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As euphoria fades a certain dread awaken, prompted by the return of reality. Sweet bliss, the aftermath of oblivion and prompted by heedless lust, leaves a bitter aftertaste when memories of pain and loss once again lay claim to her heart, her mind, her soul. The memory of his touch linger on her skin and if she allows herself to savor it a shudder of pleasure still wreck her like waves would a ship at sea... But her sails are tattered and the rudder disconnected, and the captain has long since fallen overboard.
Contempt filled her as she glance at the stallion, rash abandon replaced by a new shyness. Not because she so willingly accepted him, or because there was anything wrong with her choice of bedmate. In fact, he was even more handsome now that she took the time to actually look at him objectively. No, it was the whole reason why they now were there, together, awkwardly gawking at one another - or maybe she was the only one feeling shy? - that caused it.
Old woman, yet still no control over her own urges. She should have been more restrained, more ashamed over bedding someone half her age, should have thought twice before repeating the same mistake...
But had Kari really been a mistake? At the time she would have wanted nothing more than to be rid of her son, but now that he was no longer by her side the mare felt only empty and sad. Was it a mistake to risk the arrival of another child? Was she allowed to hope for one, when she had failed so horribly at raising her firstborn?
"Am I even allowed to be happy?"
The sound of her own voice made the little mare flinch, and her eyes went in the direction of the silver stallion, wondering - dreading - if he had heard.
@[Vadim]
HP: 42Healed
