet insecurity clawed at him viscously not wanting to be an easily defeated foe; this plight was to remain for some time, but has already begun to grow numb in feeling. Besides thinking of fatherhood he yearned for his lover more than anything the world could possibly ever offer. Just imagining that beautiful matching colored horse by herself sickened the stallion and even made him feel like he was letting her down. Cast finally reaching Harmony nearly fell over, but catching his breath he quickly laughed with her; more than happy to see his lover the stallion reared up playfully jabbing the air with a triumph nicker. When he settled down the lady laid her head on his white colored back the boy reached around to kiss her. Tingling all over with delight the stud smiled saying “I missed you…I am so sorry it took me so long to find you” he had fallen in love with the girl utterly in love Hearing her confirm what the wind said he let out a nicker of enjoyment excited feeling a wave of all sorts of feeling wash over him when she held him he cried with her over the joyous news. With the mare in his chest the stallion held her as close as possible pressing into her warm body. “I heard the news in the wind and to be honest I didn’t know if I was ready, but now that I have you in my loving hold I will never let you go….I never thought I could love again, but hear me now I love you so so much…you will be mine forever and always till my dying day” After speaking the boy laid his neck on hers pulling her more into his chest wanting to feel her even more whispering “ my baby” |