Never Say Never [Kaj]

[PRIVATE] Never Say Never [Kaj]

Aeolus Posts: 100

Outcast atk: 4.5 | def: 9.0 | dam: 6.5

Stallion :: Hybrid :: 15.3hh :: 3 HP: 64.5 | Buff: NOVICE

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08-09-2015, 11:48 PM (This post was last modified: 08-10-2015, 12:00 AM by Aeolus.)

Still frustrated from his excessive failures the brindled colt stood trying to get his feelings into check once more. This was the life he had been given but somehow he would make things work eventually. Letting his wings hang down to the ground he turned his head to bite at a particularly itchy patch on his barrel. From the time he was young until now his coat had changed from a dark grey to a lighter rosy coloured grey or that is how mother had described it. It certainly was lighter than it had been but still held onto the strange white lines that covered his pelt. What was the word mother had used? Bandling? No that wasn't it...Brindling. Yes that's what it was he thought happy that he could remember the correct name. So far he had yet to meet anyone who displayed a similar pattern maybe that made him defective somehow?

The thought was interrupted by the arrival of another pegasus who called out to him kindly. Something about the grown stallion seemed familiar but it took a moment before he could remember from where. This was the man that talked to mother sometimes he recalled turning to face him wondering why he would want to talk. Listening quietly to the stallion as he spoke he couldn't help but smile kindly. Kaj...so that was his name he mused silently putting the name away for later scrutiny. "Mother talks about you often." He stated with a small smile recalling how it seemed to make her happy when Kaj was around. If only mother could be happier more often that would be good for her so she did not have to try and pretend those times when she was sad. Maybe if Kaj came around more often... he mused silently letting the thought slowly fade away.

Usually when meeting someone he would introduce himself but since Kaj already knew his name it was rather pointless. Mother had always done most of the talking when they were around others older than he was so it felt weird to speak up on his own not knowing what he should and should not say. Remembering what he had been taught about manners he slowly tucked his wings back to his sides. Whats wrong? A little taken back by the question he turned his eyes up to meet Kaj's hesitantly. Surely the king did not want to hear about his problems... but why then would he ask? Why did he think something was wrong? Did he overhear something that he had said?

A few moments of silence passed before he managed to find his words again. " It's... complicated." Pausing for a couple seconds he tried to figure out what else to say to better explain himself. " I think that I am defective.. I can't fly like all the others and mother made it this way by letting father and Levex leave. She should have stopped them..." Realizing he was rambling he cut himself off before he said anything else. Turning his head away shamefully he retreated a few steps backwards dropping his eyes to the ground not realizing the moisture that had begun to cloud his vision. Fighting the surge of emotions back he barely managed to hold back the tears.

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