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[OPEN] Old teenage hopes are alive at your door [CLEARING]

Isopia the Mountain That Knows Posts: 780
Dragon's Throat Apostle atk: 6.5 | def: 10 | dam: 8.0
Mare :: Tribrid :: 18hh :: 3 - is now aging slowly HP: 90 | Buff: NUMB
Hubris :: Royal Bronze Dragon :: Shock Breath & Frost Breath & Babel :: Royal Gold Dragon :: Fire Breath Odd
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Isopia
barefoot on a summer's night

@Volterra omg my heart. 

Isopia listens, and as she does so, the tear inside of herself opens up again. The tear that the removal of her memories was supposed to heal and hide is suddenly back.

And it is vast.

Previously that tear was filled right up to the top. Overflowing with her regret and her sorrow and her simultaneous love and hatred of Volterra which froze and super-heated the rocky confines of her mind so much, that the chasm of her emotions exploded outwards. Into that vast trench her thoughts and feelings had waged war against each other, like ancient leviathan. They'd clawed and scored the walls of her mind and in doing so, made their pit even larger.

But now they were gone, and the tear was empty. Except that wasn't entirely true. It was filled with cold and a vast nothingness that pressed in from all angles, highliting and drawing her minds-eye inexplicably into the infinite blackness that roared into her very core.

She swallows.

She is both hollow and unable to contain what is inside of herself.

She is pure incoherent contradiction. Once again, Volterra and her history together is tearing her apart, even though she can't remember it.

His words rain over her like an acid that has not yet begun to burn. She knows that it should, that it will, but she feels nothing. Her eyes widened, two circles of gold that cannot express anything. At least nothing that he will want to see. Her long black lashes slowly cover those honey-orbs, flicking up slowly.

Hubris says nothing, does nothing, as the red sits next to him. He is numb. Tears pour from his blue eyes. Some of them freeze and others sparkle with electricity. The dragon is ready of course to protect Isopia if Volterra moves against her, but something tells him that he probably won't. For that he is eternally grateful, because he isn't even sure that he can move. He can feel the well of pain that wants to unfurl in Isopia, but he knows that it's locked away.

And only he has the key.

Isopia's body wants to flinch as he says her name, but she does not. Something tells her that they are far passed the intimacy of her name. She wants to look for Hubris, but she will not break Volterra's ruby gaze. Isopia thinks that perhaps if she does, he might lunge towards her, and while she is not afraid of that, she also isn't stupid. She's passed the self-harm part of this narrative, even if he's just beginning it. Still, Hubris' lack of presence in her visual field or her mind tells her all that she needs to know. This stallion is telling the truth about whatever it is he's describing. This isn't a hallucination or a misunderstanding. If it was, Hubris would be at her side, trying to figure out what is happening just as she has been. But he isn't.

She can feel bits of herself fall into the chasm in her soul. Once again, she is crumbling. Only now, it is her turn to stupidly stare at Volterra, uncomprehending and making things worse.

I knew you were a lot of things, but I never thought you were a coward. "Neither did I." She says, speaking for the first time since his verbal assault started. Her eyes are clear as is her voice, though she sounds just as hollow as she feels. Parts of her mind wants to unravel this - to tell him that if he now recognizes that she doesn't remember whatever it is that they're talking about, then his criticisms of her are unwarranted. Or if they aren't, then they are directed at the wrong person.

He is mad at whoever it was who did the things of which he speaks. But if she can't remember doing them, is she properly the same girl? But, given his state, she (likely correctly) assumes that he will not be receptive to this line of inquiry. 

Her body - the traitorous meat suit that she wears with a constant 'mind' of its own - takes a step towards him as he turns to leave. Iso's lips tightened immediately as she halts, and her eyes drop to where her wings have spread outwards, as if reaching after him. 

What do you know that I don't? She silently asks herself. What do you remember

She turns her eyes to the trees, scanning them in earnest now that Volterra has left her to untangle this on her own. The demigoddess can feel anger emanating from Hubris now (for he knows which parts of what Volterra has said are uncharitable, and which ones are not strictly true or fair), but the dragon doesn't know what to do, and so he remains concealed. 

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RE: Old teenage hopes are alive at your door [CLEARING] - by Isopia - 01-30-2017, 04:54 PM

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