Went a whole week without a depression/suicide episode when it usually one or two a week, and felt confident that I could get more time between them.
Some friends of mine told me to ask my girlfriend for help, and I let it all out with her only to be told she questions everything I'm going through.
Relapse immediately followed.
My body's sore for no reason and I feel like crap physically, mentally I'm shot.
I get my laptop Wednesday next week, and probably till them I'm gonna have a break to get my school stuff together and think, read, relax, the kind of things I need to do other than sit in my room all day and sleep.
Love all of you with every bit of my heart <3333
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you were angels,
so much more than everything
:: please tag me
:: minor force and power play allowed