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Eye-So-Pee-Ah - Brigand - 03-22-2015
I don't know what I am doing, wandering from Mum, but she is all I know at this point, other than that midnight raven of a father I have.
Or, at least I think he's my father. Mum sure doesn't act like it. Anyways, I've been thinking of doing this for a little while now, getting away for a little while. To have some time to myself. I told my Mum I would be over "there" peeing. I normally wouldn't say when I had to go, but I still didn't want her to worry anyway. So I'd wandered off in the other direction, and landed in another forest, no where near where I am supposed to be. No where near the lake, the secret grove. I wish I hadn't gone this far, hadn't thought of the dream that I was brave. I was a coward for being scared now. Anyone else, -well, who wasn't a coward anyway- would have just kept going. I only stopped and stared up at the trees that only partially covered the sun from my hide. The light had blinded me time and time again, and had I not gone into the water that my Mum ever-so-kindly offered up, I might have been a crisp about now. Sighing, I walk a few unsteady steps forward before I drop to the ground. Stay where you are. I can't! I don't want to, I just...I don't know anymore. I shouldn't even be here, and yet, here I am, being a coward. A lonely coward that doesn't know where to go, and what to do. "Help?" I called, and I meant it. "Please help me!" I said, a bit louder. I don't know if I sounded like I was crying wolf or really asking for help, but I hoped it was the latter. "I don't know where I am, so..." what were those words she used again...? "Come out, come out, wherever you are!" ooc hi Aud! we talked in your plot thread, and I have been a bit delayed, but I got the post up! @[Isopia] I hope this is okay. (And, I've kinda been obsessed with American Horror Story for the past month, so...:3) Brigand
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RE: Eye-So-Pee-Ah - Brigand - 03-28-2015
I wonder why I even said that. I sounded so weird, so scared. I didn't even know if it made sense about now, all I could think of was that I was alone, and...
that I was alone. I panic, my insides shrieking, they want to become outsides; I won't let them. A sad sound escapes my lips, and I have no other choice than to bow my head in a new silence. I look up at a voice, it's a raven, and before I can notice it's eyes and the way it is different from an actual raven, I freak, hustling back, away fro it, I could feel my heart pounding in my chest, but then again, it's always been there, I'm just more aware of it right now. The thing made it's way from the sky to a branch in the trees, where I could see it, and it wouldn't be moving. Something of a raven, though I didn't get closer to see. It wasn't something I really wanted to touch necessarily. "Will you hurt me?" I ask, my eyes scanning over the bird once more, noticing more and more - it's size and markings, and it's eyes. It's eyes were simply gorgeous, though examining them was low on my list because more important things were high on my list- and I couldn't have that first anyway, it seemed dangerous to stare into such beautiful eyes. Like they could hypnotize me or something. I'd hardly heard her puzzling answer to my question, feeling slightly embarrassed at my earlier reaction, I took a few steps closer. "The name's Brigand, hi." I say with a nod of my head and the folding of all my wings at my sides. They had been stuck out all scared -like a scared cat- mum would say. Mum, she looked like me. She had so many things like me except for her voice and her looks...but she wasn't like me. This bird's voice sounded like mum's - and I couldn't help but notice that she was smart, either. I awaited a expected thoughtful reply. Perhaps it would just fly away, and I would never see it again, but something in her tone of voice told me she felt like staying, maybe messing with me before she took off. "Confusing words aren't my strong suit." I say, and I mean it. If she was going to speak in riddles, I was out. I don't notice it, but my fear from before was gone, and I was open, and clearly vulnerable, and it was different, I was around someone I didn't know, yet jumping into conversation. Maybe I was talkative in my former life. "Speech." Brigand
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RE: Eye-So-Pee-Ah - Brigand - 05-14-2015 I don't want to know why she has such a confusing brain. She was born that way, I guess. My mother was always simple, like a rose statue in a rose garden covered in tulips. She was asking me why I was here, and then stating that I was even less lost than I had been before. Well, I guess she was right on that one and I wasn't to argue, but I felt an odd, strong urge to. "I don't know..." I mumble to the bird, and I am now comfortable, like I am talking to my mother. Which of course I am not, but it feels like it because she is all who I talk to, no one else really. "I mean, I just found my way here alone. Like, an adventurer!" I say, my voice skipping off pitch and higher than it should be. I guess I just get a little exited at times.. "Why are you here?" I ask, though I'm not all the suspicious. I honestly could care less. I just wanted to know how she could speak, but - polite questions first! I Smile and send her a friendly look. I wasn't going to maim or kill her, and it looked like she already trusted me a bit, so I supposed we could be friends. Well, only if she agreed with it too. I did. I wanted a friend and so far I've only got three. Three great friends that I will have forever and ever and ever! Well, maybe. I know that Death can sometimes take them away on a vacation to the outer worlds, but I've never met Death, so I never got a chance to ask him where he takes his subjects. I hope I don't, because I want to stay here, talking to this raven, and being with my mother and Leliel. ~@[Isopia] getting back into it, sorry for the horribleness and shortness!! RE: Eye-So-Pee-Ah - Isopia - 05-16-2015 <style>.forest::-webkit-scrollbar {width: 2px;} .forest::-webkit-scrollbar-track {background-color: #fff;} .forest::-webkit-scrollbar-thumb {background-color: #000000; border-top: 10px solid #fff; border-bottom: 10px solid #fff;}</style>
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