one day i'll fly away [Rasta]

[PRIVATE] one day i'll fly away [Rasta]

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Hidden Account atk: 7 | def: 10 | dam: 3

Mare :: Equine :: 14.1hh :: six (ages in Tallsun) HP: 62 | Buff: NOVICE

Ettore :: Red-Tailed Hawk :: None Abba

01-29-2014, 12:56 AM

I slowly brought myself back deep into the caverns. I wasn't sure I wanted to stay stuck in these caves anymore but I didn't want to do much else. It was all horrible. It was all nearly impossible to really function with the thoughts and memories that were running through my head. So I crawled up closer towards the glowing room and tried to find a place to rest.

As I stumbled into the cavern I could feel my pulse in my back, the uneven falling of it showing clearly now that I had no true way to realign it. It would take the sun and a place to pop it to get it back in place, and that would even be painful as it was. No. I would worry about it later, I'd deal with the constant, dull pain that radiated through my limbs for now. It was better this way. Much, much better.

So I crawled into the glowing room, once again staring in awe at the way all of the foliage radiated light, before catching a familiar stag standing near the water. Instantly, I picked up a trot and gracefully picked my way closer to him. A gentle bump of my maw against his shoulder as I pass by his right side, and then I drop my maw into the water. A long gulp of the refreshing liquid and I'm attempting, once more, to act like the world is okay. But it's not. And I doubt it ever will be. The darkness seems to be one of my only outs. The darkness seems to be my friend. But it's the darkness that hurts me the most.

Do I even know myself anymore?