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04-21-2013, 03:25 AM
Loneliness.
It permeates your skin, tangible. You had never known it before, the fawnling that you are, the star. Always you had known company to the point of company becoming a crowd, your frail mind never knowing any different as to wrap itself around anything else. It had never come to the conclusion that you would one day be alone, abandoned. And so, even as you wander, the excitement of adventure dulling the pain of solitude, the sounds of life all around you, the tiniest noise like thunder in your ears, lightning in your veins. For every step you take, your mind, your heart, takes two steps back, urging you to turn around, retrace the path that you can no longer remember. You would, you would if you had the slightest idea of where your aching limbs had taken you from, if your heart wasn't lodged in your throat, throbbing in your head. If it weren't for the insatiable curiosity bubbling inside of you, amongst the liberation of being solely your own instead of someone's shadow and the thrill of something new; you would remain the obedient girl you had always been molded to be. You shiver, light golden skin pin-pricking uncomfortably within the dawn's breath chilling you to the bone. Besides, you half-reason with yourself, what's the harm in trying something new? With only an ounce of hesitation you shrug thin shoulders, mingling with the shadows easily as you prod on slowly despite your numb body, your tired eyes still filled with a wanderlust.
* ew, but open for anyone in the basin. c:
It permeates your skin, tangible. You had never known it before, the fawnling that you are, the star. Always you had known company to the point of company becoming a crowd, your frail mind never knowing any different as to wrap itself around anything else. It had never come to the conclusion that you would one day be alone, abandoned. And so, even as you wander, the excitement of adventure dulling the pain of solitude, the sounds of life all around you, the tiniest noise like thunder in your ears, lightning in your veins. For every step you take, your mind, your heart, takes two steps back, urging you to turn around, retrace the path that you can no longer remember. You would, you would if you had the slightest idea of where your aching limbs had taken you from, if your heart wasn't lodged in your throat, throbbing in your head. If it weren't for the insatiable curiosity bubbling inside of you, amongst the liberation of being solely your own instead of someone's shadow and the thrill of something new; you would remain the obedient girl you had always been molded to be. You shiver, light golden skin pin-pricking uncomfortably within the dawn's breath chilling you to the bone. Besides, you half-reason with yourself, what's the harm in trying something new? With only an ounce of hesitation you shrug thin shoulders, mingling with the shadows easily as you prod on slowly despite your numb body, your tired eyes still filled with a wanderlust.
* ew, but open for anyone in the basin. c:
