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11-20-2012, 10:04 PM
 The warmth spread throughout my body like a ray of sun, warming each region slowly with a sensation that I hadn’t felt before. She was so hopeful, so trusting, it tore my heart at the seams. I had to let her in, despite the constant nagging that was careful to accept just anyone. Around us, the forest sang with magical tunes of exuberance from various forms of wild life. Nightfall was approaching and I could hear the pitter patter of small rodents scurrying from underground burrows to the surface in order to gather food for the night. The air was now cool and it bit my skin whereupon small eruptions of gooseflesh tinged its surface. However, I was lost in between various sensations of cold and heat. Tamira’s body alongside my own felt natural and I was comfortable with her there… with me. Lids fell heavy over my eyes, covering my thoughts from the world for a moment before I felt the loss. She had moved away from me and I felt it deep in the core of my being and I knew that I didn’t want her t be gone for long. Lacing a heavy, tired gaze upon her now, I was slightly shocked and confused. She looked taken aback and I wasn’t sure what to say to offer her comfort. In fact, I looked on dazed and mildly amused by her ever changing expression. Those beautiful eyes had widened in what almost looked like horror until brimming over with true happiness. This was an emotion that I had only witnessed a few times throughout my life and it looked absolutely breathtaking upon her face. It brought a tender smile to my lips as I moved forward to nudge her softly, almost lovingly, losing myself to the moment. “I don’t plan to cure you completely, but I plan to help you accept yourself… Who you are is nothing to be ashamed of and I want you to see just how-” I stopped myself, clearly shaken at what I was about to say, but I knew I couldn’t’ leave her hanging there without a reason for my reluctance. “-amazing… you are.” this was said softly and with imminent feeling. I had expressed myself for the first time in my life without feeling that I had something to be shamed of. “You don’t have to do anything to fix yourself, but if you desire to be rid of your illness, then perhaps I will be able to help you once I indulge in my ambitions to become a healer.” Two revelations in one day. I’d found someone that meant more to me than a mere acquaintance and I knew in what direction I wanted to pursue my life. Walk walk walk. |
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