He felt the ice in his chest. The only burn he felt was was lingered on his skin from the magma-splatter and the white-hot anguish on his soul from what he had done. The quiet words of Naerys slipped into his scalded ears, pushing a painful pulse through pain-deflated veins. His heart shuddered against her gentle voice, and suddenly he needed to take his dangerous demons away; far, far away. Until he was less raw, more controlled. Despite not feeling the trumpeting beast in his breast, he did not trust this fearful control. He did not trust himself.
“He shouldn’t have been here,” was his quiet, broken rumble, as much to himself as to those before him, “I should not be here.” And, with a soft stroke and nudge to the owl that leaned against his muzzle (another, tactile apology, for he could never say enough sorries), he faded into the smoky murk of the trees.
Tembo needed some closure from this thread <3 Thanks you all! He's gone to go fine Mbwene, now!