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12-13-2014, 10:28 PM
i won't be saved
stumbling forward, body trembling, seele finds comfort in a circle of loved ones. she apologizes for her mistakes, words falling to my feet with sorrow rising like smoke to my nose, a breathe in and my lungs grow corrupt. my chest throbs as a mare of turquoise and alabaster finds her way to seele's side, from seele's lips befalls the word sister, somewhere inside i find envy lurking, snickering at me because i was really just a stranger to all here but seele. because i wasn't related to seele through the way she was. "but seele chose you, to carry your burden along with hers," sameira's point is correct, that seele had indeed chosen to carry my worries with her own, and all the others she had chosen to carry. maybe that's why she was so broken, because she had finally been crushed beneath everyone else's problems, her own problems drowning in a sea of other's burdens, leading her to forget. they had been neglected for so long they grew, slithering out from the dark to take hold. but maybe it wasn't her mind that was broken? maybe there was more to it than that, more that could be known but little that would be told.
i watch seele speak with midas and her sister, lingering behind them, feeling smaller and less important as midas drapes his white wing over seele's bony frame, the blue hued mare pressing in close. lingering behind, my ears fall back and my vision blurs, tears pooling. it seems i had almost gotten over such pitiful emotions before stumbling back down into a pit of nothing, swallowed by my own lingering thoughts of loneliness. sameira pushes her weight against my back leg, a sign that she was here. because the only one i really knew was shrouded behind a wall of strange faces.
sorry i didn't post last time ! :c hope its ok i popped in here c:
