i won't be saved

soaring through the skies, wings outstretched, i fly above the elevated land of the fields, wondering how long it had been since i had last been here. a year? less... more? i don't remember, but i do remember flying under the instruction of mommy and murdock. ever since then i've learned to fly i've practiced my flight, trying to prefect my landings and move more fluently within the air. sameira runs below me, looking up occasionally to make sure i was still above her. she barks at a figure descending from the heavens, sprinting up the hill with her back flaming.

i follow, settling onto an open patch of grass where other's hadn't gathered. i see the sun god standing, golden flowers trailing behind him. i hadn't seen him since before i found sameira, when i wandered into the edge and rested. i look up at him, his golden body glimmering and flames licking at his wings and creamy hair. i nod my head in greeting, raising it to look at him. sameira sits beside me, her pink tongue lolling out of her mouth, ears perked.

i still recall the day i earned her, and the day i failed to earn magic from the sun god. i hope that today i would not fail, that today i would earn a gift from the god. there were many others gathered, just like that day, surrounded by the god and gawking at him. he was quite a magnificent sight, i do say so myself. somewhere deep down this god was quite special to me. he had been the first god i had seen in the flesh, the first god that my amber eyes had laid upon. that was back when i was alone, without anyone. i didn't even have sameira or sia with me at that time. shivering, i push away those dark memories of my time spent wandering and alone in the darkness.

[desires Light x Dark│Can ' possess ' another's mind/body, using them almost like a puppet. However, any damage sustained by the possessed horse will appear as small black scars on her own body that will slowly fade. When talking, she will not sound like the possessed horse, instead she will sound as herself. (Her own body will stand motionless, and her eyes will turn a light silver, making her appear blind.)
[Restrictions :: Doesn't last long, and the possessed may try to fight back.]
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