I'm Sorry, Miss Jackson

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[PRIVATE] I'm Sorry, Miss Jackson

Ranjiri the GoldenShade Posts: 372

World's Edge Mare atk: 4.5 | def: 8.5 | dam: 6

Mare :: Hybrid :: 16.0 :: 5 HP: 62 | Buff: NOVICE

Mara :: Common Rougarou :: Shadow ali

#12

04-07-2015, 12:06 PM

Ranjiri</style>
in this world full of people there's one killing me
and if we only die once i wanna die with you</style>

"Fuck off.

Despite the words that came out of your mouth I smiled because it was so much like you to try and diffuse a situation that was becoming very emotional. I hated crying in front of you because I knew how it made you feel, but I couldn't help myself. Every time you were near my emotions went haywire, constantly spinning from happy to sad, to relief to annoyance, and then right back to happy again because you were there. You were real and you were standing in front of me and you were okay despite the dangerous world that we lived in.

“How could you love me?”

I didn't understand how you could ask me that question. To me it was like asking 'Why do you breathe?' I couldn't explain it, I just did, but if you wanted to know I could try. "I just ... I just do. I always have." Maybe I couldn't explain it. I didn't understand the way that love worked but I knew what it felt like. "I think it would be easier to explain how the Gods came to be than to explain why or how I could love you." I felt bad that I couldn't give you the answer that you wanted, but you kept asking, wanting to know why you and it made me frown. "Why not you?"

"….what did I do to deserve you?”

Yet another question that I didn't have an answer to. "I don't know..." Could you even deserve anyone? "I just ... I just love you." And I couldn't imagine not loving you. "Its ... I guess its what they call unconditional? It doesn't make sense and it doesn't have to. I don't think its something meant to be understood, just something meant to be felt, given, and returned." And I would give until I had nothing left to give.

"."

@[Roskuld]