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02-02-2013, 12:50 PM
Taunting me.
Mauja.
Children.
Everything.
It all taunted me. My mind spun round and round. My head was hurting. All these thoughts, I struggled to round them all up. They ran wild, trying to break out. I lowered my head slightly, sighing. Mauja releases hot breath into my muzzle, and I breathe it in at once. He raises his head, withdrawing. I missed my chance. I raise my head too. Gazing into Mauja's intense blue eyes. My heart was beating swiftly, faster than I it should have been going. All the thoughts in my head, they were the ones that caused me to open my mouth, to speak. It all cam out in a flurry of words. Emotions jumbled together, almost to the point where I screamed. Each word was more emotional than the last. Everything was a blur as I spoke. It was almost in a moments notice that I began to speak.
"Mauja, I-I-I've loved you for a while now.... I don't know if you feel the same way. I was always afraid to ask.... please, please don't hate me for this. You probably don't feel the same way about me, do you?"
Oh no. What. Did. I. Just. Say?! I started panicking. I was going to run away. That's what I wanted to do. I wanted to take off, never see Mauja again. But, how, why would I? I finally feel that a burden has been lifted off my chest. But somehow another one replaces it. My heart speeds up, and it feels as though it's about to burst from my chest. I just gave him my heart, but will he accept it? I ponder for only a moment before I return my gaze to Mauja. I wait silently, my tears wait, ready to spring out and send me into a surge of more emotions. I was falling apart. I was going to end up in a totally unstable state, unable to hold myself together. I would be a wreck. That is, unless Mauja felt this way about me. But if he didn't, well then that's when I'd end up going into an emotionally unstable state. Most likely anyway. My cloven hooves dig further into the snowy ground. How would he handle this?
Mauja.
Children.
Everything.
It all taunted me. My mind spun round and round. My head was hurting. All these thoughts, I struggled to round them all up. They ran wild, trying to break out. I lowered my head slightly, sighing. Mauja releases hot breath into my muzzle, and I breathe it in at once. He raises his head, withdrawing. I missed my chance. I raise my head too. Gazing into Mauja's intense blue eyes. My heart was beating swiftly, faster than I it should have been going. All the thoughts in my head, they were the ones that caused me to open my mouth, to speak. It all cam out in a flurry of words. Emotions jumbled together, almost to the point where I screamed. Each word was more emotional than the last. Everything was a blur as I spoke. It was almost in a moments notice that I began to speak.
"Mauja, I-I-I've loved you for a while now.... I don't know if you feel the same way. I was always afraid to ask.... please, please don't hate me for this. You probably don't feel the same way about me, do you?"
Oh no. What. Did. I. Just. Say?! I started panicking. I was going to run away. That's what I wanted to do. I wanted to take off, never see Mauja again. But, how, why would I? I finally feel that a burden has been lifted off my chest. But somehow another one replaces it. My heart speeds up, and it feels as though it's about to burst from my chest. I just gave him my heart, but will he accept it? I ponder for only a moment before I return my gaze to Mauja. I wait silently, my tears wait, ready to spring out and send me into a surge of more emotions. I was falling apart. I was going to end up in a totally unstable state, unable to hold myself together. I would be a wreck. That is, unless Mauja felt this way about me. But if he didn't, well then that's when I'd end up going into an emotionally unstable state. Most likely anyway. My cloven hooves dig further into the snowy ground. How would he handle this?
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much,
And my scars remind us the past is real
I tear my heart open, just to feel
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My weakness is that I care too much,
And my scars remind us the past is real
I tear my heart open, just to feel
