I'm Sorry, Miss Jackson

[PRIVATE] I'm Sorry, Miss Jackson

Ranjiri the GoldenShade Posts: 372

World's Edge Mare atk: 4.5 | def: 8.5 | dam: 6

Mare :: Hybrid :: 16.0 :: 5 HP: 62 | Buff: NOVICE

Mara :: Common Rougarou :: Shadow ali

01-25-2015, 01:23 AM

Do you ever feel like you're drowning? Just suffocating under the weight of everything that could go wrong and did? I felt like my world was falling apart around me, everything that was precious to me was just ripped away and destroyed. First was you when the darkness had taken over my body, made me say and do things that I would normally never do. My own stupidity drove Cera away and I could only hope that I'd be able to mend what I had broken. Then Hototo was ripped away and I could only watch, useless as ever.

What good was I? What was my purpose? What reason did I have to even exist?

I don't know how long I was in the forest (days? hours? weeks?) but I trusted that Cera would see that Ryuu stayed out of trouble. Even if he hated me he still cared for Ryuu. I needed the time to try to clear my head, come to terms with what I had witnessed, but I couldn't seem to. I didn't understand why it had all taken place. What was the reason behind the Moon God ripping families apart? It was just so .... so evil.

I felt like was barely keeping my head above the water, but I was surviving. All of that came undone when I smelled you. I very nearly turned tail and ran, probably would have if you wouldn't have spoken and said that you knew I was there. I barely breathed as I moved toward you. When I did finally step out so you could see me I kept scarred shoulder pressed tight against a tree. "Hey..." I murmured because I didn't know what else to say. Sorry seemed like a better place to start, but I didn't think you'd accept my apology.

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@[Roskuld]