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Breaking Free{Open}

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Lilith
I'm not a swan, pretty in a pond.





"Lilith speaks."
the demon thinks.
Lilith thinks.


For once in what seemed like a century Lilith was in control of her body and her mind. She had fought tooth and nail with the demon inside her mind to gain authority over herself. It is only for a short period pet.... Soon I'll be back in control. Lilith snorted at this assertion but gave the voice no more attention. When she did it always seemed to go into long winded speeches about why she was good for the mare. How she needed the demon. That was a load of shit of course. The sweet mare was torn to shreds every time the second personality took over. The demon locked her away deep enough that she could not fight back but allowed a window into her cage so that Lilith could see all of the debauchery that her body found itself performing without her in control. The demon forced her to do wicked deeds just to watch Lilith wreath in pain. She was cruel to all that came within her clutches. She tortured others. She killed. And Lilith was forced to watch herself do this things without being able to stop it. Whenever the demon was in control Lilith wanted to scream out, to tell these horses who she was hurting that it was not her doing these awful things, that she was not in control of her actions. But the mare was not allowed to speak, she could only watch. This constant torture changed Lilith to her very core. The once bubbling and happy creature was now solemn. She chose to cloak herself in silence most of the time. Some had even called her cold. She wasn't completely broken though. To the second personality's shock the Lilith was still a pure hearted creature. She loved and she cared for all of those that she came across, though she was barely ever able to show it. This played well into the demon's torture. For love was the root of all sorrow. 

The demon that occupied Lilith's mind was, of course, not a demon at all. She was simply a split personality pulled from Lilith's own existence. The darker parts of her character that had been buried deep and far away from the surface ever since she was born. It was only brought into existence because of a hard knock to the head. That was all it needed to release its seed inside of her and create the so called demon. The second personality allowed Lilith to believe that it was a demon, she knew the awful truth, because she found it entertaining. The demon knew that one day Lilith would have to learn that it was truly herself doing such horrid things all this time. This realization would be the final straw for the mare, she would break into a million pieces and the second personality would have free reign. But for now Lilith was subject to its trickery. And she was miserable. Oh you know you love me. You need me. I do not need you! And I do not love you! I hate you with all that I am. We both know that that is not true. What would you be without me? A sniveling wallflower hung on someone's wall. You were weak and irritable innocent. With me you are powerful and you know the truth of the world and its horrors. Lilith shook her head violently at the voice, rustling it about in her skull. That isn't true! Without you I was loved. I had a family! Friends! The voice chuckled. A sound that rattled in her brain and sent a scowl onto her face. Pet, you were not loved. No, instead you were used. They trampled over you and you let them! But we fixed that, didn't we? We did nothing! You-you- you hurt them! Killed them! Forced them to banish us! Oh and what fun it was! Burning them on the pyre that was your past. But love you had as much to do with it as I did. That isn't true! You wicked wicked thing! You have ruined me! All the voice gave as a response was a gentle chuckle which faded away into silence. Lilith fumed silently back. She despised that voice and its power over her. There were times when she wondered if it would be better just to fade into the background. To let the demon take full control. To grow cold to the evil that she enacted. But Lilith had not given up. She didn't want the demon to win. So she kept fighting. 

That was why the mare found herself in these lands. She had been on a quest to find someone to exorcise the demon from her soul when she fell into the portal which brought her to this land. At first Lilith had believed the demon had opened a portal straight to Hell and she had fallen inside. But this land did not seem like any kind of Hell that Lilith had learned about. Instead it seemed tranquil and serene. And so she figured she had been brought to a new world, for reasons unknown to her. The voice within her head seemed as confused about the situation as she was. This confusion was the only reason that Lilith had gained control. She had seen the demon's faltering strength and took advantage of it. Have your fun now love. Soon enough I'll be wreaking havoc in your name. The only thing that worried Lilith about this new land was the fact that she had not come across another equine. She had traveled all day, this place being where her nimble legs led her, and she had not seen another horse. Sure she saw wildlife and what not, but nothing of her species. This thought terrified the mare. She did not want to be the only one of her kind in these lands. Being alone with just the voice as a companion seemed worse than Hell. Oh come now. It doesn't sound that bad. You and me for eternity? That's what you have anyway. But it isn't what she wanted. Lilith wanted to rid herself of this evil. But she couldn't do so alone. She needed the help of others. Which would make her finding someone of her own kind a necessity. So the normally quite mare chose to speak up. "Hello? Is anyone out there?" Lilith's voiced carried easily over the silent air and she hoped that another would hear her and come. Ah yes. A new toy would be quite enjoyable.
 



Messages In This Thread
Breaking Free{Open} - by Lilith - 03-12-2016, 10:19 AM
RE: Breaking Free{Open} - by Glasgow - 03-13-2016, 04:18 PM
RE: Breaking Free{Open} - by Lilith - 03-14-2016, 02:48 PM
RE: Breaking Free{Open} - by Glasgow - 03-14-2016, 10:20 PM
RE: Breaking Free{Open} - by Lilith - 03-18-2016, 09:33 AM
RE: Breaking Free{Open} - by Glasgow - 03-20-2016, 11:29 PM

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