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[OPEN] destiny left me so empty

Arah Posts: 343
Outcast atk: 7 | def: 10.5 | dam: 3
Mare :: Unicorn :: 15hh :: 5 HP: 65 | Buff: NOVICE
Wynter :: Royal Griffin :: Draining Clutch Frostie
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Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
Buried inside her, there was a cavernous void. One could not observe it just by looking at her psychical form. Only she could feel it, deep inside her and every day; it would constantly twinge with the grief of loss. It didn't just hurt emotionally, it hurt physically. Everyday Arah would open her auspicious orbs to yet another day only the crater inside her never got bigger or smaller. The agony made her want to scream until her throat grew raw and the misery forced her into a dreamless sleep. If only the gods felt so kind, but lately it felt like she was their own personal piece of amusement. The journey from The Basin had taken a while, she did not have a specific place in mind. Arwen and Asch were fine on their own for a few days at a time now and the doe knew it was important for them to learn how to independent without her around. To her own surprise she had arrived at The Ancient Rounda. Wynter cried a warning out from over head, but Arah for the time being paid her no mind, emerging herself within her own memories.

Here Regime tormentors held her and her two daughters captive. Yet now the doe was far to exhausted to continue hating her captors, the anger had burnt itself out and the tears over her horrible time here had dried up completely. To continue despising The Regime would probably end up killing her, animosity was not something the doe was meant to cling to. Being here would help her onto the path of letting go and moving on. The evening air kept her cool, her eyes glassed over. Not too far from here she faced the brute and his dragon, battling to be free. Closing her eyes Arah allowed herself to let go of the memory, it scared her to forget the treatment she had received at his hooves. However she knew it was time, for enough of it had passed to dull the sense of revenge. Opening her eyes and pressing further on, pushing past the ghosts that lurked in the corner of her vision, Arah paused and watched her mind reenact her daughters fighting The Regime. Both fillies were gifted with magic. Arwen called the spirits of the dead, Arwen called upon the fires of hell. Yet in this battle Wynter had also hatched, there was always a sliver lining to be found. Sighing, Arah allowed this memory to fade into almost nothingness.

It was too much almost, turning back to the creek where she had last felt safe, the doe trailed down it. From above Wynter cried a warning, someone was lurking ahead. Pausing, Arah wondered if it was one of her previous captors, yet it she was truly trying to let go, then she should confront her fears. Sucking in a deep breath, she continued to press forwards down the stream. In her mind she whispered to herself over and over; be brave...be brave. The Frostheart stood over the same stream. The evening colours played with the alabaster coat, the dark spots that decorated his body caught Arah's gaze. Elegantly bowing her crowned head, the doe looked over The King's hooves. Remembering it was he who once plagued her dreams. His pure coat, quick words and striking gaze her captivated her, now her golden gaze roamed over his fallen form. She did not hold any pity in her orbs, nor did she believe Mauja wanted any. In someways he was nothing but a dream to her only in her past dreams he never disappointed. That was why she admired and respected him, yet now? Now she felt...empty and even the sight of her fallen king could awaken her emotions.

Was she soulless? Was she selfish? How would she face this possible conversation? Her mind whispered two words;
Bí cróga.


And I ain't afraid to die, I’m afraid of going to hell.

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Messages In This Thread
destiny left me so empty - by Mauja - 05-09-2014, 03:38 AM
RE: destiny left me so empty - by Arah - 05-09-2014, 07:15 AM
RE: destiny left me so empty - by Arah - 05-10-2014, 01:46 AM
RE: destiny left me so empty - by Arah - 05-10-2014, 08:35 AM
RE: destiny left me so empty - by Arah - 05-13-2014, 07:11 AM
RE: destiny left me so empty - by Mauja - 05-09-2014, 12:50 PM
RE: destiny left me so empty - by Mauja - 05-10-2014, 07:15 AM
RE: destiny left me so empty - by Mauja - 05-10-2014, 12:38 PM
RE: destiny left me so empty - by Mauja - 05-14-2014, 04:13 AM

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