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Zandora had wondered far from her "home" or whatever the Basin meant to her. She honestly did not know, nothing made sense to her anymore, everything had become black and white in a world which was meant to be lived in vivid color. Zandora was being haunted by herself, everything she did was questioned. She still could not get over what had happened only days ago, and it loomed above her everywhere she went, like a sickness had stolen the very life threads out of the mare. Zandora still had a flickering fire within her, but it needed fuel, something to make the hot flames reach every corner of her mind. She would preserver, she knew she would, but Zandora did not understand that things took time to fix and heal. She wanted herself back, but did not know that it was going to take more then just "insta-flame."

The air around her was cold and she could feel the touch of frost, her body shook as it tried to conserve her heat. She had been so consumed in her thoughts that the ebonite and amethyst mare didn't realize she had traveled to the seemingly coldest part of the land she dwelled in. Her dished face shot up as she looked around through the night. NIGHT? It was NIGHT?! Zandora was ashamed to even think about what she put herself through unknowingly. That question prodded at her mind yet again, how had she become this way? She was supposed to be so much better then this, she was supposed to be hard and unbreakable, she wasn't supposed to wonder around aimlessly and get herself lost in the middle of a cold night.

But she had.

Zandora's legs were covered in snow and it seeped deep within her muscles, she could feel everything freeze but she wasn't going to give up. She'd be damned if she didn't try, Zandora was a fighter, a soldier, and she would prevail. Her eyes searched the landscape briefly, feeling as if something was watching. Perhaps that was how this exposure of herself to the world felt, like someone or something was always watching, but she couldn't let those thoughts touch her now, she had a mission. And there would be no losing this time.

OCC: Sorry if this is all over the place, Z's all over the place, and it's very weird having to write her this way. I'm super excited for her to meet Ronan!
Tag: @[Rohan]
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