On her back, Snapdragon mewled softly.
“It is funny, isn’t it?” Just barely graduated from the flight programme, and already she was going farther and farther away from— Home, she thought tentatively.
The quickness with which it’d become her roosting place astounded her, as if she’d never properly thought about it before. The Edge had always been a pivot for her grand forays into this broad, broad prison. To the Blue, to the Rotunda, to the Meadow: no matter how many miles she trekked, by sundown she’d skip back through the front door, trilling about the things she’d done and seen, tracking sand and primrose petals as she went. She’d become so attuned to the sound of glass crunching underfoot, and the hundred little winding paths that led to her nest in the woods; closing her eyes, she could visualize every knoll and buttress root perfectly, even the ones she hadn’t at one point stumbled over, and especially the one Snapdragon had been born in.
Her contentment was almost overwhelming. She’d learned to fly here; Snapdragon had been born here; Maude had been born here; this was where Tilney was always waiting for her, ready with a smile to hear of her adventures. Without a shadow of a doubt, Ultima knew that she did like it here, in the West.
But.
What was it that the Mountain had said? A place to exist, versus a place to grow?
Across the lake the rain soared to a crescendo and then dimmed, intermittently. It was peaceful without any wind; she could smell the earth and the plants reaching ever upwards, and if she focused she could hear the last leaves chiming like bells as they shook overhead. Pine trees rattling gently, branches swaying and shaking – beautiful. Snapdragon mewled again, pressing against the arch of her neck.
Was it greed to choose? Was it greed if the only thing she wanted was what she’d lost? Or was it greed because rather than any matter of place, it was Tilney (and Maude and Gawen and Alysanne and Lyanna and) who was not enough?
But. But, but.
“I don’t know.”
@tilney ;;;;;;;;;;;;;
i've got it down as the basin festival happened first, then the falls meeting a little after, and then this!
please tag ultima in all posts! force/magic a-ok, shy of killing/maiming her! |