I'm Sorry, Miss Jackson

[PRIVATE] I'm Sorry, Miss Jackson

Ranjiri the GoldenShade Posts: 372

World's Edge Mare atk: 4.5 | def: 8.5 | dam: 6

Mare :: Hybrid :: 16.0 :: 5 HP: 62 | Buff: NOVICE

Mara :: Common Rougarou :: Shadow ali

02-19-2015, 10:06 PM

How many times would we go through this? How many times would we be separated for so damn long and then reunited? How many times would we stare at one another, dumbstruck and blaming ourselves for our shortcomings? For our failures? You may have failed to expose the Moon Goddess sooner but I hadn't even tried. I stayed tucked away in the Throat with Cera and Ryuu and I pretended that the world wasn't shit so Ryuu wouldn't be terrified of everything. And what did it get me? What good did it do anyone? You will probably blame yourself forever, but at least you tried.

I couldn't be sure what was going through your mind as you stared at me and I tried hard to keep my scar hidden from view. I should have known that you'd see it. I should have known that you would stare wide-eyed, mouth agape, your throat making noises that made no sense. You probably don't believe me, but I don't blame you for it. I had said terrible things to you, tried to hurt you. If our positions had been reversed and I'd been forced to defend myself I probably would have done the same as you. I just wonder how much you blame me for it or if you resent me because of the things I said. I could never apologize enough.

I'll admit that it felt good, sounded downright heavenly to hear you say my name. The last time I had even heard your voice you were screaming at me, angry and sounding like you were ready to put me in the ground. I think at that point I would have welcomed it because that thing had hurt so many that I cared about. My eyes watered and I blinked, trying to fight back the tears that seemed to come every time we were reunited. "I love you, too, Ros."

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@[Roskuld]