He was alone yet again in some odd field, but he was breaking down the secrets of the past, he could not hold it in much longer. It was eating away a him and Nox vulnerable to anything as he laid in the soft flowing grass of the field. His large thick pillars were tucked under his large onyx body and this large crowned skull laid flat on the ground. He was happy to be alone resting on the breakdown, for it had been a long time since this has happen to him, but that just made the depression worse. He already was depressed most of the time, but sometimes the depression is so bad that he feels the need to no longer live. He sometimes wishes that he was no longer forced to walk this earth. Nox would wish that his soul was not already trapped in hell and he could somehow just end it all, and never have to look at this earth again. A sigh left his mouth blowing the grass away from his nose to just quickly snap back into its place. His gray eyes just looked ahead not moving from their spot, he was content to sit in this very spot until all time ends, but he knew that it would not be long till he had the company of someone else. His tail flicked back and fourth on the ground filling it with strands of broken grass that could not hold on to their roots any longer.

Out of all the times why would this strike him down now. He had n motivation and felt the need to do nothing, this was a very severe depression that he had worked himself into, but in reality Could any other creature hold on to this past as well as he has without being totally mentally insane. His long mane laid next to him in the soft grass as he remained laying upright. This really was a very odd sight of him because he rarely lays down anyways, but to do it in the middle of s field in unheard of for Nox. He was a solitude creature that even when he was vulnerable he was hiding in the deepest corner of the woods never to be seen by eyes of another equine. He wanted to be alone in this time, he was worried if eyes of another creature saw this beast they might take advantage of this opportunity. Nox would never go down with out a fight, but he was not mentally all there right now, and that thought still lingered in the back of his head. How could this breakdown affect his so bad, he just could not understand this one simple fact. Every time he would try to get himself together it never worked, he was a helpless zombie unable to think for himself or even stand by himself.

The birds flew above his large crown almost mocking the stag for being so weak at this moment, but he couldn't even find the strength to raise his head off the ground. He felt like a helpless colt once again waiting for its mother to come protect it from the dangers of the outside world, but there was no mother coming to protect this grown stag. He let another sigh release from his mouth as he rolled his eyes, praying this mental breakdown would just go all away. His ears flicked back remaining in the same spot and they laid pinned to his skull listening for anything to come creeping up behind him.. Waiting for the monster in the woods to eat his soul.          

"Talk"

OOC:: sorry it took so long!! but i told you i would make it i cant wait to play with her again! I absolutely adore her :)) 

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