Deimos the Reaper master of nothing place; of recoil and grace
He’d given commands and demands for what seemed like a lifetime: to damn, to bludgeon, to ravage, to tear, to sneak, to steal, to gather, and they’d always been simple. In times of war he’d give into the same temptations and slink amongst the columns of treachery, in times of peace and repose he’d shackle himself to the mountain peaks and wonder what to do and how to be enough – but he’d never considered himself a beacon. He’d been a cretin, a fiend, a devil, for too long to even begin considering pointing his behemoths towards anything else but damnation, because that was where he was headed; the only path he knew and understood. The King had never pressed into their minds, into their schemes, to unravel what they truly desired, yearned, and craved, where their aspirations and ambitions lay, where their hearts curled and joined, tethered to other creatures and terrain. He’d been hollowed out and sculpted for indifference, nonchalance, and bitter, utter defiance against the world, and perhaps that was why he lost so many in the process of his erosion. They thought the Reaper didn’t care: about them, about their livelihoods, about their corroded souls or their compassionate denizens (but he did – he just didn’t know what to do about it, where to go, how to say it in words - his tongue was silent while his actions persuaded, divided, and conquered). So the monster’s smile faded while he was lost in deep thought, attempting to provide an answer to the dove who merely wanted to be pointed, oriented, to souls who required her aid. For those snippets, he thought anyone who looked to him as a guide must’ve been desperate – who asked a portion of Lucifer, of Mephistopheles, how to be and where to achieve? But then he recalled his father’s words, remembered that a Lord was something, someone to his subjects, not a sculpture of marble, not an eldritch contortion of stone, and his head fell further, eyes directed solely at her again. “Some in the Basin could benefit from kindness and honesty.” He didn’t give names or orders, he didn’t ask her what she thought of him, if he pervaded worthlessness or strength, if he was going to be another figure left on the pinnacles of desolation and isolation despite all his efforts, despite all his trials and tribulations (but he wanted to – the query just couldn’t make it past his lips, too familiar with secrets).
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@Zyanya