She missed him. Probably more than what was normal of a girl like her to feel for a man like him. But he had been given a special place in her heart, and that was where he would stay until the end. Her and Mauja had met in the endless blue nearly two years ago, her a small child trying to find herself while learning to fly, and he a man who was breaking at the seams (not that she knew this anyway). Tears had been shed and bonds had been made, the man had changed her for the better, and part of her always thought she had done the same for him. He had been the first to greet her upon her return from her endeavors, his words kind and his ranking having been demoted than what she had known before. Not that she had minded, Mauja would always be Mauja, no matter what his title was. She supposed she saw him as a role model she could look up to, someone she could rely on in her times of need when it came to the hard things in life she needed advice on. Right now, this was one of those very important times.
Quilyan had left her absolutely frazzled. He was on her mind constantly, filling her dreams with tender caresses and gentle crooning, all of it leading to that one thing that just- She shook her head vigorously, flustered and heating up all over. Desire and embarrassment intermingled together, filling her with such conflicted emotions and causing her body to swell with that want that she shouldn't be wanting. These urges shouldn't be here, she shouldn't be craving something so much, wanting the satisfaction that it had offered for her in such a small amount of time. His muscles had been strong, rippling and filled with a power that he certainly put to good use. The image nearly caused a sigh of pleasure to leave those inky lips, yet she was still reserved enough to suppress it, and instead she groaned in frustration, gently bumping her head against a tree over and over again. She couldn't figure it out, couldn't put the puzzle pieces together to make a coherent picture, and this was where her spotted companion would come in.
He was older, certainly older than she... he would have experience in such matters wouldn't he? Hopefully he would be able to tell her if what she was feeling was normal, that this was entirely natural and it would surely pass as the time went on. Those were the words she longed to hear, the reassurance that this was just a phase and nothing more, and yet there was that doubt in her mind that she was utterly wrong. What she feared the most was that this was something she couldn't just stop, that she would forever be in the champagne prince's control and disposal, his crooked smile and violet gaze stealing her heart away and causing her to return to him nightly. In this present mindset, that certainly didn't sound like too awful of any idea, and her body almost shivered in agreement, ready to find him now to continue just what her mind had started. She of course refused, holding herself back and instead searching the comforting pines of her home for Mauja or his two raptors, who could be flying in the sky in search for their evening meal.
The sun began to cast an orange glow upon the coastal region, the signs of dusk ever present as dainty hooves pressed into the cold ground, hazel eyes searching even still for who she wanted so badly to speak to. After time had passed and she had come up empty handed, she figured she would call out for him; praying to the Gods that he would answer, and she could get this issue settled once and for all. Taking a deep breath, she let her vocals ring out clearly, though the hesitancy was still quite evident in her beautiful timbre," M...Mauja! Are you around here? I would like to talk to you about something if you have the time." She was suddenly a lot more nervous now that she had summon him, heartbeat increasing its tempo and a slight sweat slicking her ivory and black frame. Her butterfly wings were in endless motion, working overtime in their gentle flutter of anxiety that would most likely never leave her as she waited in apprehension for the ex-ruler's arrival. Gods be with them both on this one.
OOC: So apparently Myrrine might be a Nympho? Idek. Love you <3
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