YOUTH.

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[PRIVATE] YOUTH.

Enna Posts: 172

Aurora Basin Time Mender atk: 6 | def: 9.5 | dam: 4

Mare :: Unicorn :: 14.1 :: 5 ( TALLSUN ) HP: 61 | Buff: NOVICE

Mehr :: Arctic Wolf :: None kels

12-24-2015, 12:54 AM (This post was last modified: 12-24-2015, 12:55 AM by Enna.)

if there's no one beside you when your soul embarks
THEN I WILL FOLLOW YOU IN TO THE DARK

For too long you have avoided him.

From the moment that you woke up not feeling exactly right, your stomach in knots and head in a whirl, you had avoided him. At first it had been because you wanted to be absolutely right; and as the days progressed and you had only grown in size, in discomfort, it had become harder and harder to deny. And when it had surpassed denial, it became plain and simple fear that kept you from him. Fear because of your daughter—that it had been your fault and this one would end up the same; fear of how you could be a mother when you can hardly take care of yourself.

Even you do not want to admit the reason that you had not sought out your strength, your hart: the fear of it changing everything, fear of if he would leave you, disappear and leave you with just a memory, a shell of what could have been. It is but a fleeting thought that he had not come to seek you out, and all that it could mean, your mind too occupied with thoughts of what is to come. Too long you had allowed yourself to wallow in your doubts and blame, suffered with the aching of your heart, longing of your body if only just to be near him, to touch him and experience everything that he is, everything that you have missed. Too long, you had decided, traveling down from your mountain in the north to the mist-veiled forests of the west. Too long, and yet not long enough, you decide, dreading the moments that loom before you, your steps heavier, slower, than ever as you walk through the thin trunks, eyes tracing figures within the thick fog.

It is easy to recall your lack of love for this place, the friendly (and yet somehow frigid) greeting that had met you at the gates. The spotted man, who called himself a king, the Antelope that holds too much familiarity in his strangeness to you. But it is not them that you crave, not them that your heart quickens its pace for, not their faces that cling to the back of your eyelids; not them that you are here to see. With that, you push them from your mind, pausing along the edges of shattered glass with a hesitant breath. You do not call for him, hoping that it would be enough to wait, unwilling to deal with the unwanted attention that screeching names would bring. Instead, you lower yourself slowly, quietly, to the ground, resting against the support and security of a tree.

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@Rohan ♥
HERE GOES NOTHING LOL
for those of you curious, she does stop at the border and wait.
if you really want to have her intercepted i dont mind, but rohan and her will be moving off if so :3

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YOUTH. - by Enna - 12-24-2015, 12:54 AM

RE: YOUTH. - by Rohan - 12-29-2015, 03:09 AM

RE: YOUTH. - by Enna - 12-30-2015, 01:23 AM

RE: YOUTH. - by Rohan - 12-30-2015, 04:52 AM

RE: YOUTH. - by Enna - 12-31-2015, 10:49 PM

RE: YOUTH. - by Rohan - 01-19-2016, 12:30 AM

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