Emotions were the one thing that the grey mare had difficulty reading in both herself and in others. After living a life of many horrors up until she had come to this place she found herself touched by any act of kindness towards her. She had spent so much time wishing to find a place such as this it was still hard to believe it was real, and she was actually alive. Standing here beside the pegasus she felt safe and content, it was a feeling she would like to hold onto if she could but she knew that it did not work that way. She could never stay with the pegasus if she knew that he did not feel the same way towards her. In the short time that she had gotten to know him she had seen witnessed his kindness and gotten a snapshot of the personality underneath the collected mask he had worn in the early part of their encounter. Her heart once a broken shell could be felt beating again to a different rhythm, a much happier one.

The flames she had caught out of the corner of her eye had not frightened her but instead drew her closer, if she had to guess there was much more to the story that she had yet to discover but somewhere she was willing to bet there was pain or fear. The discovery of her own magic had come as a surprise and she was slowly starting to realize that it varied depending upon her emotions. Was Note's magic based along the same concept?

The question that came next mirrored the many insecurities she also felt deep inside but didn't know how to put them into words. What was he to her? A friend? No, friend didn't dare come close to what her heart was telling her but was she right to listen to it after it had let her down so many times before? Things were indeed complicated, but did they really have to be? " To be honest, I don't know where things will go from here. But you mean a lot more to me than just a friend, I don't want to go back to just being strangers." She replied her voice soft but surprisingly steady for once. Many emotions cluttered her mind that ranged from happiness, to unease to fear. She had a fear of being turned away and rejected when she had just spoken from her heart, but the unease came from the uncertainty of the road ahead. Should more come of their encounter she feared that she would fail as a mother and even worse have to struggle through it alone.

" I..I want things to be more.." Hesitating a little she took a breath before continuing. " But what is it that you want? I mean..do you.." Trailing off as the words failed to come to her lips she decided it would be best to just stop talking before she made a complete idiot of herself. Leaning her head into the warmth of Note's neck she tried to hide her embarrassment. What if he didn't feel the same way.. could she bring herself to walk away and act as if nothing ever happened? The idea was hard enough to even think about nevermind trying to actually follow through with it, she could only pray she would never have to attempt it.



Brisa speaks


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