Life was a strange thing. So many different ways it could go, so many things that could actually happen. From birth til now- A LOT had changed. In just five short years she had gone from foal, to in foal, to in love, to broken hearted. She had traveled through many lands and seen what must've been a million moons. And now here she stood, the sun sinking down below the blue waters. The rhythmic lull of the push and pull of the waves on the sand. Quiet. Relaxing. Orange lids closed over ice blue ices and she inhaled deeply. Taking in the salty air, the warmth remaining from the setting sun, the breeze coming off the water. Yes, this was relaxing, but inside- a storm raged. A battle of conscience. Would she ever win? Would she defeat it?

Lashes peeled back up as she stared once more out over the horizon. What lie out there? What went undiscovered? She sighed a deep breath. She remained undiscovered currently. She had found her way into these news lands a few weeks ago, and eventually followed Seanan home to live with the Unbound. She had run up on what appeared to have been a group meeting. A chuckle escaped her white pasted lips at the thought of Seanan making such a fuss over the child. She had to agree. The safety of the child was important, and she didn't feel in needed to better. But, not her group, not her decision. Ice orbs rolled in her head at the thought of children. Would she ever feel differently? This alone time was not good for her brain. Too much time to think, too much time to remember. She forgot simple things, like where she was going or why or how she got somewhere, but she couldn't forget the tragedies.

A low snort exited her nostrils, and she shoved a charcoal dagger into the sand, sending particles sailing into the air. Kick rocks, life. Muscles geared up, rolling under a tight shiny coat, and she moved closer to the water. She needed something to do, something to intrigue her and something to spark her abilities. On the outside, Paradox came off as a bad-ass, but deep down- she needed to feel important, to feel necessary. She strolled along the waters edge, the cool water lapping at her ankles with every roll in. Audits rolled forward and her eyes scanned the wood-line on the outskirts of the beach. Maybe she would find some Unbound members here.