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04-30-2014, 02:33 PM
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This will be my last confession I love you never felt like any blessing You know how sometimes the world takes you on a ride and all you can do is to hnag on for dear life, even when you wish it would just all stop. You get no time to breathe, no time to think and even less time to figure out what the hell is happening. Quinn wished she could stop it all now, just for a second so she could pull herself together and face what must be done. But a beating heart never waits for anyone and neither does time, so she just lay there, breathing in and out as waves of pain flushed through her. The time was here. Finally. All those days she'd been walking around, being nothing more than a vessel for the growing life inside her womb, was at an end. A new chapter wrote itself, clouding her thoughts in a fear that shook the very core of her being. She could do nothing, only keep breathing and focus on the task ahead. It's a good thing that nature is so strong within us and our primal part take control. It kept her panic at bay and told her when to push and when to relax. In the mids of her suffering to keep her promise, she understood. She understood the need to pass on the genes and blood to a new generation and fill the empty mind that would soon appear, with memories of a time long gone. This was nothing - nothing compared to the trials she would face when her flesh and blood walked the earth. It would break her heart, build it up and break it down again. She knew all too well that scars left on the heart never heals as fast as scars in the flesh. So she gathered her will and strength as she gave a final push and let the fears of the future fill the space in her womb. It was not easy, but she lifted her head to see what a miracle lay there in her fluids. The smell of her newborn kicked her instincts into overdrive and she tried to get on her feet to do her duties, but nature was not finished yet. The same pain grabbed a hold of her and as her head found the ground, a different kind of fear took possession of her body. "Something is wrong" The words was no more than a whisper as they left her trembling lips. Her eyes closed as the truth flared before her and she began to push again.It was like she was in a nightmare, fighting for her sanity and the life of her second foal. She had no energy or time to look after her firstborn daughter and it hurt. With a cry she became empty and the air filled her lungs again. Another smell rose into the air as she tried to get up and both shock and relief washed through her. A son. She had given life to both a son and a daughter, both laying on the ground, boundled together. They were so beautiful, like little angel warriors, ready to make the world theirs. So she smiled and breathed before she became the one thing she never thought she would be: a mother to twins. Her and Nato's twins. "talk talk talk" |
