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06-30-2017, 07:40 PM
Lightning strikes every time she moves
I wanted to be fucking mad at him.I wanted to. I wanted to. I wanted to scream at him and punch him in the face for leaving like he did. For thinking he could just decide suddenly that he didn’t wanna be my King anymore (and goddammit, for being absolutely right in thinking he could make that kind of decision, that he could just drop something like that, a heavy responsibility on his shoulders, and still be able to live--). For accidently being the anchor to everything I’d come to love about this place, and want to protect--and then taking it away, leaving me floundering for a reason to stay General that wasn’t wrapped up in a guilt trip even though the heart wasn’t in it anymore. It was unfair--to everyone else, to me, and I guess to him too since it wasn’t his fault.
But fuck him cuz I wanted to be mad at him. Even though I couldn’t.
I just…stood there wanting to scream at him, wanting to charge at him, make him fucking fight me for doing what he did. But I just planted my ass there, motionless, staring at him hard as though wishing he’d feel my gaze boring into his asshole without having the heart to muster the growl. But then Chico rolled his eyes at me (This dumb) and he took off from my back, fluttering to the ground with two heavy wingbeats, giving a coughing growl as he looked for his Bwenny. He’ll let me be the statue in this equation; he had shit to do.
Except he stirred me, and now Tembovu would definitely know I was here and fuck I hadn’t prepared myself all the way and there was still a piece of me that wanted to tear his hide a new one and another piece of me that was larger, that couldn’t get passed the way the curves of his body slumped toward the jagged rocks at the bottom of the cliff face.
HEY, I wanted to scream.
“Hey,” I said, softly--and I was annoyed that there was concern there.
"In ornare vitae leo eu volutpat."
Chico
and Roskuld
@Tembovu <3
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