The scars of your memory fade

[PRIVATE] The scars of your memory fade

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Stallion :: Pegasus :: 17.3hh :: 8 Buff: NOVICE

Nanna

02-14-2014, 01:58 PM

I still could not see straight, as the adrenaline rushed through and engulfed every part of me, but I still saw how changed she was. Instead of facing me, she cowered like a scared foal and withdrew herself from me. That made my energy-boost drop to the ground and I finally placed all four hooves firmly down.

Had I really been that harsh?

As I glanced at her, I already knew the answer, even if she had not given me the word I gave her. So that's how I am; she hurt me, so I made sure I hurt her back. Maybe I was tired of always being the one that got shit thrown at me and never had the balls to fight back or even open my mouth. When I think about it, our little talk was the first time in my life that I had stood up for myself. I failed though, for I dragged her down with me. I wish I could take that back.

My breathing slowly became normal and I could finally talk in a normal voice. "Yeah, it's snow." I tried to say it with a mocking undertone, but soon wished I had not. Even that little sentence sounded hard to the wrong ears. Damn, I couldn't even have a normal conversation with her without mocking in my voice.

"But if you run, it won't bother you as much." I said, and managed to put a little warmth and encuragement in the words. "Are you thinking of going to the threshold?"

@[Africa]