Erebos Eye On What I'm After Erebos eyed her, curious and inquisitive, as she failed to yield to his simple statement. Do I?, she questioned, and for the boy who’d always known where he’d belonged (deep in the mountains, amongst the snow, the wind, the chilling, barbaric winters and bestial summers, a soldier, a knight, a blackguard), the question was confusing, perplexing, and befuddling. Perhaps he’d been blessed since his birth, pressed into caves and ice, sprinting across the rime, gesturing and hollering and whooping with his friends as they chased down mysteries, stories, and adventures. He’d never truly wanted for anything except more (more anguish, more devastation, more potential, more magic, more invocations to conquer and control). But why shouldn’t she belong, down in the depths of a world her mother had tried to conquer? Why shouldn’t she aspire to dream in the heights of clifftops, in the verdant hallows of valleys, or in the dark, eerie spaces of the Deep Forest? “Why not?” He questioned her automatically, without much forethought, brandishing that bold, audacious charisma he’d polished into his entity, with whimsical smiles and Cheshire grins. How many avenues had she truly explored and not seen herself within? Why couldn’t she make herself a home in the whims and worlds and empires throughout Helovia? Why couldn’t she find herself an ambition, an aspiration, to claw into, to grasp and clench and hold, incapable of letting go until she accomplished it? What held her back? He couldn’t quite fathom what tied and tethered her to nothingness – not when she likely had all the potential, all the prowess, to become something other than a remnant of her dam’s existence. He didn’t imagine her as one of the many who passed through – wraiths, phantoms – and then floated off again, no purpose, no reasoning, tucked into their souls, as if they’d never existed at all.
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