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[PRIVATE] little bird, fly away

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He was a fool to think that she might accept his answers for the lies that they were and not press the matter farther, but he had hoped that she would leave it be. Lakota, his heart, was a very important piece of the puzzle that was his life and it was in her that he had always found some sort of comfort. When he was ill he would lean on her and hate himself the entire time because he was the one that was supposed to be strong for her. He was the one that was supposed to protect her from the beasts that masqueraded as their parents. He had used his body as a shield for her, bled for her, fought for her, the scars that marred his coat and slashed across his face were testament to his undying will to protect her from anything and everything that could hurt her and that included himself.

He was doing a horrible job of it judging from the look on her face alone.

Alleo sighed as his sister called him out on his lies and his gaze was deflected and returned to the horizon once more. In trying to protect her from his burdens he still hurt her by lying. If he confided his burdens and worries he would only upset her and make her think that he wanted to leave her behind. He wasn't even being completely honest with himself because if he were he would know that even he didn't know what he wanted. He felt unsettled and it made him feel like a gypsy on the run from something he would never be able to escape. His mismatched eyes stayed on the horizon for a long while after Lakota pleaded with him not to lie to her and claimed that she could handle his burdens. He knew his sister well enough to know that she could hardly handle her own burdens let alone his own. He had seen the way she moped around the Foothills and answered every beck and call of those that needed a healer. He felt mild resentment toward those who only sought her out when they wanted her to do something for them. He felt her need for a true friend, saw how much she needed it. He saw how much she gave and how little she got back in return and it left a very bitter taste in his mouth and he felt that it was part of the problem that he was having with the Foothills.

His gaze returned to his sister when she began to speak and he listened to every word she said, contemplated every sentence and every question. "You are very special, Lakota." He touched his muzzle to the tender spot behind Lakota's ear as she spoke, he breathed in her scent and nibbled at her fur before he found his voice again. "You feel more deeply for those around you than for yourself. Such selflessness is scarce here and nonexistent within our own family." His tail flicked against his hocks and his eyes fell to the ground at their hooves. "It doesn't make you terrible to have your own wants and desires. It makes you equine. It makes you mortal. You don't have to be a martyr for everyone else. You're young and have your whole life ahead of you, you only have to make it worth living." He felt a touch of resentment that she would throw her life away for a herd that only used her. He had not been her shield for years and endured such abuse for her to not find her own happiness. Was being a puppet really a life worth living?

Again, Alleo extended his muzzle toward Lakota, but this time he touched her cheek. "You have to live your life for you." He murmured. "No one else. Put yourself first for once. You don't want to be an old maid and look back on your life and ask yourself 'what did I do all of my life?' Time goes by fast, Lakota, and there are many fleeting moments that you will never get back. Catch them and hold them close to your heart. Even if there are only a few you can look back on them and be happy. The past will stay in the past." He reiterated what she had said earlier. "But make it a past worth looking back on."



@[Lakota]
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little bird, fly away - by Alleo - 11-22-2013, 11:24 PM
RE: little bird, fly away - by Lakota - 12-05-2013, 01:50 AM
RE: little bird, fly away - by Alleo - 12-08-2013, 04:10 AM
RE: little bird, fly away - by Lakota - 12-26-2013, 08:50 PM
RE: little bird, fly away - by Alleo - 12-30-2013, 10:54 PM
RE: little bird, fly away - by Lakota - 01-18-2014, 08:19 PM
RE: little bird, fly away - by Alleo - 01-18-2014, 10:04 PM
RE: little bird, fly away - by Lakota - 01-19-2014, 08:30 PM

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